Chapter 15: Sneering
I was stunned for a moment before replying: "Jingqi has always been very measured, how can she be drunk, we agreed to meet in the afternoon yesterday and ask her to help me make a scene!" ”
"What are you nervous about, she's with me, you still need to worry so much?"
Shen Hao's tone made me calm down suddenly, and I also made me realize that I was indeed too nervous, and I was silent for a long time before I replied flatly: "Oh, that's really not necessary." ”
"You seem to care more about her than your friends?" Shen Hao's tone was a little playful, as if he wanted to break through my disguise.
"You're thinking too much!"
"I don't care if you know in your heart, whether I'm thinking too much or thinking too much, I don't know......"
I hated this weird way of speaking, and suddenly said unhappily: "I just care, what's wrong, I'm worried about her, what's wrong?" …… I saved her life, so I hope she lives well, you are her boyfriend, you shouldn't let her get so drunk. ”
My sudden seizure made Shen Hao speechless for a long time before he said: "Thank you for worrying, but you really don't think that Jing Qi and I can meet, and you have to thank you for saving her, right?" ”
"You deserve to be thankful!" I said as if I was angry, but I couldn't say where I got my anger, maybe it was because he was unhappy that he debunked my concealed indifference, or it could be that he looked indifferent, so indifferent to Jing Qi, and so sneering at me.
"Then today I want to tell you plainly that Jing Qi fell into the water absentmindedly because she broke up with me, and we had known each other for a long time at that time...... And she is so happy now, or because of my existence, and you have never been a savior, so stop beating her idea, clean up your abusive feelings, and get out of our lives! ”
I was overwhelmed by these words, and smiled in frustration for a long time and said, "I drunk Jingqi today just to use her mobile phone to say this, right?" ”
"You're wrong again, these words are not to warn you of anything, I always hold the initiative in love, she can't do without me, not I can't do without her, so she is willing to buy expensive photographic equipment for me, but she won't be able to you, the so-called life-saving benefactor!"
My emotions were inexplicably complicated, but I didn't have the energy to compete with him, so I calmed down a little and said: "You also said what you should say, be nice to her, you also know that she loves you so much, I still have something to do, go and get busy first." ”
Shen Hao snorted coldly, and said unhurriedly: "Don't always portray yourself as busy, I don't know what you're busy with all day long?" In fact, one more woman ...... the end."
I hung up the phone in anger before he finished speaking, and my mood finally fell into the loss and depression that had been entangled with me for a long time, and I suddenly found that this Shen Hao's logical ability is too strong, no matter how eloquent I am, he can always find the loopholes in my words to fight back, and I often don't know how to deal with his counterattack, so I can only let him preach.
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I leaned against the wall and wiped my face vigorously, this is good, Jing Qi can't come, Li Shi has just been driven away by my self-esteem, this desperate thing in life will really haunt you one after another, you are just ready to scream, and the reality will give you a heavy blow.
Looking through the window, the on-site staff had begun to prepare in an orderly manner, but all this had nothing to do with me......
After walking out of the event with grievances and blows, my heart is not only unwilling, but more bitter, these more than 20 years, today may be my most aggrieved day, although this afternoon is so perfect, the bright sunshine seems to melt Xi'an into cream, but I don't feel a trace of sweetness.
Just walked a short distance along the road, I was pleasantly surprised to see Li Shi again on the side of the road where the flow of people shuttled, she was standing in the queue at the bus stop waiting for the bus, at this time I saw her in professional clothes, standing upright, people who didn't know her, as if they would think she was a white-collar worker.
Thinking that I just rejected her ten minutes ago, and now I post it and ask her for help, it's too bloodless, am I really the one who Shen Hao said was a hanger, and I can only get things done with the help of women?
I've never been so ashamed to position myself......
His words are very infuriating, this is the activity of choosing the best photogenic couple, it is not good to have no "girlfriend", he Shen Hao is deliberately vague concept...... Now, I can't care so much, after hesitating for a while, I walked quickly to Li Shi's side and snapped my fingers in front of her.
Li Shi was startled, then frowned, and glanced left and right, for fear of attracting the attention of others, her coherent movements, as if she knew me, became a very embarrassing thing.
Xi'an has been selected as a civilized city, and everyone's consciousness is also very high, no, several uncles and aunts behind me thought I was openly cutting in line, and stared at me like judges, I didn't dare to make a mistake, and pulled Li Shi out of the team, and then said tentatively: "Say you leave in a few words, what's wrong, don't you want to be a trustworthy person?" ”
"I don't want to."
I was surprised by her simple answer, and then asked, "Where did you just swear to, you changed too quickly." ”
Li Shi ignored me, looked at the bus stop again, and said, "Don't talk nonsense, the car is here, I won't play with you." ”
I stretched out my head to see that the car was indeed here, and Li Shi had already taken out the coin, and it seemed that I was determined to leave, and when there was nothing to do, I had to lower my posture and begged: "My little ancestor, I have come here, can I help?" I promise that from now on I will be a good person and do things well! ”
"You're not a good person, I'm not interested, get out of the way!"
"I don't believe you'll die."
As soon as these words came out, I was surprised that Li Shi was no longer tired of my stalking as before, but patiently asked me: "If you can get this bonus, there is hope for your sister's illness?" ”
"So to speak."
"You didn't lie to me?"
"I swear, it's a puppy to liar."
Li Shi frowned, as if she wanted to tie a red scarf to me, but her eyes were full of softness, she nodded slightly, didn't ask anything anymore, and turned around and walked towards the event.
I took a deep breath and my nervousness finally eased, but I was surprised that she agreed to me so easily, and I really hoped that the audition would go smoothly and not cause her any trouble, because I was afraid that she would despair of me if she knew that she had been deceived again.
The reason why I am afraid may be because in her heart, I am a person who can still be trusted, and this kind of responsibility that comes from trust is precisely the heaviest ......