All Chapters_Chapter 500 True Self
In the small town of Duorense, in a bar, Lin Fei was depressed and drinking alone, and at this time, he could only use alcohol to numb his nerves.
Because the above rejected his request, this is Europe after all, if he really does what Lin Fei does, even the dragon soul will not be able to protect him.
even told Lin Fei that he would inevitably be discovered by the Holy See and asked him to return to China immediately, otherwise, if he was blocked in Europe by the Holy See, the consequences would be unimaginable.
Lin Fei knew in his heart that this matter was for his good, after all, this was the base camp of the Holy See, and if anything happened, the Dragon Soul Gang would not be able to help Lin Fei.
It's one thing to know, it's one thing to understand, but the resentment and unwillingness in your heart, how can you know and understand the word clearly?
Strength, in the final analysis, will always be this unavoidable practical problem, if he has absolute strength, why should he be so troublesome?
But strength can't come out of nowhere, the world doesn't rotate according to anyone's wishes, and nothing you want to do.
"Hey! Handsome guy, are you Korean, Japanese? Or the Chinese? It's rare for us to see a handsome foreign guy like you. ”
A fashionably dressed girl, with long blonde hair, before anyone arrived, the air was filled with the smell of perfume emanating from her body, Lin Fei glanced slightly, in the small town of Duorense, this beauty in front of him was a rare beauty in the town.
But in the world of flowers, there is also an inconspicuous Cinderella.
"I'm sorry, I like to drink quietly alone, you can find someone else!"
Lin Fei replied very politely, he naturally saw that the other party wanted to talk to him, not because he was a little handsome now, but because he was wearing a world-class brand-name dress worth tens of thousands of euros.
"How stuffy it is to drink alone, since you like to be quiet, why don't you let me drink with you, don't worry, I promise not to say a word, be a listener quietly."
The smiling young woman obviously didn't give up, and seemed to be quite good at observing words and feelings, and saw that Lin Fei was in a bad mood now.
Lin Fei, who had just taken a big sip of wine, but was not the slightest bit drunk, was about to swallow the wine in his mouth, and then unceremoniously shouted to the woman to get out.
Suddenly, a tall man dressed in ordinary clothes, with a somewhat thin figure, walked into the bar looking left and right, and soon locked his eyes on the woman beside Lin Fei, and strode over.
"Harm! Shari, why haven't you answered my phone these days, don't you know that I've been looking for you all the time? ”
The visitor stepped forward and said eagerly, and when he saw Lin Fei drinking on the side, he added: "This gentleman, no matter what Sha Li said to you, I hope you didn't hear it, she is mine, if you want to leave here safely, it's best to do as I say." ”
Lin Fei was obviously a foreigner at first glance, so the attitude of the person who came was naturally very arrogant, Lin Fei directly pretended not to hear it, and continued to drink, he was too lazy to bother with this kind of little minion.
What's more, the French man, who is known as the most romantic man in the world, is also the only man who exudes arrogance from his bones.
The nature of the country is easy to change, and if you can't change it, you can only try to get used to it.
"Mark, you're enough, we're over, it's all over, you can't give me the life I want, please don't bother me in the future."
The appearance of this man named Mark made this woman lose the idea of continuing to talk to Lin Fei, turned around, and left in a rage.
"My dear, you know, I must not lose my death, absolutely not......" The man named Mark hurriedly chased away, all this seemed to be just a boring and unexpected episode in Lin Fei's life.
But at this time, the bar owner who brought Lin Fei a new drink, looked at the two departing men and women, and couldn't help muttering to Lin Fei: "Sir, I hope you don't mind too much about what happened just now, in fact, they have always been a couple who loved each other very much before, but they ...... because of some changes."
"The world is always being lost, isn't it? I can understand! Lin Fei snatched the wine from the bar owner's hand and said it anyway.
"Loss is inevitable, but the person who will only escape is an incompetent coward, even if you can escape today, but what about tomorrow?"
Lin Fei, who was pouring wine into his mouth, suddenly heard an old voice in his ears, and when he turned his head, he saw an old man wearing a hat and a big windbreaker, with a trace of understanding of life on his face full of vicissitudes.
Lin Fei smiled faintly, turned his head and continued to drink, but replied to the other party with a disdainful smile, "You don't understand." ”
"What you don't understand is you, the past doesn't mean disappearing, you can't deny anything if you escape, you have to keep facing yourself when you live, otherwise you will be like the man just now, poor like a dog."
The old man walked outside as he spoke, and soon disappeared, leaving Lin Fei who picked up the wine glass and handed it to his lips, but he couldn't drink it anymore.
Indeed, even if you are paralyzed by alcohol for a while, when you wake up tomorrow, you will have to face it after all, and if you don't work hard, no one will do it for you.
Just like that Mark, if you don't face yourself, you will become more and more annoying to Sally, who longs for a rich life.
"Maybe I'm in too much of a hurry!"
Lin Fei slowly put down the wine glass he was holding, took out a hundred euros and put it on the table, turned to leave, this little accident made him suddenly figure out something.
Lin Fei, who was blinded by anger and hatred, was in a hurry to leave Arthur's Bay, and now Lin Fei, who had finally figured it out, bought some flowers in Duorense and returned to Arthur's Bay again.
"I'm sorry, I hurt you, I don't have the ability to avenge you now, but I swear, the Holy See owes us, and I will definitely make them pay it back."
Lin Fei sat in front of the tomb and said alone, and then fell into silence, sitting quietly in front of the tomb alone, doing nothing, just sitting like that, recalling everything in the past in his mind.
Memories of the Living Hades, memories of the eight older siblings who had gone through together.
Although it has been lost, it does not mean that the lost does not exist, the past will always remain in the long river of years, can not be erased, can not be changed, the only thing to do is to face it.
Lin Fei sat all night, and suddenly the dark clouds became a sea, as if he had slept enough, woke up, and surged up in the sky with a touch of light.
As the sea of dark clouds surged, the sleeping sky also seemed to be awakened, and a faint light appeared, from static to moving, and the obscured sunlight shone through a gap, like sword light, falling on the rough sea, on the grass and trees, on the hillside, and on Lin Fei's face.
When the sunlight falls on his eyes, the light seems to shine into his mind through the pupils, dispelling a trace of haze and shattering a bottleneck.
"The tide rises and falls, the sun rises, and the world will not change because of anyone, just as it was in the past......"
"The past does not mean disappearing, escaping cannot deny anything, people have to keep facing themselves when they live......"
The sea of clouds is surging, and the sun shines from the sky, penetrating the gaps between the clouds, as if the divine light outside the sky will last forever.
"Wrong, it turns out that I've been circulating in mistakes all along, hahaha, I understand, I finally understand...... It turns out that all this is so simple, martial arts come from the heart, the heart will change, but no matter how the heart changes, I am still me, just like this nature, whether it is windy and rainy, drought or flooding, no matter how it changes, it will always be a part of nature......"
Lin Fei laughed and talked to himself, his eyes and mentality changed subtly, recalling the past night, and the scenes he had experienced appeared in his mind again.
No matter how painful it is, how much you want to forget, it will always be a part of your life, and since it is a part of your life, how can you give it up?
Just like this wonderful nature, too much wind, too much rain, too high and too low temperature will all cause terrible disasters, but if one of them disappears, will this nature still be complete?
"Pain is the heart, hate is the heart, love is in the heart, but the heart is me, the second personality, maybe this time, I should say sorry to you."
Last time, Lin Fei had an epiphany, everything comes from the heart, and people come from nature, this time, he suddenly understood that the heart makes people, but it is only a part of people.
He understood, understood the last step of the realm of the true self, how to take it!