Chapter 111: May You Get What You Want
I didn't say a word, I slowly got up from the ground, and I didn't move, I just stood and didn't move.
He scolded the grass and came over and tore me by the collar and punched me in the stomach.
The force of his punch was so great that I was so hurt that I bent over and fell to the ground.
When he saw that I didn't move or speak, he scolded me angrily.
I endured the pain in my stomach and said to him, "Brother, have you ever liked someone?" ”
He paused for a moment, looked at me, and asked me what I meant.
I raised my head, looked at him and said, "Brother, the reason why I didn't agree to Xiaoxue was because I didn't want to hurt her."
He frowned and looked at me without speaking.
I then spoke: "Brother, in fact, I already had someone I liked long before I came, I firmly believe that she has been waiting for me, and I also firmly believe that I will definitely be able to go back, I have someone in my heart, if I promise Xiaoxue again, it will be really unfair to her." ”
After I finished speaking, Yang Shuai calmed down and looked at me without speaking.
I hugged my stomach, knelt on the ground, looked at the ground, and said in a deep voice: "In fact, people's energy is limited, and a lifetime may only be enough for you to truly like a person, this kind of liking is not something I can control, and similarly, I can't control whether I like it." ”
After speaking, I raised my head, looked at Yang Shuai, and said: "What I can make clear now is that I still like her very much, so I don't want to delay Xiaoxue, maybe she is in pain for the time being, but after this time, she will be fine, I don't want to ruin her life." ”
Yang Shuai didn't speak, turned around to face the wide river, lit a cigarette, then threw the cigarette and lighter to me, and said, "I misunderstood you." ”
I slowly got up from the ground, lit a cigarette, and followed him on the railing and smoked.
Yang Shuai looked at the river and said helplessly: "Xiaoxue has been losing her temper at home these days, which has worried my parents, but I asked her why she didn't say it, I only learned about this situation through Uncle Lei." ”
Saying that, he sighed and said: "Xiaoxue, this child has never been wronged since he was a child, the things he likes, the objects he likes, must be kept for himself, I thought at first that her liking for you is a kind of freshness, and it will be fine after that, but then I talked to her and found out that she really likes you." ”
As he spoke, he turned his head and looked at me and said, "Do you know that kind of look, I really like the look of a person, when she talks about you, there seems to be a light in her eyes, I have never seen her look like this in more than ten years." ”
I didn't speak, I looked at the river, and I forgot to smoke the cigarette in my hand.
He sighed and said, "You're right, in fact, the most powerless thing in this world is feelings, even if I forcibly let you be with Xiaoxue now, it won't be her who you like in your heart, which is unfair to her." ”
Saying that, he lowered his head, looking a little sad, and after a while, he said softly: "She has also grown up, and it is time to experience the taste of not being able to get and lose." ”
After saying that, he extinguished his cigarette and said, "Let's go, I'll send you back." ”
I shook my head and said, no, I'll go back by myself, I want to stay longer.
He didn't say anything, just tapped me on the shoulder and left.
That day, I stood alone on the bridge for an afternoon, looking at the river under the bridge in a daze, I tried to call the big white legs, but it was still busy, I was used to it, and hung up the phone.
I've been here for almost half a year, and I still haven't heard any news of my white legs.
At this moment, I was even a little confused, I didn't know if my persistence was worth it, and I didn't know if the big white legs were still thinking about me.
I went back to school in the afternoon, and when I went back, Chubby and Chen Fang asked me why my brother was looking for me.
I smiled bitterly and said, beat me.
They say it's true or not, if you are beaten by such an awesome character, it will be quite face-saving.
I was a little speechless, thinking to myself who these people were.
For the next few weeks, Yang Xue didn't come to class, to be honest, I really missed her, and I thought about giving her a call, but in the end I held back, I thought maybe I didn't bother her, she might be better.
After another two weeks, I couldn't stand it that night, and I desperately wanted to call her, but as soon as I took out my mobile phone, a call came, and it was Yang Xue.
I smiled wryly, wondering if this would also be a tacit understanding.
I quickly picked it up, and Yang Xue's voice came from the other end of the phone, but compared to before, it became a little hoarse, and asked me what I was doing, saying that I didn't know how to contact her.
I could hear her tone pretending to be relaxed, and said, "Didn't you just want to call you, and you called." ”
She laughed and asked me if I had time tomorrow.
I chuckled and began to hesitate, in fact, tomorrow was the weekend, nothing happened, but if she asked me out, I didn't know if I should go out.
Seeing that I didn't speak, she said, "Send me off tomorrow if you have time, I'm leaving." ”
When I heard this, I quickly asked, "Go?" Where are you going? ”
She exhaled softly and said, "Go abroad and fulfill my parents' wishes." ”
I sighed and said, that's good, go abroad for further study, if it's suitable, stay there, and find a handsome foreigner, how good.
She chuckled softly, was silent for a moment, and then said, "So...... Are you here or not......
I hesitated for a moment and said, "Otherwise, I'd better not go, I might not have time tomorrow."
She was silent for a while, and then said slowly: "If you can come, let's come here, maybe it will be the last time we will meet in this life." ”
With that, she hung up the phone.
I could clearly hear her choked up at the end.
About half an hour later, she sent me a text message with the address and time.
Actually, I had already decided not to send her the night before, but the next morning I woke up suddenly, followed the devil, frantically dressed, grabbed the door, and took a taxi to the airport.
It occurred to me that I had to go and see her off, and if I didn't see her one last time, I might regret it for the rest of my life.
I left a little late, so I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to catch up, so I urged the driver to drive the car master.
When I arrived at the airport, I saw that it was almost time to check-in, so I ran desperately to the boarding security checkpoint, and when I was about to run, I saw a familiar figure walking towards the security checkpoint accompanied by the people around me.
I shouted loudly, "Yang Xue! Yang Xue! ”
Yang Xue turned around abruptly, turned her head to look at me, I smiled and shook my hand, and ran over.
When I got there, I gasped for breath and said, "It's okay, I caught up."
She was silent for a while, then she came over and hugged me and sobbed softly in my ear.
She hugged me so tightly that I could feel her reluctance to me.
At that time, her mother and Yang Shuai were there, and when she saw her hugging me, they both looked at me with a cold face, I was a little embarrassed, so I quickly patted Yang Xue on the back and whispered, it's time to get better.
Only then did Yang Xue stand up, look at me, and said, "Wang Yu, I don't know when I will come back when I leave this time." ”
I smiled and said, come back whenever you want, this place will always be your home, and I will always be your good friend.
With tears in her eyes, she whispered, "Do you know what my wish is? ”
I shook my head and smiled and said, I don't know.
She sighed, looked down, and pulled something out of her bag and handed it to me.
When I saw it, it was a photo of a big white leg, and she snatched it up to Uncle Lei after I took it out that day.
She looked at the photo, grinned with tears in her eyes, and said, "I really envy her, so lucky." ”
After speaking, she looked up at me and said, I didn't misunderstand you, you are so affectionate, if you are too affectionate, you will not be the person I like.
At the urging of her family, she turned around and waved at me, squeezed out a smile, turned around and disappeared at the security checkpoint.
As I walked out of the airport, I suddenly received a text message from her: My wish is to forget you.
I sighed softly and replied, "May you get what you want."