Chapter 144: Renata, you don't have to work so hard in the future, I will support you
As soon as I arrived at the downstairs of the apartment, I ran into Chu Nanchen, he was holding an umbrella in his hand, I saw that it was raining outside, the sky was very gloomy, my mood was even more depressed, I ignored Chu Nanchen, I lowered my head and rushed out of the glass door.
βRnataγβ Chu Nanchen stopped me behind my back, reached out and grabbed my arm, looked me up and down, Chu Nanchen twisted his eyebrows and said, "When you meet an acquaintance, shouldn't you say hello?" You don't have any shoes on, where are you going? β
Chu Nanchen has to find fault with me every time he sees me, and he feels uncomfortable if he doesn't reprimand me, I sneered and shook Chu Nanchen away, and said in a mocking tone: "Chu Nanchen, who do you think you are me?" Do I have any courtesy, where am I going, and does it have anything to do with you? β
"You" Chu Nanchen was obviously hurt by me, his thin lips trembled, and he glared at me fiercely, Chu Nanchen was so angry that he couldn't speak.
I turned around and left, anyway, how about Chu Nanchen, it has nothing to do with me, the rain was pouring on my body, and a cold breath invaded my skin, and I hugged my arms and thought about where I should go.
Chu Nanchen's voice came again, and he called my name word by word, "Song Rongyan." β
I froze in place suddenly, my pupils widened and I turned my head to look at Chu Nanchen in a mechanical posture, Chu Nanchen actually found it so quickly? So did he come over today to expose me in front of Wei Zimo?
Hehe, I don't think it matters, Yu Zimo is wearing a bathrobe and hugging a woman at home, what does this mean? Now that Wei Zimo has made his choice, am I still afraid that Chu Nanchen will expose me?
"You have a friend named Cheng Fangfang. I studied at the first university. Chu Nanchen saw that I didn't speak, thinking that he was threatening me, he came out and stood in the rain with me, probably to pity me, Chu Nanchen's attitude became very gentle, and he looked at me with lowered eyes and said in a low voice: "So I went to the First University to check it, and after seeing your file, I found out your mother Song Yuanli, and finally knew the relationship between you and Rong Wenzheng." β
Should I praise Nanchen for his wisdom? I curled my lips disapplievingly, for someone who didn't matter, I didn't care what he thought of me. I nodded calmly, "That's right, you can go upstairs now and tell Yu Zimo, it doesn't matter anymore anyway." I'm not from the same world as you, do you have any questions? I'm going back. β
"What's wrong with you?" Chu Nanchen's eyebrows locked, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, he stretched out the umbrella in his hand, and wanted to hold my arm, "Follow me upstairs first." β
I felt that Chu Nanchen was really more annoying than a woman, so I didn't say much to him, and pushed him away. I pulled up a car and sat in it and asked the driver to take me to my apartment.
I fled home like this, Cheng Fangfang was not there, I was drenched in the rain, and after taking a shower in the bathroom, I lay on the bed and covered my head with a quilt.
The phone kept vibrating, I saw that it was Chu Nanchen calling, I didn't answer, he texted me again, I thought it was funny, why didn't Yu Zimo look for me in the first place? If he wants to explain something. I would have given him this chance, but he didn't chase me when he knew I had run out, because what I saw was the truth, and he had nothing to say?
At this time, I just wanted to hide and heal alone, so I turned off my phone, and after a few minutes I heard the doorbell ringing outside, I ignored it, and wrapped myself more and more tightly in the quilt, blocking all sounds.
I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, I threw myself into this relationship, I like Wei Zimo, although I had expected this ending for a long time, but the blow of falling out of love was far greater than I imagined, I closed my eyes, and wet and hot tears flowed silently on my face.
I curled up in the quilt and cried for a long time, my whole mind was muddy, and then I didn't know what time it was, Cheng Fangfang knocked on my door outside, she called me several times in a row, I didn't answer her, she threatened that if she didn't open the door again, she would hit the door, and I got up from the bed.
As soon as I opened the door, I saw that Chu Nanchen was also here, and I estimated that he had just followed me, I didn't open the door for him, he was outside and waited until Cheng Fangfang came back, I really don't know what Chu Nanchen is thinking, do you care about me?
I stood there with my slender body holding on to the door, and asked Chu Nanchen in an unkind tone, "You hate me very much, right, Chu Nanchen?" Okay now, I won't be in front of you in the future, what are you still looking for? I don't seem to owe you anything. β
"I don't hate you, the person I hate is Rong Xin, you are not her." Chu Nanchen's expression was a little stiff, as if it was difficult to answer my question, he looked at the complexity in my eyes, with a very special feeling, Chu Nanchen pursed his thin lips and said to me: "I hope that from today onwards, the festival between the two of us will be written off." No matter what, you are the person Zimo likes, and as Zimo's brother, I should care about you. β
Chu Nanchen's words didn't move me at all, I have a withdrawn temperament and are full of thorns, probably except for Wei Zimo, there is no second person who can make me so gentle, I accept Chu Nanchen's apology, but my attitude towards him is still cold, I said in a mocking tone: "Wei Zimo doesn't like me anymore, so can you go?" I don't need your concern. β
βRnataοΌβ Cheng Fangfang looked at me with a surprised face, she definitely didn't expect me and Wei Zimo to break up so soon.
Chu Nanchen was also stunned, he seemed to have thought of something, looked at me with a complicated expression and asked, "You quarreled with Zimo?" You ran out so embarrassed because you saw La at Zimo's house? β
"Who's La?" My eyes locked on Chu Nanchen, Chu Nanchen knew this woman, and asked me so, it was obvious that this La and Wei Zimo had an extraordinary relationship, my heart hurt like a pinprick, sure enough, Yu Zimo lied to me, I was not his first love.
Chu Nanchen paused for a few seconds, thinking seriously about how to say to me, "La is the daughter of Master Zimo, and Zimo is often invited to his house by his master, so he has a very good relationship with La. We all know that La likes Zimo, and we don't know whether Zimo has ever dated her. β
Chu Nanchen's implication is that the relationship between Yu Zimo and La is ambiguous. In the afternoon, the two of them hugged each other, which had confirmed Chu Nanchen's statement, and I felt so uncomfortable that I couldn't help it, but I didn't resent Wei Zimo, I told him before, if he really likes me, then I will try to have a relationship with him, and now since this is the result, I also accept it calmly.
On the surface, I nodded to Chu Nanchen unusually calmly, as if I was not out of love, and I gave an eviction order again. "You can go."
βRnataγβ When Chu Nanchen saw that I was going to close the door, he stretched out his hand to block me, looking like he wanted to defend Wei Zimo.
Chu Nanchen wanted to say something, but then his mobile phone rang, and after looking at the caller ID, Chu Nanchen raised his eyes and glanced at me, and he connected in front of me.
I vaguely heard Wei Zimo's voice, probably asking Chu Nanchen if he was with me? Chu Nanchen told Wei Zimo that he was in my apartment, and without my consent, Chu Nanchen reported my address.
"Zimo, he's coming over now." After ending the call, Chu Nanchen said to me in a low voice, "Anyway, I have already told him your address, if you don't want to see him, I think no matter what the relationship between Zimo and La is, it is too willful for you to leave quietly like this, you must at least make it clear to Zimo, right?" β
Wayward? According to Chu Nanchen's statement, should I stay and watch Yu Zimo and the other women hug and hug? Then Wei Zimo will propose to break up with me, if so, then I would rather run away than face the consequences of being dumped. I ran away, at least with a piece of dignity left.
Chu Nanchen, the eldest young master, can't understand my feelings at all, he will only preach to me, but since Wei Zimo has come, it seems too cowardly for me to escape again, I nodded, and suddenly reached out to hug Cheng Fangfang, I just cried, and my voice was still a little hoarse until this moment, "If Wei Zimo dumps me in front of you, you must protect me." β
"Okay." Cheng Fangfang hugged me tightly. The hand patted me on the back.
Half an hour later, the doorbell rang outside, and I went to open the door, with Cheng Fangfang and Chu Nanchen following behind me.
As a result, as soon as the door opened, I not only saw Yu Zimo, but he also took the woman who was hugging him in the apartment, that is, La, his hand held La's arm, and after hearing the movement of opening the door, Yu Zimo let go of La.
I saw that La's eyes were a little red and swollen, probably crying, and I thought this was really interesting, La found out about the ambiguous relationship between Yu Zimo and me, so I quarreled with Yu Zimo, and in order to clarify, Yu Zimo directly brought La, do you want to draw a line with me in front of La?
So I said to La in French, "Miss La, I"
However, as soon as I called out La's name, Yu Zimo knew that I was standing at the door, and the next second he grabbed my arm and pressed me against the wall outside the door, and then Yu Zimo raised his hand and pinched my chin hard, lowered his head and kissed my lips fiercely.
"Hmm" I was stunned. Staring at Yu Zimo with round eyes, his two arms were pressed on top of his head, and I subconsciously broke free, but I didn't succeed.
Instead, Yu Zimo let go of my jaw, locked my hands on the wall with both hands, and slowly retracted my fingers together, different from the previous tenderness and love, this time Wei Zimo's kiss was like a storm, with strong punishment and anger, and swept me away in an instant.
I don't know when I gave up the struggle, my body collapsed on Yu Zimo's chest, my lips were hot and numb, just when I was about to suffocate, Yu Zimo finally ended this deep and long kiss.
I almost slid down the wall, Yu Zimo's strong arm grabbed my waist, Yu Zimo gasped, leaned over and buried his face in my neck, and asked in a hoarse and unquenched anger in his voice, "Why are you running?" β
"I" faced with such a big anger Wei Zimo, I was stunned at once, and I couldn't say the reason for escaping, I tried to make myself more reasonable, so I struggled weakly.
But Wei Zimo hugged me tighter. The force between the arms seemed to want to break my fragile body, and I felt Yu Zimo's panic and tense nerves, as if he was afraid of losing me, which reminded me of a few times before when I noticed that I was leaving, and Yu Zimo would be very uneasy, and now Wei Zimo's uneasiness was more profound, and it became a fear that he would lose me, so that I really realized how much Yu Zimo cared about me.
I couldn't say a word, I no longer resisted Wei Zimo, and let him hold me.
Wei Zimo's body relaxed slightly, and he didn't care about the other three people present, his eyes couldn't see, as if he had taken my first kiss in the hospital, many times there were only me and him in Wei Zimo's world, and his hot breath sprayed on my ears, and said to me in an extremely intimate posture: "I've been looking for you for a long time." I know you're back, and I saw La hugging me, and I wanted to chase it out, but I couldn't see with my eyes, and you turned off your phone when I hit your phone. I asked La to take me down, and only after asking did I know that Chu Nanchen bumped into you downstairs in the apartment. β
"I called Chu Nanchen. Why didn't you give me a chance to explain and sentence me to death? La she does like me, but I've rejected her before. She knew that I was living with you, so she came to my apartment to see you, and she confessed to me again, and I told her that I had someone I liked. I knew I shouldn't have let her hug me, but my eyes couldn't see, and when she hugged me, I was bumped into by you before I could push her away. β
"Rnata, I just told La that the woman I like is you. I have confessed to you many times, and I am not interested in you for a moment, let alone playing with your feelings. After I kissed you in the hospital, I made up my mind to be with you, I thought you understood, but why didn't you open up? You think I'm hesitating until now, it's not, you believe me, it's the first time I've been in love. β
Me: ""
The first half of Wei Zimo's words shocked and moved me, but the last sentence simply made me cry and laugh, is Yu Zimo teasing me? On weekdays, he plays hooligan and flirts with girls, and I have never seen such a brazen person. As a result, he now tells me that he is shy and can't directly say that he likes me and loves me, I don't believe it, obviously he acts like a master of love.
"Rnata, I really like you. I send you flowers, buy you gifts, take you to my apartment, cook for you, etc., and if you still can't feel my feelings for you, then you tell me what I am going to do so that you can understand? β
Yu Zimo's voice was hoarse, very painful and helpless, every word made me feel uncomfortable, I pulled him out of my shoulder, raised my head and saw that his eyes were red, at this moment all the uncertainty and anxiety and those doubts arising from inferiority complex, all disappeared, I believe that Yu Zimo likes me.
I once said that I would try to date him as soon as he was sure of his feelings for me, and wasn't that the answer I had been waiting for? I shouldn't have hesitated any longer.
I held Wei Zimo's face, leaned over and kissed Wei Zimo's thin lips, and proved with my actions that I believed his explanation.
Yu Zimo immediately responded to me fiercely, my lips were red and swollen from kissing, and he kissed my eyes upwards, his movements were as gentle and full of love as before. Wei Zimo's tone was full of distress and said, "You cried Rnata." Don't cry, I'm sorry it's my fault, I will never give other women a chance to get close to me in the future. β
I raised my hand and touched my face, sure enough, I don't know when I was already in tears, but this time it was not sad, but crying with joy, the last second I thought I broke up with Wei Zimo, but he confessed to me so affectionately, for the first time I realized what great sorrow and joy are, happiness comes too fast, I am a little fluttering.
After a long time, Yu Zimo let go of me, and before he could speak, La came over to apologize to me, foreigners are generally very open-minded and optimistic, after Yu Zimo rejected La so clearly today, La calmly accepted such a result, she said very sincerely that she would only be friends with Wei Zimo in the future, and would not hug Wei Zimo casually.
This makes me a little embarrassed, for foreigners, it is normal to hug or kiss a friend on the face, but because I am Chinese, I don't like my man to have such intimate contact with other women, so when I see Wei Zimo wearing a bathrobe and La hugging, I will react so much, especially Chu Nanchen's few unclear words.
I was thinking like this, Chu Nanchen looked at me and Wei Zimo, his eyes stayed on my lips for a few seconds, Chu Nanchen said in a stiff tone: "Let's go!" I'll drive you back. β
"yes, yes! Ansl, since you've coaxed your daughter-in-law, let's go back quickly! Cheng Fangfang immediately agreed, stretched out her finger and pointed at Wei Zimo, "Male god, you came here in a bathrobe, although the image in my heart is all ruined, but you look very handsome in a bathrobe!" Let me take a picture and save it. β
Cheng Fangfang said with bright eyes, really took out her mobile phone and took a photo with a "click", I was speechless and handed Cheng Fangfang a knife eye, only then did I notice that Yu Zimo was still wearing a bathrobe, and I was suddenly very moved and funny, how anxious Wei Zimo was! I just ran away, I didn't disappear, is this what Wei Zimo is like?
But soon I thought of another question, why did Wei Zimo take a shower in the afternoon? He doesn't have this habit on weekdays, and if he wasn't wearing a bathrobe, how could I have misunderstood him? I don't blame me.
"Go back." There was still only me and himself in Yu Zimo's world, he reached out and took me into his arms, staring at me gently, and Yu Zimo said meaningfully: "It's the first time I've come to Rnata your house, and I want to go in and visit, or stay for a night." β
Me: ""
I really want to ask Wei Zimo, your eyes can't see, you tell me how you want to visit?
Wei Zimo didn't give me a chance to object, his eyes turned to Cheng Fangfang and asked, "Are you going back to school?" β
"Yes!" The corners of Cheng Fangfang's mouth twitched in response, I knew that she had a bad conscience as soon as I saw her like that.
Chu Nanchen's face seemed to be a little unsightly, he moved his thin lips and wanted to say something, but finally swallowed the words back, Chu Nanchen nodded, "Okay, I'll go to your apartment and bring you a change of clothes." β
After the three of them left, I was very nervous and took Yu Zimo into the house, except for a little small, it was neat and tidy, anyway, even if there was something bad, Wei Zimo couldn't see it, I finally realized that Wei Zimo didn't want to take me to his apartment, I hope Yu Zimo doesn't dislike me here.
Yu Zimo held my hand and walked all the way in, not waiting for me to say anything. Yu Zimo raised his slender eyebrows and asked me, "Rnata, I'm already at the end of a few steps, do you two live in such a small place?" And the apartment in this area is not very high-end, close to Cheng Fangfang's first university, but far from your university. β
Me: ""
Sure enough, he was still disgusted by Yu Zimo.
That day, I told Wei Zimo that Cheng Fangfang was from the First University, and I was not in the same school as Cheng Fangfang, Wei Zimo had doubts, he had always been so keen, I paused for a few seconds and explained to Wei Zimo: "I think this is very good, didn't you bring a maid over?" Since you have come to study abroad, you must be prepared to endure hardships. It can also develop people's willpower. β
"There's nothing wrong with saying that, but the place where you live is too" Wei Zimo sighed helplessly, but he didn't point a finger at me, as if even such a distressing suggestion was like a blame, and he was reluctant to say that I was not.
Yu Zimo stopped at the door of my bedroom, wrapped his strong arms around my shoulders from behind, and let me lean on his thick chest, Yu Zimo pressed to my ear and said gently: "Rnata, you don't have to exercise your willpower in the future. With me, you don't need to work so hard, I will support you. β
Wei Zimo's words made all my strength collapse. The tears I had just stopped suddenly rolled out, and as soon as I lowered my head, I smashed on the back of Yu Zimo's hand, I tried my best to restrain my emotions, and choked up to respond to Yu Zimo, "Okay." β
"Don't cry, I'm distressed." Yu Zimo leaned over and kissed my eyes, sucking all those hot and wet tears away.
I couldn't control my emotions anymore, turned around and threw myself into Yu Zimo's arms, two arms tightly hugged his strong waist, so many years I have been dependent on my mother, in addition to my mother, Yu Zimo is the second person to rely on me, I was hoarse, and said to Yu Zimo movingly: "Zimo, I like you." β
Yu Zimo's muscles stiffened, he tightened his arms and hugged me hard, his chin rubbed lovingly on the top of my head, Yu Zimo responded to me a little unnaturally, "Rnata, I like you too." β
I saw that Yu Zimo's ears were flushed crimson, very cute and docile, so I finally believed that Yu Zimo would also be shy because of his liking.
After I took Yu Zimo for a walk in my apartment, I took him to the kitchen, I opened the refrigerator and took out the ingredients to make dinner, and asked Yu Zimo to help me choose vegetables.
Wei Zimo washed the dishes and handed them to me, he wiped his hands, came over and hugged me from behind, his chin rested on my shoulder, Wei Zimo smiled at the corner of his mouth, and said with satisfaction: "Rnata, I'm very happy to be able to come to your place." β