My silence made Miss Xiaosu's mood even lower, she was obviously still in pain, and asked me: "It's just a song, it's not a hurt to me, don't say it if you don't want to say it!" ”

Her words shocked me deeply, and I swallowed in pain, but I didn't know how to respond to her news, which seemed to have nothing to do with me, but it still hurt her deeply.

Jiang Laiyue looked at me, her emotions seemed to be controlled by some kind of force, and I couldn't get out of the silence.

Miss Xiao Su didn't seem to want to let the atmosphere freeze anymore, and after smiling slightly, she regained her expression, I knew that she had put the pain in the most secret place and endured it alone.

I finally smiled bitterly and replied, "This snow doesn't stop, we're all about to become snowmen, let's go back to the house!" ”

After realizing that her body was covered with snow, Miss Xiao Su took the initiative to take Jiang Laiyue's hand and motioned for us to hurry into the house.

……

Back in the house, I stomped my numb feet, picked up a tissue and handed it to two people, at this time Ji Ming brought up the hot dishes one after another, signaling us to hurry up and eat, don't get cold.

Under the dim light, the warm red light illuminates the steaming meal very appetizing, I have to say, Ji Ming's craftsmanship is quite good, Xiao Su girl picked up the steaming flower tea, took a sip, and felt the warmth of the entrance, and said that she no longer thought about the things that caused her trouble.

No matter how good the food on the table is, it still can't make people completely ignore the cold, Ji Ming, who was originally sitting on the side and fiddling with old-fashioned objects, noticed Su Mo's somewhat trembling body, he quickly ran back to the room, and ran out with the heating lamp.

The light shone like a stove, lying gently on the table, I suddenly remembered uncontrollably that the evening of the beginning of summer, the light before sunset passed through the door, and quietly fell on the water glass at the front desk of the hostel.

Miss Xiao Su carefully picked out the fish bones, but did not put the fish in her mouth, nostalgic: "This suddenly reminded me of the time when I first started my business, it was almost a few days ago, we finally sold to the predetermined amount according to the target, sorted out the finances, it was already one o'clock in the night, the university has been down, and we couldn't find a restaurant, and finally we dismantled a few induction cookers in the current, and the ingredients that can be boiled and roasted were found all over the shelves, and everyone just ate a meal, and I was also holding such a warm lamp to warm everyone at that time." In the end, it may be that the high-power electrical appliances are used too much, the store suddenly lost power, and then we dismantled the quilt and lay on the sofa in the store, in short, everything is used in the store, from that moment on, I realized that this store is not my alone, many people have to rely on it to eat and live, I still remember lying next to me a little girl sighed: Sister, we can't do it now, how rare is this opportunity, we are lying on the grass, looking at the shade of the trees, looking up at the blue of the sky, the days are drifting...... The employees present insisted on going with me until now, but no one thought that they were all gone just a few days ago, but I didn't expect that a few years later, we would have such an ending, carving the pain of the breakup into our bones, and melting the cold of that night with the flame of life......"

Miss Xiao Su said it lightly, but she didn't look relieved, as if fame and fortune are the truest portrayal of this world, people only see profit, who cares how blue the sky was, how gentle the sun is, and how simple we are under the sun.

"You've lost your career, haven't you?" Jiang Laiyue's tone was pitiful, and she asked tentatively.

"There's a love that doesn't belong to me."

It was then that I realized that the employees who followed her at the beginning were forced to leave because the company was seized power.

……

After dinner, we nestled in the small sofa and listened to Ji Ming sing one song after another, and the arrogance in his voice suddenly reminded me of the unkempt side of the first meeting.

He roared as he drank his home-brewed soju, and his soul seemed to drift freely in the harsh wind until his throat was hoarse, until he was confused by fatigue and alcohol, and fell asleep in his chair.

Miss Xiao Su went to the room and found a thick blanket for Ji Ming to cover, and then asked me, "You brought the guitar, can you sing?" ”

I didn't shirk, I sang several songs in one breath, and then asked on a whim: "Lai Yue, do you want to do it?" ”

"I'm thinking about what to sing, I really don't have the eyesight, you ask Miss Xiao Su first!"

I nodded, and then handed the valuable Fender guitar to Miss Xiao Su, and before I could speak, she said "thank you", hugged the guitar, and after hesitating for a while, her fingers gently pressed the strings, the movements were a little clumsy, but quite attentive.

Jiang Laiyue looked at me with deep meaning in her eyes, I don't know how she saw that Miss Xiao Su wanted to try it, but the woman's accurate sixth sense made me incredible, there were some musical instruments in the corner of the wall, a drum kit, and a polished electric guitar, but it was the same as the bicycle on the wall of the hostel, most of the time it should be an ornament, probably because the hotel was not doing well, and there was no band, so the next Miss Xiao Su will be completely playing and singing by herself, and this is a test of skill, I can't help but wonder if she'll be able to handle it.

I saw that Miss Xiao Su tried the guitar note first, closed her eyes and seemed to recall the score, and then plucked the strings of the guitar, but this time I saw that she was very skillful in fingering, and I was looking forward to what song she would sing.

After a short prelude, Miss Xiaosu's fingering suddenly became confused, and she couldn't even find the melody in many places, which was very different from the previous bar.

"It's okay, if you're not familiar with it later, you can practice again, if I guessed correctly, this should be "Acacia", I'll go home and practice, how about teaching you in two days?"

Miss Xiao Su looked out the window, her face was a little dazed, and she whispered to me for a long time: "There was once a person who only taught me a short period of the first paragraph, I was very stupid, and I learned the prelude for a long time in less than a minute, and then all kinds of things were put on hold, and he never taught me again, so I could only practice this small paragraph repeatedly, and I also found some people who have played the guitar for many years to help me teach the second half of the paragraph, but I can't learn anything, I can't forget the look in his eyes when he taught me the guitar, during that time he fell out of love and had a manic temper, Only when I taught me the guitar was I a little calmer, I gave my body to him, but after all, I couldn't exchange it for poetry and wine, I think I couldn't become her soul mate after all, but I still thank her for letting me hurt so much......"