Text Chapter 196: Life is like rape

Han Miaoyin had a complicated mood, she was very reluctant to leave the city, there were people and things here that she was reluctant to leave, but she had to go back.

She did drink too much last night, but she was heartbroken when she remembered her relationship with her brother and parents, as well as the happiness of her childhood. She went to the bathroom to find Lin Hao really wanted to feel the happy time that her childhood brought her again, and she also wanted to feel the family affection, because now family affection is so luxurious and unattainable for her.

Can...... But in the end, the two erupted like volcanoes and were out of control.

She remembered the madness of last night, her cheeks flushed slightly, and she smiled contentedly.

As she said on the note, she was happy about last night's madness and had no regrets. Not only did she not regret it, but even if she was allowed to die at this moment, she would be happy now.

She wanted to die, but she couldn't die right now. When she lamented the unfairness of fate, she also lamented the misery of fate.

After three hours, the bus arrived in the town and sighed secretly, why did the bus drive so fast today?

She got off the bus, got on a three-wheeled motorcycle, called "swimming slowly", got off the bus in half an hour, and walked for another 20 minutes to reach her village.

The village road has been repaired, but there is no direct car, so every time she comes back, she has to change a few times and walk, even so, even if she earns 10,000 yuan a month from work, sends 8,000 to her home, and keeps a paltry 2,000 for herself, she is happy and elated when she comes back.

But today is different, today her heart is extremely heavy, so heavy that every breath of air she breathes, she feels bitter.

She just appeared at the head of the village, and a child reported to her parents for two candies.

Her family situation used to be the worst in the village, but later after Han Miaoyin continued to send money to her family, her family conditions were not too bad. The house is now occupied, it is a new house, and the furniture is also new.

Han Miaoyin's father, Han Xianguo, couldn't bear to look at his wife Han Qiuxiang and said, "Do we have to do this?" She's our own daughter, huh? ”

Han Qiuxiang swallowed melon seeds and scolded: "You know a fart, what's wrong with your daughter?" What about my own daughter? Is it worth having a son? Can she provide for you? Can she send you to the end? Can she let you hold your white and chubby grandson? ”

Han Xianguo's face was painful, and he said, "But...... But..... That doesn't have to sacrifice her either! Let's become a Korean genius, right? He made other people's stomachs bigger in college, why should Miao Yin fight for him? He's a man, so he should fight it himself. ”

Han Qiuxiang smashed the melon seeds in his hand on him, and said angrily: "You also know that he is only in college?" How do you put him in charge of the university? How to be responsible? You say? She's not responsible as an older sister, so is she still responsible for letting him be a younger brother? What's wrong with having a big belly? This shows that our son has the ability to make the belly of the girl in the city bigger. ”

Han Xianguo was hit by melon seeds, and he didn't dare to put a fart, a typical wife is strict.

Han Qiuxiang said: "The woman has put forward a condition, she wants a dowry of 100,000 yuan, and she wants to buy a suite in Qingshan City, otherwise she will beat the child in her belly, you say, where did our family get so much money?" The bride price plus wine and buying a house, without 500,000 yuan, can't come down at all. But we can't get 100,000 yuan in our hands now. ”

Han Xianguo said: "But in this way, you can't be wronged Miaoyin?" ”

Han Qiuxiang said fiercely: "If you are wronged, you will be wronged, what does it matter?" For the sake of your son to live a happy life, for the sake of your grandson, what's wrong with wronging her? We raised her so big, didn't she reciprocate at all? ”

Han Xianguo said: "But she has paid enough over the years." The family's expenses, the genius's tuition, and the new house are all her money. ”

Han Qiuxiang said: "Is this enough?" You're too easy to satisfy, aren't you? This is all what she should do, who made her our daughter? A genius sister? If it's a daughter or a sister, you have to take on these responsibilities. ”

Han Xianguo still wanted to speak, but was glared at by Han Qiuxiang fiercely, and the words came to his lips, but he didn't say anything.

"Mom, I'm back." At this time, Han Miaoyin's tired voice came from the door.

She heard what Han Qiuxiang said before, and she was very sad in her heart.

"Is it because I am a daughter that I have to pay so much for my brother and family? Do you want to sacrifice your happiness and marry someone you don't like? What's the difference between this and selling a daughter? Han Miaoyin thought sadly in her heart.

Han Tiancai called and begged her, but she didn't promise to come back, and later Han Qiuxiang also called her to beg, but she didn't agree, and finally Han Qiuxiang made a big move and said, "If you don't come back, I'll die to show you." ”

Although she was extremely reluctant in her heart, she still rushed back, who let one be her younger brother and the other be the mother who raised her?

Sometimes she often wonders if she is her own child, otherwise why would she have to suffer any grievances as a daughter?

She gave up the opportunity to study in college and went out to work, just for her younger brother Han Tiancai to have a better study environment.

If Han Tiancai worked hard, she would be willing, but he was just a piece of mud that couldn't support the wall, he didn't learn and didn't know how to do it, he got into fights, he was almost expelled several times, and in the end, he finally went to a university that didn't go into the stream.

Han Tiancai's performance made Han Miaoyin very heartbroken, you know, she was admitted to the heavy book at that time.

Now that she is out to work, she also has a clear conscience, and she sends money to her family every month, and she has never lost a month, just to make her family's life better.

But even so, now the family wants her to sacrifice her future happiness and let her marry someone she doesn't like at all, this person is the son of the village chief, Han Jixiang.

Han Jixiang is her classmate in high school and junior high school, and he has a pockmarked face, so everyone calls him Han Mazi behind his back.

Han Miaoyin knew that Han Mazi liked her from the time she was studying, and she had confessed to her a few times, but when she saw his pockmarked face and his "heroic deeds", she felt disgusted.

When he was studying, Han Miaoyin heard that he violated several female classmates in school, but because his grandfather was the village head, his father was also the village head, and there was an official cousin in the city, so the woman dared not speak out.

Once Han Mazi wanted to do something out of the ordinary to her, but fortunately, a teacher passed by at that time, so he didn't succeed.

Later, when she went out to work, she also heard a lot about Han Mazi's "heroic deeds", opened a casino in the town, sold fans, and forced good people to become prostitutes, what had she never heard? What hasn't been done?

She really couldn't figure it out, how could such a person with all five poisons still be able to sit firmly in the position of the village head?

Every time she came back, when she saw Han Mazi's naked possessive, snake-like eyes, her heart was cold, and she couldn't help but shudder a few times.

Since then, she hasn't been so diligent in coming back so often, and then it's basically rare to come back once a year, she's afraid, she's really afraid of Han Mazi.

How can such a person not be afraid?

can make people go, and the person he wants to marry is the person he hates the most and the person he spits the most.

When her family needed money the most, Han Mazi appeared, using 500,000 yuan as a dowry to marry her, and there was no need for Han Mazi to say that her mother Han Qiuxiang agreed as soon as she slapped the table.

For the sake of her baby son Han Tiancai, what can't Han Qiuxiang do? What's more, it's not illegal to just "sell" your daughter?

When Han Miaoyin heard the news, her head exploded, and she didn't agree, but Han Qiuxiang forced her to die.

Last night's madness with Lin Hao was said to be an accident, but it was not an accident.

She didn't resist asking her to marry any man, but she couldn't do it only by marrying someone like Han Mazi, but she had no choice.

Thinking of her sad fate in the future, spending it with this kind of person, Han Miaoyin didn't mention how sad and sad she was, she was like ashes.

She may not be able to be the master of her fate after returning to her hometown, but she can still make decisions for herself in the fate of Qingshan City.

She wants to hand over her clean body to anyone, but she can't hand it over to Han Mazi, so she has a hug in the alcohol bathroom last night, a hug like a fuse.

After last night's madness, her heart was content, happy, no matter what would happen later, but at least, her body, every inch of her body, was given to a man, a perfect man.

This night must be unforgettable, and it must be deeply imprinted in her soul, so that she will have a light in her tragic life in the future, and in retrospect, her heart will not be so bitter.

Han Miaoyin returned to Hanjia Village, this is a big deal, the village is not big, and it has spread all at once, and even many good people from neighboring villages have rushed over.

They just want to see how handsome and beautiful a woman who can let Han Mazi spend 500,000 yuan to "buy" is.

When these people from neighboring villages saw Han Miaoyin, they sighed in their hearts.

"Sure enough, it's a beautiful embryo."

"Yes! If my family can come up with 500,000 yuan, I will also take it out to marry such a wife. ”

"The buttocks are round and straight, the thighs are slender and solid, the waist is very thin, the chest is very straight, the mouth is sexy and thick, and the bridge of the nose is high and small, especially the pair of autumn eyes, tsk, when she looks at it, the soul will be hooked."

"Han Mazi really has a good vision, and he will be blessed in the future."

"Alas, my family just doesn't have any money, if I have money, this woman is willing to let me pay a million dowry."

"I can't figure it out! Han Xianguo and Han Qiuying, how did they give birth to such a handsome and good-looking daughter? His daughter-in-law is really far behind her! ”

.......

There were hundreds of people gathered at the door of Han Miaoyin's house, and these people were talking at the door. Some people even squeezed the door just to catch a glimpse of her.

Listening to these words in Han Miaoyin's ears, it was tantamount to sprinkling salt on the wound, making it difficult for her heart to breathe.

But what's the solution? Even if I don't want to, what can I change?

As long as she said she didn't want to, she believed that her mother would hang herself in front of her and in front of everyone.

After all, blood is thicker than water, after all, she has more than 20 years of nurturing grace, after all, she is a soft-hearted woman. No matter how strong and autonomous she looks on the outside, her heart is soft, and she doesn't want her mother to commit suicide because of herself, let alone in front of so many neighbors.

Life is like rape, you can't resist, you can only endure it.