Chapter 30: Dignity Is More Important Than Anything Else!
After Du Yao's words were finished, I was directly stunned there, whether Liu Chuchu likes me or not, I am really not sure, this is a very sad thing, although I am now communicating with Liu Chuchu every day, but whether Liu Chuchu likes me or not, I am not sure at all.
At this time, Du Yao chuckled, and then said to me, you don't know, do you? But I know! Liu Chuchu told me in private, you are a good person, but people just treat you as a friend from beginning to end, what she likes is the kind of man who is not only handsome, but also very manly, and in Liu Chuchu's eyes, you are just good, and other places are far behind, okay? But she said that you have been a little manly lately, but it is still far from his goal, she is just cultivating you as a spare tire now, and when the prince charming in her mind appears one day, she will not bother with you anymore, in fact, I already know this, but I don't want to hit your self-esteem.
Du Yao's words made me silent, Du Yao's every word pierced my heart, I know that what she said must be true, but it is because of this that I feel heartache, after half a sound, I said to Du Yao in a low voice, Du Yao, thank you for telling me this, or rather, thank you for waking me up, I know what to do later, but I still say that, that thing is wrong with me, I apologize to you, but you say responsible, I'm sorry, I can't be responsible for someone I don't like, if you want to take revenge on me, then let your brother come to me, what's the matter, I'll take care of it alone!
After I finished speaking, the bell rang at this time, and I got up from my position and left the classroom, at this time the teacher had not left the classroom, including the whole class looked at me in a daze.
After walking out of the classroom, I suddenly felt like an idiot, I thought that Liu Chuchu communicated with me, which means that the other party has a good impression of me, but I didn't expect that in the end it was just the other party using me as a spare tire, hehe spare tire, what an ironic word, although I Zhang Xiao is not successful, but I have not fallen into such a field!
I didn't go to the toilet, but walked directly to the side of the grove, and then got into it and started smoking, at this time my PHS rang, it was Fat Zitao called me, after the phone was connected, Fat Zitao said to me on the phone, brother, where are you singing?
After Fat Zitao's words were finished, I frowned and said, what do you sing, and return you, what do you mean?
At this time, the fat man sighed and said to me, I don't know what's going on, didn't you leave the classroom very coquettishly just now? Liu Chuchu walked to your position and said a few words to Du Yao, I don't know what he said, but in the end, the two quarreled, and I didn't hear what they were arguing about, so I heard Du Yao say, don't like him, is it interesting for you to hang him like this? Later, Liu Chuchu broke off their relationship, and the two broke up unhappily.
Seeing Fat Zitao say this, I lit a cigarette and said it's okay, you don't care about these things, after finishing speaking, I hung up the phone, after the phone hung up, I smoked in the grove, in fact, why did Du Yao and Liu Chuchu quarrel to the point of breaking up, I can already imagine the scene at that time, it must be Liu Chuchu who saw that I just ran out of the classroom, a little strange, so I came to Du Yao to care, Du Yao through this time of getting along, I know that she is a straight person, she must have said something that should not be said, As a result, Liu Chuchu quarreled with Du Yao.
But now I don't have the heart to care about them, Liu Chuchu's attitude towards me really chills, it's really chilling, for a moment, I want to accept Du Yao, after all, Du Yao is slightly better than Liu Chuchu in all aspects, and in general, Du Yao still took the initiative to chase me, which greatly satisfied my self-esteem, although the cause of the incident was a little disgraceful.
But then I thought about it, Du Yao and I don't have any emotional foundation, and girls sometimes pay more attention to hymen than we boys, my intuition tells me that Du Yao is only responsible for it because the hymen is broken, she shouldn't like me, although I like beautiful girls, but with girls who don't like me, that's unacceptable to me!
I didn't go back to class for the whole class, the pack of cigarettes that Wu Tian gave me was half smoked by me, when the bell rang for class, I had already figured it out, Liu Chuchu, I naturally cut off contact with her, as for Du Yao, let's see it later, but I will try my best to draw a clear line with her, I know that I am not good enough now, so let me become excellent first, and when I am excellent, are you afraid that no girl will like me?
After thinking about this, I returned to the class from the grove, and when I returned to the class, I could clearly feel that Liu Chuchu was looking at me, but I knew that I had to be determined, so I returned to my position without even looking at her.
Du Yao was sitting there with red circles in her eyes at this time, and when she saw me coming back, she asked me where I went to the last class with great concern, and she was very worried about me.
I don't know why, when Du Yao said this, I wasn't moved in the slightest, but I felt that what she said was a bit hypocritical.
After sitting down, I let out a long breath and said to Du Yao, Du Yao, thank you for everything you told me, let me wake up like a dream, and I ended up with Liu Chuchu.
After a pause, I felt that this was inappropriate, and then I continued, no, I never started with Liu Chuchu, everything was just my own wishful thinking, but now my wishful thinking is over, from now on, everything about Liu Chuchu has nothing to do with me!
After finishing speaking, I glanced at Du Yao, Du Yao also looked at me with complicated eyes at this time, I continued to Du Yao, you are Brother Tian's sister, that is my Zhang Xiao's sister, from now on, I will treat you as my own sister, as for the hymen incident, this incident was caused by a prank of mine, I Zhang Xiao is not a person without responsibility, you can rest assured, I will work hard to raise money, and then accompany you to the hospital to fix it!
After saying these words, I turned around and sat down, I don't know why, I felt that the whole person was a lot more relaxed all of a sudden, and I could feel that Du Yao opened his mouth a few times to say something, but in the end he still didn't say a word.
During class, the big bear in front of me handed me a letter, saying that it was given to me by Liu Chuchu, to tell me something from the heart, I was already a little disgusted with Liu Chuchu in my heart at that time, so after taking the letter, I didn't even read it, I tore it up directly, and then I lay on the table and began to sleep.
This sleep was unusually steady, Du Yao didn't pinch me, until noon after school, I was woken up by the school bell, after waking up, I got up from the table, just rubbed my eyes, I saw Liu Chuchu walking towards my position, at this time Du Yao was just about to leave, seeing Liu Chuchu coming, Du Yao sat down quietly and pretended to pack up the books there.
Liu Chuchu came to my side, and she first asked me, have you read the letter I wrote to you in class?
I don't know how to answer Liu Chuchu's words, and at this time I heard Du Yao say with a smile, it has already been torn to pieces, hehe.
After Du Yao's words were finished, I frowned and glared at Du Yao, Du Yao may have felt it at this time, and stuck out her little tongue and didn't say anything more.
At this time, I heard Liu Chuchu say to me, Zhang Xiao, I want to talk to you, can you give me ten minutes?
Speaking from the heart, I really want to say that I can say two words, but when I think of the two words of the spare tire, my heart aches faintly, at this time I glanced at Liu Chuchu, and then said calmly, I'm sorry, we don't have anything to do with it, you are you in the future, I am me, please don't disturb each other's peaceful life in the future, okay?
After saying these words, I stood up directly, and then bypassed Liu Chuchu, who was stunned, and left the classroom.
After I left the classroom, Fat Tao, Big Bear and Xiao Fei all ran out, they looked at me with a bad face, although they all wanted to ask me what happened, but they still obediently closed their mouths.
On our way to the cafeteria, my PHS rang, the number was an unfamiliar number, and I was still muttering in my heart, whose phone is this? After connecting the phone, I heard a female voice from the other end of the phone eagerly saying to me, Zhang Xiao, hurry! My brother was blocked in the dormitory!