Chapter 31: Hate
Yi'an Bar, today is Shiyang on duty again, because of her beautiful singing, it has attracted a lot of customers, most of whom are here because of her.
Shiyang also gradually circled a lot of small fans.
On the stage, Shi Yang was wearing a black lace dress, which stretched her slender body even longer, and what she was going to sing tonight was the song in the recently popular "Predecessor 3", because this song can be regarded as having the same situation as her.
It's all because the longed-for beautiful love can't end well.
"Hug it
It's like they've never been together
good no good
It's too late to explain
Forget it
It doesn't matter what I've paid
I neglect myself
Just because I met you."
Memories are played like a movie, and the once cold teenager bows his head and whispers in his ear: Yangyang, I like you.
A dusty young man, prosperous but prosperous in the world, at the end of the season, falling in love with you, Shi Yang once thought about starting from the beginning, but in the end it was not a good end!
The music is still playing, and the audience is still drinking happily.
"No way
It's scary
That me
Not like words
I've been desperate
It's me who is stupid
If you can't say love, don't lie
Just like it a little
I can't say that I hate don't get entangled
Don't pretend to sigh
Just think I'm too troublesome
Keep getting yourself hurt
I told myself
Feelings are like that
How to accidentally go too crazy
”
From beginning to end, the love is his own wishful thinking, chasing and fighting, who can blame him for all this? There is nothing wrong with love, it is the person who is wrong, the one who wants to be entangled all the time.
"Hug it
No matter how much you are enlightened, you can't last long
good no good
If you owe us, don't hold it accountable
Forget it
No amount of effort I give is enough
I was finally saved
I don't want to be ugly anymore
No way, isn't it
No one stays
has been barely getting along
Always exhausting
If you can't say love, don't lie
Just like it a little
I can't say that I hate don't get entangled
Don't pretend to sigh
Just think I'm too troublesome
Keep getting yourself hurt
I told myself
Feelings are like that
How to accidentally go too crazy
Don't regret it."
The beginning of the beginning, is their own entanglement, and the last of all, living in lies, all of this is their own fault.
The fault is that you shouldn't give your sincerity, and the fault is that you shouldn't be greedy so much.
After all, the crystal clear tears could not resist the cage of the eye socket and escaped, crossing the delicate face, leaving obvious tear stains.
The music stopped, the sound stopped, Shi Yang realized that she was crying, but she didn't care, the red hair in the audience noticed her emotions and quickly motioned her to come down.
Shi Yang put down the microphone, smiled at the people in the audience, bowed, and walked to the stage.
Smiling is the first life skill she has learned, and bowing is her politeness to guests, but these are not the same for the former Shiyang.
She has always been a high-ranking lady, and only others have to bow to her.
In the corner, Tang Yufan and his party were sitting there drinking, and Shi Yang didn't notice them.
It's just that they have heard her singing just now.
The home he saw was very silent, and Tang Yufan sneered: "Sneer! Today's Miss Shi is really high-looking! Tang Yufan said unsourly, in fact, when he saw Shi Yang standing on the stage, he was still a little stunned.
In the past, Shiyang didn't know how to sing, but he liked music and piano very much.
At the end of the season, he has been drinking alcohol, his eyes are obscure, and his mood is even more irritable.
"Ahmad, don't get drunk yet, Shi Ru hasn't come yet, you will get yourself drunk first, and Shi Ru will definitely think that we are bullying you." Tang Yufan said without knowing whether he was alive or dead.
Tonight, he should be the happiest, Shi Ru is back, how can he be unhappy?
Because he was happy, Tang Yufan asked to sing another song.
Shi Yang, who was resting in the back, calmed down, then showed a smile and said to the red hair standing in front of her: "I'm fine, it's work time, you go and get busy." ”
"Sister Yangyang, are you really okay?"
"Don't worry, I'm really fine."
The red hair walked out, and in less than a minute, he came back again, Shi Yang looked at him and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"Sister Yangyang, someone in front of you asked you to sing!" The red-haired face was gloomy and ugly, and the cute Jun had an unhappy face.
Shi Yang smiled at him: "Well, I know, I'll see if the makeup has flowers, you go out first, I'll come later." ”
"Okay!"
After Shi Yang watched the red hair walk out, she also took a deep breath, trying to calm herself, during this time, she felt upset and depressed all the time when she didn't know what was going on, and she always forgot things.
She didn't know if her depression had flare-up again, so she had to keep her mentality, and Jin Lian made herself happy every day.
It's already hi outside.
After Shi Yang walked out, he walked directly onto the stage and said, "Well, excuse me, which guest ordered the song just now?" ”
Shi Yang looked at everyone in the audience with a smile on her face, her voice was very gentle and her smile was beautiful, but those who were familiar with her knew very well how fake her smile was.
At the end of the season, when he was drinking, after hearing her voice, something flashed in his eyes, and he was about to speak, but Tang Yufan next to him took the lead, "It's Young Master Ben's side, let's celebrate here, let's have two more cheerful songs." ”
As soon as Tang Yufan's voice fell, Shi Yang looked at them, but she said as if she didn't know anyone: "This gentleman, you just said that you wanted two cheerful songs, but what is it?" Or two? ”
Shi Yang's voice is very flat, but it can also be very calm, and his gaze is also very calm, indifferent, without glass, as if he is a stranger who has never met.
"Whew! How? Afraid that the young master will give less money if he orders too much? ”
Tang Yufan said sarcastically, now, when he saw Shi Yang's face like this, he was very unhappy and unpleasant.
"I'm sorry, this gentleman, I'm just taking precautions, after all, how many people are trustworthy in this era?"
When Tang Yufan heard this, he immediately became angry, "You mean to say that Young Master Ben doesn't keep his word?" ”
"Sir, you misunderstood, I didn't say that, could it be that Mr. Fei is really a person who does not keep his promises?"
"!"
"Huh? Where are you here? It's hard for me to find. Just when Tang Yufan was about to get angry, a gentle and familiar voice came into everyone's eardrums.
However, Shi Yang on the high platform should stand tall and see more clearly, when she saw that figure, she was stunned, her heart shrank, and in an instant, all the hatred that had been diluted came to her heart.
Shi Ru?
Shi Yang's face turned pale instantly, but because of his makeup, he found that he couldn't come, but he still noticed it at the end of the season.
"Shi Ru, where is it here!" Tang Yufan beckoned to Shi Ru, his voice was very loud, he deliberately raised his pitch, Shi Yang on the stage listened, biting his lip tightly, and his whole body was trembling.
Shi Ru!
looked at Shi Ru in her heart, she was not a kind person, she was very Shi Ru and hated everything at the beginning.
Shi Ru walked over with a smile and looked at them: "Hi! Long time no see! ”
"Shi Ru, didn't you say that you would have to come back in a few days?" Tang Yufan stood up like a spring breeze, wanting Shi Ru to be next to him.
However, Shi Ru pretended not to see it, sat down next to the end of the season, and said, "That, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be late, it's really a ...... outside" Shi Ru felt a little embarrassed when she said.
When she came in just now, she walked around outside for a while, but she was really absent for several years, and the changes in the imperial capital made her look for a long time.
And this bar was opened later, she only knew the location on that street, that road, but she didn't know the specific location, so she searched for a long time to find it.
Tang Yufan saw Shi Ru sitting down next to Ji Mo, he didn't feel anything, sat down casually, and waved to the waiter.
The waiter came over, and Tang Yufan ordered: "Bring another wine glass and a bottle of red wine with a lower degree." ”
After the waiter went down, Tang Yufan continued: "Don't sit still and don't speak, Shi Ru finally came back, and everyone is happy." ”
Indeed, the atmosphere at the scene was a little stiff, weird and depressing, everyone didn't speak, but they were very clear in their hearts.
Shi Ru naturally noticed it, but she still acted as if nothing happened, with a smile on her face, and said jokingly: "Look at your expressions, do you want me to come back?" ”
"How come, Shi Ru, don't think about it, in fact, you didn't need to leave back then." Tang Yufan talked the most, and he didn't leave Shi Ru in a few words.
"Your wine, sir." The waiter brought the wine and politely handed it to Tang Yufan.
Tang Yufan took it, and then remembered that the matter just now was not over yet!
Looking at the stiff Shi Yang on the stage, he said: "The one on the stage, you can sing, Young Master Ben is happy today, you can just sing two songs, as long as it is a festive song, rest assured, money is naturally indispensable to you." ”
Tang Yufan looked at Shi Yang, he admitted that he did it on purpose, Shi Yang, didn't you often bully Shi Ru? Don't you look down on Shi Ru? Today I will make everyone look down on you.
When Shi Yang heard Tang Yufan's words, he instantly came back to his senses, looked at Tang Yufan, and said, "I'm sorry, I don't sing anymore." ”
Shi Yang arrogantly refused, no matter how depressed she was at this time, she couldn't allow that slut to insult herself like this, Shi Ru, do you think you won? Don't worry, I'm no longer the Shi Yang who didn't have a brain and was toyed with everywhere.
Don't you want to play? Well, I will definitely accompany you well and tear off your hypocritical face layer by layer.
"Is this hospitality?" Ji Mo said lightly, her refusal was what he expected.
It's just that seeing her still so arrogant makes him very uncomfortable, and he can't help but want to humiliate her.
Sure enough, hearing Ji Mo's words, Shi Yang's face became even more ugly, her eyes fell on Ji Mo's body, pursed her lips, and then said mockingly: "Ji Mo, do you remember that I once said that I would personally write a song for you?" ”