Pei Shuyi's pupils widened suddenly, and before she could react in her thinking, she struggled instinctively, "Hmm..........."

But Pei Tingqing didn't allow Pei Shuyi to run away again, one of his big hands controlled Pei Shuyi's waist that he didn't hold, and with a slight force on his strong arms, he lifted her up and put her in his arms, during which his lips never left Pei Shuyi, longing for her for too long, and restrained her for too long, and after kissing, he was out of control.

Pei Shuyi's mouth was numb, and it hurt again, she couldn't breathe under the intensive kiss, she had no experience and didn't know how to adjust her breathing, Pei Shuyi's hand that resisted Pei Tingqing's chest gradually softened, until she couldn't bear it and collapsed in Pei Tingqing's arms.

Pei Tingqing let go of Pei Shuyi at this time, and then bent his arm and hugged Pei Shuyi violently, he buried his head in the hair on Pei Shuyi's shoulder, his wet and hot lips were still pecking at the skin on her neck one by one, he had long been distraught and couldn't extricate himself, Pei Tingqing's voice was hoarse, and he whispered softly, "Shuyi, I love you.......... I love you..........."

From liking her to now, buried in his heart for two whole years, and finally speaking at this moment, Pei Tingqing seems to have completed the biggest and most important thing in his life, which makes him feel relieved, but what follows is sadness and despair——— he still took the first step towards hell.

Pei Shuyi lay on Pei Tingqing's chest and panted weakly, if it weren't for Pei Tingqing holding her, she would have fallen down long ago, Pei Tingqing's hot breath sprayed on her skin, he repeated tirelessly, the three words "I love you" poured into her ears over and over again, and she couldn't ignore it.

I don't know how long it took, Pei Shuyi calmed down, her chaotic brain slowly woke up, and when she finally realized what her eldest brother had done to her and what she was saying, her body suddenly became stiff, and her eyes were full of incredulity.

What is the big brother talking about?

He said he loved her?

If this kind of love can be explained as brother and sister love, then what can he say about kissing himself? At the moment he is on his lower abdomen, what can he say about something so obvious?

Pei Shuyi felt as if she had been struck by lightning, shocked and messy, after a while, she suddenly broke away from Pei Tingqing's embrace, staring at Pei Tingqing with wide eyes, her face was as white as paper without blood, her heart was flustered and scared, but on the surface, she shook her head extremely calmly, "You crazy big brother, do you see clearly?" I'm Shuyi, a cousin who is related to you by blood, not your ex-girlfriend, and not other girls, you say you love me, how can you love me? ”

"No, I've always been sober and I've never been crazy." This step is taken and it is taken, just like there is never a way back in life, only to go on.

The two faced each other, Pei Tingqing raised his palm to touch Pei Shuyi's face, and said so affectionately and firmly: "Pei Shuyi, I love you, what I love is my sister." I've been fascinated by you since you had your first period when you were 15 years old, when I bathed you and looked at your body. ”

That time it was the eldest brother who helped her take a bath?

She didn't know that her eldest brother had this kind of thought about herself for two whole years, Pei Shuyi looked at Pei Tingqing in a daze, she still couldn't believe it.

"I forcibly kissed you by the river on Valentine's Day, and I didn't mistake you for my ex-girlfriend, but I wanted to do that for a long time, so do you understand Pei Shuyi? Since two years ago, I have not been a brother and sister to you. Pei Tingqing's voice was hoarse, and a faint bloodshot appeared in Pei Shuyi's eyes, "I know that you are my sister and have a blood relationship with me, and I also know that it is against morality and ethics to fall in love with you, but there is no way, I just fall in love with you." ”

"No!" Pei Shuyi was unwilling to accept such a fact, she shook her head vigorously, holding on to the last ray of hope, and said in a panic: "Big brother, you must be mistaken, you may have confused the relationship between brother and sister and the love between men and women, I am your sister, how can you think of me differently?" ”

Pei Tingqing grabbed Pei Shuyi's wrist at this time, touched him, and his eyes were still staring at her tightly, "If you still don't understand my mind, then you feel it, do you think there will be a big brother in this world who will react to his sister?" Shuyi, I don't think of you as a sister anymore. ”

Pei Shuyi withdrew her hand like an electric shock, she covered her mouth and didn't let herself scream, looked at Pei Tingqing with a frightened face, and roared loudly with a crying voice, "No eldest brother in this world will fall in love with his sister, so you are a pervert, Pei Tingqing, you are a pervert!" You're so disgusting, how can you do this to your sister? ”

"yes, I'm disgusting." Pei Tingqing nodded, there was an obscurity between his eyebrows, the blood in his inky eyes became more and more intense, and the bottom of his eyes was surging, "But since I am in love, then I will simply be perverted and disgusting to the end, I will not give up loving you." You just scold, I don't care what you think of me, I love you anyway. ”

"Shut up, don't say any more, I don't want to hear it!" Pei Shuyi covered her ears as if she collapsed, she only felt that her stomach was churning badly, she suddenly opened the car window and poked her head out, she lay there retching, and finally seemed to run out of strength, lying on the window and crying.

Why is this happening?

It feels like a biological father has a male and female affection for his biological daughter, and this unethical feeling is difficult for her to understand.

When she regarded Pei Tingqing as her eldest brother, admired, adored, and loved him, and obeyed him, he coveted her and had such dirty thoughts about her.

Pei Shuyi shook her head, tears slid down her pale face, and the rain outside the window poured in, she was cold, trembling and even her heart was cold.

"Shuyi." Pei Tingqing spoke with difficulty, she was in pain, he was more painful than her, he tried to reach out to pull Pei Shuyi, but Pei Shuyi shook him off hard, "Don't touch me!" ”

Sometimes the more she puts a person in too high a position, when everything changes, the more difficult it is to accept, just like she once regarded Pei Tingqing as the most important relative in the world, she relied on him, trusted him, and slept in the same bed with him without any defense, but in the end everything was just wishful thinking on her part.

She treats Pei Tingqing as a brother and sister, he is like her father, she has never thought about it in that direction, but now it has evolved to this point, how can she accept it?

Pei Tingqing's outstretched arm paused in mid-air, staring at Pei Shuyi, who was crying with pain and pity, and after a while, he firmly picked up Pei Shuyi's waist and hugged him tightly as if he wanted to rub it into his body and merge with him, "Shuyi." His eyes were also sour and hot, and his chest vibrate, "I'm sorry Shuyi, I love you........."

"Why?" Pei Shuyi clenched her fist and pounded Pei Tingqing, it was pouring rain outside the car window, and the bean-sized raindrops smashed on the glass, making a "crackling" sound, Pei Shuyi's head was buried in Pei Tingqing's chest, choking and crying and asking: "Why do you want to tell me, let me know?" Why don't you keep it hidden and don't let me know for the rest of your life? ”

Pei Tingqing tightly clamped Pei Shuyi, who was trembling all over, and let her thrash, his chin rested on the top of her head, rubbing it again and again, and suddenly closed his blood-red eyes, "If it's possible, I don't want you to know, but I can't control myself, seeing you and Wei Chengshu together, I'm crazy with jealousy, you are so indifferent to me, my heart is too painful, I can't stand such torture anymore." Shu Yi ........."

He pulled Pei Shuyi out again, holding her face with one hand, staring at her tear-washed face with deep eyes, becoming more and more white and delicate, like a rose swaying in the wind and rain, Pei Tingqing asked Pei Shuyi hoarsely, "You tell the eldest brother, do you like the eldest brother?" If you didn't think about it before, then now, do you have feelings for your big brother? ”

"Nope." Pei Shuyi's mind was still very confused, shaking her head, tears splashed out in large pieces, she grabbed Pei Tingqing's arm, and said in an almost pleading tone, "Big brother, don't do this......... That's not right, you don't love me anymore, can you? I don't want to suffer this sin. ”

Pei Tingqing's heart ached like a knife when he heard this, he leaned over and kissed Pei Shuyi's eyes, his hot lips sucked her tears lovingly, and said hoarsely and obscurely: "I know it's wrong, but I can't let Shuyi go, I've struggled too many times." The reason why I went abroad and ignored you for a year was to forget you, but I failed, and I couldn't give up loving you at all. ”

"I know it's wrong, and if this step goes on, it's hell, and I'll continue. Shuyi, give me a response and tell me that you have feelings for me too. ”

"I don't want it." Pei Shuyi couldn't listen to Pei Tingqing's words, she only knew that her education did not allow this kind of thing to happen, compared to Pei Tingqing's madness and recklessness, she was rational and sober, and said word by word: "I don't want to have feelings for my eldest brother, I won't fall in love with my eldest brother who is related to me." You let go of me Pei Tingqing, I'm going to leave..........."

As she spoke, she kept struggling, but Pei Tingqing still didn't let go of her and held her tightly, her heart was twisted into a ball in pain, "Shuyi." He restrained Pei Shuyi, leaned over and kissed her again, from the center of his eyebrows to his eyes and nose.

The dense and wet hot kiss fell, causing Pei Shuyi's trembling, and finally Pei Tingqing's hot and soft lips covered Pei Shuyi's, and her tears flowed even more fiercely, "Let go of me." Pei Shuyi dodged, breaking free without giving up.

Pei Tingqing's big hand touched Pei Shuyi's leg, Pei Shuyi trembled all over, and when she realized what it was, her pupils widened again, and tears were in it, full of horror and resistance, "Don't big brother." ”

Pei Shuyi reacted and pushed Pei Tingqing desperately, but her strength was less than one-tenth of Pei Tingqing's, it was just a grasshopper shaking the tree, which made the bodies of the two closer and closer.

Pei Shuyi saw that she couldn't escape, and she was terrified to the extreme, "Big brother, don't do that kind of thing to me, you can't destroy me." ”

"No, Shuyi." Pei Tingqing's other big hand clasped Pei Shuyi's soft waist tightly, preventing her from moving, his eyes were blood-red, and he kissed Pei Shuyi's lips frantically, pecking lightly one after another, wheezing heavily, hoarse and full of pain, and said: "You are still young, I will not touch you, let alone destroy you." I love you, I just want you to know how I feel about you, so that you can tell what is the relationship between men and women. ”

"Shuyi, I know that you like me very much, otherwise you wouldn't be so sad because I didn't take you abroad, I abandoned you. Shuyi, let's try it. After Pei Tingqing finished speaking, he no longer hesitated, hugged her tightly and moved through her underwear.

"Don't .........." Pei Shuyi's body kept writhing, which made Pei Tingqing more and more difficult to restrain and become more and more crazy, during which Pei Shuyi was always in unprecedented fear, and the tears in her eyes never stopped.

It was raining heavily outside the car window, accompanied by Pei Tingqing's wheezing and Pei Shuyi's crying, everything became chaotic, Pei Shuyi's voice was hoarse, until she couldn't make a sound anymore, she cried silently, and finally gave up struggling in despair.

Time and space have become meaningless, Pei Shuyi feels like she is dead, like a lifeless rag doll, sitting in Pei Tingqing's arms, letting him abuse and bully.

I don't know how long it took to do this, Pei Tingqing's muscles tightened, and at the last moment he hugged Pei Shuyi tightly, "Shuyi........."

Pei Shuyi seemed to have just come back to her senses, and she looked down.

It's dirty......... She's so dirty, she doesn't deserve to wear a white dress, she's ruined, there's not a single part of her body that isn't dirty, even she disgusts herself.

Just when Pei Tingqing was still reminiscing about that feeling, Pei Shuyi pushed Pei Tingqing away with all her might, felt the lock and opened the car door, she stumbled out of the car, and it was pouring rain outside, which fell on her all at once, but she walked forward regardless of it.

It was raining heavily in the whole world, and the heavy rain curtain separated Pei Shuyi's sight, her soul seemed to have left her body, just like a walking corpse in the heavy rain, her whole body was soaked, her hair was dripping with water, and the white skirt was attached to her body, revealing the curves of her body.

At this moment, a car drove not far away, Pei Shuyi stood there, looking at the vague silhouette in a daze, she seemed to be in a daze, and she stayed in place for a long time without reacting.

"Shuyi." Pei Tingqing, who caught up from behind, saw that the car was about to crash into Pei Shuyi, who was standing in the middle of the street, his face turned pale all of a sudden, and there was a touch of blood in his eyes, and suddenly he stepped forward and hugged Pei Shuyi tightly, and he didn't have time to dodge anymore, Pei Tingqing pressed Pei Shuyi's body to his chest, and protected Pei Shuyi with his upright body.

He has thought about it, if the car really hits, he is willing to protect her with his life, until this moment he also knows that he loves her and does not hesitate to pay the price of his life, so what is ethics and morality to him?

It doesn't matter anymore.

All he wanted was her.

In the next second, I only heard the "squeak" of the car's emergency brakes, Pei Tingqing hugged the girl in his arms tightly, stood calmly and calmly in place, the car stopped a few steps away from them, and was about to hit Pei Tingqing if he went any further.

The driver poked his head out of the window and scolded, Pei Tingqing apologized slightly, hugged Pei Shuyi and retreated to the side of the road, and the car drove away again.

Pei Shuyi was still in a sluggish state, as if everything that had just happened had nothing to do with her, Pei Tingqing suddenly hugged her into his chest again, his whole body was trembling in the pouring rain, and his voice sounded so weak and hoarse, "Shuyi, don't scare me." ”

Pei Shuyi seemed to feel a damp heat in her neck, but it was quickly extinguished by the cold rain, and the young man's chest shook violently, but in the sound of such a big rain, she could still hear his "thumping" heart, so intense that it seemed that it was about to burst through his chest in the next second.

Pei Shuyi shook her head, pushed Pei Tingqing away with all her might, and then pulled out her hand and slapped it, seeing Pei Tingqing stumbling, she roared hysterically, "Pei Tingqing, I don't have you as a big brother anymore, we will cut off all relations, and I won't go back to Pei's house." ”

She kept retreating, and seeing Pei Tingqing standing there stiffly without moving, Pei Shuyi suddenly turned around and ran in the heavy rain.

Pei Tingqing didn't catch up again, his tall figure stood there motionless, his back was desolate in the vast heaven and earth, like a statue, Pei Tingqing's eyes were blurred, until the figure was drowned by the dense rain curtain and disappeared at the end of sight.

Pei Tingqing seemed to have lost all his strength, the young man's stiff back fell a little bit, his knees bent down, and finally knelt on the ground with a "bang".

He lowered his head, the tears in his eyes fell down in large pieces, mixed with the sewage on the ground, and it was not until this moment that he really felt the taste of heartache, it turned out that those small injuries and small pains in the past were really nothing, and it turned out that going to hell was such a terrible thing.

He overestimated himself.

And the cruelest thing is that he took this step, but he didn't get a response, she didn't want to accompany her, so is it destined that he will be the only one struggling in hell in the future?