I stood at the gate of my junior high school alma mater for a long time, recalling and thinking about 4 years ago, when I first came here, thinking about Lin Yifei, dead bald, Yuan Yuan, inch inch, and pigtails, and potatoes, those many, many, and many people who have no connection, thinking about the group of naïve and innocent children under the Zhengyang Bridge at that time, thinking about the laughter and laughter when everyone was together at school before, thinking about Lin Ran, thinking about what she just said, I always feel as if I have ignored something very important, But for a while, I still can't remember it, and I don't know why. I always felt that I had overlooked something very important, and the sunset that had been cold at the beginning, I thought about it for a long time, and unconsciously, I walked towards the school gate.

There was a guard sitting there at the entrance of the school, playing with this key in his hand, dressed the same, but it was not Brother Wang, nor Brother Li, thinking about them, thinking about our past, as if everything and everything had just happened yesterday, but in a blink of an eye, it was all now.

The doorman at the door, who looked to be in his 20s, turned to me and asked, "Young man, what are you doing?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, then smiled at him "Brother" and then took a step forward, took out the cigarette from inside my clothes, and handed him a "Smoke, brother." ”

The man took the cigarette and smiled at me, "How old are you, what are you doing here?" ”

I pointed to the school, "I graduated from here." ”

"How long has it been since you graduated?" The man smiled too, "I just came here not long ago. ”

"It's been more than two years since I graduated, and the day after tomorrow my school will open, and I should be the third year of high school."

The man let out an "oh" and laughed, "Then you're not that old." ”

"Well, indeed, brother, you're new here?"

The man nodded, "I was discharged from the army, and then I was not assigned a job, and I stayed at home, so I found my brother's place and stayed casually." Anyway, it's also playing. ”

I smiled, "Well, we used to have a good relationship with the doormen here, a brother Wang and a brother Li." ”

"Do you know them?"

I nodded, "My name is Liu'er." ”

The man took a drag on his cigarette and smiled, "I haven't heard them say that." ”

"What about Lin Yifei?"

The man continued to shake his head, "Not really. ”

"It's the son of our deputy county magistrate here."

Then the doorman said "oh" and said with a smile, "It turned out to be a small group of you, and I really heard Lao Wang and Lao Li say, the two of them have been working for five years, looking at you children, from enrollment, to graduation, and then later, they quit together, I just didn't have much time to come, they left, before leaving, everyone had a drink, and when they drank, they also talked about you children." I didn't expect you to remember them."

"That's bound to remember me." I continued to smile, "I've been doing it for five years, and it's a shame that I don't do it now." ”

"What's the pity?" The doorman smiled, "I've done it this year, and I'm not going to do it." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and looked up at him, "If you don't do it, won't you do it?" ”

The man nodded, "Yes, what's so good about this job, and it doesn't make money, it's just a joke, look at these children, it's still a little interesting, counting on this money, it's not enough to support the family." Especially after seeing these students now, these things later. ”

I took a puff of my cigarette, "Brother, you are really free." ”

The man shook his head, then sighed, "Time flies, in the blink of an eye, it's so big." Looking at the current children, that is, you children, are really happy, most of the conditions in the family are better, the grade of smoking is higher than ours, and they usually don't take money as money, how old are they, junior high school children, men and women, they hug and hug all day long, and a small group of people gather together at every turn, and they really dare to take the guy when they fight. ”

I smiled and said, "The generation looks at the happiness of the generation, I see that the children are still happy now, where did we see computers when we were children, and now the primary school students have computers in every household." Who do you say we're looking for? ”

The doorman took a deep breath, "It's all bad at studying, if I study hard at the beginning, give me another chance, I will definitely work hard to get into college, and then work in the future, everything is logical, and you don't have to come here to ask for help, the current society is really fucking dark, Lao Tzu has been a soldier for two years, and when he came back, he said that he would assign work, and the people who were assigned to him would have been dragging me and didn't care." Grass, to put it bluntly, I didn't study well at the beginning. ”

I smiled, "It's such a society now, there's no need to complain, you just go and give gifts." ”

The man was stunned for a moment, and then looked at me in some surprise, "You kid, how can you talk, so precocious." You know what, little brat. ”

I let out an "um" and laughed, "I know it's no less than you." ”

"yes." The man also smiled, and then stretched his waist, "Today, I saw a student and his parents come to school, and then asked a few words, only to know that he came to go through the withdrawal procedures, and now this child, you say that they can't say it, they can't go to school, what a superior condition, and they don't cherish it." I really want to go back to school now, hehe."

I smiled "haha", and then patted him on the shoulder, "Brother, I regret it here." ”

The man was a little helpless, "Hey, it doesn't count." ”

Then I seemed to suddenly remember something, and I reached out with some excitement and grabbed his clothes, "Brother." ”

The man was stunned for a moment, "What are you doing?" ”

"What did you just say?"

He looked at me, then thought, "Why are you so excited?" ”

"It's okay, it's okay." I continued, "What did you just say?" ”

"I said I wanted to go back to school."

"Again."

The man thought for a moment, then touched his own bottom, "I can't remember." ”

"Brother, hurry up, think about it, what you said before you said this."

He looked at me a little strangely, then took a closer look at it and said, "I said that today's children won't go to school if they don't go to school." ”

I reached out and slapped my head hard, "What the fuck I said, why doesn't it feel right all the time." ”

"What's the matter, little brother." The doorman looked at me with some concern.

"It's okay, it's okay." I didn't say much, I just picked up the phone, and the numbers still came to my mind. The phone was called in a few clicks, "Hey." ”

After I heard Lin Ran's voice, I subconsciously asked, "It turns out that there is no change of number." ”

"What do I have to exchange. How did you remember that I came. Lin Ran's voice was a little choked, "Didn't you get along with Xi Yu just now, singing and harmonizing, what's the matter, now that you have coaxed her, you came to me again." ”

I took a deep breath and said, "You're crying. ”

"No, I don't have to cry." Lin Ran smiled and said, "Are you okay, if it's okay, I'll hang up." ”

"You're still crying."

"Hehe, you're going to care, are you going to care?" Lin Ran continued to speak, "Liuliu, those previous pasts, can they really only stay in the memories of the past? Are you really cold-blooded? ”

I sighed, then said slowly, "I'm sorry. ”

"Forget it, you don't need it, what's the matter with you."

I thought about it, and then said, "You just said that you don't go to school anymore, and you live a chic life, I didn't pay much attention to it at the time, but now that I think about it, it seems that something is really wrong, I haven't seen you go to school for a long time." What the hell are you doing? ”

"What do I need to report back to you?"

"I need to know."

"You don't need to know" Lin Ran's voice was very flat, "Liuliu, you are so good to me today, really." Everything about me has nothing to do with you, please don't come to hold your ambiguity and irritate my wounds. I need time to heal, okay? ”

"I just want to know, are you still in school, that Xin Cheng, how are you two, these people you are in contact with now are not students, right?"

"Does it have anything to do with you?"

"Pay attention to the relationships around you. All right? ”

"It's none of your business." Lin Ran continued: "I'm going to hang up. ”

I took a deep breath and threatened, "Don't force me to go to your house, do you hear me?" ”

"What are you doing?"

"I did it, as long as I said it, I did it." Then I took a deep breath, "You know who I am, and now that you have made it clear to me, then I won't ask anything, okay, just two questions, what are you doing now, and whether you are still in school." ”

Lin Ran smiled on the phone and said, "Does it have anything to do with you?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, I didn't know what to say, Lin Ran continued to say on the phone, "You have a good life with your family, how happy, look at yourself, in front of her, obedient, that grandson-like, I really despise you, despise you from the heart, sb, you just help her scold me, let her get angry, let her be angry, she is your woman, I am your enemy, right." ”

I listened to Lin Ran's words, and I was also a little angry, and my voice was a little rough, "Have you scolded enough?" I called you to listen to you scold me, didn't I? ”

"Then don't hit me." Lin Ran continued, "I just scolded you, what's the matter, get out." ”

I took a deep breath and said, "It's not over. ”

"It's just endless, you find your own scolding, you deserve it, sb, you're going to beat me, aren't you amazing, you have the ability to beat me."

"You wait, I'm going to your house"

"Come on, my dad and my stepmom are waiting for you." Lin Ran said, "Just come to my house directly when you enter the house, it's not like you don't know." If you have the ability, you will come, I will kill you, Wang Yue. Then Lin Ran hung up the phone.

I was a little depressed, I wanted to know, I didn't know at all, I wanted to hear, I didn't hear a word, I didn't want to know, I didn't want to hear, I just said a bunch of things.

I took the phone and pondered about another day, but I still didn't have the courage to go to her house. I turned my head and smiled at the doorman, "Brother, I'm leaving." ”

The man also smiled, "Okay, it's okay to come and play." ”

"Okay, brother." Then I flagged down a taxi, got in the car and went straight to Chenyang's house.