XLII. The War of the Old Men
This episode made Hu Xixi's mood very low, but she still pretended to be okay in front of Chen Tianyun, she and Lou Dehua didn't get along for a long time, and the relationship was not deep, but to give up, in addition to that reluctance, there was also a strong sense of guilt. She began to understand Chen Tianyun and his guilt towards You Qian'er, whether the two loved each other or not, but they finally got along for a few years, and it was indeed a bit child's play.
Looking back now, it seems like a dream, from the moment she decided to enter the Xiangyun Group and get Gu Le, everything was no longer on the original track. Before she appeared, Chen Tianyun and You Qian'er had always been good, the so-called good, at least they were still together, as for whether the two were in love or not, whether there were differences, she ignored them for the time being.
It's just that she is still the free and easy Hu Xixi of the past? A woman can change herself for love, but can she be a woman she despises for love? I kept saying that in order to be with him, I was willing to accept some abuse, thinking that I didn't care, because it was not the first time I had been scolded as a junior in these years. It's just that she ignored it before because she had a clear conscience, and now, she can no longer pat her chest and say that she didn't do anything wrong.
When she comes out to do business, she will more or less go to some extremes or use some means, she can accept that kind of self, after all, in the mall, it is no different from on the battlefield. She Hu Xixi is not a humble gentleman, she is a ruffian, a woman who climbed up from the bottom, You Qian'er's childish methods seem to her to be like a child playing with mud and sand, which is not worth mentioning at all. But why is she still influenced by her? I'm afraid it's because she doesn't agree with her approach in the first place.
From Lou Dehua's reaction, it can be seen how despicable and cruel he is, and I believe that Tianyun will have such a mentality towards You Qian'er. She did not doubt Chen Tianyun's feelings for herself, nor did she doubt her love for Chen Tianyun, and she also felt that the two would be happy together. It's just that if this happiness comes up by stepping on someone else's chest, then she Hu Xixi will not be at ease.
People are really contradictory animals, if she and Chen Tianyun didn't start today, she would resent Chen Tianyun, thinking that all men in the world can step on two boats with one foot, why should he be a gentleman? But when he took the first step, it was she who flinched.
Chen Tianyun saw something on her face, something that made him feel uneasy, he ordered a few dishes that Hu Xi liked to eat, and looked at the woman in front of him who was smiling, but her heart had been wandering.
He remembered the first time he heard the name Hu Xixi, it was his grandfather who told him that the two companies were going to fight for a piece of land, and his grandfather bribed a senior staff member of Huanxi Group with a horizontal hand, and the senior staff revealed the reserve price, which made Xiangyun Group narrowly win. Grandpa said at the time that Hu Xixi had found out about the incident, but she did not call the police, did not even fire the clerk, and let him continue in his current position. At that time, he felt that this woman was not ordinary and measured. And grandpa also said that this person is the material for doing great things!
The second time I heard about Hu Xixi was after he took over the Xiangyun Group, which was a heavy year for China, an earthquake that took many lives.
What businessmen can do is to donate money, or some hot men to donate blood.
At that time, there was a plan in China, and he wanted to cooperate with Hu Xixi, so he asked the secretary to make an appointment with Hu Xixi to meet. But I couldn't make an appointment, and later let people inquire internally, only to learn that Hu Xixi went to the disaster area for disaster relief, and used his identity as a volunteer to bring a large number of medicine tents to him, and also hired some medical personnel with high salaries.
At that time, he felt that he was in love with this legendary ugly woman, and the newspapers did not report on her at all, so you can imagine how low-key she was, and even went to the disaster area, regardless of her safety, and worked tirelessly. He heard from people who had returned from the disaster relief that even soldiers with strong psychological qualities in that place could not withstand such a scene. And Hu Xixi, what kind of belief does she use to insist?
It wasn't until later that this woman entered his life as an identity that he despised, why he rejected her so much, because he always thought that the reason why his family was unhappy was that his father was looking for a woman outside, so he subconsciously hated such a woman.
It's just that when she was arguing with him in the parking lot, he was still a little impressed by her, and when he learned that she was also called Hu Xixi, he felt very angry, Hu Xixi was the person who had always existed like an idol in his heart, how could her name be associated with the name of a junior?
It wasn't until later that all the misunderstandings were released, and she turned out to be the person he had always admired, the mood can be imagined, the night he knew, he didn't sleep all night, thinking carefully about Hu Xixi's behavior, and then seeing that she and her grandfather got along well, he actually had the idea of wanting her to stay in the Chen Mansion all the time.
And later, due to fate, they finally came together, although there were also struggles and hesitations, but also thought that some things in the bottom of their hearts can last forever, if they get along and find that they don't agree with each other, then it will be too late to regret it, and even the trace of beauty at the beginning will be gone.
But after this period of getting along, he continued to discover the shining point from her, and he also found that he would care so much about her words and deeds, every move, and even found that he could do a lot of things that he would never do before for her.
As for You Qian'er, at the beginning, she just wanted to repay her, he has always admired people who do good deeds without leaving a name, and he also thinks that such a woman will not be bad, when it comes to saving him, she said that she has a vague impression, but there has been such a thing, but she has never taken it to heart, it is just a trivial matter.
seems to be a perfunctory sentence, but in fact, it just shows her virtues, saving people is a trivial matter in her heart, and she doesn't take it to heart, and because of her ambiguous reaction, he has a good impression of her, and thinks that it is love. Maybe it used to be love, or passion, but as he slowly got to know You Qian'er, he began to have a deep thought in his heart, and it happened that Hu Xixi appeared and brought him such a strong impact.
In addition, You Qian'er began to ignore him during that time, of course he didn't know that it was because You Qian'er knew Abed, and she had already planned to give up on him in her heart. The closer he and Hu Xixi got closer, the more he couldn't avoid being attracted to her. Perhaps, he should face up to his relationship with You Qian'er before starting with Hu Xixi, so that the two women will not be wronged.
During a meal, neither of them spoke much, eating delicious food with a heavy heart, and the two still loved each other, but because of Lou Dehua's appearance, both of them began to face the problems in front of them.
There is no right or wrong in love, and if they hurt others for their own love, they will not feel at ease.
After pondering for a long time, the two of them had their own ideas, Hu Xixi looked at him, "Do you have something to say to me?" ”
"I'm sure you have too." Chen Tianyun also looked at her.
"You speak first!" The two said in unison.
Chen Tianyun looked at her: "I thought about a lot of things just now, and what I want to say is that although I calmly analyze and consider it rationally, I still don't regret the decision I made." ”
Hu Xixi smiled: "Me too!" ”
Yes, she cares about that junior, but she doesn't want to lose him. There is no such thing as the best of both worlds in life, and you can't do it both as well as the archway of chastity. Although such an analogy belittles herself, she still laughs at herself like this, no matter what, she Hu Xixi is not a good bird in the first place, and she will not give up the person she loves for a little three.
Thinking about it like this, she said again: "It's just that you still have to give You Qian'er an explanation, and I will also explain to Lou Dehua in person, the damage has been done, and if you are beaten and scolded, let's bear with it." ”
Chen Tianyun knocked her on the head, "How can anyone say this about themselves?" ”
Hu Xixi smiled, "I'm ashamed, but I'm happy." ”
After dinner, the two drove home, and Hu Xixi joked while wearing a seat belt: "There are elderly people at home, and it is inconvenient to go anywhere." ”
Chen Tianyun was a little weak-hearted, "I remembered that he used to fly for a month and a half and leave his grandfather at home, his mood must be bad for a long time." Good thing you're here. "Yes, no amount of principles can compare to the current happiness, once love involves the family, it can't be easily parted.
"So you have to spend more time with him now, it's not as good as before, both of them are sick, and they are old, if we don't cherish the time we spend with each other, we will regret it in the future." Hu Xixi sighed.
Chen Tianyun nodded, "Yes, the current life is what I have dreamed of all my life, and I hope to go on like this forever without changing." ”
Wishes can be very beautiful, but there is no immutable reason for the world to be decisive, and both of them know it.
When I got home, the two old men hadn't slept yet, playing chess in the living room, the air was solemn, the volume of watching TV on the path was turned off, and the ball was crawling under the old man's legs, half-squinting his eyes, and the battle was fierce!
Playing chess is a good thing, it can exercise brain power, Hu Xixi stepped forward with a smile and asked, "How is it?" Who loses and who wins? ”
The old man raised his head and replied unhappily: "I didn't win, and he didn't lose either." ”
Hu Xixi and Chen Tianyun both laughed, it was the old man who would not admit defeat, Grandpa Hu frowned and said: "If I win, I won, what does it mean that I didn't lose?" I said before, if we lose and don't recognize us, we won't be able to play. ”
The old man had no choice but to say, "If you lose, you lose, I will always win back." ”
"You don't cheat to win me?" Grandpa Hu said unsympathetically.
"Nonsense, when did I cheat?" The old man's voice was raised, and the old Li Ade of Xiaolu glanced at each other, and here it is again!
"You were playing tricks just now, otherwise I would have won this game, Ah Xi, you will judge, how can you regret playing chess? Isn't this cheating? Grandpa Hu saw that he didn't admit his mistake, and his anger came up.
(Busy today, the second is even more distant and not even landed.) And a lot of mobile phone messages I replied, hey, I bought a new phone but it's still in the exploration stage, it's not convenient to type on the smartphone, so don't blame me for a few words back! )