Chapter 338: How far away can you love a few times
Mansheng was stunned for a moment, but Wen Shanglin said again, "Don't look at him againββ! β
Instantly awakened, Mansheng finally came to his senses.
His breath was so close that he would kiss her almost as soon as he lowered his head!
Instinctively stepped back, pulling his hand away, and then whispered, "I just happened to see it." β
Wen Shanglin directly held her hand and said coldly, "You and him have broken up!" β
Mansheng smiled, "You don't need to be reminded, I know it myself." Otherwise, you think I'm going to stand here and go to this concert? β
How could Wen Shanglin not know that with their relationship, they were just exes to each other, if she still had Wei Rong by her side, and they had never been separated, how could she agree to this arranged date, and how could that man allow such an arrangement.
But her gaze is a love that can't be hidden, how can he erase this love?
Suddenly, Wen Shanglin twisted his eyebrows and said, "There are already other women around him, you should know that now that you are with me, he won't care at all!" β
At the same time as the words fell, Wen Shanglin grabbed her hand, and his steps moved, and his tall figure finally retreated and stood beside her. The vision ahead was bright and wide again, and the strangers were noisy back and forth, and the figures were shaking, and the man and woman in the distance were still in place.
Rong Rou sat quietly on the bench, and Wei Rong was still standing beside her, like a knight on guard.
But his gaze also came straight to him, looking straight through the distant crowd.
He saw her, and he saw them together, even so intimately.
His posture is quiet, and his handsome figure is like a landscape in the square, and passers-by are paying attention, but he is so quiet and meaningless.
Even though she was a little cruel, Wen Shanglin still wanted her to face it and let her understand that her love would never come to fruition, "He's looking at you." β
"I'm looking at you, too." Cranberry moved her lips.
Wen Shanglin looked back in the direction of Wei Rong, and at this moment he gently bowed his head and signaled in the air, which was regarded as a face.
In the next second, Wei Rong also bowed his head in return.
Later, the two saw that Rong Rou seemed to shout, probably because the exhibition was about to start, so they were in a hurry to go. Unaware of their presence, she immediately got up and gently put her arm around him, and headed out for pleasure in the exhibition hall. He also turned around and accompanied her out of the crowd and out of her sight.
Although there was not a word, it had been completely broken, and Wen Shanglin said in a low voice, "You are clear now?" β
Mansheng was silent for a moment, broke away from his hand without hurrying, raised his lips and said, "Wen Shanglin, you are wrong, it's not that I'm with you, he doesn't care." It's that I don't care if I'm with anyone, and neither do I. β
Hearing her understated words, Wen Shanglin's heart froze.
Where is the same, where is this?
"Sister Mansheng, have you waited for a long time?" In his ears, Chu Yingyan's shout suddenly came.
It was Wang Yan who picked up Chu Yingyan and arrived.
Wang Yan saw that the two of them were a little deadlocked, and immediately wondered if there was anything wrong, but Lin Mansheng responded with a smile, looking safe and sound, "I thought you weren't coming, and quietly went to the world of two......
The concert of the day was a lively and colorful ceremony, with warm applause and shouts, all of which were given to the singers who started singing.
At this moment, as if he could forget everything, Mansheng and Chu Yingyan sat together laughing, constantly waving the light stick in their hands.
Wang Yanhui and Wen Shanglin sat beside the two women, glanced at them, and found that the two of them were fully engaged.
Before you know it, the concert is coming to an end, and when the last song is played, the singer and the fans play an interactive game, and the other party can choose any song for the singer to sing whichever fan throws the ball in his hand.
As the ball was thrown and into the hands of a strange fan, those excited shouts began to spread.
The music had been heard sporadically, and it was unexpectedly a very quiet song.
The female singer, she stood quietly on the stage and sang, "How long have I not seen you, I thought you were there, it turned out to be in my heart, accompanying my breathing......"
β¦β¦
The exhibition hall was very quiet, and the visitors even lowered their voices to talk.
This exhibition is an exhibition of new domestic painters, and the music surrounds the surroundings, which is very comfortable and light music, as if you have come to a paradise.
Rong Rou walked slowly in the exhibition hall, accompanied by Wei Rong.
From time to time, she would stop in front of a painting and ask softly, "Wei Rong, what do you think of this painting?" β
Wei Rong stood in front of the painting and admired it, "The painting style is very novel and creative. β
"You like that?" Rong Rou asked again.
Wei Rong said in a low voice, "It's a pity that too much attention is paid to creativity, and this novelty seems a bit deliberate." β
"The painter of this painting is so young, just twenty years old." Rong Rou bent down slightly, looking at the annotated text next to the frame. A twenty-year-old painter can have such a bold style, although it is a little deliberate, but it is already commendable.
As the two continue to wander the exhibition hall, the group disperses in front of them, and a painting is reflected in front of them.
It was a landscape painting, Rong Rou stepped forward and stopped, attracted by this painting, "It's a swan ......"
Wei Rong also walked in front of the painting, which shows swans playing in the water on the shore of a verdant lake.
Rong Rou looked carefully, as if she was counting them one by one, and Wei Rong asked out loud, "What are you looking at?" β
She passed her fingers one by one, and suddenly raised a smile, and said happily, "It's good, the swans in this painting are all in pairs!" Swans are monogamous, and if one is missing, what about the remaining one? β
Wei Rong suddenly stared at him, and he didn't say anything for a long time.
Rong Rouhu looked back suspiciously, and saw that his eyes fell on the swan on the painting, and it was he who said with a shallow smile, "The swan is too stupid, fortunately the person is not a swan, and he can find another one." β
Rong Rou felt that what he was saying at the moment was so empty and lonely.
She didn't want to stay any longer, so she pulled him over and said, "After appreciating the exhibition, let's go see other exhibitions......
Walking out of the exhibition hall, in the center of the indoor square, the giant screen is showing the concert that has just ended, the last song sung by the female singer, the song is too moving, and the lyrics are even more heartstrings, so people stop walking.
Rong Rou was staring at the screen.
Wei Rong inadvertently looked back, and the figure of the group of four was fixed in the vast sea of people, and they were leaving the square.
The song came clearly, "How far away, I thought I couldn't smell your breath, who knew that your back was so long, and I saw you when I turned around......"
β¦β¦
Leaving the concert hall, the four of them walked on the streets of Haicheng, near the lively downtown area, which was crowded on weekends.
Wang Yan replied, "Mansheng, Yingyan, are you hungry?" β
Chu Yingyan looked at Lin Mansheng, thinking that she could make a decision.
Mansheng smiled, "Why don't you find a restaurant to eat and then go to the movies?" β
Wang Yanhui had no opinion, he responded, "Yes, you choose a restaurant, and then decide which movie to watch." β
Wen Shanglin was silent all the time, and heard Lin Mansheng smile again, "It's not us, it's you and Yingyan!" β
Chu Yingyan was stunned, she and Wang Yan returned?
"Now that I've finished watching the concert, shouldn't I go our separate ways?" Manshengjing said to himself, and had already let go of Chu Yingyan's hand and handed her back to Wang Yanhui's hand.
Wang Yanhui stared at him in astonishment, "Mangsheng, isn't it good for four people to be together?" β
"I also want to walk alone with Wen Shanglin." Overgrown but said directly.
Wen Shanglin seemed to have expected this, and he replied, "Then I will accompany Mansheng, and you are also free." β
Wang Yanhui wanted to stop it, but found that she had no way to stop it, she had the right to choose, he couldn't force it, it was her life, even love and marriage......
Chu Yingyan looked at the figures of Lin Mansheng and Wen Shanglin and disappeared into the distance until they disappeared at the end of the crowd. turned back to Wang Yanhui again, and found that he was staring at the direction in which the two were leaving, such a focus, and a trace of worry in it, "Brother Yanhui, they have already left." β
She reminded her loudly, and Wang Yan retracted her gaze only then, "Yingyan ......"
"It's okay." Chu Yingyan immediately responded, his hesitation, that unbearable appearance of hurt, made her only feel more uncomfortable, before he spoke, she would rather say it herself, "If you still have something to do, then go, it's good for me to take a walk by myself." β
Wang Yanhui never thought that she would say this, after all, there was still a trace of apology in her heart, "I have already told Uncle Chu that I will send you back after dinner today." β
So, he wants to continue to accompany her?
In fact, she knew in her heart that the reason why he agreed to go on a date with the four of them today was just because he wanted to look at Lin Mansheng and Wen Shanglin, Chu Yingyan smiled and said, "They have already left alone, you really don't have to accompany me anymore, I'm fine alone." I happened to have a restaurant I wanted to go to, and I had dinner and came home just ......."
She said those thoughtful words, never demanding, nor entangled, but Wang Yanhui's tutor since childhood made it impossible for him to leave her here alone, "Which restaurant, I'll accompany you." β
Her words were suddenly interrupted by him, Chu Yingyan's eyes widened, did he still want to continue to accompany her?
"Don't want to?" Wang Yanhui asked again.
No!
How could she be unwilling, even if she knew that it was probably just out of politeness, but she still had no way to refuse completely.
Because even if it is a fruitless relationship, she also wants to leave some memories and fragments, in this person's life, even if it is just here, it is okay......
She smiled again, "Let's go!" β
β¦β¦
On the other side, away from the lively downtown area, the two strolled forward.
Walking around the corner, you will walk towards an avenue with a view. There was a rope bridge near the avenue, and the two came to the middle of the bridge and watched the river pass under the bridge.
The sun is warm, the wind is a little gentle, and the creeps stand there.
Wen Shanglin stood beside her, they were standing side by side at this moment, such a quiet and beautiful, the distance between them was so close, she was within reach.
She spoke softly, and a soft female voice came immediately, "Wen Shanglin, you said you can't forget me?" β
It was she who suddenly asked, which made Wen Shanglin feel like he was going back to the club that day to meet again. It was the first time he saw her after he was invited by his father.
The moment they met, he seemed to be shocked.
In the days after the separation, Wen Shanglin tried not to remember, let alone recall. He really didn't bother her anymore, no matter what happened, he would rather stay away than come any closer. Until that moment, he was standing beside her, so close, he saw her beautiful appearance, even if it didn't show a smiling face, but it was so vivid, it made him feel that it was really ......
Great!
He realized that he was willing to open his mouth to admit this longing, and at this moment he stared at her side face and said, "You don't believe it? β
She didn't answer him, but said, "I'm just curious, what's so good about me that you can't forget?" β
Wen Shanglin couldn't help frowning, and she said quietly, "Although I have been married to you for five years, it is clear how it started." In those five years, I know how I came over. When it's over, it's so unpleasant, you can count every piece of it. β
It really seemed that he could count all this, which made Wen Shanglin suddenly speechless.
"You and I can be considered husband and wife?" Mansheng suddenly asked, Wen Shanglin's eyebrows became more and more furrowed, but she had already answered, "Actually, it's not even respectful." β
It's a relationship that's far worse than a stranger, because he's just the one who once hurt her.
Back then, the marriage was just an expedient measure between the two families. And after the fact, in fact, it was irreparable, and because from the beginning, he was wrong, the way was wrong, the cognition was wrong, and everything was already wrong when he treated her......
But she has always been very sober, and she always treats him so calmly, even if he ridicules and ridicules again and again, she never blames him.
He didn't know how to make up for it, and maybe he didn't want to make it up again, because he just wanted now, "Creeping, if you're willing to give me a chance, I won't do it again!" β
Mansheng glanced at him sideways, he was staring at himself, this kind of serious gaze would make any woman's heart beat, he was such a blessed Wen family.
However, Mansheng just smiled, "You know, there was once a man who said the same thing to me, and he said he couldn't forget me. β
Is it Wei Rong? The first person that came to Wen Shanglin's mind was him, but then he thought of another person, the former never looked back at all, and the latter had stayed in Yicheng before, he finally pronounced the name of that person, long lost and unfamiliar, "-Gu Xiyuan? β
Mansheng raised her lips and smiled, and she asked again, "Do you regret losing it?" What you can't get, always the best? β
"Why don't you tell me, what is good about me, I change it, okay?" She was talking in a soft female voice, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her, but the determination in her eyes shocked Wen Shanglin.
He seemed to hear the last chance to shatter.
β¦β¦
At this moment, the initiator of that marriage, Wen Shanglin, has also learned from some clues.
In fact, it is not Father Lin.
It's this man named Gu Xiyuan!
But he also turned back, because he could not forget, and came to look for her.
She had already experienced it once, compared to him, Gu Xiyuan was the object of ignorant emotions in that youth, and it was the young man she liked for a whole time.
What is he?
The more Wen Shanglin thought about it, the more anxious he became, "I have always regretted and annoyed it. β
Regretting why he didn't ask her a word in the first place, why he interrupted her when she wanted to answer. Why did he never really take a good look at her beside him, whenever she came back from a drunken night, when she wiped her face with a hot towel for herself, he actually took that gentleness as a means.
In fact, what did Gu Xiyuan matter, the moment he began to know her, they were already a new beginning.
It was he who didn't grasp it, it was he who kept her out......
"Although the marriage between the Wen family and the Lin family, you and I are both innocent, but I am the party after all, but you are actually the only real victim." She said so calmly and rationally, and sorted out all those relationships, "So, you don't have to feel regret and chagrin." β
"I thought about it, if I were you and I was suddenly forced to marry a strange girl, this girl might have used a trick. As a result, it was later found out that this girl was also pregnant with a child......" she said with a smile, and said lightly, "I can't accept it, no normal person can accept it." β
So, he's one of them?
Just one of the many beings?
She is so objective and so realistic, but Wen Shanglin clearly feels her changes, a calmer state of mind than before, and it is really uncatchable and dissipating, like a wisp of green smoke about to dissipate.
But in the next second, her smile turned cold, and she said more and more coldly, "Even so, you agreed to this marriage because of your interests." β
"What you did to me, although not the culprit, is just an addition to me." The corner of her eye fell on him, the sun was warm at the moment, but it couldn't warm her eyes.
The cold gaze, with the hatred of who I don't know, is so obvious.
She said again, "The reason why I agreed to take your car to the Chu family is just because I feel troublesome." Today I will agree to come out, not for a date, but to tell you, stay away from me, the farther away the better! Don't let me see it, and think of the past, and let me be so bored! β
Bored......
This is really a terrible emotion, Wen Shanglin was stunned for a moment, seeing her turn around and about to leave, he thought of the past, instinctively took a step to catch up, and gently hugged her from behind!
"Didn't you like me at all during those five years? Never? Even if you want to get close to me, you've never had it? Wen Shanglin's hands wrapped around her body, her hair was fragrant, and he kept asking in a low voice.
"Why did you squeeze a hot towel to wipe my face on the night I came back from a party? Why is there always a light left for me? Why do so much for me? Wen Shanglin mentioned all this, and after the matter passed, those bits and pieces came and engulfed him.
And the most important thing is that Wen Shanglin is still that day, "Why do you want to come to my company and send me chicken soup?" Lin Mansheng, dare you say that you have never been movedββ! β
β¦β¦
Creep suddenly froze, because the sunlight was too dappled, so the memory began to flash.
Wen Shanglin clearly remembers that day, when she first came to the company to deliver chicken soup to him. And at that time, it was after he found out that she was pregnant with a child. I went to the hospital that day because she had unbearable abdominal pain, and the doctor examined her.
It was that day that Wen Shanglin will never forget, it was the doctor who questioned him: This gentleman, your wife is speechless in pain, do you know that she has had a miscarriage?
Later, Wen Shanglin learned that it was not that she had a miscarriage, but that the child was still alive, but she didn't know it.
It wasn't until many years later that she was reunited with her child.
But at that time, where would he know this, he couldn't accept it at all, so he mocked her again. The only thing he remembered was her last miserable white face, and a pair of red eyes looking at him.
When they met later, he didn't have a good face for her.
However, she still brought him chicken soup, when the story of having a child was revealed.
What I didn't understand at the time, what I didn't understand, I didn't understand until today that it was actually the most difficult step she took, and it was the step she was looking forward to in this misunderstanding marriage that shouldn't have started.
Standing still, watching the cars go by, she said, "I'm sorry if you misunderstood." I'm just thankful that you didn't laugh at me about the child. β
He didn't, never had.
Why didn't you bring the child with you when you mocked it?
Maybe it's also because her injured eyes are almost in tears.
"It's not just that!" Wen Shanglin shouted.
"It's you who don't believe it!" The overwhelming condensation voice overshadowed him, "It's you who don't believe it, not me!" β
Even though she denied it completely, Wen Shanglin's feeling was so strong, it wasn't that there was no glimmer of hope, he could be so sure.
Her hand was about to let go of him, but he held him on the shoulder, and turned to face herself, Wen Shanglin said to her, "You are saying this now, because you haven't forgotten him at all in your heart!" β
She looked at him in a way that she didn't even notice herself, but others could see it clearly......
"Lin Mansheng, you still love him!" Wen Shanglin said again.
Still in love with him......
There was a sound of "buzz-" in his ears, and he only felt that the cars around him were speeding by, but his heart was like a raging wind.
How could she still love him?
How could she still love him?
She was thinking about it, thinking about the painful love, but it was like a whirlpool, almost devouring her.
The headache struck suddenly, and it was a heart-piercing pain.
"But he doesn't love you at all! Maybe he never loved! Wen Shanglin held her, he wanted her to get out of that past completely, he had this confidence, he believed that she could fall in love with him, the only thing missing between them was time, it was a lot of time to spend together, he desperately said to her, "You can start again!" If you want, one day you'll fall in love with me too! β
And yetβ
She smiled, hesitant and dazed, and muttered as if she gave up resistance, "Do you think a person can love a few times in a lifetime!" β
β¦β¦
On Sunday afternoon, in a golf club in Haicheng, the caddie was accompanied by him, and Uncle Zhong also followed.
In front of them, two figures were walking along the green meadow.
Another good shot, Wen Shanglin couldn't help but praise, "Uncle Wang, your ball skills are really good." β
"I'm idle, so I come to play when I'm free, and when you're your age, I don't have as good skills as you." The royal father is not modest, if it is about age, Wen Shanglin's ball skills are indeed better than him.
Wen Shanglin smiled, "Then I have to practice more to catch up with you." β
The two of them continued to walk slowly forward, towards the point where the ball fell, and the royal father suddenly asked, "Why did you disperse so early yesterday?" β
I heard that Wang Yanhui sent Chu Yingyan home at night, but Lin Mansheng returned to Changhai Garden early in the morning, so the royal father could be sure that they separated after watching the concert.
Wen Shanglin smiled, "Mansheng's health is not very good, and she is prone to headaches, so I sent her back." β
Regarding Lin Mansheng's illness, the royal father also knows that it is difficult to treat, "Her illness is also caused by too much worry, and she also needs someone to take care of her, and it is not good for her eldest brother to watch it all the time." β
"Yes, he still has to accompany Yingyan." Wen Shanglin also knew that the marriage between the Wang family and the Chu family was recognized by the parents of the two families.
The royal father then asked, "What happened between you and the man?" β
Wen Shanglin was silent, but it seemed that he wanted to spare no effort to pay his thirst at this time, "Uncle Wang, my mind will not change, I am willing to marry Mansheng." It's just that I also ask Uncle Wang not to be too anxious, I think I will have to spend some more time with Mansheng. β
When the royal father heard him ask like this, he was satisfied, "Your first marriage was not very pleasant, and she has been through so much, it is normal for her to hesitate, as long as you are not uncertain. β
"Since I have made a promise, I will never go back!" Wen Shanglin solemnly agreed.
The royal father was pleased, and said in a deep voice, "When you marry Mansheng in the future, you will be the son-in-law of our Wang family." The family doesn't say a word, and you know the current situation. What to do when the time comes, you also understand? β
If he can really get married, Wen Shanglin will naturally become half of the Wang family, for Lin Mansheng and the Wang family, this part of the force should also be made. At that time, it is indispensable to replenish funds in an emergency to be able to win Poly for the Wang family.
It's just that in this way, she is again involved in endless struggles......
Wen Shanglin was a little restless, his face was unharmed, and he responded, "Please rest assured!" β
"Sir! It's Master Chu and Young Master Rong......" At this moment, Uncle Zhong stepped forward to remind.
As soon as the two looked up, they saw two other figures at the end of another meadow, followed by two caddies.
At this moment, even Wen Shanglin felt that it was too much of a coincidence. When I thought of the Chu family's family banquet before, and thought of today, I couldn't tell who was doing it on purpose for a while.
"Master, it's Master Wang and Wen Shaodong......" At that place, the subordinate behind Father Chu replied.
Wei Rong also looked over, and really faced the royal father and Wen Shanglin.
"It's such a coincidence, they are also here to play, so let's go over and say hello." Father Chu responded with a smile, and the topic of Fang Cai was cleverly brought to an end.
However, Wei Rong understood that today was simply the careful arrangement of the Chu family and the Wang family.
In fact, today, Wei Rong invited Chu's father to get together.
Regarding the future of Poly, the Chu family is also a vital vein, in the marriage between the Chu family and the Wang family, Wei Rong came on behalf of the Wei family, just to lay a warning in advance for the future war.
Although Chu's father had never made up his mind in his speech, he said that he valued peace. But now that the royal father has appeared, it seems to have a clear position.
β¦β¦
At that moment, the two parties finally met, and the two parents laughed and talked with each other.
As a junior, he naturally put on a show.
Here, the royal father said, "Brother Chu, it's rare to see you on the court, you want to have a game with me today." β
"That's what I mean!" Father Chu smiled.
Seeing this, Wei Rong replied, "Then I'll have a game with Mr. Wen." β
The original combination was dismantled, and the two patriarchs started in a group, while Wei Rong and Wen Shanglin became opponents in an instant.
Wen Shanglin didn't care who he played with, but he met him for a few days in a row, and his unsettled mood began to stir up waves again.
Almost involuntarily, I thought of Lin Mansheng and the words she said......
"I didn't expect to meet Mr. Wei again today, it's really fate." Wen Shanglin laughed and said, "I was in a hurry yesterday, so I didn't have time to greet that Miss Rong." β
Wei Rong held the club and swung the club, and the ball crossed the vacant and landed a perfect parabola, so he replied unhurriedly, "In terms of fate, where can I compare to Mr. Wen." β
"Actually, I knew that there would be today, so I might as well treat it at the beginning. It is not so easy to pursue a woman again, and it is an ex-wife with whom he has been married for a while. He smiled and raised his lips and looked at him faintly.
There were some situations that he must not have known, such as the relationship between him and her at the moment...... Wen Shanglin smiled, "It's true that it's not easy to say, but it's not as difficult as I imagined." β
"There are not many people who know the roots, and no matter how bad that marriage is, they always know each other clearly." He narrowed his eyes slightly and said, "I should have gone to a concert with Mansheng, and she was very happy yesterday." β
She was delighted......
In an instant, the scene flashed in front of him, it was in the crowd, and he suddenly stepped forward and leaned over her......
Wei Rong held the club and said, "Then congratulations, you finally won her heart!" β
If everything is really like this, then even if this congratulations is a mockery, Wen Shanglin will be very happy, but this is not the case, but I heard him say, "Mr. Wen, a word of advice, since you want to rebuild the old good, wouldn't it be better to go back to Yicheng to live like this?" I'm afraid that if she refuses, it will be really difficult. β
What does he mean by that?
Is it a suggestion, or is it deliberately provoking?
No matter which one it was, Wen Shanglin didn't bother to pay attention to it, and her pair of heavy eyes appeared in front of him, which made him can't help but ask, Xu is because she is fighting grievances, Xu wants to ask for proof whether her efforts have really been reciprocated, "Wei Rong, have you really loved herββ! β
Wei Rong was stunned for a moment, as if thousands of troops and horses were attacking and instantly crushed by, and no one in his body was spared.
At this moment, Wen Shanglin remembered that at the end of yesterday, he looked at her, and his expression was clearly not unwilling to start again, not that he didn't want to meet someone again and start a relationship.
Butβ
In the year of its establishment, Fanghua is difficult to recover and grow old, and one-third of his life has passed away. Those longings will fade away after all, and it will be difficult to even reacquaint.
It's clear that she's asking: How many times do you think a person can love in his life!
In fact, it is so painful that there can be a few times.