274 He was always an outsider
"Good. I'll be with you. He said. Wu Bing walked over to the sofa in the ward. I sat down casually.
Su Han looked at Wu Bing's every move. He always likes to behave like to be so-called. But she could see it. He actually minded her decision. It's even a bit of a gamble with her.
"Wu Bing. You don't have to do that. It's enough to leave me alone. Go back. Su Han said. In fact, I don't want to face Wu Bing. She didn't understand until today. She once owed him so much.
"You're running away." Wu Bing didn't even look up. Been looking at my phone. His fingertips slid lightly across the screen. Elegant and focused. If it weren't for knowing him. Su Han might even think that he didn't bother to talk to her.
Wu Bing laughed self-deprecatingly. Isn't she just running away? He asked her how much she remembered. She didn't answer. Now she only has Ye Junxuan in her head. She was only worried about Ye Junxuan's condition. As for what childhood memories. She had already been thrown out of the clouds. [
Su Han's eyes darkened. She pursed her lips. Whispered, "Okay...... You can do whatever you want. ”
She knew she wasn't qualified to command him. She couldn't even care about herself. How can you still have the energy to care about others. Wu Bing is willing to stay. At least she's not too alone. Even when you're dying of pain. There is also someone who accompanies him.
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Evening. It was getting dark. There was a dim glow in the ward. I can't tell if it's light or dark. It was the transition between night and day. It's the time when it's easiest to get depressed. Every time this happens. Su Han will also have an indescribable feeling in his heart.
A few hours passed. Wu Bing kept leaning against the wall. A man looked at his phone silently. He is like a statue that does not move. Not even a smile.
In the dim light of the ward. The light on Wu Bing's mobile phone screen was a little dazzling. The soft light hit his cheek. Quietly. It made his whole body exude a sad breath.
Su Han couldn't read Wu Bing's silence. In fact, she never understood. Wu Bing's silence is intriguing. Always with it. She sat down next to the bed. Quietly guarding Ye Junxuan. She lay down beside him. Holding his cold hand. Even. She hoped that a miracle would happen in the next second......
He slept soundly. Like a child. Just look at him quietly. Su Han was able to raise a smile. She'll watch over him. Just like he waited for her.
Wu Bing's gaze had already moved to Su Han. Look at the way she is focused. It seems that he is completely taken for air. There were obviously three people in this ward. But her gaze. It only stayed on the unconscious man.
She will never understand. How important she is to Wu Bing.
Wu Bing received a strict tutor since he was a child. Master Wu is an old-fashioned and strict father. Always forced him to read at home. Wu Bing was not even allowed to go out to play with other people on holidays. Therefore. This also created Wu Bing's withdrawn and paranoid character. at school. Wu Bing is also a well-known cold son. None of his peers wanted to play with him at all.
That's when it happened. An angel appeared before him. Her name is Little Peach.
She had never disliked his cold and hard character. Instead, treat him sincerely with her warm, charming smile. She didn't think of him as a monster. and did not reproach him for his silence. She really resembles an angel with white wings. Pulled him out of the gloomy hell.
Soon. Wu Bing found himself in love with this angel. Twelve years old. Perhaps he was not qualified to mention the word "love." Maybe. It's just a deeper liking than a "like".
Until today. He was pretty sure. He was indeed in love with her. Loved her for fourteen years.
He didn't just love her looks. It's about falling in love with what it's like to be with her. In his icy world. She was the only one who was warm and welcoming. That feeling. He will never forget it in this life.
Why. Since God let him meet Xiao Tao. And let another man approach her.
Wu Bing will always remember that day. When he saw Little Peach and Leaf frolicking in the yard. Her beautiful smile. It's something he's never seen before......
"Leaves. Look at the peaches I draw, it's not cute. ”[
"It's not cute. Not as cute as you. ”
Wu Bing stood silently behind the corner. Look at this sad scene. But he spoke.
In the world of Little Momo. It was as if he were just a transparent person. She couldn't see his presence. I couldn't feel his burning heartbeat...... He was never a man who was good at expressing feelings. How he wished. Even if you don't have to open your mouth. She could read it all.
Then. Her smile is beautiful. It's as beautiful as a fairy. The law can be described in any words.
She had never smiled so brightly in front of him. But. She could smile so happily in front of Ye Junxuan. So beautiful.
Wu Bing admitted. He did eat Ye Junxuan's vinegar very much at that time. Xiao Tao is his alone. He bullied her a lot because he liked her. What's more. The first person to know Xiao Tao was him. But why does Xiao Tao have a better relationship with leaves? Just snubbed him like that.
It's not fair. Fate always seems to favor Ye Junxuan. Give him all the good things. And it was snatched from Wu Bing's hands.
Now, fourteen years later. He met her again. But. She has become someone else's woman. And that man. Impartially, it is his sworn enemy. Ye Junxuan.
This seems to be the biggest joke made by God and Wu Bing.
Now Su Han remembered. She must have remembered the leaves, too. Remembered lightning. Who weighs more in her heart. She already needs to say it herself. Wu Bing is self-aware. From start to finish. He has never surpassed Ye Junxuan's position. He. It always seems to be a supporting role.
Just when Wu Bing was the god of the underworld. Su Han walked towards him with very light steps.
Wu Bing also reacted. Su Han was already standing in front of him. He thought she would take the initiative to walk towards him. Face to face with him in this way. Did she want to say something?
"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. Su Han bowed his head to Wu Bing apologetically. There were tears in her eyes. The heart is inexplicably sour. "It's me who has failed you all these years of waiting. I don't know how to make it up to you...... But. I really hope you understand, too. I am the way to choose you. ”
She chose him. Because she already has someone in her heart. Her heart is that big. Only one man can be fitted.
Not to mention. Su Han never knew that Lightning liked him. He was always so cold when he was a child. Don't talk or laugh. Like a cold-blooded animal with an iron face. She was even a little scared of him. Where to dare to approach him.
If this is how Wu Bing expresses his love. Then he's really unique. Su Han now recalls that experience. I even felt that Wu Bing hated himself a little. dislikes her bad background, low status, etc. Compared to Ye Junxuan. Wu Bing seemed to reject her even more.
So many years have passed. He actually appeared in front of her. Tell her that he has had a crush on her for fourteen years. How does this make her accept.
"I know it's cruel to you. But ......" is halfway through the words. Su Han choked. What was she talking about? These words are spoken. will definitely be misunderstood by Wu Bing. He would think she was pitying him and pitiing him. With Su Han's understanding of Wu Bing. He was absolutely disgusted by these.
"But. I have other options. ”
You can't get your beloved. That kind of feeling that is more painful than Su Han has experienced it. She had felt the pain deeply. And now. She threw this burden to Wu Bing in this way. Let him bear it alone. Is this really the right thing to do?
Maybe she shouldn't have said it. Evade this statement. Don't tell Wu Bing what he really thinks.
"Don't talk about it." Wu Bing's expression was still cold. He waved his hand casually. If only look at his expression. That's clearly not caring about anything. [
In fact, Wu Bing's heart has been shattered. But he still smiled indifferently. Very affectionate. I want to hide my sincerity in this way.
He can't show it. At least not in front of her. He would rather be alone in a human corner and cry when night falls. I don't want to show my vulnerable side in front of her.
He was always paranoid. Whoever persuaded him to use it.
Her "I'm sorry". It's like the gentlest mantra. cursed for the rest of his life. All she could say to him was sorry. It's not that I love you. Case. What's the point of everything?
He didn't need her sorry. The three words he hated the most in his life were "I'm sorry". Such an apology is pale. The fundamental law made up for the deep wounds in his heart.
That's already the way it is. What's the point of saying I'm sorry. She had chosen him from the very beginning. all these years. It's just wishful thinking on his part.
Wu Bing stood up. Slowly walked to the door. His rise was sudden. Although Su Han tried to stop it. But he still insisted on his choice as if he heard it.
Before leaving. Wu Bing waved his hand behind him. Said gloomily: "I won't bother you." ”
This room can only accommodate two people. And he. Unfortunately, it's the one that should go out.
Wu Bing understood. This place belongs to Su Han and Ye Junxuan. And he Wu Bing. But a pathetic outsider.
"Wu Bing......" Su Han wanted to keep him. But he was speechless. What reason did she have to keep him? Obviously, she hurt him so much. She was the one who started it. She was going to keep him. Let him feel sorry for himself. Maybe. Letting him go is the wisest choice.
They all need to be calm.
I just left the ward. Wu Bing laughed self-deprecatingly like a clown. His laughter echoed through the empty hospital hallways. Wandered for a long time. There is also a bit of deep sadness.