Chapter 498: Justification
I'm still quite principled, that is, I naturally think that women are used to spoil, and I can't do anything to women, and I can't bully women.
So I rarely have any radical actions towards women, even if Xiaohui does something sorry for me again, I won't do anything to Xiaohui, this is my bottom line.
But now that I'm facing Xiaohui's pleading, I really want to kick her aside, and then I'll walk away and make her regret it.
I had already trusted her so much before, and I was so good to her, even when I knew about the cancer she made up, I didn't leave her, but chose to forgive her, and even when she said that she owed money, I didn't hesitate to help her pay it back.
As a result, she still doesn't cherish it so much, and she still has to do all kinds of things to betray me, which is just too much.
Even the day before we got married, she still followed Qin Junjie to drive to the wild to do that kind of thing, or my new wife, but the day before the wedding, she still wanted to do that kind of thing with other men, who could accept it?
So the more I think about it at this moment, the more aggrieved I feel, I kicked Xiaohui to the ground directly, and then I looked at Xiaohui condescendingly and said: "Ni Huizhen, I didn't give you a chance, but every time you still hide me like this, lie to me, and fool around with other men, do you think our marriage can continue?" ”
I looked at Xiaohui and said angrily.
If I had kicked Xiaohui like this before, she would definitely ask me if I was a man or something, and then she would be angry and crying.
But now she didn't, she still crawled over very humbly and pulled my trouser leg and said: "Gu Nan, I really didn't mean to, I really love you in my heart, I was also deceived, really, if you believe me for the last time, I promise that I won't deceive you again." ”
Of course I didn't believe Xiaohui's words, but at this point, I was already extremely firm in my thoughts, so I broke free from Xiaohui's pull, and then walked outside.
No matter how much Xiaohui cried and called my name, I didn't listen to her, and then left the ward like this.
When I came out, I happened to see Ni Xinran standing at the door, still holding two glasses of water in her hands, obviously because she heard the sound of me and Xiaohui arguing, so she didn't enter the ward.
And my mood at this time was also extremely bad, and I didn't want to explain anything more to Ni Xinran, so I went downstairs after taking a look at her.
Ni Xinran didn't say much, she probably saw the situation just now, and she didn't know how to do it.
I didn't rush home after I left, because I didn't know what to do with my heart.
The reason why I was so ruthless just now was to let Xiaohui know that I regretted it, to make her regret that she had done so many things that were sorry for me, and to make her regret that she didn't cherish me.
Xiaohui has always been good to me, but she has lost herself to so many people, especially with Qin Junjie, who has been deceived by Qin Junjie once, and is willing to be deceived by him for the second time.
Now because Qin Junjie has left her, she realizes my importance, so she wants to return to my side.
So what do I count? Am I a spare tire? I've been Xiaohui's spare tire since the beginning, haven't I?
It was only when the other men she was looking for didn't want her that she would come back to me crying and shouting.
It's like Meng Lin before, Meng Lin didn't want her anymore, she came to me and hooked up with Qin Junjie, and then Qin Junjie didn't want her anymore, so she completely returned to my side.
It's really uncomfortable to be used as a spare tire.
I thought about it like this, and I felt extremely uncomfortable.
I miss Xiaohui's innocent appearance before, although our life was very hard at that time, but at least we loved each other deeply in our hearts.
But now Xiaohui is not, she has become more and more snobbish from the very beginning, at first she did insurance business for money, and sold her hue little by little, until she was targeted by our manager and almost lost her life.
Later, I went into a nightclub to make money, and I did all kinds of things in it to make money and get tips, because I had also seen what the lady in that nightclub was like.
Later, she recognized Wang Kai as her godfather, and then she registered with Wang Kai for money, but she had to hide it from me after doing such an excessive thing.
In short, in my eyes, Xiaohui is getting deeper and deeper little by little, and under the temptation of all kinds of money, she is becoming more and more obsessed with getting something for nothing.
It ended up being what it is now.
I don't know how we can change back to what we used to be, I just know that Xiaohui is no longer the same Xiaohui as before, and I can only separate from Xiaohui like this.
Just as I was thinking about it, my phone suddenly remembered that it was a message from Xiaohui.
"Gu Nan, let me ask my conscience first, indeed, I cheated, I'm sorry for you, and I've been indebted to you, so you want to leave me, I have nothing to say, but you ask your own conscience, you want to separate from me because I cheated, is this kind of thing really right? Are you going to separate from me, is it really because I'm cheating, or are you doing it for the sake of the so-called man's face? ”
Seeing the message sent by Xiaohui, I immediately replied: "Of course, it's because you cheated." ”
"Okay, even if I cheat, then if you find the next girlfriend, how do you know that she is a woman who has not cheated? I am green to you, you are passively cuckolding, but if you find someone else, you are actively cuckolding, I am green to you, you are going to dump me, she is green to others, you pursue her, how ridiculous? Is there essentially a difference between me and that woman? Do you think it's interesting to change green like this? ”
Seeing Xiaohui's news, I really laughed, Xiaohui means that she thinks that all women in the world are the same as her?
"You don't think of all women like you, I will meet the right woman for me, so you don't have to worry about this." I continued to reply.
"Huh, huh? You are already in a second marriage after you divorce me, what kind of woman do you think you can find? is nothing more than a woman who is married for the second time, so there are three possibilities. ”
"The first is that men are much better than women, and then the man dumps the woman and divorces, even if such a woman is with you, she will miss her ex-boyfriend, you won't want it, right? The second is that women are better than men, and women dump men, this kind of woman has no loyalty, and you won't like it, right? There is a third type left, that is, a woman like me, who was dumped by a man because of a mistake, so you dumped me and found another me, do you think this is interesting? ”
Seeing these messages sent by Xiaohui, I really found out for the first time that Xiaohui was able to say this, and when it came to these crooked reasons, there were one after another.
Just as I was thinking about how to reply, Xiaohui's message came again.
"Since our two colleges, how many times have you done it with me, we have been doing it well, I have only done it with others a few times and you can't accept it, so if you find another woman, do you know what that woman is like? I'm afraid it's possible that I can't count the number of times I've done it with other men, right? Then you can't accept it after I've only been with other men a few times, and you can accept other women countless times, so why can't you accept me? ”
I immediately typed and replied: "That's different, it doesn't matter who she slept with before, she didn't feel sorry for me." ”
"Hehe, don't lie to yourself, it's all-stained money, everyone is the same, besides, now I admit that I was wrong, if you are with me, I will feel guilty about you, I will listen to you everything, but if you find another woman, that woman doesn't know how many men have slept with, and you still have to please her everywhere, is it worth it? Do you think she'll be nicer to you because you've been green? She will only think that she is not green for you, she is better than me, and will ask you to be better to her, more arrogant, and once you can't do it, there will definitely not be a good time between the two of you. ”
"And ask yourself, don't you have any faults in yourself? Didn't you do something sorry for me yourself? I know you've done it, but I don't want to be separated from you, because I love you, can't you think about how good I am to you? ”
Xiaohui's words really made me feel speechless, I didn't even know how to reply, I inexplicably felt that what she said made sense.
But this feeling must not be right, I shook my head, then put away my phone, not going to reply to her messages.
Even if she told me these crooked reasoning like this, I wouldn't forgive her, what does it mean that she can't stand it just a few times with other men, is this a trivial matter? It's clearly a big deal, okay?
Taking a deep breath, I calmed down my mood for a while, and then I was about to leave, but as soon as I got up, I saw Ni Xinran standing in front of me.
"How did you get out? Hurry up and go back to take care of your cousin," I said happily as I looked at Ni.
Anyway, Ni Xinran is the one who needs to be taken care of, although I am sad, but I don't need to be accompanied.
"My sister said, I'm afraid that you won't be able to take care of yourself alone, so let me accompany you for a while," Ni Xinran looked at me and whispered.
I didn't bother to care about so many things, so I nodded to Ni Xinran, and then the two of us got in the car.
"Brother-in-law? Where are you going? Go home? Ni asked happily at me.
I looked at the time, it was already night, and as soon as something happened, it felt like time was passing very quickly.
I sighed and said, "No, I'll go to the bar and have some drinks." ”