Chapter 18: The Past of Ao Shao
After Grandma left, Xiao Tianmo saw her mother crying when she saw her mother, who had never shed tears. Although her mother turned her back to her, her mother's convulsive back betrayed her. This night, neither mother nor son slept.
Xiao Tianmo watched his mother's shoulders shake all night, his mother cried all night, he was worried all night behind his back, although he didn't understand why, but his mother was sad and he was sad.
Early the next morning, after eating the breakfast brought by my grandmother, my mother seemed to have made a lot of determination, waiting for the doctor who played the hanging bottle to leave. The mother took Grandma's hand: "Auntie, I thought about what you said all night, I told you everything about me, help me come up with ideas, and see what I should do?" ”
"I have no relatives and grew up in an orphanage. The child's father is called Ao Dingyang, and his father and I are in free love, and we have been together for three years, which is the happiest three years of my life. His dad is not handsome, sunny, and very hard-working, and has a good personality, and we get along well.
At that time, he said that I would go to work, he would start a business, and when his career was stable, we would get married and have children. I love him so much and he loves me too. Every day we were busy with each other, and in the evening we went back to the rental house, and we shared the joys and sorrows of our day.
After hard work, although his company is small, it is still somewhat profitable after a year. Then for a while, because the company took on a project in the field.
This project has a crucial role to play in the growth of a small company like ours. For the quality of the project, Party A asked him to check it in person, and when he just left, I found out that I was pregnant.
In order not to worry him, I chose not to tell him, wanting to surprise him when he returned. However, I haven't been back for more than half a year, and we talk about the pain of lovesickness on the phone almost every day.
Until seven months later, he basically didn't take the initiative to call me, and every time I called, he said that he was busy and hung up the phone after a few words. When I felt something was wrong, I offered to see him.
He told me the truth: because he was in a foreign country and was not familiar with the place, he was taken care of by Chen Ping, the project manager of Party A, and the project was able to proceed smoothly. In order to thank the other party, he invited the other party to dinner, but everyone persuaded him to drink too enthusiastically, and he got drunk and didn't know how to have a relationship with Manager Chen.
Now Chen Ping said that she was pregnant and asked him to be responsible. He didn't dare tell me, and he didn't know how to face me, so he didn't dare to call. The important thing is that he doesn't know what to do now, Chen Ping is pressing, but he doesn't like her at all, he loves me.
When I heard the news, I was blindsided. When he calmed down, I asked him what to do. He told me that he had thought about it for a long time, and although he didn't love Chen Ping, she was pregnant, and he couldn't be irresponsible.
And that project has put all its net worth up, if you give up, not only will your efforts in the past few years be in vain, but you will also have a lot of debt. The party A of this cooperation is Chen Ping's uncle. So he couldn't afford to offend me and asked me if I could wait for the project to be completed.
The meaning is very clear, if you choose me, the company will go bankrupt, and he needs Chen Ping's help in his career. I love him, I can't help him, but I hope he is doing well, and in the end I have to give up.
I didn't want him to be embarrassed, and I didn't tell him about my pregnancy until the end. Just tell him that I bless him, I wish him happiness, don't look for me, and I will live well. If so, I left the place where I lived for three years and moved to you, and you took care of our mother and son.
Just as you were taking care of my confinement, they had a wedding. I also secretly went to see him after the full moon, and later learned that in fact, Chen Ping was not pregnant at that time, and the so-called drunkenness was also intentional by Chen Ping.
In fact, Chen Ping secretly liked Tianmo's father from the beginning of the fight, and knew that he had a girlfriend. In order to pursue him, he deliberately asked someone to let Ao Dingyang sign the project, and then asked him to go to the field to grasp the quality in person and create opportunities for himself.
Although all this was Chen Ping's calculation, and the fake pregnancy forced him to marry her, it is undeniable that Ao Dingyang's company has indeed grown because of this project.
Ao Dingyang, who knew the truth, also went to the rental house and the place where he worked to find me, and even asked my colleagues about me. It's the kind of crazy looking for that. Later, I didn't look for it, but I heard that I lived with Chen Ping in a down-to-earth manner.
He didn't know that I was in the same city as him, and that I was away from home. I knew that when he was looking for me everywhere, I still didn't want to go to see him, after all, he was married.
At that time, I thought very simply, I love him, as long as he is happy, anyway, I never thought about marrying someone else in this life, it is better to take me and his child for the rest of my life, because it is me and his child.
Occasionally, you can sneak a look at him, and you'll be content.
It's just that the reality is too cruel, even if I try my best, I don't have the ability to give my child a good future. Auntie, are you saying that it is unfair to my son to do this?
His father's company is developing well, the scale is not small, the conditions are good, and Chen Ping only gave birth to two daughters for him, should I tell him about my son?
Xiao Tianmo didn't understand that his mother wanted to send him to the father who had never met him for the sake of his so-called future that he couldn't understand.
He threw himself into his mother's arms and cried: Mom, I don't want Dad, I don't want to go to school, I just want Mom, don't want me. The mother and son hugged their heads and cried, and the grandmother was next to her and shed tears.
In the next three days after being discharged from the hospital, Xiao Tianmo saw that his mother was preoccupied, and he didn't go to work, shedding tears from time to time, and at night, his mother asked him to sleep first, and he went to his grandmother to discuss something, Xiao Tianmo had a bad premonition that he would be sent away.
Sure enough, the next morning, his mother took him to the street to buy things, clothes from spring to winter, more than a dozen pairs of socks, all from small to large, and he didn't look like he had bought enough.
Silently followed my mother, watching my mother go crazy and prepare future daily necessities with herself, my heart tightened, and I didn't know how to live without my mother. I don't know how to live without my mother. But you can't do it yourself.
Lunch was eaten at Grandma's house, at the dinner table, my mother kept explaining to Xiao Tianmo, when I arrived at the new home, I must listen to my father and aunt, take care of my sister, and endure everything, it is not easy to have a home, we must cherish the new home, study hard, and be a responsible man in the future.