It's stupid after all, knowing that Shao Zhenrong won't come back, no matter how sad she is, he won't come back

The alcohol was sudden, and she couldn't control her own words: "I know you hate me very much, I hate myself too, I don't deserve Shao Zhenrong, I don't deserve it, I don't deserve it, what you said at the time was right, if I left him early, it would be fine if I never met him, but he will definitely go to the disaster area, because he is a good person, he is so stupid, he will definitely save him, because he is a doctor, but "If I don't meet him, I may not feel so annoying."

He said: "You don't hate to be stupid and look like Zhenrong sometimes."

"Zhenrong is not stupid!" She muttered, "He's just too nice and kind," she remembered the notes, every word he had said, everything he had done, every bit of her past with him, and her fate so stingy and unwilling

Give her more happiness

Memories are a kind of happiness that is open to the heart

His eyes looked at the unknown void: "In my heart, he has always been a child, and he always thinks he is stupid"

It turned out that Zhenrong also thought she was stupid, because he also regarded her as a child, so he thought she was very stupid, so he would think he was stupid, he would feel that he needed protection, and he would feel that he needed his own pity

She felt that the wine was pouring into her eyes, and it was about to pour out, and she shook her head, as if she wanted to be sober, but his face was dangling in front of her, and she couldn't see who he was, and she said in a very strong voice, "Can I hug you for a while?"

She was afraid that he would refuse, so without waiting for him to answer, she immediately reached out and hugged him

He had the Tao she was most familiar with, maybe it was an illusion, but the arc of his back so cut made her feel ironed and relieved, as if he had never left, she buried her face in his back, and the shirt seemed to be separated by thousands of mountains, and this life was already different, and she could not return hand in hand

After a long, long time, she didn't dare to move, but she was afraid that as long as she moved slightly, tears would fall from her eyes

Her hand was still on his side, and the thin fingers didn't seem to measure it, her breathing was a little heavy, a little warm, and through his lining, he turned his face sideways, and he could see her slightly closed eyelashes, as if they were wet, like the shrubs by the lake in an autumn morning, there was a layer of faint mist, her pupils should be very deep, and the amber had a strange temperature like pine resin, as if it was not solidified, but it was difficult to extricate itself, and everything was annihilated in an instant, there was a kind of trance that was almost Chu

He knew that he had drunk high, and he was rushing at him to push her away, and there was still the sweet breath of plum wine in her breath, too close to see her eyelashes fluttering slightly, like a petal in the morning, and with warm dew, with a kind of shy beauty, he didn't understand what he was thinking, as if there was no room for thought, and she had touched the incredible Wen with a sudden stunned

She began to instinctively resist vaguely refused, but he hugged her harder, as if he had never had her warmth, but there was a fragrance in his breath, he couldn't stop, like a moth in a fire, letting the flames burn his wings, shattering his bones, and scattering ashes, but he couldn't stop

There is a kind of bone marrow back, like a long-term illness unwillingly, but no matter how much he struggles, no matter how long he lasts, it is just in vain, he only knows that he has been looking at it for a long time, and he doesn't know when he has been clamoring for this kind of anxiety in his heart, and she is just like a clear spring, pouring it perfectly into his arms, making him feel addicted, unable to have any reason, obviously untouchable, but the paralysis of taboo makes him fall in the struggle

She must have cried, his fingers touched the cold drops, but it was like touching a rolling flame, and suddenly he woke up to what he was doing, he quickly let go of his hand and left her, and it took a long time to hear his voice, which had returned to that coldness and composure: "I'm sorry, I'm drunk," and before she could speak, he said, "I still have something to go out, just close the door when you leave."

He took the elevator straight to the garage and drove the car out of the district, he looked at the red light in front of him, only to realize that the roof window was opened at some point, the wind kept blowing on the top, it was very cold, he closed the window in a road, turned but unconsciously went back to the front of the district, when the car drove by, I just saw her standing on the side of the road waiting for a taxi, the white short sleeves were very conspicuous in the cold wind of late autumn, reflected by the street lamp, like a shallow orange huáng, she stood alone in the lamp, in fact, it was not very beautiful, he had seen so much beauty, in terms of beauty, no matter what, she was not a country and a city, and she had always been a little haggard between her eyebrows, as if a branch was opened, but when the west wind rose, it was already crippled

He looked at the taillights of the car in front of him in a trance, like a pair of red eyes flowing in the river of cars, unintentionally ignorant and drifting with the current

He didn't know how long he drove around the street, but he remembered that he passed Chang'an Avenue more than once, the straightest street in the city, the lights on both sides were like pearls, as if the brightest and smoothest pearls were lined up here, he turned aimlessly, drove the car and walked through the alleys of Guohuai Road, gradually quiet, even the sound of falling leaves was faintly heard, and occasionally encountered the opposite car, the bright lights changed, and the headlights seemed to be blinking

When it was quiet, she finally returned home, maybe the car lights were too bright, or maybe the movement was a little alarmed, Shao Kaixuan ran out with her robe on, stood on the steps, looked at him, and couldn't help but be a little surprised: "Why did you come back at this time?"

He rarely ran back in the third and half shifts, because the house was quiet, once he returned late and alarmed his father, it was inevitable that he would not be trained, but at this time he only felt tired and sleepy, and said perfunctorily: "You go back to the house, sleep" and walked towards the west across the courtyard, Shao Kaixuan seemed a little uneasy: "Second brother, are you drunk?"

"No," he just got tired and asked, "Dad, haven't come back yet?"

"The mountain has gone to a meeting" Shao Kaixuan looked at his god carefully and asked, "Are you out in trouble?"

"He's a little impatient" Guess what? I'm not a child."

Shao Kaixuan said: "You guys all have this spleen, just put on a stinky face and ask a little to get angry, I'm anxious, I owe you or what's old, like this, no one is worry-free."

Lei Yuzheng originally felt extremely tired, but he had to reluctantly cheer up and cope, and smiled: "Am I not tired?" Your son has become tired and tired outside, and you have to deal with capitalists and workers, and when you come back to see you, the prototype is revealed, you are goodbye, I will give you a beating," he said, and he made a gesture to massage her shoulders

Shao Kaixuan couldn't help but smile: "If you have it, you can go to sleep."

The old bathtub at home was still sitting for a long time, so he took a shower and felt it

It was extremely heavy, and I got up in the middle once, drank the cup and poured it again, and it didn't take long for it to continue, it seemed that it was Shao Kaixuan's voice, and I called twice, about him, I got up to eat, and I don't know why I didn't want to move, so I didn't bother to turn it over, and I continued, and finally I didn't know how long it took, and finally woke up, only to see Taizhao in front of the window, groggy in my head, maybe it was too long, and I remembered that the house I lived in was facing west, and it was too sunny to the window, and it should have been noon, and I couldn't help but be startled, and I picked up the watch in the cabinet to see that it was really afternoon

I didn't expect to sleep for so long, but I still felt very tired, as if he was not well, he got up to wash, just changed his lining, and suddenly Shao Kaixuan pushed the door and saw that he was looking for a suitable tie, so he asked, "You want to go out again?"

"Si has something to do over there," he said while looking at Shao Kaixuan's heavy face, so he said: "You didn't talk about cheongsam, I found you a master, when will he come and try it for you?"

Shao Kaixuan sighed: "I came to see you burn in the morning, and you didn't agree, I'm just afraid that you will be burned and confused, and then I will see that you have a fever, so why don't you know how to take care of yourself?" I don't know if I have a fever, I can't get up and work hard, and it's not a hundred thousand in a hurry, why run around in a hurry?"

It turned out to be a fever, he rarely caught a cold when he was an adult, and occasionally he had a fever when he caught a cold, and he never always waited for the fever to subside, so he smiled at Shao Kaixuan: "Don't you look at me?"

Shao Kaixuan was faintly worried: "You are all busy with your own business, your brother is busy with work, there is no way, you can't be seen," she thought of the most one, and felt even more sad, and paused when she said this

Lei Yuzheng hurriedly said: "I won't leave and stay at home for two today" and asked: "Is there anything?" All hungry."

Shao Kaixuan was really diverted: "I knew that you got up to boil in the kitchen, there was white porridge and a nest"

He was in the restaurant, the porridge master's pickles were very well matched, and he couldn't help but have two spoonfuls of porridge after eating, and suddenly heard some children's voices "babble".

Looking back, it was the nephew Yuanyuan, who had just turned one year old, swaying over, the babbling child looked pink and wore a white cashmere, with the right pink wings on his back, and smiled at him, revealing the only few teeth, he: "Uncle", he bent to pick up the child, let him sit on his lap, and asked her: "Yuanyuan is not porridge?"

Yuan Yuan shook his dark eyes and looked at him: "Uncle Porridge Yuan Yuan is not porridge" Yuan Yuan's Wei Luoxian had already walked over: "Yo is Uncle Porridge" Yuan Yuan suddenly picked up from his arms that were struggling and swaying on his knees, Wei Luoxian picked him up, but asked Lei Yuzheng: "What are you doing outside again?"

Wei Shao's two families are in the world, so although Wei Luoxian is his sister-in-law, because he is two years older than him, and he has known each other since yòu, he has always been used to talking casually, so he said: "Why do you buckle your hat to me as soon as you open like an old lady"

"If you don't get into trouble, will you sit here without any fun?" Wei Luoxian skimmed, "I don't believe it!"

"Aren't you too tired to go home and rest?"

Wei Luoxian looked at him with a smile: "You shouldn't have finally suffered retribution, so you came back to heal your injuries, right?" Lei Yuzheng was stunned for a moment before saying, "What retribution did I suffer?" ”

"Lovesickness" Wei Luoxian still smiled, "Every time you dump the child, I think you will eventually be retributed"

"Who did I dump me? Isn't it just Ling Momo many years ago, besides, it wasn't me who dumped her, she mentioned the breakup, I was dumped"

"Forget it, and use these Chen sesame seeds and rotten grains to pry me, I'm not an old lady, you don't need to hide from me for a month, my friend also saw you bring a beautiful aunt, I heard that it is still a star month, and I see you take Yimei to play tennis."

Lei Yuzheng gave himself another bowl of porridge with a blank face: "Come on, you can use this set to blackmail the old man and see how he cleans you up"

Wei Luoxian smiled "poof" and sat down across the table with the child in his arms: "Hey, I secretly told you that you, the diamond king, can't be mixed up, and the old lady is planning to give you a look, and she is talking about you, you are all this age, and you are not filial."

He didn't stop scooping the porridge with the spoon: "Nonsense, the old lady was sent to Micron at the age of twelve, and she took two high-level intellectuals who spoke English and German better than me, so she would not have this kind of feudal idea."