Chapter 183: Hug Again
We stared at each other, I was short of breath because of the violent ups and downs of emotions, and Mo Han still had an indifferent expression at this time, and I couldn't guess her mood.
After a moment of silence, I realized that I was afraid that she was close to me, like the perfect figure in my imagination, and kept an unapproachable distance from me, and I finally walked slowly towards her.......
This time it's not an illusion, it's really not an illusion, Mo Han is still standing in place, she is waiting for me........ We really met, at this concert with "Living Alone".
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I finally came to Mo Han, I just looked at her, but I couldn't think of a word that could be used as an opening sentence after we met.
This time it wasn't me who spoke first, Mo Han smiled slightly and said, "It's you!" ”
Just Mo Han's words, my mood took a sharp turn, a sentence of "It's you" can't even compare to the greetings of ordinary friends, why is she still such an attitude towards me after so repeated? ?
"Well, it's my ......." I asked in a low tone, but with a smile on my face, "are you doing well?" ”
At this moment, I think Mo Han can answer: "I don't have a good life, because I think about you every day......." If this is the answer, I will definitely hug her tightly desperately.
After a moment of silence, I didn't wait for what I imagined, Mo Han just nodded and replied lightly: "Hmm! ”
I smiled wistfully, looking at the indifferent and beautiful Mo Han in front of me, I suddenly had such a real inferiority complex, the first time I really experienced this inferiority complex, this is an inferiority complex that I have never experienced in the women around me....... I don't know why this inferiority complex arises at this time and now, but it does arise so recklessly....... I was at a loss and looked helplessly at Mo Han in front of me!!
I've imagined countless times when we met, either intensely, intensely, or in ecstasy........ But I never imagined that it was the kind of scene that made me helpless and extremely uncomfortable........ I don't know who this irony is, but I know that I have too many emotions for Mo Han, this kind of emotion that originally only involved liking, because of several separations and misunderstandings, gradually mutated, and split into several indescribable emotions that annoyed me, made me happy, and made me worried, maybe it was this split that led to my inferiority complex and helplessness, I really don't know how to deal with the relationship with Mo Han.
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After a while, seeing that I had no words, Mo Han looked at me, turned around and prepared to leave, but I stood in place, unable to move, the fireworks that had been extinguished on the stage were once again gorgeous, and another song entered the ** part....... It turns out that I have been seeing Mo Han for a few minutes, but what have we done and said in these few minutes? Hehe, all we do is stare at each other, a few words, and separate again.........
I was unwilling, I was unwilling to watch Mo Han's back disappear from my sight so helplessly, and I finally quickly caught up with Mo Han's pace.
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Because I followed Mo Han silently because I was speechless, I didn't know what I was going to do, what else could I do, I just instinctively followed behind her, where she went, I went, I didn't want to face the cruel parting again.
We had already walked out of the gymnasium, Mo Han was blind to me behind her, she was ready to leave, I couldn't bear it anymore, and grabbed her.
Mo Han turned around, we looked at each other again, and I finally asked, "Are you going to leave like this?" ”
"Hmm."
Mo Han's always indifferent attitude made me sneer, and I asked, "Is this the only way we can do it?" ”
Mo Han still looked at me without a trace of change in expression, her indifference really made me unable to discern her emotions.
"Is it okay for you to say a word, I don't like you to always use silence instead of answering, you look back yourself, how many misunderstandings there are between us, it is because of your indifference!" I pulled out the grievances in my heart and raised my voice to Mo Han.
"I've already given you back your scarf and gloves, and we don't owe each other anymore, do we?" Mo Han finally pursed the corners of his lips slightly and said to me.
Mo Han's answer made me smile, and it took a while to say, "But you didn't give me back my heart." ”
My words made Mo Han slightly stunned, she shook her head lightly and said, "There is no point in talking about this now, we should respect each other's choices." ”
I nodded and said, "Maybe respecting each other's choices is indeed the best outcome now, but the mistake is that I just saw the note you left in your glove......... Do you think this TM creation is enough? "I said the words that stirred my heart the most in the smoothest tone.
There was silence and silence for a while, Mo Han's face was finally no longer indifferent, she raised her head, but she didn't look at me with grievances and angry eyes, she asked softly, "Did you see that note?" ”
"If I don't see it, will I still have the courage to stand in front of you?" My voice was not loud, but the words were clear.
After I said this, Mo Han's feelings and I switched for a moment, I gradually calmed down, and her indifferent face began to appear cramped, although it was difficult to detect, but I couldn't escape the me who cared about her the most.
After being silent for a long time, I said to her softly: "Let's not torture each other, if you have any grievances, just tell me, and I will help you share the big things......... Think about it, think about how beautiful it will be when we are together, you don't have to be lonely, I don't have to think hard, I will love you as all I have~~~ I want you to live in freshness and sunshine every day! ”
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Mo Han skimmed her head, the back of her hand covering her mouth, but her slender fingertips trembled slightly in the limited dim light........ My heart trembled.
"Let me hold you, okay?" Mo Han's appearance made my heart full of pity, but I didn't dare to take the initiative to hug her, because I don't know when, and we were marked with the passage of time without realizing it.
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We hugged each other again, it was Mo Han who hugged me, my happiness came so suddenly, my happiness was so simple, just a hug from Mo Han was enough, I was in an unreal emotion, I felt the solid feeling in my arms, at this moment I really felt like I had the whole world! I'm not greedy, as long as there is Mo Han in my emotional world, it will be full of sunshine and splendor! ~~
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In the embrace, I seem to have forgotten space and time, and the place I am in is no longer three-dimensional, we are in a plane, and in this plane, there is only me and her........
A red SRX, stopped opposite me, instantly made my place change three-dimensional, I hugged Mo Han, but my eyes were unexpectedly spliced with Lin Xi in the car, and Mo Han was still quietly leaning on my arms, her world was still quiet because her back to the red SRX........