Nalan Jinxiu's body stiffened for a long time before slowly relaxing. Now that he knew, he made the decision for her. She wiped the tears from her face with the back of her hand, and said in a hoarse voice: "I am Nalan Jinxiu, that is, Zong Xuanyi's short-lived wife." ”

This simple and straightforward sentence was like a thunderbolt to Ji Hongye, making him stay where he was and couldn't move. When he heard Zong Xuanyi's words, he already had such suspicions, but when the truth really came, it was almost devastating harm to him.

This man, the girl he liked, the lady he had married all the way back, had once belonged entirely to another person, and lived with that person. His eyes became deep, dark like a whirlpool, and his eyes stared at her without blinking.

Nalan Jinxiu was looked at by him like this, and his heart suddenly felt tingling and unbearable, but he felt very light. She finally spoke up, and the feeling of suffocation and guilt was gone. She reached for his hand, but he avoided it.

"So, you are really Mrs. Xiangguo?" Ji Hongye's lips pursed tightly, and his voice was finally no longer calm: "Then why don't you go to him after you are reborn? Why do you want to live as Xu Jinsheng?"

He's blaming her!!! She also hopes that those things in the past do not exist, and she also hopes that she is Xu Jinsheng, but she can't choose it at all.

Ji Hongye saw that she didn't speak again, he closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his eyes had returned to their usual clarity, but he didn't look at her anymore. He also knew that she couldn't be blamed for this, if it weren't for her, he would probably still be alone, and he would never feel so much joy and suffering.

However, he couldn't accept it for a while, especially when he heard her say it herself. As soon as he thought that she had also been close to Zong Xuanyi day and night, his heart would be torn apart by jealousy. He was really afraid that he would speak coldly to her if he was not careful, and he was afraid that he would not be able to control his emotions.

Nalan Jinxiu also saw his intention to leave, and she didn't have much reason now, but she knew that she couldn't let him go. She didn't want the two of them to fall into a cold war, especially now, she was not at peace at all. Therefore, she quickly held his hand and whispered to him: "Third brother......

Ji Hongye gently broke away and shook his head slightly: "Let me be quiet." ”

"Third brother, listen to me. Nalan Jinxiu grabbed the corner of his clothes, as if pulling the last straw: "You should know how I died, in fact, the archer selected by Zong Xuanyi didn't intend to kill me, it was I who moved the position so that the arrow hit the heart." It's not so much that he killed me, it's that I committed suicide. ”

She choked up a little when she said this, and no one is not afraid of death, so the experience is painful to talk about. If she could, she hoped that she would never think about it for the rest of her life, let alone mention it to others.

"How can I continue with the days that have passed, since my heart is dead? I don't want to see him, and I don't want to have any entanglement with him. ”

"When did he know? Did he know when I was in Yuliang?" Ji Hongye thought of Zong Xuanyi's mercy, and thought of the kiss mark on the back of her neck, and wanted to destroy everything.

Of course, Nalan Jinxiu knew where he was going, and she shook her head violently: "No, I didn't exchange it for this." He also found out today, and he touched me when I went to the mass grave to pay respects to my parents. ”

Ji Hongye's expression finally softened a little, he leaned over, looked at her quietly and said, "I have one last question, why did you treat me well after coming to the Ji family?"

Nalan Jinxiu knew that he was so keen, and he roughly guessed something. But if at first it was because she knew that he would be the head of the cabinet in the future, holding the power of life and death, and she wanted to use him to avenge herself!

"Xu Jinsheng!" he said sharply, and then probably felt that his voice was too high, so he restrained himself and said, "Answer me." ”

Ji Hongye also knows some of her experience, and it is impossible to say that she does not hate Zong Xuanyi. Therefore, he vaguely felt that she approached him for a purpose, maybe she could be unpredictable, and it was unknown if she wanted to use him to help Nalan Yanzhang take revenge. He can't be blamed for being suspicious, but this kind of thing has happened, and nothing is impossible.

Nalan Jinxiu closed her eyes, and she still couldn't stop her tears, and she didn't know if it was because she was forced hard by him, or because of guilt. She choked up for a long time before squeezing out a few complete words: "After I died, I knew something that ordinary people didn't know, and I wanted to ...... at first."

She couldn't say what she wanted, and it would be very uncomfortable to say that kind of thing was now in the middle of them. She grabbed the corner of his clothes tightly, looking very afraid of him leaving: "But I never wanted to hurt you, you treat me well, and I really want to treat you well." ”

Ji Hongye didn't speak, only looked at him with scrutinizing eyes. He was the one who was in charge of punishment in Daning, and no matter how gentle he looked on the outside, this look could make people collapse.

Especially Nalan Jinxiu's mood has reached a point, and she was suddenly seen by him all over her body. She felt as if the relationship between them was over, so she said bitterly: "Don't force me, if you mind my past, you can divorce me." ”

If he divorces her, his only stain will be gone, and she will become a person again. She was sad when she thought of this, as if something was choking her throat, and she was already panting even harder.

Tears had completely blurred her vision, she couldn't see his expression, and naturally she didn't see Ji Hongye's face turn from hideous to defeated. He endured it for a long time, and finally brushed her hand away, and then opened the door and went out.

In this process, Ji Hongye didn't say a word. If it weren't for his amazing self-control, he thought he would have smashed the house to pieces. Her relationship with Zong Xuanyi, her concealment and use, and her saying that she divorced her......

She was the initiator of all this, but she wanted to break off the relationship with him at the first moment of the East Window incident. She wanted to leave, she wanted to break off with him, but he couldn't do it! It was a good home, with his beloved wife and a child, and she said she didn't want it!

These negative emotions poured over, and he was jealous and angry. In order to avoid making the situation worse and not accidentally hurting her, he had to leave first. And she should also be given some time to figure out what she wants and what she should discard.

The sound of their quarrel was not small, and they also dropped the cup, and the girl outside had already heard the movement, but she didn't dare to come in. It wasn't until Ji Hongye went out that they dared to come in.

Nalan Jinxiu felt more and more uncomfortable, she was holding the corner of the table with both hands, inhaling fiercely. Ruyi went over to help her up, and when she saw that her face was pale like a ghost, she said tremblingly: "Ruyi, doesn't the third brother want me anymore, doesn't he?"

"Ma'am, no. The third master is just angry, and he will come back when he understands it. In fact, Ruyi has no bottom in her heart, in her impression, the third master has never lost such a temper. But when she saw her lady like this, she could only try her best to appease her.

Nalan Jinxiu shook her head, and her tone was hoarse and difficult: "No, nothing." ”

She suddenly felt that if she didn't live again, how would the dead know that it hurt? She listened to the persuasion of the people around her, and her voice was very dense and mixed, as if it was overlapping.

She knew that Ruyi and Mo Yan and Mo Yu were by her side, but the voice she needed most was not there. She was put on the bed by them, and then felt a warm cloth towel to wipe her hands and face.

She was so tired that she didn't have any strength in her body, and she fell asleep on one side of her head. But she was still unstable in her sleep, she dreamed that she was in the study, and saw Ji Hongye writing, and when she got closer, she saw the word Xiushu......

Nalan Jinxiu woke up suddenly, and then found that she was lying on the bed, lying on the side of the bed and already asleep. My stomach hurt like something was churning inside, worse than any previous abdominal pain.

She lifted the quilt to look and found that the blood had stained the snow-white pants, and even the futon was a large patch. She covered her abdomen with her hands and struggled to pronounce a few syllables.

Ruyi woke up suddenly when she heard the movement, she hugged Nalan Jinxiu and said, "Madam, it's still early, you can sleep for a while." ”

"I'm not doing well, go to Wen Po and the doctor. ”

Ruyi saw her see red at this time, stumbled in a hurry, and fell heavily to the ground. There was a piercing pain in her palms and knees, but she couldn't care about it, she pushed open the door and said loudly: "Madame seems to be about to give birth, go find Wen Po." ”

Mo Yan Mo didn't dare to delay for a moment, one went to the backyard to find Wen Po, and the other went to find Ji Hongye. Ruyi came back to guard her, holding her hand tightly.

Nalan Jinxiu's pain became worse and worse, and soon she couldn't hold on a little anymore. She is a doctor, and she also knows that the first child is difficult to give birth, so she has long been mentally prepared. But she didn't expect the child to come in such a hurry, it was not even eight months old.

It's one thing to be prepared, it's another to wait until it's time to face it. She was so hurt that she felt that life was worse than death, it turned out that giving birth to a child was so painful, much more painful than a knife wound or something.

She took a deep breath following common sense, trying to calm herself down. Biting her lip, hoping not to shout out loud, she knew that she had to save her strength for the time of production.

Soon a lot of people poured into the house, and the girls and ladies who carried hot water were in a hurry, and the curtains were also lowered. Nalan Jinxiu was confused and was poured into her mouth, it didn't taste good, she frowned and wanted to refuse.

"Madame, this is ginseng soup, you must drink it. When Wen Po saw such a young woman and such a weak body, she secretly sweated, and it was not yet a month.

Nalan Jinxiu obediently opened her mouth and drank all the ginseng soup in one go. The abdominal pain was still severe, and the bedding on the lower body was wet. There was a stable woman beside her to comfort her: "Madam, don't be afraid, giving birth to a child is painful, just endure it." ”