If there is love, then love deeply.

Who doesn't have a few ignorant youth.

Who doesn't have a period of unbridled youthful frivolity.

is eighteen years old, everyone wants to love vigorously, love, love, sweet, cry, pain, and hate.

However, for Shi Yang, these are growth, experiences, and hardships that sharpen her growth.

Standing on the most prosperous and tallest building in the imperial capital, looking down at this place that was familiar and unfamiliar to her.

It's been three years.

Nothing seems to have changed?

The tower still stood in the wind like a zombie that had been stationed, and the traffic was still bustling and bright under its feet.

There is no matter who is wrong, there is no change in the world, it's just that their state of mind has changed.

"Whose voice sings softly, whose tears flow quietly......"

Shi Yang took out her mobile phone and saw that the mobile phone screen was the familiar number and the familiar name, she didn't have heartache or anger.

Press the answer button.

Said lightly, "Hello! Is there something wrong? The voice was not loud, but it was calm, with a hint of detachment, without waves, like a pool of stagnant water like her heart.

There seemed to be a pause on the other end of the phone before he spoke, "Where are you now?" ”

"Me?" Shi Yang looked at the night scene in the distance and said lightly, "Hmm...... I don't know where I am, but I believe that the world is so big that I still have a place to go. ”

The other side of the phone spoke again, "I ask you, where are you now?" There was anger in his voice, even a little impatience.

Shi Yang heard the angry voice, hooked his lips, and said, "Mr. Ji, I'm sorry, I just came out, and I haven't prepared a lot of things, I'm going to be busy, bye!" ”

After speaking, without waiting for anything to be said, Shi Yang hurriedly hung up the phone.

Call!

Shi Yang touched his face and cheered for himself, Shi Yang, you have to be strong, you have performed very well, come on!

Say goodbye to the past and start over!

Start a new life, start a new life.

The night scene in early autumn is a little cold, but the icy chill makes people very sober.

This city seems to be so full of flowers and noisy, but people's hearts are very cold, but they are like living in such an ice city, and every day they are just busy, acting as spectators in the eyes of others.

Although this cold city is cruel, it also makes countless people yearn for it, because, here, it can satisfy people's selfish desires, their rights, and when they are tired, they go home, because home is the embrace they look forward to, and it can give them warmth.

However, Shi Yang has no home, she is like a kite with a broken string, and she can only wander around the city aimlessly.

Shi Yang looked up at the sky in a complicated way, sighed helplessly, time is in a hurry, the morning sun does not set, just like her name.

She doesn't seem to have anywhere to go tonight.

Walking in front of a hotel, Shi Yang stopped, looked up at the hotel, once upon a time, she seemed to have a dislike for this kind of place, and she has always been spurned.

She had always looked down on such places, and felt that they were very low.

God really loves to play tricks on people, and the place she once spurned is now a place where she has to live.

No wonder people in the world say that you can't look down on people, cause and effect cycles, and eventually these will be returned to you one by one.

"One hundred and fifty-one nights, you can stay until twelve o'clock tomorrow noon and then check out." The hotel aunt is very skillful in tone, it seems that she can't say more than ten words like this.

"Do you have an ID card?"

"Yes." Shi Yang took out his ID card from his pocket and handed it to the aunt at the counter.

The aunt at the counter didn't even look at it, so she began to scan and register, and then handed it to her, and said kindly, "Your ID card is about to expire, so let's reissue it if you have time." ”

The tone was cold, but Shi Yang was stunned.

It turns out that there are still kind people in this cold city.

Whether they know you or not, they will lend a helping hand when you need it. Even if it's just a small thing to worry about, they will kindly remind you.

Even if that doesn't do it at all, it's enough to warm people's hearts.

Shi Yang's body stiffened, his tone was a little excited, and he thanked gratefully, "Thank you!" ”

The uncomfortable words are hidden in the heart, and the words of laughter are spoken briskly.

"Thank you!" Often said.

"You!" Hidden in the heart

A word that often hangs on the lips, and I didn't think it was very important before.

But now I feel that it has a special meaning, saying "thank you" to the people who help you, saying "thank you" to the people who care about you, what a simple word, but it contains the most sincere gratitude and touching between people.

Shi Yang walked into her room with her room card, and the first thing she felt she should do was to take a good bath.

The Buddha said that bathing the body with pure water can wash away the filth, cleanse the evil and purify the mind.

Shi Yang felt that from this moment on, she wanted to be a new self and give herself a new life.

Soaking in the bathtub, Shi Yang looked at the bits and pieces on his phone, those familiar photos and familiar contacts, after three years, they became very unfamiliar.

So, she made a big decision, that is, to remove those traces inside one by one.

Since she started anew, she has to say goodbye to the past, including some people and some things.

Looking at the WeChat account that had been absent for a long time, Shi Yang stopped, forget it, let's not delete it, this account has been used for a long time, and the level of accumulation is very high.

After making up his mind, Shi Yang was in a much better mood, so he posted an unprecedented circle of friends, with a silhouette of himself.

……

"How can I feel the vastness of life without going through hardships, at this moment I want to say to myself: goodbye to my past, goodbye to the past me, Shiyang, welcome you to regain your life."

In the cold study, the retro decoration is very simple but very cold, exuding a simple sandalwood fragrance.

At the end of the season, sitting at the desk, when I saw the message on the mobile phone screen, my heart trembled, excited, but I couldn't bear to be a little sour and a little painful.

He was sullen in his heart, Shi Yang, do you want to say goodbye to the past completely?

Is your past life really so memorable?

Looking at the familiar but unfamiliar silhouette, the silhouette seems to reveal a hint of gloom and loneliness.

Although he couldn't see the face clearly, he could still feel the familiar face.

After three years, how are you doing?

After three years, have you changed?

After three years, do you remember who we used to be?

After three years, will you forgive me?

Ji Mo asked silently in his heart, but there was no answer.

The door was slightly pushed open from the outside, and a teenager in a white shirt walked in, and when he saw the end of the season opposite, his face was not very good.

walked over, sat down lazily across from him, and said calmly, "Shi Yang is out, do you know?" ”

Shi Yang came out, even if the people in the entire imperial capital didn't know, he didn't believe that he wouldn't know.

At the end of the season, he regained his mood and restored his expression that would never be able to shake a wave.

Like, he doesn't care about anything, it's bland.

looked at his younger brother Ji Chu in front of him, "She can't come out, it has nothing to do with me." How could it be irrelevant, he really wanted to know now if she was still the same as she was three years ago.

There has been no change.

But he didn't have the courage to stand in front of her.

Ji Chu saw that Ji Wan had such an indifferent expression, and was a little angry, "Brother, you are so ruthless." "That's right, it's really cold-blooded and ruthless.

No matter how wrong Shi Yang is, he shouldn't treat her like this, who hasn't made a mistake.

Qualified to ask for forgiveness.

"You didn't find out today." At the end of the season, he didn't look up, he didn't want others to see his duplicity in his eyes, and he pretended to be calm.

Ji Chu clenched his fists, trying his best to restrain the anger in his heart, and sometimes, he really wanted to beat up this cold-blooded and ruthless animal.

However, he was very incompetent.

I could only say weakly, "Whatever you want, I hope you don't regret it one day." ”

After Ji Chu finished speaking, he got up and slammed the door and left.

After Ji Chu left, Ji Su's cold face showed a hint of irritability.

At this time, the sound of "ticking" came from the mobile phone, and I picked it up and saw it.

"Hello, Time Quiet has deleted your ......"

Rumble!

When I saw the news at the end of the season, my head buzzed like it had exploded.

At the end of the season, he was in a hurry, so he quickly slid through the contact list, and after searching countless times, he couldn't find the one he particularly focused on.

opened the circle of friends, and there was no news just now, and even the previous bits and pieces disappeared.

At the end of the season, he panicked and panicked, and Shi Yang deleted him and removed him from the friends list.

What does that mean?

What the hell is she going to do?

Hurriedly found the familiar number and dialed it.

"Hello, the call you made is temporarily unreachable......"

"Hello, the phone you dialed cannot be reached for the time being, please call again later......"

I've played countless times, but I just can't get through. The end of the season frantically slammed the phone on the table, reaching out and rubbing the restless head.

On the other hand, Shi Yang restored the phone to factory settings, which is to say goodbye to everything before.

She did it very thoroughly, pulling everyone into the blacklist, originally wanted to throw away the mobile phone and mobile phone card together, but now she is a kite with only a broken string, nothing and only 10,000 yuan on her.

And not that much money to buy a new phone.

This 10,000 yuan is still the change she put in her bag three years ago, and thanks to this 10,000 yuan, she will not sleep on the street.

She was glad that she had always had a habit of keeping cash, otherwise she wouldn't know what to do tonight.

The next day, after Shi Yang left the room, the first place he wanted to go to was the Nanshan cemetery.

It's a very remote place, and Shi Yang searched for a long time to find it.

"Miss Shi, this is your father's grave." The staff brought her here.

"Thank you." I don't know when, Shi Yang gradually got used to saying the word "thank you", because she only had these two words to express.

The staff gave her a strange look and said, "You're welcome, then I'll go first." ”

The staff also left with interest, he was very eager to leave, the once glorious Shi family was ruined, and the people in the entire imperial capital knew it.

Therefore, it is not surprising to know Shi Yang.

In the past, even if Shi Yang was wrong and bad, she was now just an orphan girl, and they didn't want to pursue anything.