The car moved smoothly under the dim street lamp, but I seemed to be floating in the stormy waves, and I even forgot to light a cigarette, if Bai Jing said the truth, then Pippi is 80% my son...... But why did Zuo Lan leave when she was pregnant? Why did we meet and refuse to tell me this fact?

A series of questions left my brain blank before I had time to think.

"Zhang Yixi, how do you feel now?" Bai Jing asked me.

"Am I already a father? And it was four years ago! I looked out the window and finally remembered to light myself a cigarette.

"I said, it's just my guess now, unless Lan Lan admits it herself, or you take Pippi to do a paternity test." Bai Jing looked at me and nodded.

I was at a loss...... In a daze, I thought of Angel in France, if Pippi is really my son, how should I face her, once I reprimanded Yan Zhiyuan with righteous words, but now something similar happened to me, life is really black humor!

.......

I returned home in a daze, took a glass of tap water and drank it all, without even washing, and lay down on the bed, facing the darkness and looking at the dim moonlight outside the window.

Suddenly, my mood experienced the baptism of ice and fire, and I even had some joy in my heart that Pippi was my son, and when I had no material conditions, I was afraid to start a family, but now I am not short of money, and the family has an inexplicable attraction to me, which is the fire of longing for family that ignites in my heart........ But what about Angel? We are going to get married, and when Angel comes to me with a wistful smile after preparing all the formalities before getting married, how will I face her? In the freeze, tell her: In fact, I was already a father four years ago?

How does Angel, who knows the truth, bear this secondary injury?

I couldn't think about tomorrow anymore, so I experienced another inexplicable loss of mind....... In a trance, my thoughts became chaotic again, and I remembered what I once swore to the prince in the bar: "If a woman is pregnant for me, then I will marry her and take on the responsibility of a family!" ”

I couldn't sleep anymore, I lifted the quilt, I stood at the window, my complicated mood couldn't be described in words, I knew that my life was completely messed up....... No matter what I choose, there will always be one side that will be hurt.

.......

I sat like this all night, until the phone prompt sounded, I woke up from the trance, I picked up the phone and looked at it, it was a bank transfer message, and I had another million on my account.

I threw my phone aside, money didn't bring me a trace of joy, it didn't solve my worries at this time.

It was already 9 o'clock in the morning, I finally washed up, put on my coat, and went to my office at "Sea View Coffee".

I couldn't find any work, but I smoked cigarette after cigarette.......

Chen Qingyi came to my office, immediately choked on the smoke and coughed, she put down the coffee cup in her hand, turned on the exhaust fan, and complained to me: "Zhang Yixi, why do you smoke so much?" ”

"Is there something wrong?" I asked as I snuffed out the cigarette butt in my hand.

"Tossed it so late last night, I made you a cup of coffee to refresh yourself......"

"Thank you."

"However, now I don't plan to give you a drink, I'll go and change you for a cup of honey grapefruit tea, you have to take good care of your lungs." Chen Qingyi said and took away the coffee and took the cigarette I had placed on the table.

......

The room was finally less smoky, and I was somewhat absentmindedly drinking the honey grapefruit tea brought by Chen Qingyi, who was sitting on the sofa opposite me.

"Zhang Yixi, why do I think something is wrong with you today, what's wrong with you?"

I forced a smile: "Is there one?" ”

"It's already written on the face." Chen Qingyi nodded affirmatively.

I was speechless for a long time, I really can't talk about this matter, even in the face of Chen Qingyi.......

"Maybe I've been too tired lately....... I'll go to town later, so let's talk when we have time. I said as I stuffed my phone and wallet on the table into my briefcase, and stood up and left.

"Come back in the evening? My aunt said we were going to eat together. Chen Qingyi followed me to the door and closed the office door.

"It depends, I'll go home when I have time." I smiled, waved to Chen Qingyi again, didn't stop again, and left quickly.

.......

My career is booming, just over a month, because of the hot sales of the mountain goods package launched by the fat stall and the continuous force of the online sales platform, half of the mountain goods of the mountain people have been sold, plus the Chinese New Year is approaching, the online sales have exploded in the upward trend, almost every day there are hundreds of orders, has been fully profitable, and the dream factory studio also took this opportunity to officially brand these mountain goods, and He Quanyun under the authorization of the local government, set up a special working group, Large-scale planting of mountain goods in the whole town provides a sufficient supply of mountain goods for our subsequent operation....... In time, once the brand operation is successful, it will definitely drive the development of the local economy and improve the income level of the mountain people.

.......

At noon, the leaders of the town invited me to dinner, fully affirmed my contribution to the economic development of the town, and looked forward to better development in the future, and in the afternoon accompanied the leaders of the town to visit some difficult families in the town, I also funded 100,000 yuan to improve the lives of some lonely and widowed old people, and funded two poor college students in my personal name......

When I had time again, it was already evening, and I was suddenly afraid to go back to the city, and I was once again at the foot of the mountain that comforted me when I was confused and in pain.

I sat in the cold wind, not smoking, just watching the sun set in a daze....... I suddenly couldn't see where my end was, and I couldn't find the motivation to move forward, but I just felt that I had been passively pushed forward by some kind of force, but I had never had the ability to control my life!

.......

I was a little tired, lying on the uneven stones, closing my eyes, and giving myself an indulgent enjoyment! ......... I'm afraid that in the end, there is no way to get rid of it.

At the moment, I am lonely, lonely, but I don't understand why the more I want to be happy, the more lonely I become...... Is this the fate of man? God will never make a person truly happy!

I used to crave money, I wanted status, but when I had all this at my fingertips, why was I even more unhappy? ...... I didn't get an answer for a long time, so I gritted my teeth and smiled in a daze!

"Hi, buddy, '82 Lafite, do you want to try it?" Han Feng appeared in front of me with a bottle of red wine and a goblet in his hand.

I sat up: "Why are you here?" ”

"We met by chance, don't think too much, do you see, I only brought one cup." Han Feng explained urgently.

I smiled, lit a cigarette, and said nothing.

Han Feng opened the wine cork, poured a small glass of red wine, shook it and said to me, "What is life? ....... In the evening, watching the sunset, blowing the mountain breeze, enjoying the endless scenery and curling smoke in front of you, and drinking a glass of 82-year-old Lafite, this is life! After speaking, I took a sip of red wine, and I looked like I was enjoying it!

I looked ahead, but I was in a melancholy mood under such a beautiful view, so I picked up the red wine next to me and took a sip of it.

Han Feng immediately snatched it over, and said distressedly: "It's a little good, okay?" This is 82 years of Lafite...... Drink one bottle less than one bottle! ”

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I've been watching it for so long, are you still afraid of abuse? There is no need to scold Zhang Yixi, does he want to see this situation? I don't want to.

And now he is rich and has a social status, but he longs for a family, which proves that this man is not bad at all in his bones, and has a sense of responsibility.