I despised Pippi's behavior of complaining to Angel, and I said to him, "Don't you think your behavior is obscene?"

Pippi smiled and reminded me, "Dad, let's see what message the female aunt has sent you back."

I picked up my phone again from the cabinet, and sure enough, it was Angel who replied, and her reply was more concise than the three words I sent her, "Did you sleep?"

"Not yet," this is the message Angel sent back to me, not even a punctuation mark

I smiled, but I didn't know what to do with this message, but Pipsqueak lay down on his own, yawned and said, "Dad, I'm so sleepy, I'll go to sleep first."

"Hey...... This message has been sent, you are going to sleep, what do you say?"

"She didn't know I was going to send it to her, Dad, you can talk to her, I'm really sleepy," Pipsqueak said, digging into the quilt and never saying a word, as if he had fallen asleep

I smiled helplessly, how to reply to Angel's message is indeed a very tricky thing for me, in fact, her coldness to me has made me unable to maintain a natural state to communicate with her, for fear that too many words will be lost, which will make her even more cold, and this psychology of suffering from gains and losses just proves that I care about her so much

......

After thinking about it for a long time, I finally replied to Angel: "It's very late, why haven't you slept yet?"

After a while, Angel replied with a message: "Let's sleep"

I don't know if Angel is really asleep or fake, but she gave me a signal that there is no need to talk

I could have said "goodnight" to her and end the chat, but I thought it was a bit of a black humor

"You're having insomnia?"

"Well, who will survive until now without insomnia" Angel's reply added a touch of emotion, making me feel that we are at least ordinary friends

I took the trouble to analyze: "You lost sleep because you were worried about me, but after you saw my message, you were sure that I was safe, so you put your mind at ease and prepared to rest, right?"

"Can you not be so narcissistic, you don't have that much weight?"

"Dulicitous...... We're already familiar with each other, and I know a little bit about your temper."

Angel didn't reply to my message for a long time, maybe it was because she was resting, maybe it was because she couldn't stand my self-righteousness

......

In the dead of night, people tend to be more impulsive than during the day At this moment, I almost couldn't control the desire to call Angel and then desperately let her let go of all her defenses and hand over her future to me We really shouldn't suffer each other like this In fact, Lin Xi is right As long as you let go of some obsessions in your heart, life will become better in an instant

But I didn't dare, I really didn't dare, because I felt ashamed, I had sworn to let Angel give me her future, but when she really gave her her to me, I cruelly gave her up, and chose the life and marriage I thought it was my own

I sighed deeply, and even the extreme impulses of the dead of night didn't make me break through the weight of guilt..... I don't have the courage or qualifications to ask Angel to open up her future to me

Angel really didn't reply to me, and that was the end of our brief conversation, and I was a little frustrated, a little frustrated, a little lost, and I might be in the company of damn insomnia this night

......

I really couldn't sleep, but I didn't dare toss and turn in bed for fear of waking Pippi, so I put on my clothes, took my cigarette case and my phone and went to the small balcony behind the house, and I believed that the biting cold wind would help me dispel those unbearable feelings of loss and frustration

The cold wind blows, as if telling a legend, and I doubt my ears a little, but I am more and more embarrassed to be lonely, but the nights are so long, and there are so many dreams

In a moment of distraction, the phone suddenly vibrated After half an hour, Angel sent me a message back

"I'm starting from Yangzhou, you're starting from Nantong, we're meeting in the middle city of Jingjiang, right now, do you dare?"

I looked at this message for a long time, and my emotions burst into the sea......

"I'm afraid of long nights and dreams...... It's going to be thrilling...... "The Daoist Chief's comment to me suddenly flashed in my mind, and this scene is not the right sentence

Isn't it thrilling enough that we drove to Jingjiang at 4 o'clock in the morning after such a heavy snowfall, such terrible road conditions, and such terrible road conditions

Is it because of the fear of long nights and dreams, that I am extremely eager for such thrilling?

I don't care about anything, I don't care about anything, even if I fall, even if I die on the road, I want this thrill

"Dare"

And when I said that, I fell into an uncontrollable madness, and even my blood began to spurt, and I had a premonition that after the thrill, there would be a turning night

......

Back in the bedroom, I put on the thick clothes as fast as I could, and the next moment I left the bedroom, I gave myself to the madness, to the thrillers

"Daddy, where are you going?" called out to Pipsqueak in the darkness as he woke up from my movements

"It's not a bathing club"

"Oh......" Pippi replied, and suddenly said, "You must be looking for the female man's aunt, you have a good text message."

Pipsqueak actually only got half of it right, and I did go to find Angel, but the text message wasn't good, and we're just going to look for the thrill on impulse

"Maybe it's time for you to change your name to the female man's mother."

.......

At 4:15 p.m., I was driving through the snow on an extremely slippery road, and the highway had stopped running on all of it, and the winding path that I drove by from time to time made me feel what it means to be thrilling, and even after driving for more than a dozen kilometers, I couldn't see a single car and a glimmer of light, and there was no guardrail, and I skidded two bridges, and at this time, I should be glad that I was driving the Phaeton, not the Passat

I knew it was going to be an extremely difficult night for Angel, so she hadn't slept after 3 o'clock in the middle of the night, and my message inadvertently hit her most vulnerable place, so there was the thrill of this crazy exchange

I hope so, I hope my analysis is correct...... Neither I nor Angel can afford to toss anymore

Walking through the darkness, my vision seemed to resurface the scene of Angel walking alone on the street when she left Yangzhou last night...... I pleaded, after a thrilling event, that we would be able to pierce through all the cause and effect, and that we would not have to dream long nights in solitude

........

I sped up and begged in the thick of the night: "Please dispel this blizzard with the wind, and tomorrow if I'm still alive, please bathe me in the warm sunshine and ...... my love."