Zhang Zhe reached into the pile of photos and pulled out a very small blanket from underneath, "Oh, this blanket is what I was wrapped in when I was sent to the orphanage." The blue patterned blanket was old and seemed to be torn with a little force, Chen Chen held it, completely unable to imagine Zhang Zhe being held here, as if he could see her doubts, Zhang Zhe picked out another photo and put it in her hand: "This is the photo I took when I first entered the orphanage."

Zhang Zhe in the photo is thin and small, the black and white photos can't see the color clearly, the pattern of the blanket is the same, and he is grinning and crying loudly.

Seeing Chen Chen staring at the photo in a daze, Zhang Zhe gently pulled the photo out of her hand, and took out two more "And this, this is when I was eighteen years old, and this is when I was just studying......." Chen Chen followed his rhythm, looking at him in the photos one by one.

The stale colors on the photos explain to her little by little the days that Zhang Zhe has experienced, and he also grew up like others, but he does not blame his parents for not liking to eat; relatives who did not ask him about his test scores; After the New Year, no one urged him to get married on a blind date. These details that Chen Chen doesn't like are just luxuries for Zhang Zhe.

"And this..."Zhang Zhe's tone was slightly lower, disrupting her thoughts: "This is a photo with the Wang family on the day I was adopted." Zhang Zhe took another one to her.

Zhang Zhe in the photo is not big, his body is thin, his head is big, he is smiling happily, standing in the middle, his slender arms raised to the sides of his body, holding their hands. At that time, Zhang Zhe should have thought that he would have a family in the future, right? can not be so lonely, someone to accompany him, someone can let him nest around and be coquettish; But who would have thought that two years later, the place he thought he had left forever would become his safe haven again. The world is impermanent, as far as Zhang Zhe is concerned, the experience should be deeper.

Chen Chen suddenly felt distressed. What she experienced was self-inflicted, because there will inevitably be different ups and downs and tribulations in the process of pursuing her dreams, so no matter how big the setbacks and difficulties, she doesn't feel how pitiful she is. Zhang Zhe is different, what he experiences and endures is all passive, and it is also imposed. He is so sensitive and delicate, his heart is much more uncomfortable than others.

Zhang Zhe didn't seem to intend to make her irritable, Seeing that she lowered her head and stared at the photo without speaking, Zhang Zhe touched her face: "Before you, sometimes when I go home at night, I will feel that the silence in this house is terrible." I turned on the TV and looked at it, so that I felt that there was something to be found in my life. After you came, I rarely felt lonely, so I never looked at it and forgot about it. You are God's compensation for me, and now I am enough. ”

Zhang Zhe's tone was still so gentle, slow and affectionate. His voice was low, and he spoke like he was reciting a love poem. Chen Chen suddenly felt that he was planted in his hands, probably because of this.

"Zhang Zhe", Chen Chen called his name softly: "I want to tell you about my past." ”

Chen Chen never mentioned it, one reason was because he felt that experience was very uncomfortable, and the other reason was Anna. Indeed, sooner or later, I will have to tell him, in this case, now is a good time.

"I'm listening." Zhang Zhe leaned forward and took her hand, as if encouraging her.

Chen Chen breathed a long sigh of relief, and for the first time opened his mouth to talk to others about his experience in the Green Park Group.

"I... When I was in college, I have been working part-time in Green Park, that is, doing odd jobs during the holidays; Later, when I was an intern, I went straight in. Until the listing of Greenpark, I was also involved in the restructuring because I am a financial professional. After the listing, the shareholders began to distribute, and all the senior leaders began to stand in line, and I was the head of the audit department, and basically all the decisions and proposals in the company had to go through me and then be submitted to the board of directors. The assigned directors wanted me to be on their side. But you also know that I am so stubborn, and Xu Anran promoted me at the beginning, how could I stand in the ranks of others. Chen Chen lowered his head and seemed to hesitate a little: "I..."

She was very nervous, and Zhang Zhe suddenly didn't want to ask anymore. He hugged Chen Chen in his arms and comforted him in a low voice: "I don't want to say it." ”

Zhang Zhe has never heard her say what she thinks, and every time she speculates by herself. He didn't know how to comfort her to make her feel good.

"Because I don't want to take sides, every time I board the board, I'm basically the one who is besieged." Chen Chen planned to finish speaking, since it was something to talk about sooner or later, it would be better to finish it at one time: "Every time I speak, the first criticism I have to accept is a routine, such as 'People with bad academic qualifications don't have any high-level ideas', 'This level enters the Green Park, and I always feel that your background is not very simple', or else I will say, 'If you can propose this kind of plan, it is simply the level of the Green Park', anyway, I feel quite insulted." ”

After so long, Chen Chen still couldn't let go of the sarcasm he received in Green Park. Obviously, he was one of the main forces in the restructuring and listing of Greenpark, but he was publicly insulted because he refused to accept the bureaucratic gang. A group of people sitting in a room, with leaders and subordinates, must be uncomfortable to be blamed like this all the time. When she said this, her eyes were still shining with tears, Zhang Zhe tightened her embrace, and suddenly felt that her curiosity was a little cruel. She was so strong, she didn't know how long she had made up her mind before she was going to tell herself.

"Because good or bad is a hero, although they scolded, there was also Xu Anran to protect me, and there was no way for them to find a reason to fire me. I've been putting up with it. Later, every time I had a board meeting, I couldn't sleep the day before, and I was very nervous. It doesn't matter, but it's still very uncomfortable. Later, Xu Anran got married. She raised her head slightly and touched Zhang Zhe's chin, Zhang Zhe shook his head and rubbed it on her hand: "Have you ever suspected that I had a relationship with Xu Anran?" She asked with a smile.

Zhang Zhe was stunned, he did secretly think about it, but he didn't expect to be guessed, and he blushed in an instant. Seeing him like this, Chen Chen laughed: "I have nothing to do with Xu Anran, he is Anna's predecessor." ”

This news made Zhang Zhe a little stunned, although he knew that Anna must have had a relationship experience, but it turned out to be Xu Anran, he was still a little shocked.

"Xu Anran and Anna have been together for a long time, more than two years. They were together when I met her. But it was not made public, secretly. Anna didn't want to tell others, after all, compared with Xu Anran, she was just a second-generation immigrant with no good background, and she was afraid that others would ridicule her for climbing high. As a result, Xu Anran suddenly broke up with Anna, and there was no reason, and the next day, he publicly announced his engagement. His fiancée is the daughter of an official, and compared to Anna, who has no background and is just a negotiator, the daughter of an official, will definitely help him more in his career. Anna said it didn't matter, but she took leave to hide in my house. Every day when she went back, she was very drunk, and when she asked, she said that she was happy to meet a friend. But how can anyone meet happy friends who can drink every day? When you are not drunk, you show off to me, and when you are drunk, you hug me and cry loudly. I felt bad, but I didn't know how to help her. I have to rely on Xu Anran to survive in the Green Park; But Xu Anran betrayed Anna, who was my best friend. ”

Now when it comes to that time, Chen Chen still feels sorry for Anna. Such a strong and chic person, how uncomfortable it is to let himself be decadent.

"As you will know, Anna was taken to the hospital by me in the middle of the night because of stomach bleeding. At the board meeting the next day, Xu Anran fiddled with the ring, and I was furious. I knew that Anna didn't want to get her back, she wouldn't accept Xu Anran anymore, and she didn't tell Xu Anran when she went to the hospital, but looking at his leisurely appearance, I still couldn't help it. Although Anna does not have a good background, she has contributed a lot to the Green Park Group. Xu Anran's wolf-hearted appearance made me feel disgusting. ”

Chen Chen suddenly became gritted his teeth from the beginning of the sluggish appearance. Xu Anran's three words made her disgusted like a virus. Zhang Zhe suddenly relaxed. She avoided talking about the Green Park Group for so long, and Zhang Zhe thought that she really had something to do with Xu Anran. After all, compared with the Green Park Group, which has a radiation range all over the country, Deep Blue is just a small company. Zhang Zhe was very worried that he was not good enough, and in his eyes, he still felt that he was not good enough, and he would definitely be abandoned.

He also finally understood Chen Chen's dedication to the postgraduate entrance examination. It stands to reason that even if her academic qualifications are not so good-looking, her work experience should allow her to find a good job. Some obsessions are rooted in her heart, for her, avoiding and looking away, there is no way for her to cross the hurdle, she has to rush up, until the hurdle is flattened, stepped on the flat ground that cannot hinder her, and can forgive herself in her heart.

Zhang Zhe thought for a while, and he handed the diary to Chen Chen: "Do you want to read the diary I wrote to you, the diary of love." ”

Zhang Zhe had a smile on his face, gentle as soft goose down in the quilt, Chen Chen took the diary and held it in his hand. Leaning into his arms and slowly turning it open.

Love is also cohesive bit by bit, love at first sight can only last for three months, and after the dopamine dies, love disappears. Chen Chen wasn't sure how deep Zhang Zhe's feelings were for her, she didn't plan to speculate on people's hearts like before, she only planned to determine whether she wanted it or not.