When he walked into Zhang Zhe's house, Chen Chen was in a trance for a moment, obviously it was only a year ago, as if a century had passed.

It should have been a moment of emotion, because the work seemed to fade in an instant.

"I didn't prepare anything, I plan to take you to cook hot pot, the base and ingredients are your favorite food, and they have been washed." Zhang Zhe said as he walked into the kitchen and began to serve things.

Chen Chen didn't speak, sitting at the table with his head down.

The red liquid in the decanter trembled slightly as Zhang Zhe put down the plate. Chen Chen picked up the wine glass, poured a glass of wine, and drank it all.

Seeing that she drank the liquid in the cup like water, Zhang Zhe wanted to stop it, but there was something sad, and she refused to tell herself, letting her drink a few glasses to make it easier.

Chen Chen was silent and stuffed food into his mouth. She wanted to cry, but she didn't want to look vulnerable, and the gobbling action seemed to hide her sadness.

"You don't want to carry everything alone. You still have me. Zhang Zhe comforted him, but before he did, he laughed self-deprecatingly: "Although, in your heart, we may have broken up." ”

He wanted to hug her, but he couldn't find a reason why he could reach out and hug her, so he could only bow his head in self-blame. Chen Chen didn't answer, and continued to eat heavily. According to Zhang Xuan, the very expensive red wine was treated as water by her, and she drank a glass when she raised her head.

Zhang Zhe was inexplicably irritable and snatched her wine glass: "Don't drink it, don't drink it." ”

Chen Chen listened to his words, but let go of the wine glass and continued to eat, Zhang Zhe put down the wine glass, stood up with a frown, and grabbed her arm: "Don't eat, don't eat if you're in a bad mood, your stomach hurts for a while." ”

Chen Chen clutched his chopsticks and didn't let go, and he refused to say anything, and Zhang Zhe was suddenly a little annoyed.

He grabbed her arm, broke her chopsticks, and couldn't help but hold her in his arms

"Don't carry everything, I'm here, even if I can't help you, you can do it again. If not, you can try again, don't discourage yourself first. ”

This kind of situation has not been encountered before, Chen Chen chooses to clash head-on every time. She fell in Green Park, and now she's failing again at the Sequoia Fund. The discomfort that could have been carried by one person became unacceptable after seeing Zhang Zhe. The resentment in the stomach suddenly turned into grievances. She buried her face in Zhang Zhe's chest and began to shed tears.

It's been a year, and I've fantasized countless times that when I walk here again, how I pretend to be strong, how light and light, it doesn't make sense. A small setback was enough to make Chen Chen cry loudly when he faced Zhang Zhe. Sure enough, hypocritical people are not short of love.

Tears soaked the shirt on Zhang Zhe's chest, and he suddenly wanted to shed tears.

"I'm going to be fired again." She explained in a muffled voice with tears in her eyes.

Zhang Zhe didn't dare to ask why, so he had to answer in a low voice: "It's okay, we can do it again." Don't doubt yourself, you're the best girl I've ever seen. "Otherwise, how could I have fallen into your trap, willingly staying where I am and drawing a prison for you, waiting for you to come back. Not even resentment has ever arisen.

"Why didn't you pick me up, why didn't you pick me up when I came back." Chen Chen was already a little drunk, and aggrievedly began to ask about the things he had always wanted to ask.

She was actually complaining about this, Zhang Zhe was suffocated, because she saw Luo Yangfan beside her, so she hid. "I went, I saw Luo Yangfan helping you with your luggage... I didn't dare to walk over ... Zhang Zhe blamed himself and didn't dare to straighten his waist, obviously he could just walk forward at that time, why did he have to do it like this. , Regarding Chen Chen, there is really nothing that he can do right.

Chen Chen understood Zhang Zhe's fears and weaknesses, and when she got along, she knew that since this was the case, she didn't plan to dwell on this issue, not to mention that the problem that she needed to consider in front of her was not this. Regardless of whether Green Park rebounds or not, her job may not be saved. Four years after graduation, Chen Chen struggled for countless days and nights for this goal. Since being fired by Green Park under the pretext of her academic qualifications, all she wants is to do better.

is still the same as Anna in her bones, she simply wants others to admit her mistakes. She wanted to do something better, preferably good enough to let Green Park know that it was a mistake to abandon herself. In addition to this, she hopes to join the Law Fund because of the status of the Law. The world's largest hedge fund forcibly opened Thailand's currency market by relying on market matchups, which is the highest honor for a financier.

However, he was fired from his first job in the bank, and Chen Chen felt that his dream was really a dream. She picked up her glass and took another drink.

Zhang Zhe wanted to stop her, but he didn't know how she could comfort herself if she didn't let her drink, maybe she would feel better if she drank too much, and what was the sad thing, open her eyes tomorrow morning and worry about it.

Time seems to have returned to the day when Chen Chen's graduate school results were announced. She was also like now, drinking glass after glass, and after drinking too much, she happily walked back and forth in the house, laughing as she went; After laughing enough, he hugged himself and began to cry. Zhang Zhe couldn't comfort her, so he could only watch her cry quietly.

I don't know how much I drank, and my brain went from being a little dizzy at the beginning to hallucinating. The ground didn't seem to be so stable anymore, and she shook her head and blinked vigorously to clear herself up. The dizziness became even worse after a while, Chen Chenba smacked his mouth a few times and lay on the table full of scraps.

Afraid that she would be scratched by fish bones, Zhang Zhe hurriedly stretched out his hand to help her up, she was not very cooperative, and waved her hand to get rid of him.

"Be nice, go to bed." Zhang Zhe pulled a few pieces of paper and wiped her soup-stained clothes.

"Zhang Zhe, Zhang Zhe I want to vomit... She still seemed to feel a little sober, but she didn't show much restraint, and what she had eaten at night was returned together. With her stomach empty, she crouched on the ground and continued to retch.

Zhang Zhe frowned and looked at her crying and retching, his heart tugging together. He gently patted Chen Chen's back until what she spat out turned into bile and stomach acid.

"I'll wash it up for you, and then go to bed." Zhang Zhe had a lot of strength, and dragged her into the bathroom half-dragging and half-hugging. She didn't seem to like it very much, and moved in with him in small steps.

Zhang Zhe gently unbuttoned her clothes and adjusted the water temperature. Chen Chen sat in the bathtub and looked at him weakly, as if he was about to fall asleep in the next second. Zhang Zhe took the flower sprinkle and carefully began to rinse the seasoning that she was lying on the table and rubbing her face. Chen Chen didn't seem to realize his current predicament, and from time to time he stuck out his tongue and licked the sauce next to his lips.

"You are not allowed to lick the corners of your mouth." Zhang Zhe patted her, didn't let her move, squeezed the toothpaste to brush her teeth, Chen Chen opened his mouth to roll his tongue, Zhang Zhe sighed: "Don't swallow, the foam has been eaten by you." After listening to Zhang Zhe's words, she suddenly got up from the bathtub and hugged his neck: "Zhang Zhe, I like you so much, why are you so good." She was very drunk, her cheeks rubbed against his chest, her mouth was full of foam, and her slurred words could not stop her from incessantly rambling.

"I'm not good at all, and you wouldn't be the same if you were good." Knowing that she was already drunk, Zhang Zhe pulled her away and gently stroked her hair: "Don't make trouble, the toothpaste will be in your stomach and I won't give you breakfast tomorrow morning." Zhang Zhe didn't know how to calm her down, so he had to come up with a reason. Unexpectedly, the effect was unusual, and she suddenly quieted down.

Zhang Zhe picked up the bath towel and wrapped it around her, picked it up and put it on the bed. Chen Chen was already confused, and he couldn't tell the current state clearly, so he let him dry his hair and put on his clothes. Before Zhang Zhe finished it, she had already fallen asleep.

The last time I watched her fall asleep like this, I can't remember what day it was. He stretched out his hand and put it on her face, and Chen Chen rubbed his palm.

The mess outside the house still needs to be cleaned up by him. Wipe the dirty clothes and put them in the washing machine, and he squatted on the ground to clean up the damage a little bit. I don't know why she's so sad, but I still can't help as before. Zhang Zhe suddenly wanted to laugh at himself, because without a family, he couldn't even learn how to love someone. What's the use of being gentle, what's the use of patience, even seeing someone else standing next to her can sting herself, and make her afraid to step forward and bring her back. Obviously, she doesn't seem to be able to do anything right, but she always feels sad.

Just like now, apart from taking care of her when she drank too much and was uncomfortable, he seemed to have much effect, and he suddenly felt that he was very weak and full of money. That feeling of helplessness in the face of absolute power made him desperate, and it seemed that the world would be shattered in the next second.