Chapter 17, Beauty and Fear

Tang Guo: I said that in my eyes, people are like data that changes at any time, as long as they calculate, they may be able to know what will happen in the future, but they were overturned by quantum mechanics a long time ago, but I still insisted on my opinion until I went to a mental hospital, and I was wrong...... It turns out that there are still a small number of people who are not data in my eyes, but fear, the biggest fear in my mind......

How can a person like himself?

The gray walls, the gray curtains, everything, it all seemed so lifeless. A dirty-dressed teenager was writing some numbers on chalk, and when he was done, he muttered to himself for a while and then left.

Tang Guo walked up to take a look, then looked at the young man, picked up the chalk he had discarded, wrote the answer, and left.

The next day, the boy came up with another question, but she still wrote the answer, and the third and fourth days passed like this, and a tacit understanding was formed between them.

Until one day, the boy wrote out the question and answer completely, looked at the girl and smiled, and said word by word: "Wrong, careless, unclear thinking." ”

She looked at the boy, noticed that the boy had a bandage on his head, and sighed, as if he had been beaten by his mentally ill mother again. Moreover, the bandage on his head was loose, and he didn't know that it was about to fall off, so she watched the blood run down her cheeks, walked into the boy, bandaged him carefully, and took him to the kitchen to find something, to see if there were no vegetables, fruits to stop the bleeding.

A teenager, a little demented and a little childish, but he is sensitive to digital accidents, but unfortunately, because he got sick, he was eventually abandoned by his family.

"Eat." The girl handed a piece of dry bread to the boy, and when she heard the sound of hurried footsteps, she came out of the kitchen, and hurriedly pulled the boy and jumped down from the window, because, if it was Aunt Muli or the mentally ill mother, they found out that the two of them had come to the kitchen to steal things, and if they were not killed, they would be beaten into waste.

"Give." The boy gave two-thirds of the bread to the maiden.

This is the girl's best memory, and the loveliest person she has ever met.

"Hit me, don't hit her." The boy protected her behind him.

The mentally ill mother's illness began to attack again, and it happened that Tang Guo was unlucky and ran into her, she was hitting Tang Guo's body with a stick, tearing Tang Guo's hair, Tang Guo screamed in pain, but no one dared to come out to help her, because who is not afraid of pain? Except for fools.

"Hah! Ha! Ha..... Does it hurt, does it hurt? Tang Guo, who was crying and red-eyed, gasped, looking at the clothes that the young man had put on him, moved and worthless for him. It hurts, you, don't you hurt? Save, save, save me for no good! ”

"I see you being beaten, I hurt." The boy handed her a piece of candy and said, "If you are not happy, eat it, and be happy." ”

Candy has become a part of Tang fruit.

Tang Guo climbed in through the dilapidated window, bringing a small cloth bag. Because the boy had a child's temper and didn't eat well, he was locked inside, and Aunt Muli said, "Don't be hungry, you love strange things for a few days!" ”

"There are candles in it, I secretly left a meal for you, and I saved up two candies, eat it." The girl's face was full of joy and happiness, especially when he watched the young man gobble up food.

In the end, in order to repay her, the boy told a difficult question, and throughout the night, the boy was no longer lonely, and neither was the girl.

This is not data, but the most real "world".

"Tang Guo, let's go."

In the dark, Tang Guo couldn't see the appearance of the young man clearly.

Because the boy gave her and Luo Shuangshuang the opportunity to go out.

"Freedom is important, and your happiness is also important."

A teenager who broke a leg by a mentally ill mother. Even if you leave a psychiatric hospital, so what, does society need a disabled person?

"Yes, I'm sorry, I just don't want to see such a good child bury his youth, it's me who is selfish! I think it's meaningful to be alive......"

The girl deceived the boy's trust and asked the boy to deliberately make mistakes and stay away from the boy, in order to give him the opportunity to go out to Luo Shuangshuang.

"I'm alive, there's no point? Or, do you think I'm a fool? Good deception? After the young man finished speaking, he dragged the stump leg away, and the last sentence made the girl afraid, "Tang Guo, I hold a grudge, so those people are dead, freedom, it is very important to me." ”

After going out, she superstitiously ran around the world's temples and churches, trying to pray for forgiveness from God and Buddha, and finally met another teenager before she came to her senses.

"Y-You killed someone?!"

Blood, splattered on the teenager's shoes.

The boy sat next to the metal that stoned a child to death, and said: "The cabinet is dilapidated, and there are metal weights pressed on it, no one has touched it for a long time, playing hide and seek, hiding in the cabinet, it's not my fault." The boy looked at Candy's incredulous expression, walked up, covered her eyes and said, "Don't look." ”

A teenager fell from the upper floor, blood splattered in her field of vision, just now, she was wearing a white dress and fiddling with the flowers at the door. Unfortunately, the skirt was dyed red, and the vision of the young man who looked downstairs was also red.

"Just now, Aunt Muli wanted to kill him because he stole her necklace, he was stupid, jumped down, died, give." The boy gave her an off-white towel.

"Why didn't you stop it?" Girl, I'm afraid of him. Although there are TV series and movies about killing people everywhere, she is not used to appearing in reality, and it appears in her eyes.

"He locked me in a small room, why didn't he stop his actions?"

The girl was silent, did not take the towel from his hand, and turned away.

In the past, it was normal for children in mental hospitals to take it and commit suicide or something, but she had never seen it, and now, she did, but she didn't believe it, because, it wasn't the devil who forced them, why did they commit suicide? Moreover, the boy has not become the same, perhaps this is his nature, and he must stay away from him.

"One less competitor, one more hope, don't you want to go out?" The boy, still dressed in dirty clothes, looked at the girl, except that he no longer held chalk in his hand, but a rusty chopping knife.

"You're going to kill me?" The girl looked at the boy calmly, because there were only two of them in this room, and it was normal for him to do such a thing.

The boy shook his head, and said with every step: "I am sick, my family has no money, it is normal for me to give up, I am a beggar, and it is normal for me to crave knowledge, but when I came to the mental hospital, I felt abnormal, I am a normal person, why did I come here?" ”

"Because we are stupid, we are stupid, we were abducted here, came to such an abnormal place, from a normal person to an abnormal person, before, the old dean established this place to do disgusting things under the good name of taking in. Because of some powerful forces, the old dean, many people have died, but the evil nature will never be extinguished, and if the old dean doesn't do it, it doesn't mean that others won't do it. ”

One question and one answer, the same as before.

Walking into the girl, a smile appeared on the boy's face, "Then the last question, you, do you like me?" ”

The messy pictures, the deep memories, all came to mind.