CHAPTER XXXIX

Since it's not a treasure connoisseurship. Individuals are involved**. Holland and Dongdong walked away very interestingly. He made her a cup of tea. Knowingly sat aside.

"I took the liberty of finding it. Disturbed. "The woman's demeanor is restrained. Shows good upbringing. Wears a pair of thin-rimmed glasses. Can't hide the delicate peugeot of the facial features. There was a light sadness in his eyes. Calling the relent, I can't help but feel pity for the fragrance and cherish the jade.

Fu Sheng is a beautiful woman who is very willing to look at for a long time. The self-restraint of sorrow in her body was suppressed but not pretentious. On the contrary, there is a kind of resilience. It's the kind of "I suffer this sorrow by myself." will not add to anyone's blockage". She admires her very much. Such a catastrophe has befallen you. Depression. She couldn't avoid it. But live cautiously and sensibly. This is the feeling of the wild after many times of contact with her. The Wild also thought about it. If it's yourself. It must have been harder than her life for so many years.

"Last time you told me you had to find the knot. In the end, I was sad and sad just because the child was lost. Or the child is lost, I can't let go of some other things... I thought about it. This one is really important. You're right. If only for the loss of the child. We can still live for so many years. It hurts and it hurts. Always keep a piece of sadness for that child. But it will not affect the future. But now I see. The child was lost. It really affects our lives ... ”

He just nodded. And did not speak. It's not how professional she is. Just compare hearts to hearts. She can come to herself. All that is needed is listening. Gao Qian thought. She was willing to trust me. Maybe it's also because I told her that I'm a young mother. I put my feelings in touch with her. She doesn't really need me to answer her questions. She just needs a sharer. A person she is willing to trust to help her share the pain in her heart.

"My husband and I were classmates in the military school of the university. He's excellent. You know we went to military school. There is still some background in the family. His family's background is very simple. Both of his parents died when he was a child. It was raised by my sister. His sister Fan Xiang was eighteen years older than him.

Sister Fanxiang has a bold personality. I didn't go to much school, though. But he did have a warm heart. And reasonable. He is kind-hearted. So. Such people. There will really be someone who will miss her for the rest of her life. "Speaking of which. There seemed to be a hint of hesitation in Fu Sheng's eyes that she couldn't grasp. She lowered her eyes. Fingers rubbed lightly against fingers. It's like a habit. Slightly uneasy.

"Sister Fan Xiang has a dear friend. Chen Tuigu... I heard that Sister Tuigu has a complicated background. When she joined the army in Xiangxi, she got acquainted with Sister Fan Xiang. It was a difficult time for her. Only Sister Fanxiang relieved her. Sister Tuigu is very grateful for this. Later, she returned to the city. not only took Fan Xiang and their sisters and brothers to Wuhan. and also helped Fan Xiang to take on a livelihood. So. The same can be said. And Yang's growth is inseparable from Tuigu. ”

"Chen Tuigu." The Wild noticed every time she pronounced the name. The eyes are all ethereal. A kind of memory. There is beauty. There is elusiveness. There is even a yearning. "She and Fan Xiang are completely people of two worlds. I heard that she didn't go to formal school. But he was very knowledgeable. Maybe. It's a family history. Tuigu is a woman with a lot of character. She looked arrogant and resigned. But the heart is hot. Love life. She's strong. It can be said to be tenacious. No matter what people think of her. She asserts herself. Live independently and confidently. But. Such a person. . . How strong the heart is. It shows how deep the torture was when I was young. Wherever you go. She suffers from severe schizophrenia... ”

At this time, the neck is slightly propped up. Unconsciously bit his mouth. No wonder she reacted so much. She didn't seem to outsiders to be insane. He pouted in his heart. In fact, we are all very strong in our hearts. It's just that you don't understand our world ...

"Although Tuigu is more than ten years older than He Yang. But. Very beautiful. You know. The first time I saw her and the last time I saw her. Feel all these years. She barely changed. Fu Sheng said at this time. His eyes drifted even harder. She can't even get involved with herself... Still. Gradually. Gradually. Slowly come back down. It's getting heavier and heavier. Finally, her eyes sank to a leather notebook she was holding in her hand. The voice was calm and unwavering again. "I know they don't have anything. Tuigu took care of their siblings with great measure. And. She writes very clearly. She was willing to do so. Just to repay Fan Xiang. Fu Sheng handed the cowhide book to the calflock. This is a note that Tuigu wrote when he was sober. It's just a few words. There are even accounts. You look at her font. Words are like people. He's a very strong person. ”

Flipped open. A sight to behold. "There will be times when you ride the waves. Straight to the clouds and sails into the sea. Li Bai's poems. He frowned. Suddenly I felt that where had I seen this handwriting pen? But I don't have time to think about it. Because she knew that Fu Sheng wanted to talk to her at this time.

"You've hurt her." Asked. Not deliberately. Her attitude is now peaceful. You add too much emotion to make her uncomfortable.

Really. She nodded. He still speaks as he did when he first came. Reason. And calm. But the monster knows. That's what really started digging into the wound in her heart. It must have hurt a lot...

"I've been married to Yang for two years and have no children. That's my question. That's when we thought of IVF. I. At that time, the ghost was confused. insisted on letting Tuigu do surrogacy. Even a surrogate mother. I also wish my children could find one... Tuigu is perfect. ”

He nodded. Understand her feelings. It can be seen that Fu Sheng's feelings for this woman's entanglement. There is a full yearning. There is also a faint jealousy ... This kind of love and hate. What kind of woman should be to make people so concerned. He couldn't help but be curious.

Tuigu readily agreed. You know how happy I was. Our children were conceived by the ancients ... But I didn't think about it. I was so selfish. Tygu's body. Tygu's state of mind... What Tygu has done for this child ... The child is gone. Tuigu is also gone. And Yang said. Tuigu is a good person. She can give everything she has in order to repay the favor. I didn't take it seriously before. No matter how great the kindness of Fan Xiang is to her, it can't be greater than life. I must have said to her. This is the only chance I have with Yang. Otherwise, the Ning family would have no queen. Can. Is this providential. What kind of providence is this? After Tuigu left. I have children ... Fu Sheng covered his face with his hands. She saw tears slowly trickle down her fingers. "So my child was lost. Is God punishing me for my selfishness? Do I still have the right to have children? ”

Fu Sheng left as peacefully as he had when he first came. It's just that the eyes are slightly red. The flickering that she couldn't catch herself was still embedded in her eyebrows. The Wild knows. It's a hard knot to untie. Because. People died. Who is she going to forgive?

He walked into the bedroom with a sigh. Lying on his back on the bed, he sighed. I thought about it suddenly. Lazily turned around. Hands and feet hugged Chen Mu, who was always lying on his side with his back to her. Shook him.

"I hear you. How lucky you are. If you kill me in the mountains. You're just like her. I can't cry if I want to. But. I'm kinder. He said. What a neuropath. She laughed to herself again. "I will forgive you. After all, I also miss people. You're good to me. I think. That Tuigu will actually forgive her. Don't you say that she is just like me? And so righteous ... Cough. Who said that we are good for neuroses. We need to rise up. The righteousness is thin and cloudy. ”

Behind him, the old man was excited. As everyone knows.

Chen Mu. There was a blankness in his eyes.

The heart is like a knife.

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