60 Sad summer vacation

Towards the end of the summer vacation, I went to see Hu Tou and brought him some food and a few cigarettes, he had a big bald head, his face was full of stubble, his eyes were dull, and his whole person seemed to have lost a lot of weight, and I sat across from him, using the kind of telephone that TV used to visit prisoners.

As soon as I picked it up, Hu Tou asked me what the sunspot was, and I looked at him and said, "It's dead." ”

Hu Tou nodded, he said that he had received the news a long time ago, but he still didn't believe it, but from what came out of my mouth, he really believed it.

Then there was silence, I couldn't stand this silence, so I said to him: "Brother, blame me for this, if it weren't for me, Brother Heizi wouldn't have died, Brother Prince and you wouldn't be like this, Zhou Lian too, I'm a broom star, you scold me a few words, so I'll feel better, but can you not stop talking, so I'm even more uncomfortable." ”

Yes, since the accident, no one blames me, even Zhou Lian, she told me not to think too much about it before her father confiscated her mobile phone, this matter has nothing to do with me, as for my sister, it is Lai who talked to me, I guess she has been disappointed in me.

Hu Tou looked at me and smiled bitterly: "Little brother, don't think about comforting yourself with self-blame, we all know very well that it's not your fault, I did scold you many times when I was first caught, but I know very well in my heart that blaming others to make myself feel at ease, you and I are using various methods to make ourselves feel better, but in the end, it is impossible to deny that it is all because of me...... If you are incompetent, Kuroko will die. ”

I said no, it's all my fault, if it weren't for me, everyone wouldn't be like this, this kind of thing wouldn't happen, they all blame me for messing with Lin Xiao, blame me for messing with Lin Madman!

Hu Tou continued: "Little brother, I've been thinking a lot about it these days, maybe you're just a bait from beginning to end." ”

I looked up and wondered, "Bait?" ”

Hu Tou nodded and said, "Yes, in order to eliminate the power of the prince and me in one fell swoop, some people deliberately used you and let us take the bait." ”

I still don't understand it, but I remembered what Zhou Lian said that night, the people brought by Hu Tou actually beat the prince in turn, maybe it has something to do with it.

I asked who the man was, and Hu Tou gritted his teeth and said a name I was familiar with, Eagle!

I can't react a little, why is the eagle doing ghosts, he and I have no enmity, and we usually get along very well, there is no need to mess with me.

And in fact, I think too much of myself, the purpose of the eagle is not to mess with me at all, but to become the heaven of the front street, according to Hu Tou's speculation, it is estimated that the eagle and Lin Xiao told Lin that he was crazy, and he has been mixing with Hu Tou and them, so he knows about my relationship with Lin Xiao.

The next thing is easy to explain, the eagle told the Lin madman about this, and the Lin maniac will naturally find me trouble, as soon as he looks for trouble, my brothers and sisters will definitely not let him go, the eagle saw this, so he did this, in order to gather the prince and the bearded people together, one pot.

Hu Tou also said. The eagle may not be the only one who planned this matter, the eagle alone can't do anything, so the most likely thing is that the eagle has a partner, and this person is likely to be Qu Laosan of LVGEM KTV, the prince and Qu Laosan have not been on the same page, Qu Laosan also used this opportunity to get rid of the prince, drive away Lin Maniac, and by the way, take over the prince's power.

This can also explain why Hu Tou, who originally won the game, was repaired so badly that night, it is because many people on Hu Tou's side were persuaded by the eagle to defect in private, and the eagle is also accurate, as soon as Hu Tou has an accident, Zhou Lian will definitely try his best to get him out, in this case, it is very likely that he will fall out with the family, and then he will not have time and ability to trouble him.

It's a perfect plan!

After listening to Hu Tou's words, the whole person was stunned, I didn't expect that I and Madman Lin were just the fuse, and there was a big conspiracy behind it! What surprised me even more was how clearly Hu Tou would analyze this matter in a short period of time.

I was a little confused and asked Hu Tou what to do next if it was really made by the eagle.

Hu Tou said revenge, but not now, to wait for him to come out, I clenched my fists, and I hated the eagle even more in my heart, Hu Tou may have seen my expression, he said: "Little brother, don't worry about this!" ”

As soon as I heard it, I disagreed on the spot, saying that Brother Kuroko died for me, how could I let go of the eagle!

Hu Tou squinted at me and asked, "What can you do?" ”

I was speechless for a while, although I didn't want to admit it, but the facts were in front of me, what could I do, I was just a junior high school student, how could I have the ability to mess with the eagles!

As soon as I thought of this, I was immediately deflated, and Hu Tou said: "Little brother, you have to understand, you are different from us, you are many years younger than me and the crown prince, I still remember when I negotiated with Madman Lin, I was very scared, but you are very stubborn, you have decided something, and you have never changed it, and this is what scares me the most." ”

I didn't speak, and I knew what Hu Tou meant, and he was afraid that I would trouble the eagles.

Hu Tou continued: "I'm not saying that this character is not good, to be honest, I like your character, you have borrowed and repaid, dare to love and hate, you kid is not big, but it is very interesting, I remember when I was in Lingxi, you actually asked me to go first in order to cover me, just this point, I guess few people can do it, that is, from then on, I have always taken care of you as a younger brother, not because of Zhou Lian, understand?" ”

I said I know, Hu Tou sighed and said: "If you can, don't mess around, don't worry about the eagle's business, study hard, really, I'm from the past, this road is not easy to walk, you see me know it now, but the road is your own, I have no right to ask you to do anything, just a little, don't regret it." ”

I asked Hu Tou, do you regret it now? Hu Toule was happy, shook his head very affirmatively and said: "Even if I do it again, I'll still do that, okay, I've said everything I should say, think about it yourself, finally someone to chat with me, I said a little too much, but how to say, I'm your brother, you have to listen to what I say, it's not good, you have to listen to me." ”

Hu Tou was taken away by the prison guards after he finished speaking, I knew that the time to visit the prison was up, I didn't know why, I suddenly shouted at Hu Tou: "I know you are good to me, I don't regret it, it's already like this, with your brothers and sisters, my life is worth it, if I choose again, I will still mix with you, pestering you to teach me to smoke, drink and fight!" ”

After finishing speaking, I took a step back, bowed to Hu Tou, and said thank you from the bottom of my heart, Hu Tou didn't look back, but I saw his shoulders shrugged very much, I knew that he cried, this should be the first time Hu Tou cried in more than 20 years, I don't know why, that's how I feel.

I got out of prison, Chen Xiaoxiao was waiting for me outside, she was with me for half a month, I was in a bad mood at that time, I didn't say a word for a day, and I didn't go out, Chen Xiaoxiao was at my house, kept watching me, cooking for me, and only went home at night.

I smiled bitterly at Xiaoxiao, Chen Xiaoxiao stepped forward to hold my shoulder, and asked me what I was talking about, I said casually chatting a few words, Chen Xiaoxiao said "um", and didn't continue to ask, she and Jiang Yufei thought about this very much, knowing that I didn't want to say it, I didn't ask, I was quite sensible.

I took Chen Xiaoxiao, took a taxi, went to dinner, and after eating, I sent her home, and when I walked downstairs to her, Chen Xiaoxiao suddenly said to me: "Little brother, I don't know what happened to you recently, but I will always be by your side, forever and ever." ”

At that time, we were all young, and we thought that if we said forever, we would really live forever.

Looking at her, I took a deep breath, touched her head and said, "I know, thank you, if it weren't for you, I don't know how I survived this half a month." ”

Chen Xiaoxiao's tears came out, holding me and crying downstairs with her, I stood still and didn't move, and the pedestrians who came and went looked at us with strange eyes.

Chen Xiaoxiao said with a crying voice, when she first saw me, she was almost frightened, and thought I had depression, I think too, when I saw Chen Xiaoxiao, I was completely ghostly, and kept talking to myself, it was indeed a bit like a depressed patient.

I amused her, told her not to think so much, am I fine now?

After Chen Xiaoxiao nodded, he left my arms and said, "I know, you go back and clean up, sleep well, go home early, don't go outside, I'll look for you tomorrow." ”

I touched her head and looked at her with a smile, Chen Xiaoxiao suddenly leaned forward and kissed her, and the two of us kissed hotly upstairs in her house like this, until her mother called her, she stuck out her tongue at me, shook her hand at me, and turned to go home.

I watched her figure disappear from sight, suddenly felt empty, I felt as if a big hole had been broken in my heart, there was nothing left, I took a few steps forward, lit a cigarette, sat down, looked at the people and vehicles in a daze, and then got up and walked back home.

After opening the door and going in, my sister was not there, I guess she was going to take care of the prince, I took a bottle of wine to the refrigerator, sat in the living room and watched TV, watching a funny show, but I didn't want to laugh at all, drinking wine, lighting a cigarette, I was the only one in the empty room, I remembered Zhou Lian when they were in my house, it was really lively at that time, but now, people go to tea and cool, things are different.

After a while, there was a knock on my door, and I wondered who would come back to me at this time, so I got up and went to open the door.

At the door was Lin Xiao, she looked at me, and I also looked at her, stunned in place, not moving.