When she got off the plane, she even thought that if he was crippled, she would marry him right away, right away. As long as he is willing to want her, she will marry him immediately.

There were people from the hospital waiting for her in the passenger passage, and one of them she also knew, it was a female doctor in Shao Zhenrong's department, who was very good. Du Xiaosu always followed Shao Zhenrong to call her eldest sister, and the eldest sister usually took good care of them. Before she could say anything, the eldest sister had already caught up with her, hugged her and said, "Xiaosu, you have to be strong." ”

What does that mean?

She's almost angry, she's been strong, but what do they mean? She shook off the eldest sister's acceptance almost angrily: "I'll go by myself!" ”

She didn't speak in the car, and the eldest sister quietly observed her face, but she didn't dare to say anything more. When she arrived at the hospital and saw the familiar brightly lit No. 2 building, she got out of the car and asked, "Zhenrong must have been hospitalized, which department is he in?" Extraosseous? Outside the gods? Was he seriously injured? In which ward? ”

"Xiaosu......" said the eldest sister with some difficulty, "we already told you on the phone in the afternoon-you have to be strong to face the reality...... Dr. Shao ...... Already...... Just happened to encounter a landslide...... The local rescue team did their best...... But it didn't come ......."

She watched her eldest sister's mouth open and close: "Landslide...... Accidentally...... For the sake of the patient...... Sacrifice ......"

Such terrible words, one after another came out of the mouth of the eldest sister, such terrible words...... Du Xiaosu's eyes widened and he looked at it in a daze.

It was all just a dream, a nightmare, and she was just stunned. As long as you open your eyes hard, you will wake up, you will know that it is a dream, you can see Shao Zhenrong, and see him reappear in front of you in a good manner. Or, these people in the hospital are all lying to themselves, they colluded to joke with her, hid Shao Zhenrong, and made themselves anxious, so anxious that when he had no choice, he would naturally jump out with a smile, scratch her nose, and scold her for being a little fool.

She didn't even shed a single tear, she always thought, how is it possible, how is all this possible? It must be a mistake, or else, you have been deceived, anyway, it won't be true, it will definitely not be true. for he told her to wait for him. He was such a trustworthy person who had never been late for a date, how could he lie to her?

She didn't know what they were talking about. She hung her head, closed her eyes, and waited quietly, waiting. As she had promised, she was going to wait for him to come back.

When she opened her eyes again, she was already in her hospital bed. She silently counted the droppers in her mouthdrop, hoping that as she had done last time, he would suddenly push the door in and look at her. It turned out that when he looked at her, there would be a little smile in his eyes, the corners of his mouth were slightly pursed, and he laughed with a small dimple on his left cheek, which he couldn't see if he didn't pay attention, but she just knew because he was her Shao Zhenrong. She loved him, so she knew his most subtle expressions. He must be scaring her this time, it must be. He may be very badly injured, or he may be really disabled, so he does not want to see her because he can't accept it psychologically, or he doesn't intend to forgive her in the end. But it doesn't matter, she'll wait for him and wait until he comes back, just like last time in the hospital.

But she counted and counted, and she didn't know how many she counted, until a bottle of potion was dripped, and then another bottle was replaced. The nurses around her came and went, and the psychiatrist came to talk to her every day, often sitting in front of her hospital bed for hours. But even if the doctor said it, she just wouldn't be able to speak.

Because they're all lying to her.

He will definitely come back, he loves her so much, even though she has made such a big mistake, he still tells her to wait for him. How could he be willing to leave her here alone, he will definitely come back.

My parents had already rushed from home when they heard the news, and they were worried. Especially her mother, who stayed by her side, never left an inch, and repeatedly persuaded her: "Child, you cry, you cry." If you want to suffocate yourself like this, just cry out. She hadn't cried yet, but her mother was crying, wiping away her tears.

And she raised her face slightly, but she didn't understand why she was crying.

Her Shao Zhenrong is gone, but he will definitely come back, he once loved her so much, how could he be willing to leave her? He'll definitely come back, no matter what, he'll definitely come back.

On the last day, her mother and the nurse helped her change her clothes, comb her hair, and help her into the elevator. She didn't know where she was going, she was just at the mercy of others.

Stepping into that hall, I saw him from afar, and I saw him looking at her with a smile.

She didn't understand it anymore, and kept getting closer, reaching out and stroking the black frame. The picture was very large, through the cold glass, her fingers slowly ran across his lips, he used to smile so warmly, he always smiled so warmly. This photo is very good, but she didn't take it for him, she looked back a little hastily, and saw Zhenrong's nanny Zhao's mother in the crowd, so she called softly: "Aunt Zhao." She remembered, firmly remembered, during the Spring Festival, Zhenrong took herself to see her, Zhao's mother treated her like her own daughter, personally cooked chicken soup for her to drink, and gave her a ring, because she was Zhenrong's girlfriend - Aunt Zhao was also tightly supported, I don't know why she couldn't even stand on her feet today, I haven't seen her for a few months, Aunt Zhao looked haggard like she had been old for ten years, and even her hair was white, as soon as she saw Du Xiaosu, tears suddenly fell down. Du Xiaosu broke free of her mother's hand and walked towards her, her voice still very soft: "Auntie, Zhenrong told me to wait for him, but he never came back." ”

Aunt Zhao seemed to choke up, and her body fainted as soon as she went soft. There was a sudden chaos in the hall, and several people rushed up to help the nurse take Aunt Zhao aside...... The mother also grabbed her hand tightly and burst into tears: "Child, don't be stupid, don't be stupid." ”

She was not stupid, it was he who said to her personally, telling her to wait for him. She waited here, but she didn't wait for him to come back.

He said he wanted to talk to her when he came back, he loved her so much, why didn't he come back? He loves her so much, how could he be willing not to want her?

She didn't understand, she didn't believe until the last moment, until they brought her to that heavy coffin. There were so many flowers, all white chrysanthemums, and he slept in the middle of the flowers, looking peaceful.

She stared bewildered and sleepy, as if she still didn't understand what was happening, until they closed the lid of the coffin inch by inch, until Aunt Zhao cried again and fainted, and everyone burst into tears. Only she stood there, unconscious, unconscious, nothing, as if everything had been lost, as if everything had ceased to exist.

Shao Zhenrong's face was covered inch by inch, everything was covered, his whole person was covered, and she suddenly realized that all this was not a dream, all this was true. They didn't lie to her, he really won't come back, never will. I really lost him forever.

She pounced on her like crazy, her parents desperately grabbed her, and many people came up to hug her, and she just cried: "Mom! Let me go with him, I beg you, let me go with him, I want to be with him! Mom...... Let me ...... with him."

More people wanted to pull her away, and she cried so much that she couldn't even breathe: "Let me be with him, I beg you." Shao Zhenrong! Shao Zhenrong! You get up! How could you leave me like that! How can you ...... like that?"

Her fingers were broken one by one, and the people next to her broke her fingers one by one, and she cried until her whole body trembled, and with only a brute force, she wanted to break free of everyone's hands and stuff herself into the cold coffin. Because there is her Shao Zhenrong there, she wants to be with him, no matter when or where, she just needs to be with him.

She heard her own cry, hoarse and desperate, like a trapped beast, knowing that it was impossible, but she only fought for this life, no matter whether she didn't care about it, she just wanted to be with him.

All the people were pulling her and persuading her. When she heard her own voice, it was as terrible as a knife, slashing at her heart, ripping blood and flesh, over and over again: "Let me go, let me go, you let me go, Shao Zhenrong is dead, what am I doing alive?" Let me go, I beg you. ”

The mother dragged her arm desperately, crying breathlessly: "Child, child, don't be like this! What should you do as a mother? What should mom do......"

She tried her best to just cry, and all the tears seemed to pour out at this moment. She struggled desperately like this, but her Shao Zhenrong wouldn't come back, he really wouldn't come back. Let her make such a fuss, cry like this, yell like this, and reach out and scratch so desperately, but every time she just scratches at the cold coffin. Everything was in vain, he would never answer her again, he lied to her, he lied to her to wait for him, she waited and waited, but he would not come.

Her voice was all hoarse, she no longer had the strength, so many people rushed up and drove her aside, she could only watch, watch them take him away, watch them take away her Shao Zhenrong. She really doesn't want to live anymore, as long as she is with him, she will die together. But he didn't wait for her, he left first.

Mom was still holding her tightly and calling her name. Mom's tears fell on her face, and as she watched the coffin being carried away, she couldn't make any sound, as if her vocal cords had been broken.

She no longer has Shao Zhenrong.

She tried so hard that she still couldn't keep him for a minute or a second, and fate was so stingy that she wouldn't even give her an extra minute or second. She was really desperate, and with the last of her strength, she made the last broken voice: "Mom, don't let them get him...... Mom...... I beg you, Mom...... Don't let them get rid of him......"

My mother cried so much that she couldn't even speak, and finally she passed out on her back and fell into her father's arms. The people next to her held her with all hands and feet, holding her firmly, and she was helpless like a newborn baby, she had no way at all, even her most trusted and relied on mother.

Everything fell apart, and the whole world went dark before her eyes. In the summer of the city, there is always a sudden rainstorm. The weather had changed in an instant, and only the lead-gray sky could be seen from the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the heavy clouds were so low that they seemed to be within reach. Such a sky seems to be a shot of a futuristic city in a movie. The huge glass window was covered with water droplets, one horizontal and one vertical, and then the wind blew it out diagonally.

The atmosphere in the whole conference room was also low and depressing, and everyone was not in a good mood. It is an indisputable fact that the performance of profitable projects led by real estate has declined for two consecutive quarters, and the big boss finally returned to Shanghai from Beijing today, and the problems accumulated in the past few months have to be faced. Looking at Lei Yuzheng's expressionless face, all the supervisors were cautious, lest they touch something.

"We don't do anything to rebuild the disaster area." Lei Yuzheng closed the half-inch-thick plan with one finger, "The competition is fierce, there is no need to mix." ”

The vice president in charge of planning has a very ugly face, although the company is registered in Beijing, but the focus of business has always been in Shanghai, and many large investment plans are done in the name of Shanghai. This time, it took them almost a month to plan the detailed and detailed plan, but it had not yet been reported to the board of directors, and it was just a regular meeting, and it was so easily rejected.

Reconstruction of the disaster area?

Lei Yuzheng almost sneered: Why? Why rebuild the ruins?

No one knows how he got to the earthquake area that day, and no one knows how he got to the site of the landslide. Standing in front of the collapsed rocks, he really knew that there was no hope. But he was very calm, and used all the forces at his disposal, and the local rescue troops did their best, and finally dug out the deflated ambulance, and the leader of the medical team at that time, a big man, stood there upright and cried. They are doctors, they are all doctors who are accustomed to seeing life and death, bleeding and pain, but in the face of disaster and death, they have the same face as ashes, and they will only hide their faces and weep.

It was he who took Zhenrong out with his own hands. Zhenrong's whole body was miraculously not injured much, his face was even very clean, and even his body was still soft, but because of suffocation, there was no sign of life for a long time. It's been too long, it's been too long...... He couldn't wait for his second brother to come to his rescue, and he had already been wiped out by the mud that was several meters deep and had his last breath.

He is his most beloved younger brother, the youngest son of his parents, his closest siblings, the little tail that has followed him since he was a child, the little little little one who followed him softly called his brother, and the bean sprouts that even had frankincense - Shao Zhenrong has not been in good health since he was a child, so the family ordered him two servings of milk, one in the morning and one in the evening, so he always had a milk aroma on his body, so that he always mocked this younger brother when he was a child, "the milk smells not dry".

Zhenrong, who is "milky but not dry", has grown up day by day, has become long-handed and long-legged, and has his own opinions. Zhenrong was admitted to the best key high school, and Zhenrong insisted on studying medicine

, Zhenrong went abroad to continue his studies...... Once on an overseas investigation, he deliberately went around to the school to see Zhenrong. It had just snowed heavily that day, and the two brothers were walking side by side on the school road, the snow creaked at their feet, surrounded by old exotic buildings, Zhenrong told him about the trivial things in school, and the wind blowing with snowflakes on his face, Zhenrong squinted his eyes like when he was a child. At that time, he suddenly realized that Zhenrong was as tall as himself.

He always thought that they would live a long time, until all their hair was gray, all their teeth were gone, and they would sit by the pond at sunset, fishing and talking about the disobedience of their children and grandchildren.

That was his closest sibling, that was his most beloved brother, he was sitting on the plane with Zhenrong in his arms, the whole cabin was empty, and no one dared to talk to him. He thought that his face must be more ugly than Zhenrong's, he didn't allow anyone to touch Zhenrong, and finally got off the plane, and he personally hugged Zhenrong.

The eldest brother had already rushed back to Beijing, and several cars were parked on the tarmac. That far, he walked slower and slower step by step. He almost couldn't hold it anymore, Zhenrong was no longer the fluttering sick man, Zhenrong was a big man. The eldest brother walked over from a distance, remained silent, and stretched out his arm to take over Zhenrong. After a long journey, he brought back his youngest brother and put him in the hands of his eldest brother. The two young men carrying stretchers only dared to follow them from a distance. The eldest brother walked to the side of the car, put Zhenrong down, and put him in the coffin prepared in the car. He was helping beside him, holding Zhenrong's head, and the moment he looked down, he clearly saw that two tears fell from the eyes of the eldest brother and fell on Zhenrong's clothes.

That was the first time he saw his eldest brother shed tears, and the eldest brother, who was always personable, even calmer and more resolute than his father. He stood in front of the car, watching the wind blow all of his eldest brother's hair, and looking at the two lines of tears on his face. They did their best to comfort their parents. Although they brought Zhenrong back to Beijing, they even wanted to unreasonably prevent their elderly father from seeing Zhenrong for the last time, so they sent Zhenrong back to Shanghai and held a memorial service in Zhenrong's unit in Shanghai. Because the eldest brother and he both know that his father, who has a serious heart condition, really can't bear that kind of scene.

It shouldn't be Zhenrong.

He is the youngest in the family, and he is the most beloved one in the family.

He has never even bullied his classmates since he was a child, he has always treated people the best and sincerely, and he has never done anything hurtful. He chose medicine because he could treat diseases and save people, and he went to disaster areas to save people.

It shouldn't be Zhenrong at all.

For a long time, Lei Yuzheng stayed with his parents, as if he had returned to the very young age, snuggling up to his knees.

The eldest brother was busy with work and could not accompany his parents with him, so the sister-in-law took a long leave to take the child back to live. But his mother was still getting thinner, and when his little niece was taking a nap, he often saw his mother holding a picture of their brothers when they were young, and it looked at it for two or three hours.

He almost thought hideously, why could it be Zhenrong? Why invest in that sad place for the whole family? Why should he rebuild the ruins?

Even the most undeserving people are dead, even the heavens are blind, why?

He will no longer have the slightest sympathy, he will no longer have the slightest mercy, even fate will not pity him, he will not pity Zhenrong, why should he pity others?

He won't again. Never.

After the meeting, the secretary Shan Wanting asked as if she had a reason: "Mr. Lei, Miss Du of Boyuan Design made an appointment a week ago and wanted to meet you." Do you see her? ”

When he heard the words "Boyuan Design", he remembered that he was a partner of the company, so he said: "The design company is entrusted to Vice President Liu." ”

Shan Wanting knew that he didn't think of it, and added: "It's Miss Du Xiaosu Du." ”

He finally remembered who this woman was, so he was even more expressionless: "What's the matter with her?" ”

"I don't know, she insisted on talking to you, called over and over again, and she said it was about your brother."

After Shan Wanting finished speaking, she glanced at the boss's face very carefully, I don't know why the boss has been in a very bad mood recently, not only has she lived in Beijing for a long time unusually, but she has no patience for business after she comes back. There are rumors in the company that something happened to the boss's family, but no one knows what happened, let alone inquire.

As a result, Lei Yuzheng dropped a sentence very coldly: "You look at the itinerary and spare five minutes for her." With that, he turned around and went into the office.

Shan Wanting went to check the boss's schedule and adjusted the schedule, and then called Du Xiaosu and informed her to come to see Lei Yuzheng in the afternoon.

When Lei Yuzheng saw Du Xiaosu, he almost didn't recognize her. After two months of not seeing her, she was so thin that she was almost boneless, her whole face was smaller, and her eyes were haggard and blank.

He thought of the girl Zhenrong brought home, with a plump and full apple face and big flickering eyes. Even if he later recognized her and prevented her from being with Zhenrong, she still seemed to be proud when she came to the office to talk to him, as if in her heart, there was the most powerful force to support her.

But now she seemed to have become a different person, and her whole person was gloomy, and she looked tired. She was holding a large duffel bag, which she placed on his desk, unzipped it, and turned it all upside down at once. Bundles of hundred-dollar bills spread out on the table, rolling down everywhere.

He frowned.

Her voice was small, but clear. She said: "Mr. Lei, here is 700,000 yuan, I know it is not enough, but this is all the money I can raise." I have a job, I can apply for CPF and business loans, and 700,000 should be enough for a down payment. I'm here to ask you to sell me the house that Zhenrong bought. ”

Her tone was almost humble, but her eyes flashed with unspeakable fanaticism, and she stared at his face tightly, his eyes, as if fixed on the only hope in this world. She said, "Mr. Lei, this is my only wish, and I hope you can grant me." ”

Lei Yuzheng gently pushed away the money with his fingers: "I don't plan to sell that house to you." ”

She put another stack of documents in front of him without being humble or arrogant: "This is the purchase contract and the invoice for the house payment." ”

He still didn't have any expression: "The contract has not been filed with the real estate bureau, and it is still invalid at present." He picked up the purchase contract and looked at it, and suddenly tore it up in the middle. Du Xiaosu was stunned by his sudden move, and watched him tear the contract to shreds, he understated: "The payer is Shao Zhenrong, you are not qualified to get this house." ”

"I just wanted to buy the house, so I came here with the money." She trembled, "Why did you tear up the contract?" ”

"I'm not going to sell it to you." He pressed the inside line and called to the secretary, "Send Miss Du out." ”

She didn't cry or make trouble, and followed Shan Wanting very obediently.

Lei Yuzheng originally thought that this matter had passed, but when he got off work at night, his car had just driven out, and she suddenly rushed out of the roadside, rushed to the middle of the road, stopped in front of the car, and scared the driver to slam on the brakes. Fortunately, the car performed well, and the "quack" had been braked, only a few centimeters away from her. The wind swept her skirt against the front grille, and her whole body was as thin as if it would be blown away by the wind at any moment, but she stood there, looking straight at him. The security guard in the parking lot was startled and immediately ran towards this side. Through the car window, she just looked at him very calmly, as if she didn't care about the dangerous action she had just made.

Lei Yuzheng knocked on the back of the seat and told the driver: "Drive." ”

The security guard pulled her away and the car drove out of the parking lot, where she could be seen struggling in the rearview mirror, as if trying to break free from the security.

He ignored the smaller and smaller blurred shadows in the rearview mirror.

She used to be entertainer, he remembered, and now she seemed to spend all her time on it. She didn't cry or make trouble, she didn't harass him, she just followed his car from a distance. She went wherever he went, and when he went back to the apartment, she followed him to the door of the apartment; When he returned to the villa, she followed him to the gate of the villa; He went out to dinner, and she waited outside the restaurant or hotel.

She was like a quiet madman, or an incurable paranoid, very calm, very calmly following him, wherever he went, just simply and silently. He had the security guards evict her countless times to prevent her from appearing near his office building. She didn't argue or quarrel, and let the men get her away—she was obedient and quiet at their mercy, but her eyes were always on him. Her eyes were very dark, her pupils were almost darker than the whites of her eyes, and she looked at him with nothing in her eyes, only an empty calm, as if she knew that a terminally ill patient had no life, and just looked at him like that.

She is like a madman in the true sense of the word, only living in her own world, doing what she wants to do, and vowing not to give up until she achieves her goal. He didn't sell her the house, she followed him every day, every moment, and she devoted all her time to it.

Lei Yuzheng felt strange, this woman was getting thinner and thinner, so thin that her wrists were so slender that they looked like they would be broken at any time, and the security guard held her arm and could get her aside effortlessly. But I don't know what is supporting her, like a small grass that can struggle to lift up a stone and grow out of the cracks.

Shan Wanting asked him twice: "Mr. Lei, do you want me to notify the legal department to come forward and send a lawyer's letter, she is harassing." ”

Lei Yuzheng glanced at the figure in the rearview mirror, and replied lightly: "I think she can follow for a while, half a year?" A year? ’

Shan Wanting didn't mention it anymore.

Du Xiaosu is more tenacious than they imagined, she is almost rain or shine, before going to work, after work, she can always appear in their sight. Gradually, even Lei Yuzheng's driver got used to it, he always had to take a look in the rearview mirror before leaving the garage, as long as Du Xiaosu's figure appeared, he immediately stepped on the accelerator and accelerated away.

On this day, Lei Yuzheng worked overtime, it was already eight o'clock in the evening when he got off work, it was already dark, and it was raining heavily, and it was pitch black all around, even the light of the street lamps was just a hazy cloud, the rain was too heavy, and the water flowed down the lane to the bottom, like a river. The car drove up from the garage, and the two headlights shone out all the silver rain arrows, flying diagonally towards the car. The wipers were already the biggest gear, and waves of water splashed up, hung up by the wipers, and then more water splashed up, and the sky was like a hundred rivers, pouring straight down.

The driver was very slow because of the rain, so he habitually looked in the rearview mirror, and couldn't help but "huh", and then knew that he was out of shape, and then stopped making a sound.

Lei Yuzheng raised his head when he heard the sound and also looked in the rearview mirror. It turned out that it was raining so heavily, and Du Xiaosu was standing next to the exit of the garage, because it was close to the root of the building wall, and there was a protruding marble wall of the podium, which could be slightly sheltered. She didn't have an umbrella, her whole body was already soaking wet, and the street lamps outlined her thin figure, which looked like a paper figure. I saw her figure gradually disappear in the rearview mirror, shook a few times in the busy rain, and finally fell, lying in the stagnant water, motionless.

The driver watched her fall from the rearview mirror and instinctively applied the brakes.

Lei Yuzheng asked: "What do you do when you park?" ”

The driver was a little embarrassed, and quickly started the car again, only to see her in the rearview mirror falling into the water, still motionless. The rain was pouring down, more rain fell on her, and the car was getting farther and farther away, and the figure in the rearview mirror was getting smaller and smaller, and finally it was out of sight.

Du Xiaosu had a long dream, dreaming of Shao Zhenrong, he came back. But she was so tired that she couldn't speak, her whole body was so tired that she couldn't breathe, she felt choked, maybe water, suffocating. She couldn't even move her mouth, she was so tired that it seemed like her bones were broken. She had so many things to say to him, she thought of him like that, everybody said he was dead, but she didn't believe it, and she never will. She missed him, kept thinking that her heart ached, and if he knew, he would come back. He told her to wait, so she kept waiting, obediently, but he didn't wait for him.

Now he's back, he's finally back.

She didn't cry, because she had a lot to say to him. For example, if she loves him, in this life, in this life, in the next life, she will still love him; For example, she misses him, she is very well-behaved, she sees a psychiatrist on time, she takes medicine on time, she just can't help but dream of him.

But his figure was very vague, and he just shook there for a while, and was about to leave. She stretched out her hand in vain, trying to grasp something, maybe the corner of her clothes, and she clung to it, and someone was breaking her fingers again, and she was terrified, but she refused to let go. She knew that as soon as she let go, he would be gone, or that as soon as she let go, she would wake up and never dream of him again. That's Zhenrong, that's her Shao Zhenrong, she won't let go of her hand when she dies, she would rather die than let go.

Lei Yuzheng frowned slightly, looking at the fingers that were tightly clutching the corners of his clothes, very thin, so thin that the fingers were like bamboos, but there seemed to be a brute force, grabbing the corners of his clothes, and refusing to let go. No matter how hard he tried, her nails turned white, and she just wouldn't let go.

He already felt that he had made a mistake by sending her to the hospital, and that he might as well have allowed her to choke to death in a coma there. He really shouldn't have bothered with such a thing. But she grabbed the corner of his coat and refused to let it go. Her lips were white and blue, but her cheeks were a sickly flush. She had a high fever, and the potion in the hanging bottle was halfway gone, and the fever still did not subside. The doctor came several times, and the nurse also came to measure the temperature of the measure, and each time it said 39 degrees 6, 39 degrees 4......

If you burn it like this, I don't know if it will burn out your brain...... She's almost crazy anyway. He tried a lot to break her hand, but she was clenching it so tightly, her fingers were so hot that he seemed to be able to experience the horrible body temperature through his clothes, and he almost wanted to cut off the corners of his clothes in order to get rid of this pesky woman. Trying to get her fingers away, he hunched down and got closer, finally hearing what she was saying.

What she said was: "Zhenrong ......"

It turned out that she had been calling Zhenrong's name all along.