Chapter 37: Shen Man who was forced to marry

On the evening of the second day of the Lunar New Year, I filled all the goods that were in short supply online due to the Chinese New Year sales, and when the goods arrived, Luo Ge only needed to pick up the goods, and I would be able to travel for a while without worries.

On the afternoon of the third day of the Lunar New Year, Brother Luo finally came to the store and brought me a lot of food and hometown specialties, which I naturally accepted, and Brother Luo didn't need too much hypocrisy.

I told Brother Luo about the recent business situation, and Brother Luo was very happy, and this turnover was obviously beyond his expectations.

I told him that I wanted to use this time to go out and walk around, and he repeatedly agreed, saying that he would take care of the store, and I was also relieved by Brother Luo.

Brother Luo suggested that I go to his hometown of Lianyungang, where there is the sea and is close to Nantong, which is very cost-effective for tourism.

I agree with Brother Luo's suggestion, I am a person who likes the sea very much, and I think the sea represents a man's mind, so after a little weighing, I decided to set this trip in Lianyungang.

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I told Brother Luo about the things that need to be paid attention to in the operation of the store, until he fully understood, I was relieved to leave, I plan to go home to my parents for a New Year's greetings, and then go to Lianyungang, this time I arranged for myself 8 days of vacation, after 8 days, I will return to Nantong, the second upgrade of the store, this is what I must do.

On the way, I received a call from Shen Man, she will leave Nantong tomorrow and return to Wuxi, and wanted to make an appointment with me, and I happily went to the appointment.

We chose a tea restaurant, and after arriving at the date place, I thought that Wang Mengmeng and the prince would also be there, but I was wrong, this time it was Shen Man who made an appointment with me alone.

I took off my gloves and sat down opposite Shen Man and asked, "Senior sister, it's just the two of us, and there are no others?" ”

"Hmm." Shen Man nodded, didn't say much to me, and his mood didn't seem very good.

"Why are you unhappy?" I asked with concern.

Shen Man held her forehead with her hand, and waved her other hand at me, signaling that she didn't want to speak now.

I realized that her mood was really bad at this time, what should have happened to her during the Chinese New Year, I removed her hand holding her forehead, she looked up at me, but there were tears flashing in her eyes.

My heart twitched, and I had seen her cry for the second time in just a few months, which was unimaginable in the 6 years I had known her.

"What the hell is wrong, Senior Sister?" When I saw her crying, I was confused.

"My parents~~ forced me to get married, I went on a blind date yesterday, why don't they understand me so much." Shen Man said to me in a depressed tone.

I sighed, according to my guess, it is because of this that I can understand Shen Man's mood, and even more understand the mood of her parents, what does 29 mean to a woman does not need to be emphasized too much, and since it is a marriage candidate that her parents helped her find, the conditions must not be bad.

"Senior sister, I think the feelings of my uncle and aunt should be understood....... In the past few years, you have been working hard for your career, and what you have lost is a woman's most precious youth. I persuaded.

"If it were you, would you be willing to spend your life with someone you don't love?" Shen Man asked sharply.

"However, feelings can also be cultivated."

"Take my marriage to cultivate a boundless love?" Shen Man's tone was full of anger.

I'm silent....... I am the person who understands Shen Man the most, and I am also the person who does not understand her the most, as a woman, are I really willing to live a life of one person endlessly? Could it be that she really has something unspeakable?

I cautiously asked again: "Senior sister, you don't really ~~ like women, right?" ”

Shen Man looked at me with eyes that made me hairy, and she bit her lip for a while before she said, "Why don't you die~~?" ”

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I didn't know what to say for a while, I used tea to cover up my embarrassment, at this time I really wanted to help Shen Man share my worries, but I couldn't use my strength at all, about her marriage, except for her parents and herself, no one could control it.

"Senior sister, if you want to cry, I'll lend you my shoulder for a while." I finally said that.

Shen Man ignored me, she looked out the window a little blankly, I knew that this time she must have had a very stiff quarrel with her family, sometimes the conflict is the intransigence of both parties and becomes irreconcilable.

Not to mention that it is difficult for a Qing official to decide family affairs, there is no one right or wrong in this matter, but it violates the core interests of both parties, it is really not easy for Shen Man to be alone for so many years, her mood is so bad today, and it is also the result of years of suppressed emotions.

Shen Man's character is strong after all, she didn't shed tears, but suddenly smiled and said to me: "It's okay, I'm just in a bad mood and want to find someone to talk to......... I haven't experienced anything in so many years. ”

Shen Man said this, but I felt even more sad in my heart, although I don't want to admit some things, but I have to say that I delayed her youth to a certain extent, otherwise I would not have become one of the protagonists of the rumors last time, although I maintain the purest sister-brother relationship with Shen Man, but outsiders will definitely not believe it, and this is also one of the most important reasons why I am reluctant to follow Shen Man's side anymore, people are sometimes really terrifying~!

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"Senior sister, if you don't compromise a little bit, find the right person in love first, and then talk about the marriage later, so that everyone can accept it." I thought of a compromise and said to Shen Man.

Shen Man thought about it, and finally nodded, and under strong pressure, she finally chose an appropriate compromise.

I struck while the iron was hot and said: "You don't have to work too hard at work, you have to cultivate your family consciousness, people live for their families after all, and it is enough to work to your point." ”

I thought Shen Man would stick to her principles, but I didn't want her to nod, and it took a long time for her to say to me: "Yes~~ Now that you are independent, what else do I have to worry about?" Seeing that you now understand what you are fighting for, Senior Sister is really happy. ”

When Shen Man said such a thing, I didn't know what it was like, the corners of my eyes were a little hot, and it was a long time before I said with a heartless smile: "Senior sister, I'm a man, don't lie to me about tears, I won't cry." ”

"Whoever wants you to cry, as long as you keep this state, I'm relieved." Shen Man smiled and said to me.

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After a long silence, Shen Man's mood calmed down a bit, and she cared about my love life again: "What about you, what are your plans for love, and do you plan to be single all the time?" ”

Shen Man's words aroused my sense of crisis, after the New Year, I also entered the ranks of older men, about love, about marriage, it is indeed time to be put on the agenda........ At this moment, I thought of Mo Han and thought of the agreement between us.

I love her almost without thinking, I don't know if such unthinking is my wishful thinking, whether it is or not, but I know that we have a long way to go, and I hope that our union is just a bubble that has fallen in the sky.

After a long time, I said to Shen Man: "I think I fell in love with a woman. ”