Chapter 107: Between Two Lives and Deaths

Jing Qi's makeup work, I was not idle, I took the initiative to take out the printed photos from the plastic bag she brought, and fixed them on the rope with clips one by one.

Jing Qi was sitting next to me looking at the photos, saying a word to me from time to time, and after a little silence in the middle, she picked up a stack of photos and said to me: "Yu Hang, you take a break, I'll get these photos myself." ”

I stopped what I was doing, looked at her and asked, "What's the matter?" ”

"I don't want you to always work hard for my things, friends for so long, I haven't been able to bring you any good, it's just a mess." Saying that, Jing Qi picked up the photo again and said: "Look at the content in this photo, they are all Shen Hao's photographic works, and the highest appearance rate in the photo may be his favorite!" ”

"In addition to the scenery in this photo, it is an animal, and I don't shoot such a beautiful girlfriend, I think he is sick, and he has wasted such good photographic equipment, and you are too, you have to have a temperance when you spend money for him, and others will only say that you are stupid!"

"This may be the sadness of the substitute!"

I didn't understand the meaning of Jing Qi's words, at this time, Lin Ke, who was wearing pajamas and flip-flops, was horizontal in front of us, looked at the mirror in front of him, brushed his hair, and said, "Do stylists know how to cut hair?" ”

Lin Ke asked as a matter of course, but the stylist nodded cautiously, I was conquered by Lin Ke's cheekiness.

It was busy until noon, and the whole bar finally got some atmosphere, everyone was busy all morning, but Shen Hao didn't show up for a long time, and after Jing Qi made a few phone calls, Shen Hao answered the phone impatiently.

But when asked where he was, the answer given was infuriating, and the plan that had been told to him in advance was changed by him at will, and he directly asked a few scenic spots to go clubbing.

When I thought that Jing Qi's long-planned marriage proposal was about to come to naught, she was stubborn and showed off directly to Shen Hao, asking him when he could come over, and the answer she gave was: finish drinking.

Lin Ke and I looked at each other, and Jing Qi sent the makeup artist and a few of her friends away, and there were only three of us left in the originally lively little bar.

During the long and unknowing end of the wait, I ordered a few takeouts, but Jingqi didn't eat them, and when I persuaded her to eat three times and twice, she suddenly lost her temper.

"Yu Hang, can you not always be so good to me, so I have a heavy psychological burden!"

Faced with Jing Qi's sudden turn of face, I was not in a hurry at all, smiled and said: "You girl is easy to lose her temper, and I didn't do anything earth-shattering, just ask you to eat something, if you really can't accept it, just think so: after all, you live in a hostel, collect your rent, and serve you is also deserved!" ”

Jing Qi turned her back and whispered to me, "You can really imagine! ”

I continued to smile cheekily, Jing Qi's temper, which has always been free and easy, came and went quickly, I walked to her side again, smiled and said, "Look, we have made sense, it's time to eat." ”

Jing Qi took the lunch box from my hand, and I hurriedly beckoned Lin Ke to bring a bottle of beer.

Watching Jing Qi eat, most of my worries fell, in fact, I don't care if she can successfully propose to Shen Hao, all I care about is that she can live well, that's all!

From the afternoon to the evening, I sat in the bar to plan the schedule of tourists, and Jing Qi sat under the tree in the courtyard in a heavy wedding dress, the makeup on her face had already been stained with sweat, but she was as stubborn as ever and didn't care.

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As it got dark, Lin Ke turned on the lights in the yard, and then sat at the door of the bar and played the guitar, hoping to attract some individual visitors to the scenic spot, but the effect was not satisfactory, there were few residents in this area, and the lighting facilities were not good, giving people a sense of oppression and unease.

I could see that Jing Qi's tired body had collapsed a little, and I wanted to comfort but couldn't find the words, so I stood by her side and was silent with her.

The photo in the yard, swayed by the night wind, seemed to languish in uneasiness, I took out a tissue from my pocket, handed it to Jingqi, and said, "Take it, keep it for when you want to cry." ”

Jing Qi finally looked at me and said, "Is there such a loss as you?" ”

Without thinking, I replied: "Then don't cry if you have the ability!" ”

"How can I control whether to cry or not, Yu Hang, accompany me to sit on the roof for a while!"

"Your emotions are not suitable for going to the roof, and you have learned bad habits from anyone, and you will run to the roof if you don't agree with each other."

"I see that you and that girl Li Shi also often go to the roof?"

I looked at her with surprise, nodded for a while, and said, "Okay! But I have to say that going to the roof with her is not like you! ”

"What's the difference?"

"It's about work with her, and it's about life with you."

Jing Qi nodded, but didn't say anything, I took out the ladder from the house, held it steady and let her go up first.

Sitting on the roof, the field of vision is much broader, we can see the lights of thousands of homes around the scenic spot, and the wind that can blow into the alley a thousand times, but Jingqi is always silent.

I lit a cigarette in melancholy, this is the second time I have been alone with Jingqi in such a quiet environment, the last time was on the highway where few people pass, it is ridiculous to think about it, every time we are alone, it must be her loneliest and most lost time, but these losses and emotions have nothing to do with me......

"Sit down for a while, you don't dare to move."

"I'm impressed!"

I suddenly felt an indescribable sadness in my heart, but I still replied with a straight face: "You dare to move!" ”

Jing Qi also seemed to realize his slip of the tongue, didn't say anything emotional, took out a cigarette case from my pocket, lit a cigarette for himself, and said to me in a light tone: "In my life, I have encountered two escapes from death, the first time was rescued by someone is a sin, and the second time is fate...... I know that I have a terrible life, and I want to change the status quo, but without the first birth, how can there be a second fate? Between people, the time of meeting is really important, and the time is staggered and reversed, and it is a catastrophe! ”

Although I didn't understand the detailed story behind this emotion, I still asked in confusion: "Then am I the first time or the second time?" ”

Jing Qi stared at me for a long time and said, "The second time." ”

When I got the answer, I couldn't find my emotions for a moment, and I just felt that I was trapped in a predicament and couldn't escape.

Jing Qi looked at me, pinned her windblown hair behind her ear, and asked me, "Why don't you speak?" ”

"If I'm not mistaken, the first experience is related to Shen Hao!"

Jing Qi extinguished the cigarette butt and said with a look of memory: "This matter is related to her, and it has nothing to do with it, whether to tell this story or not, it depends on whether Shen Hao comes tonight or not!" ”

The light bulbs in the yard flickered on and off, as if to remind me that life cannot be set in stone, and I only learned today that Jing Qi had twice faced life and death. In my heart, she lives like a flame and a pool of spring water, but whether it is water or fire, the person she responds to is not me......

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About half an hour later, there was a sound of a car stalling at the mouth of the alley, and through the laughter, I could distinguish that it was Shen Hao's voice.

Jing Qi also realized that it was Shen Hao who came, and quickly went downstairs along the ladder, and fell to the ground with a cry of "pain", and I didn't know until later that her leg was scratched.

Sure enough, soon Shen Hao, dressed in casual clothes, stood opposite me, and I entered the house with him, giving up the draft beer to choose from, and took out a case of beer directly from the wine cabinet.