Sue didn't drink, but the late-night lights began to make her drunk. I don't know if everyone is, occasionally I have this feeling, I want to find someone to chat, but I feel that some things don't know who to tell them, dozens of pages of communication lists, thousands of WeChat friends, the more I flip, the more lonely I feel.

There are constant messages from Shenghu in the mobile phone, Su is heart began to feel a burden, she doesn't want to step into a relationship casually, she doesn't want to choose who to be with in order to fall in love, and she is slowly used to calming down those negative emotions by herself, so that they can gradually become warm with the song in the headphones, with the bluestone slab that has been stepped on, and with the curtains closed, the quilt that gradually becomes warm will dissipate little by little.

But sometimes it will be very sad, life is already difficult, going through some ups and downs alone, it is indeed an experience, but it will really make the difficulties more difficult, happy and no one to share, and I don't know who to talk to if I am wronged.

There is still a long way to go in the rest of my life, and there will be many moments when I suddenly look forward to having someone with me.

Half of the headphones, holding hands to cross the street, staying at home on a rainy day to watch a movie; I also hope that someone can listen to your joys and sorrows, and you don't have to think about whether it is appropriate, anyway, he is involved in your life.

Imagine that as sung in that song, find a person who "will be you for the rest of your life", no longer need to be strong alone, no longer have to be alone.

She knows that there are many people who have a frank attitude towards the rest of their lives, two people are good, one person is not bad, and sometimes she thinks, is the wine not good or the mobile phone is not fun, why fall in love?

But ah, everyone will experience the difficulty of loneliness, and in many moments of being alone, they suddenly don't want to be alone, they want to have someone to accompany them, and they want to talk about a sweet and stable love.

When no one listens to your worries and grievances, when everyone else is alone and alone, when you encounter something very happy and happy but no one shares it, when you are walking alone with a heavy object.

Of course, if he could, Su didn't want to feel like that at all.

After all, if there was a man who loved him very much, who would have such time to write such self-deceptive emotions and store them in his diary!

"Actually, I am more familiar with Haicheng than you, especially the famous scenic spots, so today's tour guide should be replaced by me!" Sheng Hu smiled and flicked Su Yes's forehead with his fingers.

"Are you sure?"

"Of course."

"By the way, where do you live now? Why don't you live in a company dormitory? Isn't it safer to be outside? “

"Fortunately, Haicheng is one of the cities with the highest safety index, okay? Not to mention being free outside. ”

"Su is, there are some things I don't ask, you can not say it, but if I ask, will you definitely tell the truth?"

As soon as Su is head up, Shenghu laughed again.

"I really didn't expect you to come, I didn't expect it, I'm actually a little confused, you know everything about me, and I don't want to lie to you, but I'm afraid."

"I've been thinking about this since you agreed to date me, but you've agreed, so we need to solve your problem together." Shenghu naturally gently held Su Yes's hand, Su Shi shook a little, but still allowed himself to calm down.

"I don't know how to say, perhaps, I shouldn't have replied to you like that."

"No, we all have our own problems, I solved my own problems and broke off the engagement with her, so I hope you can also solve your problems, not to mention that you don't have a marriage contract, you have broken up, but it is inevitable that you are a little uncomfortable in the same office environment all the time."

"Shenghu, am I a bad woman? She hates you, doesn't she? Hate me too, right? ”

"We have no intention of hurting her, but love can't be forced, not to mention that at my age, if I still can't understand it, my life is really in vain, I have already died once, I want to make the rest of my life clearer."

"I'm sorry."

"Take back this, you don't have anything to be sorry for me, even if you don't see me as your boyfriend in your heart at this time, you don't have to say sorry, feelings need to be cultivated, however, if you choose to give me this opportunity, you should also give yourself this opportunity, how do you know that we are not suitable if you don't try!"

Su didn't answer, Shenghu squeezed her hand hard, and she raised her head, "Alas, I never say anything about what you think, but now that I have it, I feel that there are some things that I dare not say more." ”

"Then, I allow you to tell the truth, I will let go of your hand first, but only allow you half an hour to finish what you want to say."

Shenghu really let go of her hand, Su is smiled, and suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, "It's not pleasant to be single, and it won't be happy after having a partner." Sometimes I think it's my personality that has a problem, looking at the colleagues around me, I used to think that an important prerequisite for being single is to have a higher income and a promising future, but I have no problem with this, but the most worthwhile thing to spend time doing when I am single is to invest in everything that is long-term and long-lasting: studying, further education, and indulging curiosity. Because after having a partner, it is difficult to have a large chunk of time to spend freely. The reason why many people are passively single for long periods of time is because they are immersed in their own world and are so inflexible that they can't accept others. It's okay that I'm not in a relationship, but after falling in love and breaking up, I don't actively participate in interesting social activities, I don't want to meet strangers, and I don't want to make more friends. ”

"And then?" Shenghu looked into the distance and turned his gaze back, "You're afraid of hurting me?" Or is it because I'm afraid of being lonely? Or to pass the pain of a relationship? ”

"Would you be angry if I said there was a little bit?"

"I'm not angry, but I'm sad."

"Okay, look at you, I don't dare to say more. Well, thank you for saying so much, okay or not, I've missed two years and don't want to miss twenty, I'm patient and confident that we'll get along just fine. ”

"Really?" Su is looked at him and took the initiative to put his hand into his palm, "Actually, he temporarily proposed to work overtime last night, and I don't know how to face you, so I can only work overtime first." ”

"I know."

"You know?"

"Yes, I am more mature than the two of you, I believe that if those words just now were addressed to him, you would not dare to say it at all, and you would not even have a chance to say it, because the two of you have similar personalities, you are both very competitive, and no one can tolerate anyone. Su is, since it's over, why bother ending it simply. ”

Su didn't quite understand his words, "I don't live in the dormitory because of this." ”

"What about your job? You'll still see each other every day. ”

"It's not for him, I'm leaving, right?"

"What if I say, I mind if you see each other every day?"

"Shenghu, me."

"Su is, I am more generous, and I try to maintain my demeanor, but no man will not mind that his girlfriend and ex-boyfriend are in the same working environment every day."

"I've never thought about leaving, or I've figured out how to apply for a transfer or go back to Jiangcheng."

"Do you know what hurts the most about being single? Even if you enjoy your single life very much, you still maintain a "hook-up" standby state, because promoting hormone secretion is good for physical and mental health. Su is, you are very talented, but you are born with a lot of affection, no matter where you return to Jiangcheng or where, as long as you are not by my side, I will have this kind of mind, I am also afraid of your affection, this has nothing to do with trust, after so much, I always feel that if two people really want to be together, they must be together first, not less than colleagues. ”

"Aren't you afraid that I'll think you're overbearing?"

"I'm just really expressing my heart, I have my own company, you can come and work with me, if you like Haicheng, we can also set up a branch here, or go back to Jiangcheng, but I don't want to talk to you about any long-distance relationship, and I don't want to be too far away from you, do you understand?"

"It's over, I found out that you are actually the real invisible and domineering person." Su is lips pursed, "You said it yourself, I'm a strong woman, although I'm not yet, but I'm not a woman who will give up her job for love." ”

"I know, but can't you think more long-term? Women, work, career, family, children, aren't these two people together can be better solved? ”

"Are you going too far, I'm a kid myself."

"Sue is, you're not a child anymore, I know you know. We're together, and to be honest, maybe we'll get married in a year, and maybe have a baby next year. I have to tell you, I'm not young. ”

"Don't scare me, how can anyone come out on a first date and say this." Su was really frightened by his words. The future is promising, but that's not what we expect!

"It seems that it really scares you, okay, don't talk about that, you think about it, you don't have to position yourself in any industry, but decide according to your own profession and interests. Come to my company, isn't there a platform? Are you still afraid that you won't be able to play your profession? ”

"It feels like it's coming so fast. I need to think about it. ”

"If it's not fast, I'm afraid you'll change your attention again." Shenghu thought in his heart that if he was in a mode like riding the wind and her, in a few weeks, he might be together again.

"Seriously, I'm the worst at my age, I haven't gotten married when I'm at the age of marriage, and many companies really don't want to admit me, in fact, people of every age have their own "crisis". The work of this era is too replaceable. You submit your resignation report on the front foot, and before you have time to remember it, someone on the back foot moves into your workplace. After so many years in the workplace, my most fearful moment was meeting a layman who was more knowledgeable than me. When others talk about what you are best at and speak more thoroughly than you, how can there be no sense of crisis? ”

"No matter how good you work, it's better to marry well."

"Who can guarantee that they are married well."

"Then you try it first, how do you know if you don't try?"

"In fact, no matter what it is, relationship or work, learning is a lifelong thing, because in this world, even knowledge points are unstable, let alone men."

"Su is, don't talk about it so vicissitudes, you just fall in love once, it's not good to make yourself so sad. Of course, I have a lot of responsibility! ”