Chapter 114: Aging Begins with Nostalgia!
"Don't have a couple meal? What kind of themed restaurant is there? There's always a steak, right? Chengfeng has been entangled with the waiter about his own so-called "big meal" complex.
After a few minutes of negotiating the menu, Chengfeng breathed a sigh of relief and sat down in a chair. Seeing Su is calmly laughing on the other side, his expression began to be unhappy.
"I'm working hard to order food for you, and you're good, looking at it without saying a word, laughing like a joke."
"It's hard to order food? Well, thank you! Why don't I ask the chef of the restaurant to come out and tell you about your hard work! “
"No, the most important thing is that the food is delicious. By the way, what are you laughing at? ”
"As I listened to what you just said, I suddenly remembered that old story."
"Tell me about it?"
"Once a minister reported to the emperor that the people could not eat, and the emperor said that they should be allowed to eat meat. I used to think that these emperors had a problem with their IQ. ”
"I've heard that the emperor doesn't understand the people's feelings. It's really a problem with IQ. ”
"No, it dawned on me now that they are not inferior in IQ to ordinary people, but superior in life. None of his imperial relatives, his powerful and close ministers, and even the servants and subordinates around him were hungry. Therefore, the emperor, who does not observe the people's feelings, cannot understand what it means to "satisfy the hunger of the people without corn". ”
"Aifei is extremely analytical."
"you. Don't be poor. You're a vagrant, and you always order a big meal, so it's good to be full, okay? ”
"I've been working for so many years, don't I have a little money saved? How can I let my quality of life decline, in addition to marrying a wife, I definitely still have money for food. Chengfeng motioned to the waiter to hurry up and serve the food, "Of course, I didn't think about getting married before, and now, if you want, I can make an exception for you." ”
"Thanks, you don't have to make an exception for me. Let's eat! ”
"Don't you have something to tell me? Still saying that you are talking while shouting? ”
"Do you understand what you can't eat?"
"I just don't understand, let's talk about it!"
"Ouyang Key contacted me." Su is glanced at Chengfeng, "He wants both of us to go back to the company." Accidental, right? However, it is not surprising that he wants to ask you to go back, but it is a bit surprising that he wants me to go back. ”
"Shouldn't you be surprised by another thing? Why did you call you to persuade me to go back? ”
"What's so strange about that?"
"How did he know we're together now?"
"It has nothing to do with whether you're together now, right? Oh, I see, it should have been Chen Qiu who told him, saying that you might have come to me. ”
"No, I mean the other way? Why does he think that calling you will persuade me to go back? ”
"I'm a good person, so you listen to me."
"Really? That's it? ”
"How do I know. Really, let's eat. ”
"He and my friends for many years naturally know how important you are to me, if you persuade me to go back, I can basically listen, the reason why I ask you to go back is because as long as you go back, I will definitely go back, I don't care where I go, I just want to be with you."
Su didn't speak, even if Chengfeng deliberately asked her to take the initiative to say such an inference before, she was silent.
"Even they know how important you are to me, why can't you face me well?" Chengfeng stretched out his hand and grabbed Su's left hand on the table.
"Let go of your paws." Su is using the other side of the chopsticks to knock his hand, "Eat your meal well, what do you think of his invitation?" “
"Didn't I just say that? You go back, I go back, if you don't go back, I won't go back. ”
"Is it okay to be normal?"
"I'm normal. It's you who want to be normal. Do not deceive your heart. ”
"Chengfeng, do you think we should choose to trust him again? He said that we had a misunderstanding about him at work, that is, the leakage of company information and human resources information at the beginning, and he felt that he had another secret? ”
"Do you believe him?"
"I don't know, so I'll ask you too, didn't you find out last time, and he personally talked to you about it? What's going on? ”
"It doesn't matter, the point is whether he hurt us? In fact, it doesn't. A gentleman loves money and takes it in a good way. ”
"If he does that, he won't be a gentleman." Su is to put down the chopsticks.
"Good, good, not a gentleman. Whether it's a gentleman or a villain, everyone has two sides, don't you think you don't have a dark side? No one is perfect. ”
"No, Chengfeng, what was the reason for your departure in the first place? Isn't it just for the sake of his character? I still remember what you told me about the excitement and infection, the appearance of a heroic shortness of breath, what? In less than two months, he overturned his own truth? ”
"Because I have figured out a lot of things in the past two months, we are not him, he naturally has his reasons, what we need to think about is whether he has harmed us? Didn't you? On the contrary, he also wants us to achieve greater good. ”
"The greater good?" Su is laughter, "It seems that I really misjudged you, everyone is different, and they don't conspire with each other." It is useless to say more, our three views are too far apart. ”
"Su is, your three views do not mean that you are the right one, everyone is an independent individual, you don't feel that you are different is the truth. What's more, what we need is a job or, to put it nicely, a career, to support us to eat, drink, and Lazar. Is it necessary to be so serious? ”
"Say no more. Not even the desire to quarrel is gone. ”
"Then eat well, hehe. Your angry appearance hasn't changed at all, and you say that you don't have the desire to quarrel, I think you haven't been scolded for more than half a year, so you're so depressed. ”
"Okay, I'm not kidding you, don't you think about the wonderful times we used to work together? There are other colleagues, Meijia, Mingyu, Qingwu, Jianghai, Qianli, etc., those times we spent together. Especially in the last two months, I have been reminiscing about the past, maybe I feel that I used to have a bad temper, and I always feel a little regretful. ”
"I want to tell you that aging starts with nostalgia. The deadliest nostalgia is the reminiscence and longing for the previous people, which is actually a kind of chasing death, the abandonment of life and the abandonment of years. ”
"Can you not keep talking about death when you are talking about beautiful words, you didn't have such a low EQ before? It's not a good idea to talk like that. ”
"Hmph." Su just ate it herself.
"I finally said such emotional words, but I was choked back by a few words from you. It's boring, it's too boring woman. ”
"I'm full, are you still eating?"
"Okay, okay, I look at you, the only thing in the past is eating."
"Isn't that good? Am I me, or am I a different kind of fireworks in the world? Who used to say that I don't eat fireworks in the world anymore? Isn't returning to nature what you were looking for? ”
"Yo yo yo, it's rare that you still remember my words, what? Was it for me? ”
"Amorous."
"I remember someone who always thought that a good skin is not as good as an interesting soul."
"Either way, skipping meals will cause stomach pain."
The sun outside the restaurant is getting more and more dazzling, it is almost late autumn, and the sun should be warmer, and the wind pulled the white curtain cloth on the side of the window, and Su Yes's face softened.
"Has your stomach not been well? It seems that I still don't know how to take care of myself. ”
"As if you are very good at taking care of yourself, is your medical examination report unimpressive? There are a few indicators that are qualified, do you want me to help you recall? ”
"Eat and eat, don't affect your appetite."
"You have to eat more whole grains or vegetarian food, otherwise the three highs will look for you again."
Sue's phone rang three times and stopped again. The mood that was originally quite relaxed suddenly had an ominous feeling of dark clouds coming. When I flipped through my phone, it was a missed call from Shenghu. Su naturally knew that it was not suitable to call back at this time, but she didn't know the reason why Shenghu didn't call for a while and hung up directly.
After Shenghu finished his father's funeral, he immediately returned to Dongcheng. Seeing that the door of the apartment was closed, and the inside was as it had been when he had left, he began to panic. Only to the company that Sue is.
From the front desk staff, I learned a sentence, "Oh, Mr. Su just went out with his boyfriend." Shenghu's heart went from panic to anger.
His first reaction was naturally to call Su is and wanted to ask where she was. But he was afraid to face it. After thinking about the relationship between Su is before, Shenghu vaguely felt that Su was probably about to leave him.
He didn't want her to say those words, and he controlled himself not to think about them. Everything is treated as not knowing, when you have not been here, when you have not heard. He sat in the car in a daze for a long time, holding the steering wheel tightly with both hands and not letting go, only to the office building not far away, Su is and a man walked in with a smile.
He instinctively wanted to get out of the car, wanted to beat up Chengfeng, but he controlled his impulse, he wanted to question Su Shi, but he was afraid that Su Shi's words would collapse him.
He started the car anyway and started a kind of wild run. This kind of wild running is a relief or vent that he has never tried since the car accident. For the first time, he found that he was not afraid of driving fast, let alone of accidents, because he even wanted to crash the car, to hit others, to hit himself, and even to all of them.
Jealousy and shame made him step on the engine of the car more and more. From 90 yards to 110 yards, he was finally forcibly stopped by the traffic police. When the traffic police brigade was dealing with things, he suddenly bent down, squatted on the corner of the table and cried bitterly. was so frightened that the traffic police were blindfolded, just thinking that he had encountered a sad thing and was speeding.
Shenghu also didn't know if the tears at this time were because of his father's death or because of Su Yes's ruthlessness. At the funeral, he thought he would cry and be as sad as his mother and sister, but in fact he didn't, he felt that his father had just gone to another place. At this time, he had a feeling that he really wanted to go to that distant place to accompany his father, so he was sad, because here, there was still the beauty that he was so nostalgic for.
He will never allow this beauty to be trampled on by others!