Chapter Twenty-Six: It Won't Last Long, It Won't Be Happy
Qin Keke was originally just kind but did bad things, and accidentally sent the photo of Shi Yang's date to the circle of friends, and her circle of friends exploded instantly, everyone was very curious, looking forward to what the reaction would be at the end of the season, however, there was no reaction at the end of the season, but in the end, it was the beginning of the season that he couldn't bear it, and he waited at the door of Yi'an for many days, in exchange for a meeting with Shi Yang.
Shi Yang saw Ji Chu from a distance, she frowned, and walked over stubbornly.
Ji Chu looked at her anxiously, saw her walk out of Yi'an, obviously saw herself, and walked in front of her, "Shiyang! He hadn't seen her since the last time, and his eyes fell on her face, and he clearly remembered the last time he accidentally pushed her in a hurry, and her forehead was bumped.
Sure enough, seeing a small pink scar on the white and smooth forehead, his heart instantly throbbed, and he blamed himself for the little princess he had sworn to protect, but he still hurt her after all.
Shi Yang looked at him without squinting, as if he was really waiting for him to speak, what did he come to find himself, was it an apology? Then there is no need, he is not wrong, it is himself who is wrong.
Ji Chu took a cold breath and asked, "Yangyang, why do you want to go on a blind date?" Didn't we say we'd try to date for a while? ”
At the very least, if you haven't proposed a formal breakup, how can you go on a blind date?
Is this to question yourself? Shi Yang looked at him with a cold expression, looking at the sadness on his face, and finally she smiled, her smile was a little dazzling: "I thought we had broken up." "Haven't you broken up yet? I guess I broke up.
Even though he didn't tell himself personally, he used practical actions to tell himself that they no longer had any relationship with each other and had already broken up.
"'No, we didn't break up, Shiyang, we didn't break up.'" Shi Yang's words, Ji Chu was in a hurry, he hurriedly explained, denied, how could he break up? There is no possibility, he has also thought about it, as long as they talk, they will never break up, absolutely not.
Regarding Ji Chu's reaction, Shi Yang just felt helpless, "Ji Chu, didn't you find out?" Even if you don't propose to break up, I don't talk about leaving, we won't come together after all, it won't last long, and even if we're together, we won't be happy. ”
Happiness?
How can it be happy? Between her and the Ji family, it is like a very wide galaxy, and they will never be able to come together, which seems to have been doomed a long time ago and can never be changed.
"How do you know it won't last long if you haven't tried it?" Ji Chu looked at her bitterly, after all, she still complained about herself, complaining that she was between her mother and her, and he chose her mother.
"Okay, if you're here to talk to me about this, let's talk about it." Shi Yang didn't want to talk to him anymore, there were some things that they couldn't control.
"No, I'm here to ask, why did you go on a blind date?"
"You got it." In this regard, Shi Yang behaved extremely blandly, and said: "I'm tired and don't want to talk about the so-called love, it's better to find a suitable man who only gets married and doesn't fall in love, and then if I'm lucky, I will have a child to support myself for the rest of my life, and I won't let myself be lonely in the second half of my life, and another point is that I am not used to being an orphan, and I hope to have a home that can let me sleep with peace of mind." ”
It's really tiring to fall in love!
Not only paid for her youth, but also took her own life, she no longer believes in love, only married and not in love, maybe she can make her already scarred heart no longer hurt, in this way, even if her husband cheats one day, because he has never loved, he can accept it calmly and turn away with relief.
Ji Chu heard Shi Yang's words, he didn't know what to say, even if he wanted to say something, he was not qualified to say it, for her, he was one of the people who hurt her. It was something he couldn't do undo before it had started, and the old thing was brought up again, only to tear the scabbed wound open again.
After figuring it out, he was relieved, and Ji Chu didn't say anything, just showed a calm smile and said, "Shiyang, I hope your wish will come true." "It's beautiful for her to only get married and not fall in love.
"Thank you for your blessings, I think, it will come true." Shi Yang smiled.
Ji Chu nodded, sure enough, it's just the right thing to do, Shi Yang, in fact, you can't be sure yourself, right? Is it just a try?
Ji Chu looked at Shi Yang, looked at the confidence on her face, and suddenly understood that maybe her insistence was wrong after all.
In the end, Ji Chu was angry, for him, it was his own choice, then he should bear the final result, in fact, Ji Chuchu was still a little relieved, Shi Yang finally chose not himself, nor Ji Suan, he should be happy, right?
Time flies quickly, a month has passed in a blink of an eye, in this month, Shi Yang feels that he has a very fulfilling and satisfying life, Song Yan will come to him every day, send himself to work in the morning, accompany him to eat at noon, and pick himself up at night.
Shi Yang thought that maybe Song Yan would be a good choice, after all, there were not so many twists and turns between them.
Today, Song Yan came to pick up Shi Yang from work again, but this time he didn't wait outside, but directly entered the Yi'an bar.
When the red hair saw Song Yan, he muttered a few words dissatisfied, this person is not as handsome as Ji Ershao, didn't he already talk to Ji Ershao some time ago?
Why are you with this Song Yan at this time?
Seeing Shi Yang in the corridor, Hongmao said expressionlessly: "Sister Yangyang, your Song Yan is here to pick you up again." ”
Shi Yang was stunned for a moment, then laughed, nodded, and said, "Okay, I know, thank you." ”
"No thanks, but, Sister Yangyang, are you having something unpleasant with Ji Ershao? I think Ji Ershao is quite good to you, why did you choose to have a Song Yan, but not Ji Ershao! ”
Hongmao didn't know the truth of the matter, so it wasn't strange that he would ask like this, but for his inquiry, Shi Yang only said a few perfunctory words, and said: "If you don't have a compatible personality, you won't choose, anyway, Song Yan is also very good." ”
"Really?"
"Okay, you go and remove your makeup, I'll go first."
Shi Yang obviously didn't want to talk to Hongmao anymore, the matter between her and the beginning of the season was not something that could be explained clearly in a sentence or two, and she didn't plan to say anything about it.
After Shi Yang came out of the backstage, he saw Song Yan sitting at the bar not far away, today's Song Yan was wearing a burgundy suit, he was 187 tall, and he easily controlled this red, this red, even if it was the end of the season, could not be controlled.
Seeing Shi Yang, Song Yan had a gentle smile on his face and beckoned to her.
Shi Yang walked over, sat down next to him, and asked the bartender to mix a glass of "Angel's Kiss" for herself, Angel's Kiss is the best wine in this bar, with a very high degree, if it was Shi Yang in the past, she might not have been able to drink such a high wine, but now she is almost a drinker.
"Drink less." Song Yan watched her drink as if she was drinking water, and her brows couldn't help frowning, reminding her to drink less, after all, drinking hurts her body, especially for women.
He is a doctor, and he also has his own insistence and even calculation for some aspects.
Shi Yang drank the wine glass in his hand and said, "Don't worry, I'm just having a drink." ”
"Well, where do you want to go? I don't have a night shift tonight. Song Yan looked at her, during this period of getting along, he had figured out the character of this woman, she was not like the rumors, but a lonely girl, and often a little sad.
He wondered why she was so sad, as if she had lost any hope in the world, as if everyone had abandoned her.
After getting along for a month, she always had an expression of rejection from thousands of miles away, only insecure people would do this, but he clearly felt that although she was defensive against everyone, she still insisted on being with herself, and even tried to adapt to herself.
"I want to go to the playground!" Shi Yang came to such a sentence on a whim, with a faint smile on his slightly red face, drunk eyes, he didn't know if she was really drunk or pretending to be drunk, but he still agreed: "Okay, then let's go to the playground." ”
The night market in the imperial capital is very lively, crowded with people, however, compared to the lively night market, the playground is much more deserted, at this time the playground has closed, the two stood at the gate, Shi Yang looked at the closed gate, and said: "Let's go, let's change places!" ”
There is still a little loss in my heart!
Seeing her like this, Song Yan shook his head helplessly and said, "No, I know there is a place where you can still enter." ”
"Really?"
Song Yan didn't speak, but directly took her hand and walked towards the back mountain of the amusement park, there is a small door here, although it is locked, but the fence is very low and easy to climb over.
Shi Yang was also brave and followed him in.
"Come, I'll catch you!" Song Yan stood below, looking at Shi Yang on the wall, he opened his arms, expecting her to jump into his arms.
Seeing Song Yan like this, Shi Yang was a little embarrassed, and a flush flashed on her face, "That, I'm very heavy, and it's not that high, I can jump." ”
"Don't worry, I can still hold you."
"But!"
"Shi Yang, didn't you say that we should try to understand each other?"
"Okay--okay, then you're holding on!" Shi Yang was still a little hesitant, but for no reason, she still believed Song Yan, closed her eyes, and jumped down fiercely.
Who knows, the expected pain did not come, but fell into a warm embrace, and Shi Yang was still a little apprehensive in his heart.
"Huh! It seems that you still don't believe in my strength! Seeing Shi Yang's appearance, Song Yan pretended to be disappointed and said.