Chapter 20: Surviving the Dilemma

"Where do you live?" I asked Mo Han.

"The hotel."

"Oh." I nodded, and I probably knew in my heart that Mo Han's economic conditions should be good, and staying in a hotel every day was also a big expense, how could ordinary people travel the mountains and rivers for so many years!

After a pause, I asked her again, "Mo Han, do you have a sister or sister?" ”

"Huh?" Mo Han finally turned around and looked at me puzzled.

"Do you have a sister or sister?" I repeated, I was really curious, that woman in Yangzhou was so similar to her.

She shook her head and said, "No." ”

I didn't ask any more, maybe there are really such similar people in this world, such as Cecilia Cheung and Gong Mi, which is not unusual for the world.

Mo Han opened the bag of sweet potatoes in his hand and ate them slowly.

"It's cold, don't eat it." I said to her.

"It's sweet, it's delicious." Her tone was a little surprised.

"If it's delicious, don't eat this, I'll buy another one for you." I said as I prepared to get up.

"No need, Zhang Yixi, it's not cool." She grabbed the corner of my coat with one hand and didn't eat again until I sat down.

I watched her eat, and for the first time she had a shy expression on her face, and I was overjoyed and continued to stare at her, an expression rarely seen on her face.

"How do you sell this scarf?" I was asked.

"26." I said without looking.

"Can it be cheaper?"

"Small business, no counteroffer." I was still staring at Mo Han.

"What kind of person are you, everyone is bargaining."

"Whoever gives a counteroffer, goes to whoever buys."

The man muttered and left, and I don't feel sorry for it, even though it hasn't opened today.

Mo Han turned his face to the other side, because I couldn't see it at all because of the obscuration of his hat.

"Mo Han." I called her.

"Hmm." She said yes, but didn't turn her head.

"Do you want anything else to eat, I'll buy it for you."

"No thanks."

"Then are you still cold, or I'll collect the stall and send you back."

"I'll just take a taxi myself, it's not far."

I was helpless about Mo Han's non-cooperation, but she didn't say she wanted to leave, and sat quietly beside me.

.........

I have to say that Mo Han is my lucky star, since the moment she sat next to me, I have made several orders, and a couple bought a three-piece set for couples, which is very good, completely beyond my expectations. Looking at the time, there was still half an hour before the stall closed, and Mo Han was still sitting next to me, but his hands were in his pockets. A layer of snow fell on the hat.

"I'll give you a hand." I said as I unbuttoned my coat and touched Mo Han's hand with my underwear, and suddenly a chill came to my bones, but I felt happy, at this moment I and Mo Han leaned on our bodies, it was just zero distance.

Mo Han subconsciously withdrew her hand, but I held on tightly to prevent her from moving.

"Don't move, it's hard to have chilblains on your hands in winter." I said as I showed her my hand, and there was already an ulcer.

She stopped moving, and I tucked up my coat again, put on my gloves, and began to sort out the goods and prepare for the stall. Before the things were tidied up, Mo Han pulled out his hand and began to help me put the things in the bag, but he seemed clumsy, and he didn't do housework often.

I finished sorting out the goods and trapped the sack behind the electric car, and Mo Han stood beside me.

"Which hotel are you staying in?"

"XX Hotel."

"It's not far, do you mind if I send you back?"

"Let's go." Mo Han said as he walked forward on the snow on the ground.

I pushed the car and followed her, and the two chatted while walking, although I was a chatter, but I was still cold from time to time, Mo Han didn't like to talk too much.

When we arrived at the door of the hotel, we also ushered in the moment of separation.

"Mo Han, you call me." I said.

She was really unguarded against me, and she took the phone out of her pocket and handed it to me.

I dialed my number with her phone, handed it back to her and said, "Oh, this is my number, if you want to stay in Nantong for a long time, I can relieve your boredom, um~~~ I can also accompany you to walk around." ”

Mo Han nodded and took the phone, I breathed a sigh of relief, this time I finally had Mo Han's phone number, even if she left Nantong, she was not afraid that she would not be able to be contacted.

When I got home, I drank a glass of hot water, washed up and lay down on the bed, I was sleepy and tired.

I thought I could sleep quickly, but I couldn't sleep anymore, and my heart was faintly stirred by some emotion, I knew that this must be related to meeting Mo Han by chance, and subconsciously I wanted to meet her very much, otherwise I wouldn't have left my job in Yangzhou to chase that

"Sports Car Girl"

I thought of Shen Man again, but my heart suddenly became lost, we haven't been in touch for a long time, this time she really gave up on me and didn't want to tolerate me anymore.

I picked up the phone and wanted to call Shen Man several times, but in the end I gave up, and I lost the courage to call her.

This night I had insomnia, all kinds of emotions suddenly filled my brain, I was too ordinary, ordinary a little shabby, I didn't dare to think about my future, until this time I haven't gotten rid of the life of making a living by setting up stalls.

What am I going to do? I seem to have lost touch with this society, I can no longer find the center of gravity to support my life, am I really so useless without Shen Man?

I turned on the light, lit a cigarette, and reminisced about my life during this period of time, but I didn't know what went wrong, I was obviously working harder than before, but I was more depressed and embarrassed, what was going on?

Looking out the window, the snow is falling, and tomorrow will not be a good day.

I used to love snow to make the world white and immaculate, but now I hate it because when the snow is heavy, there are fewer people shopping at night, which affects my business.

I realized that I had gradually changed, I had become "mercenary" and "gain and loss", and I would hate such beautiful snow, and I might have been hopeless.

The next day, I woke up early and heard Brother Luo say that there was a new product in the wholesale market recently, and I was going to pick up a batch of goods with him.

Brother Luo and I spent the whole morning visiting the wholesale market, and at noon, the two of us sat on a stool next to the elevator and took two cups of hot water, and ate steamed buns.

"Xiao Zhang, what are you going to do, do you still keep setting up a stall like this?" Brother Luo said and handed me a bag of mustard vegetables.

"Well, it's hard to find a job now, so I can only do it first." I said.

Brother Luo sighed, we have really become friends during this period of contact, and he is worried about my current situation. I smiled and said, "You can always find a job, the key is to have a correct mentality, for example, the more urgent you are to work, the more you can't find a suitable one." ”

"That's right, Brother Luo wishes you to find a suitable job soon."

After a pause, he took out a handful of red fruits from his pocket and handed them to me, saying, "This is a fruit of ten thousand years, you have nothing to use to rub the place with chilblains, it is beneficial." ”

"Thank you, Brother Ro." I said very sincerely, I am grateful to this simple big brother, you will never see those annoying tricks and deceit in him.

Brother Luo patted my head and said, "Thank you kid and me, you are a literate person, and I will be very happy to remember you Brother Luo when you are developed in the future." ”

"Don't say that, Brother Luo, no matter what happens in the future, you will be my eldest brother."

"Hey~~~ Don't be hypocritical, let's go, go home and rest, and go out to the stall together at night."

"Hmm."