At the mention of his father, Song Yingchen softened his heart, sat down on the edge of the bed, and buried his head very low.

Lu Meiqin hurriedly leaned forward and said in a low voice: "Yingchen, let's have a good talk, you have been avoiding me recently, you must have something in your heart." ”

He turned his face to the side and ignored it, and his indifferent attitude cut Lu Meiqin's heart like a blade.

"I know that you are dissatisfied with your mother, and I only neglected you and our family because I only cared about work. You may think that I am greedy for money, and I am so tired and tired just to make money, but I can't help myself. You forget, we have been separated for seven years, and I have been alone for seven years, and no one has said that I have no one to accompany me, and it is really lonely. If I don't focus on my work, how can you let me live 24 hours a day? ”

"Don't you think you've changed?"

"Yes, people change, don't you change too."

"Me?"

"Of course. In the past, if you weren't like this, at least something would tell me, and you wouldn't hold it in your heart. ”

"Then did my mother know everything about me?" On the contrary, the special meaning in his eyes made Lu Meiqin shiver.

She was silent for a moment, but she still didn't have the courage to confess to her son.

Song Yingchen stood up in disappointment and began to pack up his clothes again.

"I wanted to move out because I felt that it was time for me to be independent, so that I could do what I wanted to do without having to be idle every day. Second, you're so tired, you have to take care of my career on the one hand, and I don't want to trouble you. Thirdly, maybe everyone needs a little bit of privacy, or a world for two. ”

When talking about "the world of two", he deliberately accentuated his tone and firmly locked his eyes on Lu Meiqin.

Lu Meiqin flinched, involuntarily.

"Are you in love? Why don't you bring your girlfriend back for your mom to see? She continued to play Tai Chi, which made Song Yingchen unbearable, and finally spit out the resentment that had accumulated in her heart.

"Aren't you planning to bring that man back for me to see?"

As expected, the atmosphere froze instantly.

Lu Meiqin's calm face slowly squeezed out a smile, looking very difficult.

"It turned out to be for this...... Mom doesn't want you to worry about things that she hasn't decided yet, but you may have misunderstood something, and some things are not what you think. ”

"So I'd better move out so as not to disturb you."

"What are these words, do you think that there can be someone more important in my heart than you, who do you think of your mother?"

This questioning encompassed all her dedication and sacrifice as a single mother for more than ten years, and Song Yingchen was suddenly dumbfounded.

Indeed, no matter how much she desires in her heart, she values this son the most. If it weren't for Song Yingchen, she might have had a new marriage and a new backer, and she wouldn't have to show up to compete with men in society.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have said that." Song Yingchen apologized.

"Yingchen, your attitude today makes me feel chilled."

"I'll admit it, but didn't you always want me to pierce this layer of paper, and I got my wish today."

"What else do you want to know after the stab?"

"What the hell do you have to do with that man?"

"Partnerships, business partners, friends to talk to, that's all. He has helped me a lot, and without him, Yingchen Jianye would not have developed so fast in the past two years. ”

"It's as simple as that?"

The eyes of the mother and son confronted each other somewhere in mid-air, like a pair of hooks biting each other.

"It's as simple as that."

"Simple enough to open a room together?"

As soon as these words came out, Lu Meiqin felt that every pore in her body was being pierced by hot needles, and her anger rushed straight to her head, and she raised her hand and gave Song Yingchen a slap.

"Presumptuous!" She was furious, but the overreaction was more of a cover for herself, and then she cried "wow".

Song Yingchen didn't hide, didn't cover, didn't resist, and his expression was colder than the ice ridges on the eaves of the 39 Heavens. Now that the window paper has been pierced, there is nothing to worry about at this time.

"I don't have a mom to do it, I don't make a lot of money, and I don't do housework, otherwise you can still eat delicious meals when you go home. I can't give you anything, and I don't help this family at all, so I want to move out, but taking care of myself is considered filial piety to you. What's more, you can come home and not have to sneak around in a hotel outside, which costs money and is not decent, and that's what I can do. ”

Lu Meiqin cried even more.

“…… I'm also a woman, can't I have my own feelings? She questioned, only to feel that the tears that came out of her eyes also became fishy, and they were the blood flowing from her heart.

Song Yingchen's heart ached.

"Yes, it's a natural human right, it's the same for everyone. But Mom, don't you think your feelings are too open-minded? If it is a feeling of being able to bask in the sun and walk on the street, I think not only me, but everyone who knows you will be happy for you and send blessings. ”

"You stole my bag, followed me, and went to him behind my back...... Is this above board? ”

"Of course not, but I don't want to do that, if you didn't do something weird, why did you hide and be afraid that I would know?"

The taboo and sensitive topics are getting deeper and deeper, and Lu Meiqin's stubborn reserve as a mother has completely fallen. Her business is thriving, her social network is like a fish in water, and her confidence is growing...... But only in front of her son, she felt inferior and aggrieved.

Ask yourself, except for the form of her relationship with Lei Wan, she doesn't understand what she is wrong with. After being abandoned by Song Aiguo, there were other men in her life, most of whom were lackluster, but there were also some who had good conditions in all aspects and were willing to accept orphans and widows, but unfortunately they all ended up. Because there are too many times, she obviously feels that kind of rejection and hostility from Song Yingchen, as if she is not worthy of love, as if a "good wife" will disgrace a "good mother".

Yes, Song Yingchen has a mother-lover complex, he is used to the family arranged by fate for him with only a mother and no father, and instinctively refuses anyone to break this pattern.

"I don't need anyone to be happy for me, I don't care at all, I know too well what I want at this age. When I was with your dad, he said he would always love me and never leave me, but what happened? Later, I met a few people who wanted to be good with me, but you were too young, and I didn't want another dark cloud in your heart that was already clouded. But now that you're older and my mission has been accomplished, I just want to find someone to lean on when I'm wronged and hug me when I'm tired, is this wrong? ”

"Then you get married." Song Yingchen said provocatively.

"I'm not interested in marriage."

"But people are married men, is it appropriate for you to do this?"

"Was it appropriate for your dad to do that?"

She asked rhetorically, Song Yingchen didn't know how to answer, but she still pointed the finger at Lei Wan.

"Can you tell me if you like that person or the game he plays with you?"

Since the words are opened, the topic cannot be bypassed.

"All I know is that I can live like a woman for a short time with him, and I'm very satisfied with that."

"Satisfied...... Can a whip mask give you satisfaction? Song Yingchen plucked up the courage to ask, ready for another louder and angry slap. The arrival of this moment was not as embarrassing as expected, but it allowed him to release his pressure to the maximum.

"Now that you've made it clear, I don't want to play dumb riddles with you." Also released was Lu Meiqin, who walked out of the bedroom to the living room, lit a cigarette and sat down on the edge of the bed. In order to calm himself, the ashtray in his hand kept turning in the palm of his hand, as if he was back in the state of talking about business.

"What did you do in the U.S. besides studying? I mean, except for eating and sleeping. She asked.

"What do you mean?"

"It's time to have fun." She shook the soot and lifted Erlang's legs, "If I'm not mistaken, you used to be obsessed with online games and often played all night. ”

"Yes, I'll admit, it was too much of schoolwork, so I was bored and lost in the game. So what? ”

"You can have your game, I can't have mine?"

"Is this the same thing, these are two different things at all!"

"It's the same thing in my opinion. There is a saying in China that only the governor is allowed to set fires and the people are not allowed to light lamps. I'm older than you, but I'm also human, and there are times when I need to relieve stress. ”

"If you need to relieve stress, you can go on a trip, hang out with friends, or even square dance......

"Don't compare those market aunts to me." As a woman's vanity was highlighted, Lu Meiqin said slightly angrily, "A hundred people have a hundred ways to live, and I don't want to go with the flow." ”

"So you just find another way to ride the wind and waves? Do you think it's personality, it's different? ”

"No, I'm not proud of it, I just want to say that things aren't as dirty as you think. I remember that since I was a child, I taught you that it is not easy for people to live a lifetime, and if you want to experience something, you should be bold to experience it, and don't leave regrets in life. Everyone is a perceptual being, and there is nothing wrong with perceiving different aspects of life to the greatest extent. ”

"You're quibbling!"

"You're literate and an adult, so there's nothing to be ashamed of saying something. Eating and coloring also, in addition to the basic desire of eating and sleeping, there is only that thing, your mother and I have not yet reached the end of our lives, it is normal to have this kind of demand. ”

"I don't deny your needs, I am glad that you are young and that my mother is still young. But the way you're meeting your needs is problematic and abnormal, and that's worrying me. ”

"What's there to worry about, do you still see less things like this abroad?"

"There are a lot of foreign countries, and I think it's normal. In that regard, the concept of openness is not a foreign patent, and we are also gradually opening up the ideological imprisonment here and pursuing the emancipation of human nature......"

"Then why oppose me, why can't I do what the tall nose and yellow hair can do?"

"Because you weren't like that before. You were abducted to that road, which was not yours in the first place! ”

"Who was born to do that?"

Lu Meiqin's last rhetorical question completely blocked Song Yingchen's mouth.