The snow melted over the past two days, and the temperature dropped again and again, and today's minimum temperature has reached -6 degrees Celsius, and the weather is so bad that people don't want to stay outside for a second

I ended the call with Xiaofei and still drove through the city, thinking about my mind without a purpose

I suddenly realized that I hadn't remembered Mo Han for a long time, and she seemed to have become a shadow in my memory, more like a legend

I was amazed at the change in myself, did I already have no love for Mo Han, or did I never love her, and I just admired her as a legend and chased her

I was a little dazed, and I couldn't figure myself out in a daze

......

When Mo Han left, she said that she was going to find another self, and I don't know if she had found another self at this time, but I wondered if she would have been transformed because of the journey along the way, and whether she would still remember the ancient bridge that we used as a common sustenance

I drove to this old bridge that I hadn't been to for a long time, and it was a shallow night, and I had plenty of time to figure out something on this bridge

I was standing on the old bridge, on the bank of the river, and I saw the Taoist chief I hadn't seen for a long time, surrounded by a few fortune tellers, and his peers were also working overtime, and they didn't leave, and it seemed that there were more people who believed in fate recently, and their business was showing signs of recovery

.......

I didn't immediately go to the Taoist, I just lit a cigarette and immersed myself in my own world

Is Mo Han really just an illusory memory to me?

Absolutely not, I clearly remember that night in Suzhou, she gave her body to me, I am still lost in the tenderness and madness of that night, this is a real ...... that must not be erased. But this only reality can't be reversed, and a lot of the illusion is messy again in an instant

I don't believe in my ears, but I believe in that legend..... The thrill of the legend made my nerves suddenly vulnerable, and I snuffed out the cigarette butt and lit another one to save my confused mind

......

The people around the Taoist chief gradually dispersed, and he seemed to be ready to close the stall, and I walked quickly to him, because such a chance encounter was so rare to me, and I needed to say something to him

The Taoist noticed my arrival, stopped all movements, and looked at me in a still state

I finally asked, "Why are you back in the old business?"

"Making a living"

The Taoist chief said nonsense, "Returning to the old business must be for a living, is it difficult or for recreation and entertainment."

I asked, "Is life going into trouble?"

"Don't mention it," the Taoist shook his head and sighed

I took the bench from the aisleman's hand, sat down in front of him, took the cigarette case out of my pocket, and said to him, "Smoke a cigarette and talk for a while."

I suddenly remembered that the last time I met with the Taoist, he said that he would no longer smoke, and I was not going to force him, but I didn't want him to take the cigarette from my hand, and he approached me and said, "Give me a fire."

I was surprised, but I took out a lighter and lit it for him, and lit one myself

"If you encounter any difficulties, you tell me that as long as it can be solved with money, I will definitely help you do it," I said calmly, This is not to show off my wealth or arrogance, because I strongly feel that the Taoist needs money, so I simply put it bluntly

The Taoist took a deep breath of cigarette: "My wife is seriously ill and her life is in danger."

I didn't say much, I took out the check from my briefcase and said, "Fill in the number yourself."

The Taoist chief didn't take the check in my hand, and finally gave up the high profundity and returned to the tone of a modern person and asked: "Little monk, aren't you afraid that I will lie to you, the check is not given randomly?"

"Lie to the sky, lie to the earth, not to cheat life," I said, shoving the check into his hand

The Taoist chief sighed deeply with a sad face, repeating my words: "Lie to the sky, deceive the earth, and not deceive life"

I have no words, but I grieve because of these six words...... Heaven and earth are all false, only fate is real

......

The cold wind swept past us, blowing a gloomy blow, blowing fireworks...... In the gloom and splendour, I seemed to see the cold back again, the warm light shining, and I seemed to be out of the world

The Taoist put his hand on my shoulder and pulled me back from the illusory picture

"I have to go, I'm going to the hospital"

I'd love to talk to the Taoist for a while, but he really has to go

I said to him, "Call me for something, here's my number," I said, handing the note with my number written on it

The Taoist took the note, folded it and put it in his pocket, looked at me for a long time, and said, "I'm afraid that the night will be long and I will have too many dreams...... Be thrilling"

Once again, I was taken into a psychedelic vortex by the words of the Taoist...... Can't extricate yourself

.......

The Taoist was gone, but his little folding bench was left for me, and maybe he was suggesting to me that I should sit here for a while

I can't wait to let myself be red in this cold and freezing weather, if Chiluo can let me see through everything

I tightened my clothes, and I didn't dare to go bare, because I knew that I would never have a chance to see through everything, whether it was a long night, a lot of dreams, or a thrilling night, I couldn't see through it, otherwise I wouldn't be the way I am today

It was a really cold, cold night, but I sat by the river for a long time, thinking about what the Taoist had left behind, and I hypothesized a thousand possibilities, but none of them seemed to match the phrase "I'm afraid of a long night and a lot of dreams, so be thrilling."

I haven't been able to understand it for a long time, and I would like to be playing tricks on the Taoist

......

It was late at night when I got home, and I was still immersed in the words of the Taoist, and then my heart was heavy, and it seemed that every word he said meant a turning point in my life, and although my subconscious had always regarded it as a coincidence, I still longed for this time that he gave me a good life that meant light

......

After washing, I lay on the bed, and Pippi was still wiping his face with a wet towel before going to bed, and he gave him this habit because Zuo Lan had this habit when we lived together many years ago

"Dad, wipe your face for you," Pipsqueak used his wipes to wipe my face again

I leaned my face over and let Pipsqueak wipe it on my face with a wipe

He seemed to think it was a lot of fun, giggling while wiping it, and suddenly he asked me, "Dad, when are you going to help me find a new mother?"

I'm a little confused about Pippi's rehash, it's only been a few days, and it's the second time he's asked me that

"Pippi, tell Daddy, do you want a mom?"

Pippi shook his head: "No, I think you're so pitiful when I see Dad Han and Mother Ye so happy."

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Third, I don't know when I can write it, so I don't recommend waiting.......

Sometimes I also reflect on the meaning of writing my own book, for money, for fame, and I really wrote the first book only for hobbies, and I didn't think too much about it, but this is my second book, but it's a lot more tiring than the first one, and I also think about giving up

Writing a book, some readers scold, don't understand, the website wants data, it wants results, sometimes I really feel annoying, I have time to write books, and I don't necessarily can't make money by doing something else, right, so money is really not the most important thing, of course, it's better to make money, no one can't get by, and I don't have to pretend to be noble about this

Persistence is because of dreams and readers, just a reader who was a soldier asked me for my phone number, and I didn't want to give it to him much

He said that he didn't have online banking as a soldier, and he couldn't contribute to my book, and he wanted to charge my phone bill to support me

It wasn't necessary, but I was so touched that I still haven't been able to convince him to insist on giving me ...... If you see don't charge likes, that's enough

When you want to give up, you think about everyone's support, and it really feels like a crime....... Thank you, readers