In the huge room, there is no shadow of Li Shi at all, and the quilt is neatly spread on the bed, that is to say, Li Shi is not in this room at the moment.

I knew very well that it was I who was entangled with Jiang Laiyue during the day, stinging her acuity, and she didn't want to quarrel with me, so she chose to avoid me silently.

But where did she hide?

Patrolling the house with some frustration, I tried to call her, but found her phone resting on the cabinet, and went out without it, but pressed a note under it.

I immediately pulled out the note, and as expected, it was indeed left to me by Li Shi.

"I want to go out for a walk without waiting for me to finish eating."

Looking at the words, I only felt that my heart was pierced in an instant, and then the pain of hindsight could not stop me from drowning me. Between the lines, she didn't complain, just said lightly and lightly.

I remember that I desperately went to England to find her a year ago, and she resolutely chose to return to China on the occasion of the New Year, and I can't live up to this expectation no matter what.

I know very well: she is proud, she would rather be a lonely bird that does not land, no matter how tired she is from a long-distance flight, she does not encounter a pure land, nor does she land, and she lacks a sense of security for a long time, which makes her extremely sensitive. Just like today's incident, she can cry and fuss at me, even cold war, and turn this matter into a taboo in my life, never again, but she didn't do it, she never showed her dissatisfaction, brought me a burden, this is not morality, it is love from the heart, so she tolerates me in every way.

And I've always lived a reckless life with a posture of being light on myself.

After walking out of Li Shi's room, I immediately went back to the room to find a coat, brought a guitar, explained a few words to my cousin, and drove to the city wall to find her, I don't know why, I have a hunch that she is there.

……

The lights in the city, like dust in the wind, are so much that they light up this city that originally belonged to the night, I stopped in front of the red lights everywhere, and walked forward under the guidance of the green lights again and again, the cool wind of the city at night made the northwest city extremely indifferent, and the road was full of hurried pedestrians.

It was very windy, and there were very few pedestrians who came out for a walk at night, so I endured the gasping sensation of climbing, climbed the city wall with my guitar on my back, and then searched aimlessly in a dazed manner.

In the end, I really found her in the same position last time, and I still remember here, she sang a hanging song to Mengmeng, attracting everyone to watch, and my unintentional roar frightened passers-by.

After exhausting the search, I stopped four or five meters away from her, supported my knees with my hands, and after a heavy breath, cried out: "Li-Shi!" ”

Li Shi subconsciously turned her head, before she could speak, the long hair hanging down her shoulders had been blown up in the night wind, she pinned the messy hair behind her ears, and still asked me with that warm smile: "How did you find it?" ”

"Intuitively."

Li Shi nodded and did not speak again.

"If I don't come, how long are you going to stand here?"

"I didn't think about it."

"That's a question aside, what do you think I'm here for?"

"What do you like, what's my business."

"Since it's okay, then why did you sneak out alone and not call me."

"You're busy planning activities at the coffee shop, and I have my own tasks too!" As she spoke, Li Shi took out the sketchboard from the backpack beside her and showed me that she had come here to draw material for the postcard paintings.

I was nervous for a long time, and suddenly felt that my face was dull, and then changed the topic: "I still remember the last time I scared passers-by enough, and today I am here to correct my image." ”

"Do you have an image to speak of?"

"Listen, listen, is this still human? He also said that he had no opinion on me, and he clearly disliked me in his heart. ”

Li Shi was so angry with me that she slapped me and said with a smile: "Yu Hang, you are really a problem, you have persecution paranoia!" ”

Listening to her self-satisfied laughter, I finally breathed a sigh of relief, plucked the guitar, and sang a song that I had studied for a long time, "Love Story Part I".

As soon as I had sung a few words, Lai Shi interrupted me and said, "I don't understand Cantonese. ”

"Learning to sing this song is no less than memorizing a classical Chinese, and I have been learning it for a long time."

"Haven't you always liked to sing cool songs?"

I slapped the city wall with a desperate face, and pretended to wail, "It's not cool, I think that you won't be good to me in the future, I want to lie on the ground and roll on the ground and cry." ”

Li Shi looked at me with a straight face and said to me: "Yu Hang, since we talked about this topic, I must remind you that there is only one Jiang Laiyue in this world, and there is also only one Li Shi, no matter who you end up emotionally inclined to, you can only get the only best feeling, if you don't stand firm, you may end up hurting three people." ”

A hot feeling suddenly came to my face, and then I felt ashamed, and said for a while: "Don't you think I'm a scumbag!" ”

"I never thought that way, on the contrary, if I felt that you were a scumbag, I would not hesitate to leave, because I didn't want to give the rest of my life to a life full of suspicion and quarrels."

I was silent for a long time, and finally said, "What if one day I accidentally make a mistake?" ”

"You're a bit of a scoundrel, Comrade Yu Hang."

"There's no way, people grow up eating whole grains, and it is inevitable that they will cause some small problems, and I always have to have some points in my heart."

"Don't make excuses for making mistakes with this temptation, if you make an unforgivable mistake, I promise you'll never find me again."

"Don't!"

"Then you should be good, cherish this feeling, if one day, you have a more suitable person, you can also tell me directly, it's a big deal that I will get out."

When Li Shi said this, my momentum suddenly weakened, and then I remembered the worst scene, and I couldn't help but tremble in fright, and quickly shook my head.

Li Shi sat cross-legged and looked into the distance, I lit a cigarette, in the diffuse smoke to look at the flickering neon of the distant city, in front of my eyes seemed to appear again a raging and tumbling sea, and the sea is a glowing island, I stared intently, and gradually had the illusion, as if I imagined that I had set foot on the island again, became a farmer working the island, winter to spring, the barren island was full of flowers, the color of the mountains and fields was intoxicating......

The wind was blowing directionlessly, a cigarette was finally smoked, and the island floating in front of me disappeared, I returned to reality again, picked up my mobile phone and looked at it, and half an hour passed unhurriedly, this cold temperature was not suitable for a long time, so I pulled Li Shi back.

……

The time was pushed forward by more than ten days, and the coffee shop was delayed by another week from the original opening time, firstly, considering the time it takes for the letter to be mailed by courier, and secondly, the address of many of the people who left the letter had changed, so that the mail had to be returned to leave some leeway, so as to determine how many people would be willing to come to the event.

In fact, none of us have a bottom on how many customers will be able to come tomorrow, although more than a dozen people have come one after another, but this is far from the pre-planned 100 people.

In contrast, Nian Ge is much more relaxed than us, and she carefully prepares the ingredients and props needed for tomorrow's activities.

Lin Ke, who was busy attending the music festival a few days ago, also rushed back, and after he supported the motorcycle, he pulled me aside with some concern, looked at me and said, "Yu Hang, there is something I want to ask your opinion." ”

I looked puzzled, but subconsciously nodded.

Lin Ke patted me on the shoulder, then took out a piece of A4 printer paper from his pocket, handed it to me, and said, "This printout was sorted out by me from Shen Lin's USB flash drive, it should be the song she wrote to you in the past, and it was taken into an electronic file of the picture." I think this song fits the theme of the coffee shop quite well, and the melody is good, and I can't bear to let it be buried all the time, so I plan to organize it into a promotional song for the coffee shop, but now the only person who has to ask for permission is you, except for her parents. ”

I took the printer paper, and there was a line of vague small words written very freely under the picture: The song written to Yu Hang, you always remember, and you are willing to have someone to accompany you to wander.

This is a song that has not been sent.

My heart suddenly became uncomfortable, Lin Ke handed me a cigarette in a timely manner, lit it and took a puff before saying, "You can watch it!" ”

Lin Ke seemed to agree with my words in silence, and did not ask me anything more, he already knew my decision.

I exhaled the cigarette in my mouth deeply, then turned around, turned my back to the guardrail, looked up at the somewhat heavy sky, and then recalled the situation when I first met Shen Lin, sometimes people are complicated, sometimes feelings are simple, I don't feel that there are any advantages in my body, but I have been loved by her as a treasure for so many years.

……

After returning to the coffee shop, I poured myself a glass of boiled water, cooled it, and got busy with Nian Ge and Li Shi, while Lin Ke found a small corner and devoted himself to creation.

Shen Lin's talent is obvious to all, and Lin Ke's creative talent is incomparable, his inspiration is woven into life, it is easier for people to resonate, it only took an hour to compose a complete song, and then handed the manuscript in his hand to me.

"Since it's a song for a coffee shop, let's take it to Nian Song first!"

Lin Ke nodded, brought the re-written lyrics and songs to Nian Ge, and said, "Nian Song, you can try to sing and feel it." ”

Nian Ge took it from Lin Ke's hand, and after familiarizing himself with the lyrics and songs, he hummed it, and after a short while, made an OK gesture.

Lin Ke picked up the guitar and played the prelude, along with the help of the harmony, as before, the voice of the chanting was as infectious as ever, and I heard the melancholy and fearlessness of the song from the lyrics.

After only half singing the song, she couldn't sing anymore, she put down the lyrics and said to Lin Ke: "The lyrics of this song are too delicate, but the feelings in the song are rampant, not your previous style?" ”