Song Qinghao phantom

Xia Yuxun is gone, he doesn't know how he should spend the rest of his long life, when Xia Yuxun didn't love him before, he could still go to ST to try his luck, now, he knows that Xia Yuxun is there, she has always been there, in that cold cemetery.

He lives alone in a villa in the western suburbs, and the room is full of Xia Yuxun's shadow, and all the traces of his life with Xia Yuxun.

"Young master, it's time to eat." When eating, the housekeeper always reminds him, and if the housekeeper doesn't remind him, he doesn't care about himself. He always thought that Xia Yuxun would call him to eat like before.

Song Qinghao came to the dining table, with a lonely bowl and a pair of chopsticks on it, he thought about it, and went to the kitchen to get a pair of chopsticks. Later, he put another pair of chopsticks, and later another pair of ...... One for Xia Yuxun, the other for their children, yes, Song Qinghao imagined that he and Xia Yuxun would have two children, a son and a daughter.

He himself was eating and eating, and he cried, why did the three pairs of dishes and chopsticks not move, and why did he restore the dishes for the three of them, mother and son? Later he ...... I can't swallow those meals anymore.

When he slept at night, he habitually stretched out his hand, but he couldn't catch anything. Later, he took her photo and printed a small pillow.

He also thought about buying drunk like others, he was also drunk, but after getting drunk, that kind of longing deepened.

He had no choice.

And he began to sleep, and slept in the darkness of the day, day and night. But the nightmarish scene reappeared in his dream, and he did not dare to sleep, and stayed up again night after night.

……

From Xia Yuxun's departure to the present, a full eight years have passed, and the scene of Xia Yuxun's death on him is still vivid. For eight years, he couldn't get out of that shadow.

He would take time to go to the cemetery every month to see Xia Yuxun, and for eight years, rain or shine. Every time he went to see her, he didn't look like himself.

If you want to ask how he later came out of decadence, it is through fantasy.

He fantasized every day, and he really couldn't accept the fact that Xia Yuxun was leaving, so he fantasized that Xia Yuxun's soul was by his side, inseparable.

The breeze blows softly in his hair, and then he laughs, and he will look at the air in front of him affectionately, and say softly: "Wife, don't rub my hair secretly, believe it or not, I don't wash my hair for a week?" It was as if Xia Yuxun was standing in front of him.

He pays attention to his image at all times, because Xia Yuxun is by his side, and he doesn't want to be embarrassed in front of his beloved.

When he was at work, the pen accidentally fell on the ground, and he would soothe the air while reading the documents: "Don't mess with my wife, I'll accompany you when I'm done." ”

A lot of people say he has mental problems, only he knows, he's fine, he's just ...... I just miss Xia Yuxun too much.

In eight years, Song Jingjing's son has gone to elementary school, and every time his little nephew sees him, he asks, "Why isn't Uncle married yet?" ”

Song Qinghao will patiently explain: "Your uncle and I have been married a long time ago." As he spoke, he took out his mobile phone and flipped out Xia Yuxun's photo: "Look, this is my daughter-in-law, much more beautiful than your mother, right?" ”

"But I think my mom is the most beautiful in the world!" The little nephew retorted innocently.

Song Qinghao was angry because of this: "My daughter-in-law is beautiful. ”

"Woooooooooo......oo Mom is the most beautiful, mom helps, uncle murdered me. The little nephew's mouth was deflated, his eyes were rubbed with his two little hands, and he cried like a good cry.

Will Song Qinghao be soft? No, he was a principled man, and his daughter-in-law was the most beautiful and did not accept any refutation, so he watched his little nephew cry like that.

Song Jingjing was helpless every time, so she had to educate his son: "Baby, don't you be better with the uncle, we villains don't remember the mistakes of adults, and villains should also have a small amount." ”

"Uh-huh." The little nephew stopped crying as if he didn't understand, ran to his side and took his hand: "Uncle, I forgive you, what about the eldest aunt?" How come I never met her? ”

The word "......" woke up the person in the dream, Song Qinghao suddenly didn't know how to answer, thinking of Xia Yuxun, he couldn't help but reddened his eyes: "Your eldest aunt, in fact, is a fairy, she flew to the sky." ”

"Oh!"

Song Jingjing saw that Song Qinghao's expression was wrong, so she hurriedly picked up her son and walked out, she always knew that Song Qinghao liked children very much, and he was also very good to her son, but when it came to Xia Yuxun's matter, he changed his appearance.

……

Song Qinghao originally planned to live like this for the rest of his life, but he couldn't resist the hard persuasion of Song's father and Song's mother, and every time his parents would cry because of his affairs, his eyes were red and swollen, and later, he found someone to marry, a person who was very similar to Xia Yuxun.

He was very good to her, but he had no affection.

After getting off work from the company, it was already dark. The wind blew across his cheeks, but he couldn't tell himself anymore that it was Xia Yuxun who felt sorry for him. Because he remarried, he considered himself a complete traitor.

When he opened the door, his wife threw herself into his arms: "Husband, are you back?" ”

He didn't push away or hug her.

Every time he heard these two words, he couldn't hold back the sourness in his heart, Xia Yuxun had only called him husband once in his life, or at Mu Nianxun's engagement ceremony.

"Mom and Dad are here today."

"Hmm."

"They said they wished they could hold their grandson sooner."

"Hmm."

Seeing that he did not object, the woman raised her head and kissed him on the lips, her hands wandering back and forth on his chest.

He looked at his eyebrows, which were somewhat similar to Xia Yuxun, and shook his head for a while.

Although he was not enthusiastic, he also responded to her without a match, the two went to the bedroom, Song Qinghao looked at the woman under him, I don't know if it was a dim light, or a relationship with lust, he seemed to have seen Xia Yuxun who he hadn't seen for many years.

After a burst of passion, he curled the corners of his mouth and hugged the soft Kaoru in his arms, the more he hugged him, the more he liked it, thinking about it and landing a kiss on her forehead.

The next day, when he opened his eyes, there was no one around the pillow, and he got up in a bit of a panic to look around for Xia Yuxun, only to find that she was baking bread for him in the kitchen for breakfast.

Seeing his slightly panicked eyes, Xia Yuxun walked up to him with some worry, stretched out his slender hand and probed his forehead: "Hey, your forehead is not as hot as mine!" ”

Song Qinghao didn't speak, and took her into his arms: "I had a nightmare." ”

"What nightmare?" Xia Yuxun patted his back and soothed.

"I dreamed that you were dead."

"Yikes." Xia Yuxun broke free from his arms and angrily grabbed the flesh on his cheeks: "Are you still talking nonsense? If you talk nonsense, I'll tear you into a pig's head. ”

Song Qinghao smiled and hugged her waist: "Wife, I was wrong." ”

"No, I'm angry. You have to be kissed by your husband to get rid of your anger. Xia Yuxun pouted and looked arrogant.

"Okay." Song Qinghao kissed her on the cheek.

"Nope." Xia Yuxun still refuses to forgive.

"So what?" But Song Qinghao was a little overwhelmed.

"Like this." After Xia Yuxun finished speaking, he stepped forward to hold Song Qinghao's face and gave him a deep lingering kiss.

"Hahaha, my husband is a big fool, he has been married for eight years, and he will blush when he kisses him." Xia Yuxun shook his head and shrugged his shoulders with a smile in his arms, the eyebrows and smiles were the looks he had missed for eight years.

"Huh." Song Qinghao couldn't help but laugh with her.

"Husband, have breakfast, let's go to my parents' place and pick up my son." Xia Yuxun turned around and walked into the kitchen again, instructing Song Qinghao while busy working.

"Huh? Son? ”

"You're stupid when you sleep, aren't you? Did I tire you out last night? Xia Yuxun looked puzzled, and stepped forward to pull his face: "Our son is four years old this year, and his name is Song Chunian." You also said that if you have a daughter in the future, you will call Song Xia Nian! Does this mean that you like me very much? Roar, roar, roar~" After Xia Yuxun finished speaking, he let go of his face and covered his mouth with a sly smile.

"I don't really like you." Song Qinghao corrected.

When Xia Yuxun heard this, he became angry again, and he opened his teeth and claws to pull Song Qinghao's face again.

"I love you so much."

When Xia Yuxun heard Song Qinghao's words, he stopped his hand and shyly leaned on his arms to play with his chin.

"Vomit ......" When the two of them were quietly enjoying the world of the two, Song Qinghao suddenly ...... Uh, kind of want to throw up.

"What's wrong with you, husband?" Xia Yuxun chased him into the bathroom, and when he saw his uncomfortable appearance, he was immediately shocked.

"I'm nauseous and a little dizzy." Song Qinghao lay on the sink and responded to him with some prostration.

"We, let's go to the hospital, you are my spiritual pillar, I don't allow you to have any problems." Xia Yuxun cried and helped him up, almost slipping because he was worried.

"Wife, do you really think so?"

"Hurry to the hospital!" Xia Yuxun roared angrily.

"Good, good." With such a domineering wife, what else can he do?

After checking it out, the doctor stared at the little two sticking together in front of him with a complicated expression: "What about you two playing with me?" That's not how money is spent? ”

"No, the doctor isn't!" Xia Yuxun listened to the doctor's words, and was so anxious that he couldn't even speak incoherently: "No, my husband suddenly became nauseous and dizzy in the morning for some reason, how can you not check the problem?" Say, are you a quack? ”

The doctor twitched the corner of his mouth: "Madam, you are here in a first-class hospital, who is the doctor here who makes soy sauce?" ”

"Please call me Mrs. Song." Xia Yuxun corrected with a proud face.

"Okay, Mrs. Song, according to what you said, I suggest you go for a check-up, maybe you will know what the cause is."

"Hey, it's not me, it's my husband." Xia Yuxun was so anxious that he took Song Qinghao's hand: "I have a throne in my family waiting for him to inherit it!" Please heal him. ”

Song Qinghao looked at Xia Yuxun who was so lively, and laughed dotingly, he was a stuffy gourd before he got married, and when he got married, he not only talked a lot but was also very naughty, and the more he lived, the more he went back.

"Good." Song Qinghao rubbed Xia Yuxun's hair, and Xia Yuxun, who was dancing with his teeth and claws, immediately quieted down: "I'll go check." ”

"Huh." He laughed contentedly, what nonsense, how can the throne be as important as you?

After a while, Xia Yuxun and the doctor walked out one after another, Xia Yuxun half-lowered his head, bit his lower lip a little twisted, and looked at Song Qinghao with a red face: "Husband, I, I'm pregnant again." ”

"What?" Song Qinghao hugged her happily: "I'm going to be a father again?" ”

"Uh-huh."

"First thought of company?" You can't disturb our two-person world with company, hehe.

"Uh-huh."

"Let's go back and tell Mom and Dad."

"So why are you nauseous and dizzy?" Xia Yuxun turned the question back to Song Qinghao, that is necessary, Song Qinghao is her sky, if the sky falls, will she still be alive?

Only then did the doctor feel the value of her existence, she stroked her glasses: "Your husband This is mimetic delivery syndrome, the symptoms are due to psychological reasons, men have morning sickness because they care too much about their wives, resulting in such symptoms in the body, congratulations sir, because the expectant father who has this disease must be very happy." ”

"Husband." After listening to the doctor's explanation, Xia Yuxun threw herself into Song Qinghao's arms again, and said coquettishly: "I know that you love me the most." ”

"Silly wife, it's good to know, you are not allowed to mess with my face in the future, otherwise my daughter will be born and dislike her father for being ugly."

"Okay."

The doctor shook his head and hurried away from the scene of the large dog slaughter, she hadn't found a boyfriend yet!

……

The two came to Song's house, ready to take Song Chunian back to the villa in the western suburbs.

Song Chunian looks very much like Song Qinghao, revealing an elegant temperament at a young age, wearing a small suit, with a small poke of stupid hair on his head, so cute, Song Qinghao was also very cute when he was a child! Song Chunian knew that his parents were coming to pick him up, so he hurriedly picked up his grandparents and waited in the courtyard outside the door.

Seeing the picture of his parents standing together, he secretly decided in his heart that he would find a girlfriend as beautiful as his mother when he grew up.

"Mom and Dad." When Song Chunian let go of Song's father and Song's mother's hands and ran towards Song Qinghao and Xia Yuxun, the two elders admitted that their hearts were broken, how could they be better than no other's parents! Mother Song glanced at Father Song with a bitter face, let's go and stay where it's cool! Father Song also had a bitter face, okay, wife.

"Ouch, Song Chunian, I've been getting fat at my grandparents recently!" Song Qinghao hugged Song Chunian into his arms.

"Dad, you're not a man."

"Huh?" Song Qinghao just wanted to tease this kid, but he said seriously that he was not a man, why?

"Dad can't even hold me, how can I hold my mother? So dad is not a man. Song Chunian explained seriously.

"Uh...... "Can he beat this stinky boy?" But Kaoru Kaoru will turn his face into a pig's head!

"Song Chu Nian." Xia Yuxun's voice interrupted Song Qinghao's thinking at the right time.

"What's wrong with Mom?" Song Chunian heard Xia Yuxun's shout and hurriedly turned his head to look at her.

"Who told you to bully my husband?"

"Mom......" Song Chunian didn't know why, suddenly his heart was very uncomfortable, he always felt that he was redundant, every month he would be sent by his parents to live at his grandparents' house for a period of time, thinking of this, he was even more suspicious of his life experience: "Mom......" Song Chunian choked up, tears rolled in his eyes: "Mom, you tell me the truth, I can bear it." ”

What's wrong with this stupid kid? Xia Yuxun and Song Qinghao looked confused.

"Mom, say it! I'm a man, and I can handle it. Song Chu Nian saw that they were stunned in place, and asked again.

"Say what?" Xia Yuxun's brain was already confused by him.

"Did I bring it back when you went to pick up the trash?" Song Chunian looked at her sincerely: "It's okay, I'm a man, even if it's true, I will treat you as my parents for the rest of my life." ”

"Hehehe......" Xia Yuxun and Song Qinghao couldn't cry or laugh when they heard his words, this stupid kid is sure he is not a goblin? Why did Xia Yuxun's brain hole be inherited so vividly?

"Song Chu Nian?" Xia Yuxun helped his forehead and said, "Do you think mom and I look like the kind of person who makes a living by picking up garbage?" ”

"Huh?" Song Chunian looked at it carefully and replied more affirmatively: "It's very similar." ”

"Poof......" Xia Yuxun was almost angry and vomited blood by him: "Song Chunian, you must be my natural enemy, your mother and I are the daughter of Zhaoxia Group, okay?" Your grandmother is the chairman of Zhaoxia Group, she is the kind of legend who lives in the news every day, your father is the president of the Song Group, how is the president? Do you think that under such conditions, I still have the opportunity to pick up garbage? ”

"......" Song Chunian was stunned by her momentum.

A woman with a background can't be provoked.

After listening to Xia Yuxun's words, the father and son couldn't help but sigh.

……

During Xia Yuxun's pregnancy, Song Qinghao helped her with morning sickness, drowsiness, and spicy food. This made Song Chunian look down on him very much.

Song Chunian took advantage of his father's sleeping time to rub in front of his mother, and looked at the man lying on the beauty couch with great disgust: "Dad is really enough, it's like he has a sister in his belly." ”

"Haha." Xia Yuxun touched the back of Song Chunian's head helplessly: "Dad helps mom share the hard work of raising my sister, why do you blame Dad?" You'll find out when you grow up. ”

"Mom, have I allowed you to touch my head? Do you believe me that I don't wash my hair for a week? ”

"You...... Song Chunian, I am the mother who picked up the garbage by the way! ”

"Slightly ......"

"......" Who is this child so naughty and inherited, why doesn't she remember that her ancestors have this gene?

Xia Yuxun has been pregnant with Song Xia for ten months, except for being a little heavy, it is not so hard. As Song Qinghao thought, Song Xia Nian is a girl. Since the birth of this younger sister, Song Chunian has been staying in front of her crib, working harder than his parents.

At a young age, he took the initiative to take care of his sister, giving her all the delicious food, all the fun for her, and when she saw a beautiful Barbie doll outside, she would not hesitate to buy it for his sister with his pocket money.

When Song Xianian was two years old, Song Chunian was already in preschool, and after school, he ran home non-stop to take care of Song Xianian, because of him, Xia Yuxun and Song Qinghao were a lot easier.

What the? Xia Yuxun and Song Qinghao are irresponsible?

Wronged! Song Chunian just wanted to take care of his sister, and if he didn't take care of him, he cried, and then Song Xiannian cried with him, he couldn't stand it, he couldn't stand it.

"Wife, Chu Nian, Xia Nian, it's time to eat." Song Qinghao took a pair of dishes and chopsticks, thought about it, went to the kitchen and took another pair, then another pair, and another pair, he didn't know why he had this habit of doing things unfavorably.

At the dining table, Song Qinghao gave all the delicious food to the three of them, a son and a daughter looked at him with a smile, the rice in his mouth was spilled all over the table, Xia Yuxun also looked at him with crooked eyebrows, he was so happy that he forgot to eat.

……

Song Qinghao, it's time to come back to your senses.

In the dark bedroom, the woman next to her came from the sound of even breathing, although she was very similar to Xia Yuxun, she was never her.

His Xia Yuxun was ...... eight years ago He died eight years ago.

Song Qinghao turned over, away from the woman beside him, staring bitterly at the night, tears wetting the pillow.

Let's take time to take a look at Mu Nianxun tomorrow! It's been eight years and I still haven't woken up, and it's okay if I don't wake up, I can lie to myself like that, and the person I love has not left.

Xia Yuxun, Xia Yuxun, I miss you so much!

Xia Yuxun, did you hear that? Song Qinghao said that he misses you very much, and he is about to die.

Xia Yuxun, you tell me.

If it weren't for you for the rest of my life, how would I lie to myself?