He silently took the wad of money, and swore in his heart that he must break out of the world in a foreign country, and then come back, that is, when he repays them for their years of nurturing.

He's gone! The night before leaving, he waited for her for a long time, but he didn't see her.

No one can understand the loneliness of a foreign country, everyone says that the air here is good, the scenery here is beautiful, there are blue skies and white clouds, but the strange people here, the unfamiliar language, is more unbearable than the darkness when night comes.

It is so difficult to survive in this strange country.

Often, he thought of her when he was five years old, and although he hadn't eaten much of the chocolate, and had washed his white shirt for it, he had seen her in the night, still holding up her little black hand, looking for his mouth.

Dreams are scattered during the day, these no longer exist, and he can only paralyze his lonely nerves by studying and working hard.

Perseverance will lead to success, and hard work will make success come earlier.

Undoubtedly, he is successful, and the giving is directly proportional to the receiving, not to mention the super spiritual him.

He remembered his dramatic acquaintance with her, and he remembered his suffering like a textbook.

When my parents, who were mountain rangers, were brought back from a landslide caused by a landslide, they were covered in blood and could no longer see their original appearance.

Like a madman, he didn't want to believe that his parents hugged him in the morning, how could they all die after a day and a night?

He cried, he shouted, he screamed, he made noise, and finally, he was silent.

Since then, he has been an autistic child.

His only relative, his grandmother, couldn't be tossed by him, so he took him by the hand every day and took him to the town hospital to see a doctor.

He doesn't like to be lively, he feels sorry for his dead parents when he laughs, and he only cries that his soul can be comforted, so he closes the exit of his soul and hides in a dark corner to prevent the sun from shining.

"I'm not sick, I'm not sick, I want to go back, Mom and Dad are waiting for me in that hut! That's where I'm supposed to be. ”

He became less fond of going out, not dealing with his classmates, and less about going to school.

Grandma coaxed and took him to town just to get him out, to let him go to school, to let him communicate with strangers, to make him normal.

How can a person whose heart does not want to beat have the desire to live anymore?

Grandma took him to the town hospital, helped him see the doctor, took the medicine, and took him to the most lively place in the town.

He didn't want to find the excitement, he wanted to go home.

He had the most violent conflict with his grandmother, and he just wanted to escape, to escape from this town, and to escape from the pity in the eyes of everyone in the town.

He slipped out of his grandmother's hands like a madman, who yelled and chased after him.

He is used to running with his head down, how can he look up at the road again?

He crashed into a speeding car.

He fell in a pool of blood, just as father and mother fell in a pool of blood.

He felt like he was one step closer to his parents.

Someone in the darkness got out of the car, walked up to him, and took him into his arms.

What a thick bosom! It gives people a sense of security, which is just like the father's chest, and there is a warm temperature in it.

The strong smell of potion came from his nose, and he knew that he was back in the hospital.

The doctor said that the injuries on his body were not serious, only minor abrasions, and that the real thing to be treated was his heart, which was a place where no sunlight was shining in.

If there is no sunlight shining into it, then it is not the underworld?

How much love does it take to heat up?

She suddenly walked into his life, she was lively, active, in his words: nonsense nagging.

But she always surrounded him, singing children's songs, learning to draw, writing twisted characters, and pretending to be a princess.

In his irritability, his eyes were unconsciously disturbed by her, teaching her to write, draw, and rhyme, and after a while, she monkeyed him.

That year, she was five years old and he was thirteen.

Sometimes, he didn't want to pay attention to her, but the five-year-old stacked the bench of his house, and then climbed up to the eye level with him, hugged his neck affectionately and shouted, "Brother, come and hug Xiao Ran." ”

At the age of thirteen, he always wondered if she would still be so pestering and annoying when she grew up.

Soon his only relative, his grandmother, passed away again, and he became an orphan.

Her parents transferred him to the city and let him live in the best school in the city.

His grades have always been very good, and he swore that he would take the medical university entrance examination, and after several jumps, he walked into the university of his choice.

But for her, he was reluctant to give up, so in the three years of school, in addition to studying and working, he just missed her when he was still.

He always counted how tall she should have grown, fat and thin, and studied well, but when he thought of the boys around her, he never sent her a letter.

After arriving in a foreign country, the first few years were to save money for the trip back to his hometown, and later, as he earned more and more money, he began to send money to her family, but the money was returned.

He didn't know what was going on, so he sent it again, and then returned it, thinking that when he went back, if Xiao Ran's sister got married, he would give Xiao Ran a large sum of money, and now, he should save it for her.

After the death of his parents, he knew that if he climbed up in life, he had to lay out for himself, and after laying out one after another, when these bureaus were realized, his dreams came true, and his wealth accumulated to a certain extent, the most primitive desires buried in them would emerge.

Yes, it's time for him to go back, to his hometown, where there are his relatives and his little sister.

Once a man has this thought, he can no longer suppress it, and this thought winds around him like a snake like a madness, and entangles him so that he cannot do anything.

He just wanted to finish the work at hand and return to China immediately.

He has his own hospital under his name, and those so-called female doctors and nurses have devoted all their hearts and energy to making friends with this handsome, golden, and accomplished him.

He knows that a man in his thirties should have a love life of his own, and he also has a girl in his heart who is in love with him, and he has a good impression of that girl, but he doesn't know if it counts as love.

"Accept her! This passionate and beautiful exotic girl. "She will soon become her right and left hand, and she will no longer have to worry about management, and she will only focus on the academic research she likes." ”

Just as he was about to accept her, that night he had a long dream, in which the little black hand was no longer holding chocolate, but a hand full of sorrow.

Only then did he realize that he was still thinking about the little black hand.

The sticky little black hand was so sticky that he couldn't breathe.

The dream woke up, the fog cleared, and he also knew.

He burst into tears, he thought he had forgotten about it, he thought that it was easy to accept an emotion from a foreign country in a foreign country, he originally thought that they were just two straight lines that stretched infinitely, but when he woke up from the dream, he knew that he could no longer run out of her little black palm.