Sun Jingyi, who has always shown the public as an "iceberg beauty", immediately showed a warm smile on her face after seeing me, put down the book in hand, and said as she walked out: "Weizi, why are you here?" ”

Sun Jingyi was wearing a simple T-shirt and jeans, and her hair was tied in a ponytail at the back of her head, looking more capable and mature than before. I thought that after I had Li Jiaojiao in my heart, I would be able to stabilize my mood when I saw Sun Jingyi again, but I still underestimated the power of the goddess, and I was so excited on the spot that I couldn't say anything: "I've been in Luocheng for so long, and I haven't come to look for you yet!" ”

While speaking, Sun Jingyi had already come to me. No matter how cold she was with other boys, she always had a warm smile in front of me. She smiled and touched my head and whispered, "Fool! ”

Mai Jun next to him immediately made a distressed look, and exaggeratedly covered his chest with his hand, saying, "Can you not show affection, make me feel very uncomfortable as a bachelor!" ”

However, although Sun Jingyi's actions are very intimate, I still don't feel any ambiguous emotions between men and women, and I still feel that Sun Jingyi is like a sister to a younger brother to me.

Sun Jingyi scolded Mai Jun and asked him how he brought me over. Mai Jun told him what had happened before, and after Sun Jingyi learned that Mai Jun hadn't eaten yet, she invited him to eat with the two of us.

Mai Jun immediately waved his hand and said no, you two finally saw each other once, so I shouldn't be this light bulb.

Mai Jun said goodbye to the two of us as he spoke, turned around and left. As soon as Mai Jun left, I took out my newly bought mobile phone and handed it to Sun Jingyi, saying that it was a gift from me.

The mobile phone I bought for Sun Jingyi was the most fashionable one on the market at that time, not only the camera was clearer, but also MP3 songs could be stored in it, and the ringtone could also be replaced with your favorite songs. Of course, the price is also expensive, more than 3,000. As you can imagine, Sun Jingyi was startled, and quickly said no, no, and asked me where I got so much money to buy a mobile phone.

For this, I was mentally prepared, so I said sister, you have been out of touch for too long, I don't know if I am making money now. He also said that this is a piece of my heart, and she must accept it, and it will be convenient for her to contact it in the future.

During the winter vacation before, Sun Jingyi had seen me use my mobile phone, and I also told her about me showing people the field, so she knew that I now had a certain financial ability. In short, after persuading for a long time, Sun Jingyi accepted the mobile phone, but also told me that I couldn't give her any more gifts in the future, and I tried to save my own money if I had money, and don't spend it indiscriminately.

Sun Jingyi's tone and attitude when she spoke to me were still old-fashioned like an elder. However, with the new mobile phone, Sun Jingyi was still very happy, and I also taught her how to use it, Sun Jingyi quickly mastered it, and said that she would call me often in the future, so as to urge me to study hard.

After that, we discussed where to eat, Sun Jingyi suggested that we go to the cafeteria, and I said I don't want to be killed by the boys in your school with their eyes, let's go eat outside the school.

Sun Jingyi agreed, went outside the school with me, and told me that she would be invited to this meal. As soon as I got out of school, Sun Jingyi naturally took my hand as before, which reminded me of those times in junior high school.

Sun Jingyi's hands are very soft and cold, and holding them is another touch, which is not the same as the warm feeling when holding hands with Li Jiaojiao, but it still makes my heart pound, and Sun Jingyi is very generous, as if it is not a big deal.

I have always had feelings for Sun Jingyi, I have liked her and been infatuated with her for a long time, but I have never felt that she has the slightest affection for me between men and women, she holds my hand as if my sister is holding my brother, which is also the reason why I have no confidence in this relationship. Even when crossing the street, she would remind me to be careful, as if I was a three-year-old child, which made this feeling even more obvious.

Sun Jingyi was in a row of restaurants on the side of the road across the street from her school, and she asked me what I wanted to eat, and I said anything. Sun Jingyi took me to a noodle restaurant, ordered a bowl of Lanzhou ramen per person, and smiled embarrassedly and said, "I don't know how much ramen I have to ask you to eat before I can make up the money for this mobile phone." ”

I hurriedly said, "I don't need to make it up, it's a gift from me." ”

The meal was unusual, and we chatted while eating noodles, looking like the years were quiet and the present world was stable. Sun Jingyi asked me how I remembered to find her, how could I tell her about Li Jiaojiao at the dinner table, and said that it was nothing, I just haven't seen you for a long time, and I miss you very much.

Sun Jingyi laughed lightly and said again: "Fool." ”

Sun Jingyi chuckled lightly and said stupidly, the lethality was so great that it almost hooked my soul, but when I thought that she was not interesting to me at all, I still felt quite sad in my heart. Next, Sun Jingyi incarnated into the old cadre model again, teaching me to study hard and not to always go to the field or something, that is not the right way after all.

"Don't you want to go to the same university with me, you must work hard!" Sun Jingyi always smiled softly.

"Hmm." I lowered my head, unable to describe my mixed feelings.

After eating, Sun Jingyi told me that if there is nothing to do, go back early. I hurriedly said that there was no need to rush, we finally met, so let's go somewhere.

Sun Jingyi didn't refuse, just said that there was a park nearby, and it was just right to take a walk, so she took me over.

At this time, it was late spring and early summer, the sun and wind were warm, the park was lush, and there was a large lake, so we walked slowly around this lake. In the park, Sun Jingyi still wanted to hold my hand, but I silently retracted it, Sun Jingyi looked at me a little strangely, and I also pretended not to see it.

There weren't many people in the park at noon, so it was quiet all around, with the occasional birdsong coming through. When we reached the bottom of a gazebo, we stopped, facing the lake and mountains, and did not speak for a long time.

"Weizi, do you have something to say to me?" After a long time, Sun Jingyi finally broke the silence.

I turned my head and looked at her, and Sun Jingyi also turned around and faced me.

Sun Jingyi is really good-looking, with a pair of eyes like the autumn moon, a slightly upright nose bridge, skin like snow, thin lips like cicada wings, and just the right figure, I really won't get tired of watching it many times.

I like her, of course I like her, and to this day, she still has an unshakable place in my heart, but I have to give up on her, give up this unattainable dream.

"Weizi, what's wrong with you?" As if sensing that my eyes were a little strange, Sun Jingyi asked me with a slight frown. But even when she asked me, she looked concerned, as if I was sick.

"Sister......

I looked at her, plucked up the courage, and said seriously, "What do you think is the relationship between us?" ”

"Why do you ask that?"

"Sister, answer me." I said stubbornly. If this is a dream, I have to shatter it with my own hands, I can't lie to others and myself anymore, and I can't kidnap Sun Jingyi emotionally anymore, it may be better for both of us to end it sooner.

In the face of my questioning, Sun Jingyi fell silent, as if she was afraid of hurting me, and was thinking about how to answer my question appropriately. I shook my head and said Sister, just say it, don't be afraid of hurting me, I'm mentally prepared!

Hearing me say this, Sun Jingyi's eyes showed a trace of doubt, and said, "What are your psychological preparations?" ”

I bit my lip and didn't answer Sun Jingyi's question, but said, "Sister, just talk about it, I want to hear your true thoughts." ”

Sun Jingyi looked at me strangely and said Weizi, what's wrong with you today, didn't we say that we wouldn't talk about this now, and wait until we were admitted to a university in the future?

As she spoke, she reached out and touched my head, saying, "Weizi, don't think nonsense, just study hard, do you know?" ”

Again, Sun Jingyi will always treat me like a child!

I took a step back, dodged her hand, and said with a bit of grumbling, "I don't know! I felt like a fool, chasing a dream that would never come true! Sister, don't coax me anymore, in fact, you don't like me at all, you just want to motivate me to study hard, don't you? ”

Sun Jingyi's eyes showed a hint of surprise, as if she didn't understand my words, and asked, "Why do you think like that?" ”

I shook my head and said, "Sister, we both know it, although we are usually quite intimate, we can hold hands, laugh, and play like a little couple, but I have never felt a trace of love between lovers in your eyes, nor have I felt a little bit of love between men and women from your actions, you have never liked me, right?" ”

These words, in fact, have been held in my heart for a long time, and it was this time that Li Jiaojiao put pressure on me to give me the courage to say it thoroughly. After finishing speaking, I was panting, like an angry bull, looking at Sun Jingyi with fixed eyes, looking at this goddess who will always be out of reach in my heart.

In the face of my questioning, Sun Jingyi was stunned, did not speak for a long time, and looked at me steadily.

A few dragonflies flew over the lake, and the sound of old men singing could be heard in the distance.

For a long, long time.

Suddenly, Sun Jingyi took a slight step forward, then bowed slightly, rested her head on my shoulder, and slowly wrapped her arms around my waist.

In an instant, a slightly cool body was completely attached to my chest, and a faint fragrance poured into the tip of my nose. Sun Jingyi's sudden movements frightened me, making me a little stupid, a little dazed, a little overwhelmed, as if I was in a dream, everything was so unreal.

At the same time, Sun Jingyi's elegant voice also sounded softly: "Now, can you feel it?" ”

Before Sun Jingyi's head rested on my shoulder, before Sun Jingyi's arms wrapped around my waist, and before Sun Jingyi said, "Now, can you feel it?", I always thought that the word "thunderbolt from the sky" was just an artistic exaggeration.

But now, I have a complete sense of what the word thunderbolt means.

If Sun Jingyi made these moves to me before the relationship between me and Li Jiaojiao developed rapidly, and before there was already a little sign of empathy in my heart, and said this affectionate sentence to me, I would probably have jumped three feet high, and then I would be beautiful to the sky.

But now, I just feel like a bolt from the blue, and I don't feel happy or beautiful at all.

My mind went blank and I didn't know what to do anymore.

For a moment, I almost thought I was dreaming. Otherwise, how could Sun Jingyi, who was unreachable and unattainable, lean on my shoulders and hug my waist?

This image, which I had imagined countless times in my mind, was completely stupid, confused, stunned, and hysterical when it really happened to me. All I was thinking was: how is it possible, how is it possible?

Sun Jingyi, how can you possibly like me?

But it's true, she's clinging to me, still holding me, like an ordinary little woman leaning on the arms of the man she loves, so natural, so casual. How many boys are the goddesses in their minds, but they will also open their hearts and show their emotions?

My limbs were stiff and I couldn't speak at all, as if someone had poured cold water from head to toe. I didn't feel happy, I didn't take the initiative to hold her, I just stood stupidly.

It was a long, long time before Sun Jingyi stood up straight again, and I saw that her face was as red as an apple. She looked me in the eye and said shyly, "I'm sorry, I've never been in a relationship either, I don't know if this can dispel the doubts in your heart." Or is that not enough, and something else to be done? ”

Other?

I quickly waved my hand and said no, no, this is enough......

Sun Jingyi laughed, her eyes were as beautiful as a crescent moon, and she reached out to touch my hand again, and said, "That's okay, can you go back and continue to study hard?" ”

Sun Jingyi's words pulled me back to reality from my daze, and I couldn't help but have another thought, did she do such a thing and say such a thing in order to urge me to study hard?

It's not that I don't believe in Sun Jingyi, it's just that this is incredible, this is different from Li Jiaojiao, Li Jiaojiao and I spend a lot of time together, and it's normal for each other to have a good impression of each other. But Sun Jingyi, I can't think of any reason why she likes me, we have only been in contact for a few days in junior high school, and she pretended to be my girlfriend for a few days in order to protect my face. Later, they rarely saw each other, how could she let the high-quality man around her Mai Jun not choose to like me?

I suddenly thought of something that might be used to test Sun Jingyi's sincerity. Maybe I can't call it a try, I came to Sun Jingyi today, I originally planned to talk to her about this, I don't think I should hide anything from her in this matter.

So without waiting for Sun Jingyi to leave, I spoke again: "Sister, I want to tell you something." ”

"What?" Sun Jingyi looked at me with a puzzled expression.

"I, I might like a girl." I said this with a hard bite and pressure.

I thought about it, whether Sun Jingyi really likes me or not, I have to tell her about it, and she has the right to know. If she gets angry about it, even the slightest hint of anger, it means that she really likes me. Then, I don't need to dwell on this relationship anymore, just be with Sun Jingyi in a down-to-earth manner, stop thinking about other thoughts, and take on the responsibility of a man.

On the other hand, if she is not angry when she hears about it, but she is relieved and feels relieved, it means that she doesn't really like me. I will also be able to officially give up this ethereal relationship and be with Li Jiaojiao.

So I have to say it anyway.

After finishing speaking, I looked at Sun Jingyi seriously, waiting for her reaction and attitude. Sun Jingyi really showed a stunned look, and my heart also thumped nervously, of course, stunned does not mean angry, she suddenly heard that I had someone I liked, and it was normal to be surprised, and it would depend on what happened to her next.

To my surprise, Sun Jingyi did not show anger or feel relieved, but asked me rhetorically: "Who is it, Li Jiaojiao?" ”

I was stupid. I still remember that night at the door of the dormitory, Li Jiaojiao repeatedly told me that I must not mention her name in front of Sun Jingyi, but I didn't mention it, Sun Jingyi said it herself, and a woman's intuition is too strong, right?

My instinctive reaction was to deny it, but before I could speak, Sun Jingyi had already laughed: "Sure enough, it's her, I used to think that you two were a good match, and you still didn't admit it after asking you, but now you finally recognize it, right?" Well, Li Jiaojiao's girl is really good, her personality is a little arrogant, but since you are a boy, you have to let her go a little more. ”

I imagined many reactions to Sun Jingyi, but I never thought that she would speak like this. I looked at her blankly, a little understanding of the incompetence, and stammered, "Sister, aren't you angry?" ”

Sun Jingyi smiled even more happily, and her eyebrows curled slightly: "Why should I be angry, you have a girl you like, and it just so happens that she likes you too, what a beautiful thing, it's too late for me to be happy for you." ”

Looking at Sun Jingyi's happy appearance, it seemed that there was really no anger, but somehow, I was a little lost, and I still asked a little unwillingly: "Sister, what about you?" ”

"Me? What am I? Sun Jingyi smiled.

"You just said you liked my ......"

"This, heavy or?" Sun Jingyi flickered.

"It's important!" I said it categorically, because it was my final choice, and I didn't want to do something confusing about my feelings.

Sun Jingyi seemed to understand what I meant, and after thinking about it seriously, she said: "Since this is the case, then I will tell you too, I am really afraid of hitting you, so I pretended to give you a little thought, so that you can study steadily." However, since you are sure that you like Li Jiaojiao, then my task is also completed, and I can retire after success! ”

Looking at Sun Jingyi's relaxed tone, it seems that this is really the case.

Not only was she relieved, but I also breathed a sigh of relief, touched my head and said embarrassedly, "That's really the case." I'll just say, sister, you're so perfect, how many boys are the goddess in their minds, how can you like me. Sure enough, it was exactly the same as I guessed, and you lied to me just now...... Actually, I'm not that fragile, sister, you really don't have to be like this. ”

Sun Jingyi giggled, patted me on the shoulder, and said Okay, okay, isn't this all for your good? So you were going to tell me about this, what did I think, it scared me a lot. Really, it's good for you to be my brother, let's go if there's nothing to do, and it's almost time to go to the afternoon class.

"Hmm!" I nodded heavily.

After explaining the matter, both of us looked relieved, and we turned around and walked back together. Sun Jingyi's hand stretched out, and she was about to hold me again, but she suddenly reacted and said with a smile: "That's right, you are someone else's boyfriend now, and I can't pull you anymore." ”

I also smiled and said Sister, I think that Mai Jun is very good, maybe you can try it.

Sun Jingyi took a sip and said speechlessly: "You better take care of your own business, you don't have to worry about your sister's affairs." ”

I laughed and felt so relieved.

We chatted while walking back, and Sun Jingyi incarnated as an old cadre again, and taught me that I must be good to Li Jiaojiao and shoulder the responsibility of being a man.

I said yes, yes, everything is up to my sister.

Sun Jingyi also gossiped about how Li Jiaojiao and I got together, and I said that we are not together yet, after all, I still have a college appointment with you, so I came here this time to sort out the relationship problems. Later, I couldn't stand Sun Jingyi's repeated inquiries, so I had to talk about it briefly, saying how we were, how we were, and told her about kissing.

Sun Jingyi smiled very happily, and praised me for being really capable, and I was able to deal with a delicate girl like Li Jiaojiao. I bragged and said, what is coquettish, isn't it honest in front of me? I could scare her out loud and say anything.

Sun Jingyi educated me again and asked me to be better to Li Jiaojiao.

Saying all the way, all the way to the gate of the park, I originally wanted to send Sun Jingyi back to school, but she said no, she just went back by herself.

It's okay, I can't wait to find Li Jiaojiao and tell her the good news. I was all ready, and I didn't go to class in the afternoon, so I played outside with Li Jiaojiao, ate with her, drank with her, and went shopping with her.

So, I broke up with Sun Jingyi at the gate of the park, she went to the school gate, and I went to drive in the alley. I hummed the song proudly, the mood was really indescribably beautiful, I felt that the sky was blue, the ground was wide, and life must be happy.

When I got into the car, I was just about to light the lighter when I suddenly saw a charger in the compartment next to me. Only then did I remember that I just gave my phone to Sun Jingyi, and forgot to give her the charger as well, so I quickly took the charger and hurriedly chased her.

After running two steps, I saw Sun Jingyi's back, and she was about to enter the school. I hurriedly chased after her, patted her on the shoulder, and shouted, "Sister! ”

Sun Jingyi was startled and turned her head suddenly.

I raised the charger in my hand and said Sister, I forgot to give you this......

Before I could finish my sentence, I was dumbfounded.

Because I saw that Sun Jingyi's eyes were red, and her cheeks were full of tears......