Chapter 158: Pain

Jiang Guangguang closed his eyes, and after a long time, he replied in a low voice: "I don't know." Everything about her future is unknown, including the child in her womb, and she doesn't even know if she has a future.

Guo Shu didn't speak anymore now, Jiang Guangguang stayed for a while, didn't think about anything anymore, and began to cook.

Guo Shu also walked to the kitchen and began to help Jiang Guangguang. He was obviously not very good at this, and he didn't even know how to choose vegetables, so Jiang Guangguang asked him to go back to the living room to watch TV.

However, the simple three dishes and one soup, Jiang Guangguang didn't take long to make it. Her craftsmanship is very good, and Guo Shu praised her three fresh soups for being delicious.

Guo Shu didn't stay long, and left after lunch. Before leaving, he hesitated, but still said: "Aei, if you still treat me as a friend, call me if you have anything." Someone to discuss, it's better than nothing. ”

Jiang Guangguang didn't know what he knew, she was silent for a moment, smiled, nodded seriously, and said, "Okay." ”

She looked very serious, Guo Shu knew that she would not speak easily, and wanted to say anything more, but after all, she didn't say anything, waved at her, and drove away.

Jiang Guangguang waited for him to leave before slowly returning to the courtyard, she sat on the sofa for a long time before going out.

When she was still so far from the hospital, she stopped. I just watched in a daze, and after a few minutes, I put my hand in my pocket and walked over.

The weather is cold, and there are a lot of patients in the hospital. The hall was crowded. Jiang Guangguang pressed the brim of his hat low, and followed the crowd to line up for registration.

After registering, there is still a queue, and there are more than 20 people in front of it. Jiang Guangguang found a corner and sat down.

The pregnant woman next to her is on maternity leave, with a big belly, reaching out and touching from time to time, and the expression on her face is extremely soft.

Jiang Guangguang was stunned, the pregnant woman probably noticed her gaze, turned her head to look at her, and asked with a smile, "How many months have you been?" ”

Jiang Guangguang didn't expect her to talk to him, so he was stunned for a moment. Before she could speak, the pregnant woman said, "You're just here to check, aren't you?" ”

Jiang Guangguang came back to his senses and nodded.

The pregnant woman was quite familiar, so she talked about her past few months. said a lot of precautions, let Jiang Guangguang pay attention.

Jiang Guangguang has always been silent, just nodding from time to time. The pregnant woman was at the front, and before she could say a few words, the doctor called her, and she stood up.

She was probably about to give birth, and it was a lot of struggle when she got up. Jiang Guangguang reached out to help her, and asked her to be careful in a low voice.

The pregnant woman smiled, thanked her, and went to the consultation room. Jiang Guangguang watched her back disappear into the room, and was about to retract his gaze when he saw a familiar person coming over from the passage not far away, it was Cheng Rongjian and Ding Junqing.

The two didn't know what they were talking about, Ding Junqing's face was worried, but it slowly calmed down. Handsome men and beautiful women, the two of them are too eye-catching for a while, attracting a lot of attention.

Jiang Guangguang didn't expect it to be so coincidental at all, so he stood up almost immediately and walked quickly to the pillar on the side.

Cheng Rongjian didn't see her, and when she looked out from behind the pillar, he and Ding Junqing had already arrived at the door of the clinic.

Cheng Rong called briefly, not knowing what Ding Junqing said. He withdrew the phone, and the two of them walked to the side and sat down at the empty seat.

In such a noisy place, he was also very patient, talking with Ding Junqing, and his side face was serious under the dazzling light.

Jiang Guangguang smiled faintly and quickly looked away. Sitting in the obscured corner of the corner.

Cheng Erye came over in person, where is the need to queue up. In just ten minutes, a doctor in a white coat hurriedly came. It didn't take long for Ding Junqing to follow the doctor, probably because he was afraid that she would be afraid, Cheng Rongjian gently comforted her and patted her on the back. Ding Junqing showed a shy smile on his face, and he didn't know what to say, so he followed the doctor.

Cheng Rongjian didn't leave, just sat down on the spot, raising his wrist to look at the time from time to time. Probably still worried, his brows were slightly furrowed.

Ding Junqing didn't take long to come out, and Cheng Rongjian talked with the doctor for a while, and then took her away. The aisle was a little crowded, and when someone came from the other side, he would stretch out his arm to protect Ding Junqing so that no one would touch her.

Jiang Guangguang looked at it, and a miserable smile appeared on his face. It turns out that the tenderness she has coveted is not just for her.

She suddenly remembered what Cheng Jinyan said.

Since Ding Junqing and Cheng Rongjian are in this hospital, the examination can no longer be done. Jiang Guangguang waited for the two to go away, then went downstairs, and then went out of the hospital.

Cheng Rongjian and Ding Junqing stood at the pharmacy window in the hall, waiting for the doctor to take the medicine. When I turned back inadvertently, I saw a thin figure walking outside. The figure was somewhat familiar, and he was about to take a closer look, but his vision was blocked by people passing by.

He was slightly distracted, and Ding Junqing called him. He withdrew his gaze and looked sideways at her.

Ding Junqing looked at him with a pair of beautiful eyes and asked, "What did you see?" Do you have an acquaintance? ”

Cheng Rongjian said no, she didn't like the hospital, probably because he was wrong. It's just a back.

Ding Junqing did not continue on this topic and changed the topic.

Jiang Guangguang got out of the hospital and walked a long way before tearing up the registration list and throwing it into the trash. She had nowhere to go for a while, so she wandered around the streets in a daze. It wasn't until it was almost dark that I went back to the small courtyard.

Probably because of her recent poor health, she is a little cold. When he returned to the courtyard, he lit a small stove. There were leftovers at noon, and she didn't plan to make any more, so she peeled the apples she bought in the afternoon and came out.

It's probably that a person is too lonely, and she can't help but think of the eye-catching scene in the hospital in her mind.

She quickly took a breath, trying to keep herself from thinking. But the picture seemed to take root, and it just stopped in my mind.

Her chest was tingling, and she sat still. Before I knew it, I burst into tears. It was a long time before she reached out to wipe it, and she didn't even know how she could be so fragile now. Tears will flow unconsciously.

Jiang Guangguang was just about to heat the meal when the doorbell rang, and she turned off the fire. When I went out, I found that it was an old witch outside. He probably didn't worry about her, and carried some meat and fruit in his hands.

Jiang Guangguang was not surprised to see him, so he stepped aside and let him in. Then he looked at the things in his hand and said, "What did you bring these for, I already bought them." ”

The old witch didn't speak, just handed her the things. Jiang Guangguang took it, put it aside, and then asked, "Have you eaten?" ”

The old witch nodded and said, "I have eaten." ”

Jiang Guangguang poured him a cup of tea. The old witch took the teacup, looked at her, and asked, "Did you go to the hospital?" ”

Jiang Guangguang was silent, and after a while, he said, "I went, I didn't check." ”

The old witch was not surprised at all, and after thinking for a while, he said, "If you don't want to go, don't go, I have a friend who can check it, and I'll take you to see it." Rest assured, others are fine and will not say anything. ”

He thinks a lot, and at this time he does not forget that this matter must be kept secret.

Jiang Guangguang unconsciously remembered Cui Yulai again, if Cheng Rongjian knew that she didn't think about it anymore, her eyes suddenly felt a little astringent, so she nodded and said yes.

The room fell silent for a moment, and the old witch paused for a moment and asked again, "Have you thought about it all?" ”

Jiang Guangguang didn't speak for a while, and after a while, he smiled, lowered his head, and said, "Let's do it for now, it won't be so bad." ”

What she meant was that the child was going to stay. The old witch nodded, looked at her stomach, and said, "At most, it will only be four months, and you should be able to see it." Plan for yourself. ”

If she had stayed along the river, it would have been a secret process. She really had to plan first.

This Jiang Guangguang didn't think about it, so she nodded and said, "Got it." ”

She was quite calm, and the old witch said, "You can go to Coke and stay for a while."

In any case, when giving birth to a child, someone has to take care of her for a while. The old witch was silent for a moment, and then said, "When the time comes, I will let your Aunt Mao go with you." ”

Jiang Guangguang didn't refute at all, smiled, and said yes. The old witch has always been a man of few words, and told her what she can and can't eat, and what she should pay attention to, and then left.

He didn't let Jiang Guangguang send it, saying that it was cold outside, so let her not go out. He would close the door for her.

After the old witch left, the room suddenly became deserted. Jiang Guangguang looked at the red flames and didn't move for a while.

She had to plan first, but she couldn't go to Coke. If this child is not welcome, then she will only affect them in the past.

She didn't want to bother anyone. If there is, she doesn't want anyone to know.

Jiang Guangguang thought about a lot of things this night, obviously she should be panicked and dazed, but she gradually calmed down.

The next day she got up at dawn, and the old witch came early, and she came as soon as she had washed up.

Lao Wu's friend also runs a clinic, but not along the river. In the county seat next door. But it's not a hassle, just a car ride away.

The equipment on his side is more thankful than the old witch's, the old witch has already said hello, he doesn't ask anything, and after asking some simple questions, he starts to check.

It is true that she is pregnant, and she is already six weeks old. Because he knew it earlier, Jiang Guangguang was very calm. Looking at the pictures on the B ultrasound, my heart is wrapped in a little softness. It was something she had never felt before.

Because I don't know, she smoked and drank alcohol in the past few days. Her heart was still bumpy, so she asked the doctor if it would have an impact.

The doctor said that the development of the fetus was normal, but she would have to have regular prenatal check-ups in the future. Jiang Guangguang breathed a sigh of relief, got up from the bed, tidied up, and then went out.

The old witch had been waiting outside, and when he saw Jiang Guangguang going out, he asked, "How is it?" ”

Jiang Guangguang gave him the list, and the old witch said that it was very good, and then thanked the doctor, and the two went back.

Jiang Guangguang was hungry, and when he walked to the side of the road, the old witch said, "Let's go after eating." The pasta here is quite famous. ”

Jiang Guangguang responded with a good word, and sat down with Lao Wu to find a relatively clean-looking storefront. Lao Wu ordered two bowls of noodles, added an omelette to Jiang Guangguang, and said, "It's not as good as before, things have to be eaten on time, and you can eat more meals." The first few months can be a bit tough, especially after pregnancy reactions. You don't need to eat when you can't eat it, but if you want to eat it, you have to get it in time. ”

Alone, the hardships can be imagined.

Jiang Guangguang nodded and said yes. The old witch looked at her, hesitated for a moment, and still asked, "Is it really impossible to be together again?" ”

Being alone is hard, especially after the birth of a child. Being a father and a mother at the same time, you have to rely on yourself for everything. Life as a single woman with children is not easy.

The old witch was actually puzzled, and he didn't know how she and Cheng Rongjian became what they are now. Although he didn't see her often before, he had heard a little about Cheng Rongjian and her, and he didn't know how it became like today.

Jiang Guangguang's body stiffened, and he remembered the scene in the hospital yesterday. He didn't speak for a while. How to be together? If it's because of her distrust, she can try to redeem and apologize. However, if you don't love it, even if you give up the bitter entanglement of self-esteem, it doesn't make any sense.

Jiang Guangguang fell silent and did not speak. The steaming noodles were quickly served, and the old witch didn't ask any more questions, but pushed the noodles in front of her and let her eat them.

The noodles are very glutenous, and the soup is also very well boiled and fresh. Add a fried golden egg, with green green onions floating on top, just looking at it makes people appetize.

Since he knew that he was pregnant, Jiang Guangguang was very able to eat. Even the soup was drunk cleanly.

After eating, the old witch did not take Jiang Guangguang back. Instead, he took her out into the streets and bought a bunch of useful and useless things.

When the two went back, it was already afternoon, and before they returned to the courtyard, Jiang Guangguang received a call from Guo Shu, saying that he asked her to come over and he invited her to dinner.

Jiang Guangguang didn't know if he really invited her to dinner or if he had something else, so he asked Lao Wu to bring back the things he bought, so he took a taxi to the place Guo Shu had booked.

She used to take the bus, but now there are many people, and she is afraid of crowding, so she took a taxi. At this time, the traffic was congested, and it was already dark when Jiang Guangguang passed.

She called Guo Shu and knew that Guo Shu was in a private room on the second floor. Guo Shu originally said that he wanted to come down to pick her up, but she said no, so she looked for it.

The hall was shaking, and the floor didn't know who had spilled the water. Jiang Guangguang was subconsciously cautious.

When he arrived at the staircase, Guo Shu was afraid that she would not find it, and he had come down, so he waved at her when he saw her. Jiang Guangguang walked up slowly and said, "Didn't you tell you not to come out?" ”

After so many times, the relationship between the two is closer. It's kind of like a friend.

Guo Shu smiled, and was about to speak, when he saw the person coming over from the other end of the corridor, he paused, and then greeted: "It's a coincidence, the second master is also eating here?" ”

Jiang Guangguang had already walked to the staircase at this time, and when he heard Guo Shu say hello, he looked towards the other end of the corridor. Cheng Rongjian wore a black coat, the sweater inside was erected high, and there was no expression on his handsome face.

She had only seen him yesterday, and she didn't expect to see him so soon. Counting, this is also the first time the two have met in the real sense since that day.

Cheng Rongjian naturally saw Jiang Guangguang, but he didn't glance at her. He bowed his head slightly at Guo Shu, and said lightly: "Guo Gongzi also came over for dinner?" The food here is pretty good. ”

Guo Shu smiled, and asked without saying anything: "Is the second master coming alone?" ”

Cheng Rongjian's gaze swept over Jiang Guangguang at this time, the corners of his mouth hooked, and just as he was about to speak, Ding Junqing walked out of the private room on the left. This is self-evident.

Ding Junqing had never seen Jiang Guangguang, and when he saw Cheng Rongjian talking to someone, he walked over. She had a few encounters with Guo Shu, so she greeted with a smile: "Mr. Guo is really a coincidence, is this your girlfriend?" ”

Guo Shu is a person with self-control in the circle, and he has never seen him bring a female companion after seeing him a few times. Ding Junqing was curious, and as he spoke, his gaze fell on Jiang Guangguang.

The atmosphere was a little different, Guo Shu didn't look at Cheng Rongjian, and said, "I didn't expect to meet Miss Ding here." ”

He did not answer Ding Junqing's question.

Ding Junqing smiled, glanced at Cheng Rongjian, and said, "It's hard to meet, why don't you go together?" ”

She didn't know if it was intentional or not.

Just didn't wait for Cheng Rongjian to speak, Guo Shu smiled and said decently: "I have already booked a private room, so I won't bother the second master and Miss Ding." ”

Ding Junqing's face showed some disappointment, and he said considerately: "Then next time." ”

Guo Shu smiled slightly, knowing that Jiang Guangguang was uncomfortable, so after a few words of greeting, he took her to the private room he had booked.

Behind them, Ding Junqing and Cheng Rongjian said something in a low voice, Ding Junqing's voice was gentle, with the gentleness of a Jiangnan woman.

Jiang Guangguang's steps were stiff, and his face was extremely white. When she arrived in the private room, Guo Shu poured her a cup of hot tea.

She originally picked it up, but suddenly as if she remembered something, put it down, and asked, "Is there boiled water?" ”

Guo Shu said yes, and then got up and went to call the waiter.

When she came back, Jiang Guangguang was in a daze, and she was a little out of state during this time. Guo Shu asked softly, "Are you okay?" ”

Jiang Guangguang came back to his senses, shook his head, and said in a low voice that it was okay. It didn't take long for the waiter to bring a glass of boiled water, and she drank it slowly.

Guo Shu asked her to order, and she also said that he would just let him order. Guo Shu didn't expect to meet Cheng Rongjian and them here, knowing that she was not happy, he didn't insist anymore and ordered food.

Waiting for the waiter to leave, he said some interesting things to lighten the mood. Jiang Guangguang was very cooperative, and the atmosphere was much better when the food was served.

Jiang Guangguang is a carnivore, and most of Guo Shudian's dishes are meat dishes. She used to love those dishes, but now she doesn't have the slightest appetite for them. Most of the time, they only eat vegetarian food.

probably seeing that she had no appetite, Guo Shu sandwiched a piece of fish meat for her and said: "The fish here is steamed very tender, this kind of fish meat is delicious, and it is well processed and has no fishy smell, you can try it." ”

He has already sandwiched it into the bowl, and Jiang Guangguang is not good at clipping it out again. She said I'll come by myself and eat the fish hard.

She couldn't touch anything fishy, and before she had eaten the fish, her stomach was sick. Her face changed, afraid that Guo Shu would see something wrong, so she said in a low voice I will go to the bathroom, and hurriedly opened the door and went out.

When she closed the door in the bathroom, she immediately threw up. It wasn't until she vomited everything she had eaten that she felt better.

Her face was not good, and she slowed down for a while, sorted herself out, and then walked out.

As soon as I went out, I saw Cheng Rongjian standing aside smoking a cigarette. Her steps froze slightly.

Cheng Rongjian also found her, glanced at her, and continued to smoke his cigarette. It's like two strangers.

Jiang Guangguang's footsteps only paused for a moment, and then continued to walk forward. All the way to the door of the private room, her back was stiff.

Before she could push the door into the private room, the door opened from the inside. Guo Shu stood inside, and when he saw her coming back, he asked, "What's wrong?" Isn't there something uncomfortable. You don't look good, do you want to"

Before he could finish his words, he was interrupted by Jiang Guangguang, and she said in a low voice, "It's okay." Probably because I ate something unclean, and my stomach was a little upset. ”

So after vomiting, she had no appetite at all, Guo Shu poured her boiled water, and she drank it slowly.

Guo Shu saw that she didn't move her chopsticks, so he asked, "Don't you have an appetite?" ”

Jiang Guangguang snorted, and seeing that he had almost eaten, he asked in a low voice, "Can I leave now?" ”

She didn't want to meet Cheng Rongjian and Ding Junqing again. Guo Shu probably knew what she was thinking, so he nodded and agreed.

He was considerate, probably afraid that she would starve. When I went downstairs, I asked for a few desserts, so that Jiang Guangguang could cushion when he was hungry.

Walking out of the restaurant and not meeting Cheng Rongjian and Ding Junqing, Jiang Guangguang subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief. The meal was really not pleasant, so she lowered her head and said sorry.

Guo Shu smiled and asked her to come back next time.

originally thought that Cheng Rongjian and Ding Junqing had left, but who knew that when the two of them arrived at the parking place, they saw Ding Junqing and Cheng Rongjian talking about something.

Guo Shu's car and Cheng Rongjian's car were very close, and there was only one car in between. He stopped and looked at Jiang Guangguang.