Chapter 32: What to Live For?
Qingshan City has a river that runs through the entire urban area, which is a tributary of the Yangtze River, which feeds the people around Qingshan City, and the people of Qingshan City call it Qingshan River.
The Qingshan River divides Qingshan City into two parts, Hedong and Hexi, which are relatively more economically prosperous than Hexi.
Wanda Plaza is located in the east of the river, built by the river, this location is also the most prosperous area of Qingshan City, with complete entertainment facilities around it, including Qingshan Pedestrian Street and a bar street......
Hexi has the top ten universities in China, Qingshan University, and Tiancheng Normal University, among which Qingshan University ranks among the top three in the country.
Lin Hao's current Sunshine Community, as well as the Tiandu Nightclub where he works, are all in Hexi.
After watching the movie and eating, Lin Hao and Hu Jie took a walk by the river.
Qingshan City is a well-known stove, one to seven, eight or nine months, the heat can not stand it, but in the riverside, it is exceptionally cool.
The two of them walked and stopped aimlessly like this, and they didn't speak, Lin Hao was surprised to find that the two didn't talk like this, and they didn't feel embarrassed at all.
Generally, only close relatives or good friends who have played for many years will not talk for a long time without feeling embarrassed, but I have only been with Sister Hu for two days, why do I feel this way?
Hu Jie should be tired of walking, so she found a bench with her back to the Qingshan River and sat down, leaned on the back chair, turned her head to look at the middle of the river, the river breeze blew her hair, and the dim light shone on her face, which was very good-looking.
Lin Hao stood in front of her like that, looking a little distracted.
"You say, 'What do people live for?' Hu Jie looked at Jiang Zhong and didn't look back, as if she was asking Lin Hao, and she was also asking herself.
Lin Hao didn't answer immediately, but walked over, sat down beside her, pulled a smile at the corner of his mouth, and said, "I don't know why others live, but I know what I'm living for." ”
Hu Jie turned her head, looked at Lin Hao, and said, "For what?" ”
"For the sake of caring about me, but the part that has passed away, continue to live. Let me see enough of the world they haven't seen enough, and let me live enough for them in the world they haven't lived enough. ”
Hu Jie looked at the young man in front of her in a daze, the young man lost his previous hippie smile, and some of them were just full of tenacity.
"I know it's painful for you to lose your fiancé, I know how you feel, why shouldn't I? My mother died in childbirth when I was born, my father also left when I was 12 years old, I don't have a grandfather, because my mother is an orphan, and I haven't seen my grandfather, because my grandfather also died when my father was young, so since I was 12 years old, I have been an orphan, I have no relatives and friends, no mother, no father, I have to rely on myself. When I was in junior high school and high school, other classmates went home from school, but I went to the roadside to pick up garbage to plan for the next semester's tuition. I say this, not because you want you to pity me, I just want to tell you that life is unsatisfactory nine times out of ten, but as long as you live, it is better than anything. Since we are still alive, let us live together with the share of the dead. ”
Hu Jie was stunned from the beginning, and she had already burst into tears in the end, looking at the young man's tenacious eyes, far beyond the maturity of his peers, these were tempered in the suffering, the young man said in the end, and smiled at himself, she knew that behind his smile, he suffered a lot.
Hu Jie couldn't be shy, and hugged the young man in front of her deeply in her arms and hugged her tightly.
What is the pain of losing his fiancé compared to him?
I don't know how long it took, the sound of an urn in my arms came from the sound of an urn, "Sister Hu, if you don't let go, I'm going to be suffocated to death by you!" ”
Hu Jie hurriedly let go of her arm, only then did she notice that she pressed the young man's head on her plump place, and her face was hot.
In the plump place, there was a burst of man's residual warmth, which made her heart sway.
Lin Hao stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears shed for himself, Hu Jie didn't dodge, just shyly let him wipe the tears.
Hu Jie is in a very complicated mood now, at first she just regarded him as a substitute for her fiancé, seeing him was like seeing her fiancé, her fiancé was still alive and still by her side, but at this time, she was very confused, and obviously did not regard him as a substitute for her fiancé.
Hu Jie has a habit of cleanliness, except for her fiancé and elders, she has never hugged or held hands with a man before, let alone wiping tears, which is something that lovers will do, as long as the opposite sex of the same age sits with her, she will be disgusted and distance herself, but today she was wiped by Lin Hao twice, and she was not disgusted at all, but extremely obedient.
was not disgusted at the mall, Hu Jie just felt in her heart that she just regarded this man who looked like her fiancé as her fiancé, but this time, it was obviously not like that.
Hu Jie asked herself in her heart, why not disgusted? Why do I think he deserves to wipe my tears?
In the end, even Hu Jie herself didn't get an answer, so she could only "attribute" this kind of "credit" to her fiancé.
Lin Hao stood up, came to the riverside guardrail, and shouted at Jiangzhong: "I will live well and live your share together." He shouted three times in a row, and the depressed breath that had accumulated in his heart for many years weakened a lot with his shouting, and his mood was not as heavy as before, and he became cheerful.
In fact, Lin Hao didn't say that the reason why he worked hard to live was not only for the sake of the dead, but also for the sake of breaking the curse that the Lin family would not live to be thirty years old before he was born, so that his future children and grandchildren would not suffer what he had suffered.
Hu Jie also stood up, came to Lin Hao's side, and shouted three times at Jiangzhong like Lin Hao, after shouting, her mood was really much more relaxed, and she put down the burden she had carried for a year in her heart.
Lin Hao looked at Hu Jie, who had put down her burden, her whole face was radiant, indescribably beautiful and moving, her spirit was different, and she smiled.
Hu Jie looked at the time, it was almost nine o'clock, she waved her big hand, and said with a smile: "Let's go, let's go to the bar to have fun." ”
The two went to the garage to pick up the car and drove in the direction of the bar street.
Wanda Plaza and the bar street were not far away, and it took about ten or twenty minutes to walk, but the car was jammed for half an hour, and there were many cars on the street, but there were still crowds of pedestrians blocking the way.
The car was just about to start, and a pedestrian rushed out without fear of death, and the accelerator that was added was stepped on by the brakes alive.
Lin Hao, who watched it, was terrified and sweated coldly, not to mention the female driver Hu Jieli who was driving?
Finally came to a place called a charm bar and stopped, Hu Jie got out of the car, threw the car key to the parking brother, and walked in with Lin Haojin.