I stood there and watched those people making trouble, and I couldn't help but recall what Lin Xiao said, she said that I will be a little bit of a person in the future, and I was thinking if I was really that bad?

Think about it carefully, it was true when I followed Yang Wei before, except for Yang Wei and Xiao Yuan and Tian Ji, I didn't have any friends, but as soon as Yang Wei left, Xiao Yuan and Tian Ji immediately fell out with me, I think maybe I was really difficult to get along with at that time, otherwise others would not treat me like this, only Yang Wei repeatedly let me.

But can I be blamed for this? My personality used to be like that was all related to my family, when I was a child, people would call me a murderer's child, and they would spit on me, and I basically communicated with them with fists, and I didn't want to do that, but you let me talk and laugh with those children who scolded me, can I do it?

The answer is definitely not possible, too low self-esteem leads to too strong self-esteem, that is, in elementary school, Yang Wei does not dislike me and play with me, my character is better, and then I met Dongdong, probably influenced by him, and became a little cheerful, I think anyone with a sunny person like Dongdong, even if he is dark, he will become sunny, he has such a charm.

Thinking of this, I kind of miss those two bastards, Dongdong is okay, it's okay to call my house and chat with me, but Yang Wei hasn't called me for a long time since he moved, and I don't know what happened to him now, I'm afraid he will forget me.

The more I thought about it, the worse my mood became, and I said to Yanzi, I left first, and when I went home, my sister was at home, and she was happy to see me, saying that she went to buy vegetables in the afternoon, and was going to make my favorite chicken stew with mushrooms, and he went to the kitchen to work after he was done.

And I was sitting in the living room watching TV, and during the meal I asked my sister if I was pretty bad?

My sister was stunned for a moment, looked at me strangely and said, "Little brother, you tell your sister, are you wronged?" ”

I said no, so I suddenly thought like this, and then said with a wry smile: "I am the son of a murderer, what will be the future of such a person?" ”

Seeing that I was a little low, my sister sighed and said: "Little brother, you are too stubborn, you can't pull back the nine cows that have decided, sometimes there are too many things hidden in your heart, and you don't want to say it, you always want to take it alone, and the things are too clear, one is one, two is two, there is no room for negotiation, and you don't know how to pretend to be confused." ”

I asked my sister, is such a person particularly selfish? My sister thought for a while before saying, "But such a person looks very cute and has a lot of personality, if I weren't your sister, I would definitely like you, because I think you're cool." ”

I said pull it down, today a girl said that I was very bad, don't comfort me, my sister gossiped: "Is it the girl last time?" ”

I don't plan to hide it, nodded, my sister was happy again, and told me when she was done, she didn't object to me falling in love, but this love also pays attention to a way, the three views of people are poor, and it is normal to have friction, the question is whether you know how to tolerate, but you must also know the limit.

Some people are really incompatible, then such a person's decision is a mistake in the beginning, and the form of expression is that no matter what the situation, no matter how you behave, the other party will not be satisfied, you must know why we are in love, it is because we make ourselves feel happy, don't forget this. If you make yourself so unhappy, why do you want to fall in love?

The original intention is gone, and you still talk about it?

Although I didn't know what my sister was talking about, I always felt very powerful, but I still honestly shook my head and said I didn't understand, my sister said that I was still young now, and I would understand when I grew up, so I asked her what I should do, and her answer was very simple, let me be myself, how happy to come.

I understood this sentence, and I instantly felt that I was enlightened, and I was not annoyed, just like my sister said, how happy to come, she Lin Xiao hates me, that's her business, it's my business!

After eating, my sister was about to go out, and I noticed that she was dressed up, with a talk of makeup on her face, and a plaid skirt, which looked like a fairy, so I joked with her, go on a date?

My sister said that adults and children don't care, and I knew when I saw her reaction, it must have been a date, so I asked again: "With the prince?" ”

When I asked this sentence, my heart was sour, I always felt that I had suffered a lot of losses, what a good woman my sister is, is the prince worthy of her?

My sister didn't speak, it was a tacit acquiescence, she looked at me, and finally said, "Little brother, I have someone I like." ”

I felt a tug inside me, as if something had disappeared, like a hole in my chest, something was slowly slipping away, making me feel so empty that I wanted to find something to fill it.

Eventually, I came up with a very stupid question: "Do you want to be with him?" ”

My sister came over, touched my head and said, "What? Are you lonely? ”

I shook my head and denied it, so my sister laughed, and gestured with her hand: "Since you were a child, I have watched you grow up, I can see at a glance whether you are happy or angry, all on your face, my sister has also reached the age when it is time to fall in love, and it is normal to have someone you like." ”

"However, even if I get married in the future, even if I have children, even if I die, I will always be your sister."

After saying that, she patted me on the head and said fondly, "I will always love you!" ”

I just didn't speak, my sister was happy again, saying that I was so moved that I wanted to cry, I said no, that is, tomorrow I want to buy a gift for a female classmate, can you give me some money?

My sister is not happy, I am happy, she complained a few words, but still took out three hundred from the wallet to me, and said that our Chen family can not be ashamed, take out and buy some good ones, at that time, I was moved, I was about to hug her and kiss, but my sister was very disgusted, saying that I forgot about her sister when I had a girlfriend!

After my sister left, I went back to my room to sleep, thinking about what gift to buy for Lin Xiao tomorrow, I am also a man, and I can't afford to worry about her as a little girl.

Tomorrow is Saturday, no need to go to school, when I woke up it was already more than 12 o'clock at noon, I went downstairs to eat something and waited upstairs for Chen Xiaoxiao's call, about one o'clock, Chen Xiaoxiao called, said the meeting place, I went out.

Xiaoxiao asked me to wait for her on Shangli Street in the city, not far from the urban area of our town, that is, more than ten kilometers, I went to the bus station, took the bus, and when I arrived at the agreed place, it was 1:40, and not long after, Chen Xiaoxiao came by taxi.

Since everyone usually wears school uniforms at school, I didn't expect Chen Xiaoxiao's figure to be good, she didn't wear a skirt today, but changed to a casual style, wearing a denim skirt, she is not tall, but maybe because of her white legs, so she looks very good, the upper body is wearing a white t-shirt, very clean, and you can vaguely see the small belt inside, although she is not very old, but her temperament is awesome, standing with me, making me feel that I have a long face.

She walked up to me and asked me if I had waited a long time, I was a little stunned, she called me a few times before I reacted, and I don't know why I was still a little stuttering.

Chen Xiaoxiao was happy, and said what am I doing here, which made her feel very embarrassed, I also touched my head, and said a little embarrassed: "The main thing is that you are so beautiful, I almost didn't recognize you." ”

Chen Xiaoxiao was a little angry, and said cross-waisted: "You mean that I am usually ugly?" ”

I hurriedly explained that no, it's just that it's not as beautiful as it is now, no, it's usually as beautiful as it is now, yes, I'm starting to be incoherent, I'm afraid that she will be angry, I guess I look funny, Chen Xiaoxiao didn't hold back, so she smiled, and her face was still a little red.

I knew that this girl was deliberately teasing me just now, and said with a straight face: "Okay, you can tease my brother now!" ”

Chen Xiaoxiao went up and grabbed my hand and said coquettishly: "How can I have it, it's funny like you just now, I can't help it." ”

When she grabbed my arm, I felt like I was electrocuted, and just as I was about to speak, she pulled me and said, "Okay, let's go and choose a gift!" ”

I didn't let go of everything, and I was pulled by a beautiful woman like her, and I thought to myself that I wouldn't suffer a loss, so I let her pull me.

Shangli Street is still very lively on Saturday, basically people, plus it's summer again, I didn't walk for a while I felt dry, just on the side of the road to buy ice cream, I asked Xiaoxiao if she could eat, she shook her head and said she didn't want to, I just bought one, I wanted to eat, but she poked her head over and took a bite.

I was also stupid, so I was a little depressed and said, "Don't you want to?" I'm going to eat like this. ”

Chen Xiaoxiao glanced at me, snatched my ice cream and said, "Then don't eat it, watch me eat it!" ”

I thought this girl was a little strange at the time, but I didn't think much about it, I just walked around the street when I was done, or I didn't feel tired when this woman went shopping, I wanted to buy a gift without much delay, but Chen Xiaoxiao took me to visit so many stores and didn't find a satisfactory one.

Later, fortunately, I jumped a pair of sterling silver heart-shaped earrings in a jewelry store, Chen Xiaoxiao said that girls like these things, and if I give this to Lin Xiao, she will definitely be happy.

I said I listen to you, so I asked the clerk to wrap it up, and it was not expensive more than a hundred, and then I saw that Chen Xiaoxiao liked these earrings, so I asked the clerk if there was a pair, and the clerk said that there was a pair, and I let them all wrap up, I thought to myself that people would help me, and I couldn't take advantage of it in vain.

Chen Xiaoxiao said she didn't want it, let me not waste money, I said this is a thank you gift, if you don't accept it, I don't want to go, Chen Xiaoxiao still don't, I said it, she just accepted it, but I can see that she is very happy, because she didn't let the clerk pack these earrings, but directly put them on, and asked me if they looked good.

I said how do you ask me, I must say that it is good-looking, and she is happy, and she said that this is the first time she has received a gift from a boy.

After leaving the jewelry store, a man and a woman walked towards me, I thought this girl was quite familiar, and the woman also stopped with a "huh", walked in front of me, took off her eyes and smiled at me: "Why did you come here?" ”

I also recognized this woman, it was none other than Jiang Yufei, and I also knew the person next to him, it was Guo Wen......