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Lei Yuzheng remembered a long time ago - in fact, it wasn't long before he came back with Zhenrong in his arms, and the eldest brother was also standing there waiting for him alone, and at that time, what shrouded the hearts of the whole family was despair and sadness.

It was the youngest son whom his parents loved the most, and they had already suffered the loss of a child, and for the rest of the years, he and his eldest brother tried to prevent their parents from remembering the sorrow of the white-haired man sending the black-haired man.

They hope that they will use time to heal their wounds, and hope that their parents will forget it. If he stubbornly takes Du Xiaosu home, then the important thing is not gossip, the important thing is that his parents will think of Zhenrong all the time because of her for the rest of their lives.

He is really crazy, so he is delusional, so Lei Yutao waited there, waiting to block him back, waiting to wake him up with a slap and make him stop dreaming.

After getting off the plane, the driver came to pick him up, and he called and asked the housekeeper: "Before getting on the plane, you said that Miss Du was asleep, are you up now?" ”

"Get up." The housekeeper said, "I just said that I was going to the hospital to get medicine, and the driver sent her there." ”

His heart sank, and he was furious: "Didn't I let you look at her? ”

The housekeeper was so frightened that he trembled: "I specially asked the driver to accompany her, and she said she was uncomfortable......"

"Which hospital?"

After hearing the address, he dropped the phone and told the driver: "Give me the car, you go back first." ”

Du Xiaosu felt that he was trembling, although the hospital was private, it looked quite formal, and he went to the operating room on the third floor after paying the money. She was alone in the elevator, she squeezed the bag in her hand tightly, and the mirrors on the four walls reflected her pale fingers, just a dozen seconds, but it seemed like half a lifetime. Finally on the third floor, she got out of the elevator, and suddenly heard the door of the stairs "bang", instinctively glanced back, but saw the person who was the least likely to appear here.

His face was gloomy, and he approached her step by step, his chest still rising and falling slightly, as if it was because the stairs were too fast. She didn't complain, she just looked at him.

He didn't say anything, just grabbed her arm and dragged her out.

"What are you doing?" When I saw this person again, I realized that I just didn't want to look at him anymore, didn't want to see such a face like Zhenrong again, and didn't want to think about those things related to him again. As long as he was involved, she was wrong again and again, so wrong that she hated herself deeply. There was already a nurse who looked at her curiously, and he pinched her in pain, but she just couldn't break free.

"Believe it or not?" His face was calm, and his voice was even louder: "If you don't come with me, I have a way to demolish this place." ”

She shuddered, she absolutely believed that he was the worst demon in the Nine Layers of Hell, and he was not afraid to commit heinous crimes, just for his thoughts. She pounced on him in desperation, scratching his face, and he didn't dodge but just got her downstairs. His car was parked right in front of the hospital gate, and he tucked her in and fastened his seatbelt.

He locked all the doors and the car sped down the road. In fact, she didn't want to die at all, she always wanted to live well, but he always had a way to force her and make her feel hopeless. She went to grab the steering wheel, he was merciless, and slapped her back, hitting her to the side of the car window, covering her face for a long time and couldn't slow down, he slowly word by word: "Du Xiaosu, don't push me, I will kill people if you push me." ”

He didn't even know how he got here, she knew he wasn't intimidating, he wasn't a human at all, he was a mad devil who could do anything. He drove as if he was dying, but all the lights he encountered were green. She knew that there was no escape, and it was not until the car finally stopped in front of the villa that he got out of the car and dragged her to the house.

She kicked and bited, hit and kicked him, but he simply picked her up and went into the house all the way upstairs to the master bedroom and threw her the bed. It's like throwing a bag of rice, or something else, rude and unpitiful. She was wheezing and looking at him, and he was gasping for breath, both of their chests rising and falling violently. He stretched out his hand and grabbed her neck, just like that day, gritting his teeth: "If you want to die, die far away, don't let me know!" ”

The back of his hand was full of bulging green tendons, and she didn't move, as if she wanted to let him strangle herself like this, but he didn't exert any more force after all, and his whole arm hung down, just looking at her fixedly.

The corners of her mouth gradually smiled: "Aren't you leaving?" Do you really think you can hold me up? If I want to, I can always make some surprises. ”

His teeth chattered, and he roared like scales when he was touched: "You dare! How dare you! ”

"Oh, you're still angry that I didn't tell you beforehand?" She turned her face away a little casually, to avoid his breath spraying on her face, "What's the use of saying that, are you planning to raise an illegitimate child on a whim?" ”

He is on the verge of losing control, and this woman always has the ability to make him have the urge to kill: "Don't force me to do it to you." ”

"Didn't you just hit it?" She smiled, her face still stained with his finger marks, red and swollen, and half of her face distorted. His whole heart twitched, as if he had been pinched, and he only felt uncomfortable. He reached out to caress her red and swollen cheeks, but she instinctively shrank back, his hand fixed there, and he looked at her in a daze, and there was no anger or anger in her dark eyes like starless nights, as if even her heart was dead.

His voice was low: "I'm sorry. ”

"Don't dare to be." She sat up slowly and straightened her clothes, "It's troublesome for you to take me to the hospital, it's even more troublesome if it drags on for a long time." ”

Her abrupt calm made him feel even more helpless, as if he had stepped on the air when he went downstairs, his heart was empty, and he was unspeakably uncomfortable, and he almost struggled to say, "Weβ€”can we talk?" ”

"What is there to talk about." "I knew you were drunk that night, and I deserved to be bitten by a mad dog." She even smiled at her, "Compare you to a mad dog, don't be angry." ”

He looked at her and remembered many things. He remembered that when Shao Zhenrong took her home, what was he thinking when he saw her for the first time? He picked her up again and again, so pitiful, what was he thinking? On that isolated island, what are you thinking when you see her sleeping face again? When he woke up from the pain, he thought she was dead, he stubbornly opened his eyes and looked at Lei Yutao, and the people next to him guessed the same, guessing what he meant, and finally Lei Yutao guessed it, so he brought her to see him. The moment I saw her safe and sound, what were I thinking? I don't remember at all. He didn't know when he fell in love with her, and he didn't know why he fell in love with her. It's like not knowing why a flower blooms, it's like not knowing why a rainbow appears in the sky after rain, it's like not knowing why a baby smiles...... By the time he knew, it was too late, and he only remembered that night, she was trembling and crying under him, and all happiness had long been cut off by himself, and even he understood it.

The one who was desperate at the beginning was actually him.

He thought there was a chance to make amends, after the car accident, when she was with him, when she began to smile tenderly at herself, when she hugged herself tightly with her arms. When she refused, she didn't resist. But she didn't mention it, she deliberately forgot, and she only hated the time he forced her. It's like nothing happened after the car accident, like before she just pitied him β€” she just pitied him.

He struggled for so long, tried all his strength, but he didn't break free. She was right in front of him, but she was too far away to reach her.

He wasn't angry, but he couldn't stand her gesture of resistance.

He had understood that there was no way back.

Her expression was already slightly impatient: "Mr. Lei......"

"Xiaosu," he called her name for the first time, such intimate two words, but across thousands of mountains and rivers, even in his dreams, he looked at her blankly, and heard his own muttering, "Can you keep this child?" ”

"Born?" She mocked almost sarcastically, "You are not married yet, a person like you will definitely marry a famous lady." How can someone like me be worthy of giving you a baby? ”

The word marriage struck him in the heart, he had been dying and struggling, only he knew. In fact, I knew that it was impossible, so I would say it in front of Lei Yutao. It's like borrowing Lei Yutao's hand to cut off his last remaining thoughts. It's like a terminally ill patient who has been tormented by the pain of cancer for too long, and finally tosses and cries, just to die in peace. He used to endure like that, he could still endure it even when he had a splitting headache, but he couldn't help this despair, and finally forced her to say a word to stop dreaming.

He let go of his hand, looked at her with relief, and finally smiled: "Then change to a better hospital, it is not safe for the school hospital to do surgery." ”

She didn't understand why he suddenly relented, but his face was very calm: "I'll arrange it, don't worry." ”

He left the room, and she was exhausted, as if all her strength had been drained in an instant, and she lay there motionless. The pillow was soft next to her cheeks, and the cotton was fine and gentle to the touch, and she fell asleep like that.

She didn't wake up until dark, and when she opened her eyes, she didn't know where she was. Opposite the bed were floor-to-ceiling windows from sky to earth, and the room was dark and quiet, as if there was no one.

She gradually remembered what had happened before, and got up to find her shoes. The downstairs was empty, the door was closed and she couldn't get out, she walked through the living room to the backyard and saw a man sitting in the yard.

The night is falling, and the red light of Tianjiao City can be seen in the distance, as if slightly dizzy and drunk. He didn't drink, he was very sober and very alert, and looked back at her.

In the end, he spoke first: "The hospital has been arranged, I will accompany you tomorrow." ”

She almost mocked, "Thank you." ”

He was not provoked by her, but lightly: "I did something wrong, I clean up the mess." ”

Strange and detached, but repeating false politeness, she suppressed the surging hatred in her heart. She did something wrong, but she paid for it with her life. This man, this man, in an almost contemptuous way, forced her to a dead end.

If she was given a knife, she might have pounced, but she stood there calmly and rationally, faintly with the fragrance of osmanthus flowers, floating in the night, and there was no osmanthus tree here, but it seemed that thousands of small yellow flowers were blooming. The aroma was as sweet as honey, soaked into every pore, as if it was the smell of blood.

He is still contacting a private hospital, but because it is foreign-owned, the scale seems to be not small. All appointments are available, so the huge hospital is quiet, there is no crying of children, no noise of queues, and all the medical staff have a professional smile and guide them into a separate consultation room.

The appointment was made by a Japanese obstetrician and gynecologist who could speak fluent English with a slightly strong accent. Du Xiaosu had some difficulty listening, but most of them still understood. In fact, I asked about the date, went for a blood test, and then did a B ultrasound.

Blood tests are only done to prevent surgical accidents. The nurse who accompanied her to draw blood, who could speak simple Chinese, could probably see her nervousness, smiled and comforted her: "The operation is very safe, local anesthesia will be used, and it will end in half an hour." ”

After the ultrasound, she walked out of the examination room, because her steps were very light, and barely alarmed anyone. Lei Yuzheng was sitting on the sofa in the lounge waiting for her, still holding her bag in his hand, as if he was thinking about something. She rarely looked at him from this angle, and her face was slightly lowered, and she couldn't see his expression clearly.

He looked up, but she didn't have time to withdraw her gaze for a moment, so she calmly turned her face away. The doctor first read the ultrasound report and then explained to her that the various surgical accidents were very slow because she spoke English. The surgical consent form was also in English, and she read it one by one and then signed it. The doctor introduced the anesthesiologist and nurse to her one by one, both of whom were very experienced professionals, and at this time the report of the blood test also came out, and the nurse in the examination room sent it to the doctor, and the doctor took a look at it, and suddenly said something to Lei Yuzheng.

Because he spoke English and spoke quickly, Du Xiaosu didn't hear what he said clearly. Lei Yuzheng was obviously stunned for a moment, and then said to her: "I'll talk to the doctor and I'll be back soon." ”

The doctor and he went to the office, and the nurse poured her a glass of water, and she felt uneasy, as if she had a premonition. As expected, Lei Yuzheng came out of the doctor's office a few minutes later, picked her up and walked out.

She instinctively wanted to break free: "What for? ”

His voice was frighteningly cold: "Go home." ”

"Why?" She tried hard to break free of his hand, "Why don't you have surgery?" ”

"Go home!"

"I'm not going with you! You liar! Eat one's word! She staggered as he dragged her, and finally grabbed the doorframe, and he went to break her fingers, and she resisted indiscriminately, beating him on the shoulder. After all, it couldn't withstand his strength. In a hurry, she smashed the bag in her hand on his head, which was made of cowhide and decorated with metal, and she was not light. He seemed to snort and instinctively reached out to cover his head, blood leaking from his fingers. It turned out to be a wound on his head, and the scab burst again, and he didn't feel much pain, but his vision felt dizzy again, and nausea rose from the bottom of his stomach, and he struggled to free his hand to pull Du Xiaosu. She was stunned when she saw the blood, and he endured the dizziness that was spinning the world: "Follow me." ”

"I'm not leaving!" She almost felt hopeless, "You promised me. ”

His fingers finally let go, and she looked at him, his body shaking twice, and finally he collapsed.

She was already stupid, looking at him as he fell to the ground, and didn't move.

The doctor was the first to react, rushed over and pressed his neck, counted his pulse, and then said something out loud in Japanese, and the nurse hurried out, and soon more people poured in, and the leader was obviously the surgeon, who did a simple treatment very professionally, and then, together with the medical staff, lifted him to the push bed.

The back was full of emergency inspections, Du Xiaosu looked at the people who looked like a marquee, and the various instruments like a marquee, pushed over, and pushed over. Finally, someone came to her, spoke fluent Chinese, and asked her very patiently: "Mrs. Lei, Mr. Lei has suffered a traumatic brain injury before, can you tell us the hospital where he is treated?" We may need to borrow his diagnostic report and inpatient medical records. ”

She raised her eyes, looked at the kind foreign old man, and muttered, "Will he die?" ”

"No, it won't." He comforted her, "It should just be the sequelae of the last trauma, if there is no accident, he will wake up immediately." After a pause, he asked, "You have a bad face, do you need to inform the rest of the family?" We can lend you the phone. ”

As if to verify his words, the nurse walked over quickly and told them, "He oke up."

He also had oxygen plugged in, so he looked very bad. He was asked to stay in the hospital for observation for a few hours, so he couldn't leave for a while.

"Why the backtracking?" she asked. ”

He looked tired, but finally replied to her, "I want to think again." ”

"It's my business, I've thought about it."

He ignored her aggressiveness and just told her, "You are RH negative." ”

"I know."

"The doctor told me that if I don't want this child, if I get pregnant again in the future, the mother and baby will have blood group incompatibility, the rate of hemolysis of newborns will be very high, or there will be no chance of having children."