Chapter 185: The Most Honest Decision
Suddenly seeing Shen Hao, Jing Qi's whole person seemed to be petrified, so much so that the half-filled soup in his hand almost spilled.
Shen Hao's appearance was also completely unexpected, his affectionate eyes were full of hatred at the moment, I was surprised at the degree of this person's dissoluteness, it was beyond my cognition, and the lipstick marks of several shades on his face were not wiped clean, and he could tell from his drunken appearance that he had just come out of a nightclub or had just come out of a bar.
Jing Qi was quite frightened, looked at me in fear, and after a short shock, I quickly thought about how to respond to him in my brain.
I said sincerely, "I'll cook here, and I'll leave now, you don't have to think about it." ”
After I finished speaking, Shen Hao showed a thoughtful expression on his face, and said to me for a long time: "Look at your appearance of being sven, you are in a hurry to exonerate when something happens, it is really cowardly, if I stand in the corridor and yell now, who do you think will be more ugly?" ”
Shen Hao once again showed a hateful expression on his face, and I waited quietly, but Jing Qi beside me gently pushed me, signaling to me through his eyes, obviously I didn't want to entangle with him as a drunk, so he responded: "Don't talk nonsense with me here, I don't have time to talk nonsense with you, Jing Qi, let's go." ”
After saying that, I picked up the lunch box, separated Jingqi from him with my body, and then left quickly.
Our dodge didn't make Shen Hao give up, and he staggered after us to the side of the road outside the community.
Shen Hao trotted, brushed me away and walked in front of Jing Qi, raised his hand to give a loud slap, and scolded angrily: "Jing Qi, you are a brute, let me tell you, don't use this kind of indiscriminate means to stimulate me, are you a human or a dog yourself?" ”
Jing Qi covered her cheeks, but avoided Shen Hao's hateful gaze, I grabbed his hand, and then blocked in front of Jing Qi.
At this time, even a few passers-by around him couldn't stand it anymore, and asked, "Who are you, how can you beat people!" ”
This question stimulated Shen Hao's bestiality again, looking at everyone defiantly, she looked at Jing Qi again, Shen Hao, who had practiced taekwondo, suddenly fell over the shoulder and put me to the ground, and the backhand slapped Jing Qi's face hard, and bright red blood immediately flowed out from the corner of Jing Qi's mouth.
The more Jing Qi resisted, the more excited Shen Hao became, and the appearance of no one in his eyes made the people around him avoid it, daring to be angry and not daring to speak.
When I came back to my senses, I grabbed his hand again to prevent her from succeeding, at this time Jing Qi made a move that surprised me, she took advantage of the situation and slapped Shen Hao's face, the strength was no less than Shen Hao's, and suddenly five bright red fingerprints were left on Shen Hao's face.
She said to Shen Hao like a cold blade: "Shen Hao, let me tell you again, you can beat and scold me, but you are not qualified to touch my friends around me, I warn you again, if you touch my bottom line, I will never be soft on you again." ”
Shen Hao was completely angry, frantically broke free of the hand that was pinched by me, bent down and pointed at Jing Qi and yelled hysterically: "You will come to kill me if you have a kind, dead woman, aren't you bad enough to hurt me?" ”
Facing the shouting Shen Hao, Jing Qi's face was painful, and she said with red eyes: "I will pay you back slowly, but if you have to make a mess, I will have no scruples, I will find a way to buy you the equipment you want, and I can tolerate all your bad attitudes, but if you keep spreading your resentment on other people like this, I will never allow it, even if it is a crime with a thousand cuts, I will create it." ”
Shen Hao ignored Jing Qi, squatted on the ground in pain and held his head and roared in pain, and I finally let go of Shen Hao, who had given up the struggle, and blocked Jing Qi's body in time to prevent her from clashing with Shen Hao again.
There were more and more people watching around, and in order to avoid unnecessary trouble, I led Jingqi to quickly take a taxi not far ahead.
After getting into the car, Jing Qi looked at Shen Hao in the rearview mirror with painful eyes, he was still squatting in place, pulling his hair in pain.
In the process of staring in the rearview mirror, Jing Qi subconsciously bit her lip, her expression was very complicated, obviously because of this scene, she was struggling, she curled up in her seat, holding her head in pain, her voice was very soft, but it was full of heavy depression: "He is very hateful and pitiful, we can't redeem ourselves in this life, he regrets the quarrel three years ago, and I regret falling into the water three years ago." ”
My mood was completely disturbed, and Shen Hao in the rearview mirror had completely disappeared from my sight with the neon of the city, I looked at the night scene outside the car window in a trance, and suddenly felt that the whole city suddenly became false, full of indelible evil.
"Yu Hang, some sins are not inflicted by others, but are unresolved by their own demons...... her voice became lower and lower, and then she choked up, choked into sobs, and finally looked at me, crying without saying a word......
I was at a loss, the lunch box in my hand spilled the soup because of the tilt of the convenience bag, and finally found the emotional transfer I took out a tissue from my pocket in a panic and wiped off the oil stains in my hand, but how could I not wipe the dust in my heart.
The light on the street became brighter and brighter, and I lost all sense of direction in exhaustion, so I just watched blankly, and then watched the cars next to me as a bystander, listening to the sound of the whistle breaking......
Jing Qi's silence made me a little frightened, for fear that I would lose too many words, and I also responded to her with silence, so the night became quieter, and the restless soul swayed with the wind blowing from the car window.
Back at the gate of the hospital, the ambulance in and out, there were bursts of piercing sounds, and finally let me come back to my senses in a daze, Jing Qi handed over the plastic bag in his hand to me, and explained: "Now my mood and state are quite bad, I will visit my uncle and aunt again when I have time, I will go back first." ”
I nodded and didn't say anything more, because of the relationship between Jing Qi and Shen Hao, I already have a new understanding. In silence, she reached out and hailed a taxi, which quickly disappeared from my sight.
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Back in the inpatient department, I handed over Jingqi's mind to my parents, who quickly sensed my emotions, she motioned to my father to open the meal, took advantage of this, pulled me aside, and asked, "What's wrong son?" ”
"I'm inexplicably depressed, and I don't know what's wrong."
"In the past, you carried too much on your body, but now Mengmeng's surgery has been done smoothly, everything is developing in a good direction, you do things according to your own ideas, my mother supports you."
"What can I do?"
"Go to her, don't you miss her?"
Originally, I didn't feel sad about this, but when my mother mentioned it, I shifted my emotions, I don't know why, at this moment, I have begun to miss the time with Li Shi, and even the bits and pieces of quarrels every day.
I can't help but think back to what has happened between me and Li Shi in the past few months, I remember that there was a quarrel, reconciled, quarreled, reconciled again, she took wedding photos for my emergency rescue in the rivers and lakes, and saved the life of my best brother Lin Ke...... Now that I think about it, so many unforgettable things happened between us, and aside from all the events that happened here, it has also become a feeling between us, so I grieve for so long when she went to England.
I remembered that there were still some unfulfilled promises between us, and I didn't know what loneliness was before I met her, but since I met her, loneliness, vulnerability, and sensitivity seem to have become a part of me......
My mother held my face, rubbed it gently, and comforted: "Tomorrow you will go back to Xi'an, hurry up and deal with domestic affairs, and then go to the UK to find Li Shi, okay?" ”
I nodded vigorously, and then made the most honest decision in my life, I must find Li Shi!