I looked at Xiao Su girl with the same long hair and shawl as Li Shi, they all have a heart of gold, and the four words "grow up" are like a promise, but also a prayer for growth.

Despite what we said, grandma's persistence still made me and Miss Xiao Su helpless, and after a long stalemate, I had an idea and said: "Grandma, I want to eat the egg fried rice you made, and if you have time to make me an egg fried rice to eat, I don't ask too much, right?" ”

Grandma's squirming and shriveled lips, the tears that swirled in her eyes finally dripped down, she shook her head for a while and said, "This is not a reward, I will do it for you when I am free, the girl who came to the house with you last time didn't come?" ”

When it came to Li Shi, I seemed to be unable to find a suitable expression of emotion, so I pretended to be indifferent and shook my head, and replied: "She is no longer in China......

"Oh...... That's it! ”

I raised my head and closed my eyes, tears flowed down my cheeks and into my mouth, I, a man who doesn't like to shed tears, reached out to wipe the tears from my eyes, nodded and said: "Mengmeng will have surgery tomorrow, you eat something first and let Miss Xiao Su find a place to take a good rest with you, from tomorrow, everything will develop in the best direction......"

Miss Xiao Su nodded, and after taking the train for a day and a night, I also needed to find a place to rest, and finally, I decided to go with Miss Xiao Su to find a place to stay nearby.

According to Miss Xiaosu's plan, she planned to take Grandma Xiaobao to a nearby hotel to open a room, but Grandma seemed to know that it was expensive and insisted on refusing to stay.

After ordering the takeaway, Miss Xiao Su and her grandmother ate in the room, and I sat on the bed in my room, drinking water while thinking about some thoughts, and tonight's pursuit of the figure occupied my mind again, my mood also quickly fell, subconsciously took out a cigarette from the cigarette case on the bedside table and lit it, when the ashes of the cigarette fell to the ground, the smoke made me confused, in this confusion, I imagined that if one day I had a successful career, Li Shi would not know, how would she view this success, Will you return home with a celebratory gesture......

A glass of water was quickly finished, a cigarette burned out, I got up and went to the bathroom to wash up, and sat back on the bed again, leaning on the pillow without any sleep.

At this time, there was a knock at the door, it was the voice of Miss Xiao Su, and she asked, "Have you slept?" ”

"Not yet." With that, I quickly ran out of bed and opened the door.

When I opened the door, Miss Xiao Su looked at me and said, "In the middle of the night, you didn't hesitate to open the door when a stranger knocked on the door?" ”

I looked at myself neatly dressed, I hadn't even taken off my shoes, and I couldn't help but sigh: "I haven't unbuttoned my clothes, is it possible that I shouldn't open the door and turn you away?" Besides, you're not a stranger! ”

"You're justified."

I was so annoyed by this unreasonable fuss that I sighed, "Okay, I'm wrong, right? ”

"You still use a question sentence, shouldn't this be an affirmative sentence? Otherwise, why are you still single, other people's girlfriends will be jealous and angry, and your girlfriend is afraid that she is still leaking, right? ”

"You're so dirty!"

Miss Xiao Su didn't mean to joke at all, and after a little silence, she said: "What do you think about Li Shi's going abroad!" ”

A feeling of infarction suddenly blocked me a little deprived of oxygen, and I hated the wrong things I had done in the past, but I didn't like these wrong things to be talked about over and over again, so I repeated the silence in silence!

Miss Xiao Su seemed to have enough patience to wait for me to end the silence on my own, and finally, I spoke to her first, "You came to me for Li Shi's departure?" ”

"She contacted me before going abroad, and put a sum of money in me, which is enough for Meng Meng's surgery and postoperative recuperation, which is the last thought!"

All this was like an unhealed wound to me, which was savagely torn open and sprinkled with chili noodles, and I was anxious in pain to know if Li Shi had left some information for Miss Xiao Su, so that I could do something with this information.

Miss Xiao Su looked at me for a long time before asking, "Have you ever thought about what kind of woman you are with?" ”

"I'm not qualified to talk about love right now......"

"So what makes you as indifferent as you are now?"

I interrupted her: "Why are you so excited?" What are you sending to me? ”

"I'm afraid you won't get any news from me. Although when it comes to Li Shi going abroad, I can clearly see your lost expression, but these micro-expressions and body language can also deceive people, I once received such a signal by mistake, so I have never been happy in the past few years, rather than this, it is better to maintain the current situation, and what to worry about! ”

I gasped, my brain was hot and cold, and I said for a long time, "I want to know what signal you are sending to me by saying this to me now?" Do you know the news of Li Shi? ”

"I don't know."

I smiled helplessly, and kept asking in my laughter: "Why, why can't I let go, I can't let go of anything, we have nothing to do with each other, at best, it's a friend who has gone to a strange place, why is she so good to me, so that I can't repay my personal debt for the rest of my life......"

Miss Xiao Su was silent......

After a long time, she asked rhetorically: "Why do you want to sit still, you can't go abroad to find her like a man?" ”

"Going abroad? How easy is it to say? Let's not talk about the mess of visas, I don't even know where she is, Britain is so big, I can find someone without contact, I'm afraid it can only happen in the plot of a novel, and I don't know her living abroad, if my appearance disrupts her life again, it will be a sinner, maybe she is living well abroad! ”

"That's what you think?"

"That's all I can think about."

"If you want to rely on a lot of excuses to soothe your wounds, then you are too ridiculous, I can tell you responsibly, if a person is forced to leave, she will not be happy, the days are full of waiting, the more she does not leave any information, the more she expects the person she cares about to find her, the happiness in your mouth should not be a reason to make her lonely after all......" As she spoke, Miss Xiao Su looked at me with tears in her eyes, she finally couldn't hold it back, she cried out and whimpered: " I believe that Li Shi is the same as me, full of expectation and sadness, I once wanted to stay away from sadness, but I still can't escape the toss of fate, and heal on the shore of Qinghai Lake, that kind of loneliness you have never experienced, it is not ......"

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have brought up your sad past."

"It's nothing, bring Grandma Xiaobao here, and by the way, I'll give you this card, and my business will be completed, and then I'm going to finish my own thing."

I took the card from Miss Su's hand, looked at her and said, "Where are you going?" ”

Miss Xiao Su turned around, didn't stop until the door, and said, "It's cold, I raised a jasmine plant and it's still in the wind and rain, I have to find a home for it." ”

I don't know what kind of meaning this jasmine in her mouth carries, but I heard infinite sadness in her tone, counting her, it is already the fourth person to ask me about the topic of Li Shi, lying on the bed, I am looking for limited comfort in this extremely limited space, and then somehow a thought pops up in my heart: After I am busy with domestic affairs, I want to go to England to find Li Shi.