Chapter 225: It's a lot harder to live
"Gu ......"
"Let's go!" Before Lu Shen's words could be spoken, Gu Qiqi yelled at him loudly, and then ignored the pain in his wrist, and finally broke Lu Shen's hand with enough strength.
"You go back first, our matter, let's settle it later, I beg you Lu Shen!" She really didn't want to owe him much.
Lu Shen stared at her deeply for a long time, and finally turned around silently, and the back of the departure was resolute, but it also carried a ruthlessness.
Gu's mother looked at it, a smug smile climbed the corner of her mouth, she had already thought that Gu Qiqi would make such a decision, she still knew about her daughter.
"Now it's time for you to be satisfied?" For a long time, Gu Qiqi's voice sounded faintly in the dim stairwell.
Gu's mother's face was indeed much better than before, and she smiled again when she heard this: "What am I satisfied with, now I just hope that Fei Fei can wake up soon!" ”
Gu Qiqi suddenly found that when she heard these words again, she didn't feel anything big, was her heart numb?
"Qiqi, you are my daughter, will I still harm you? I just hope that you and your sister can be okay, and Lu Shen is definitely not the man who can give you happiness, why don't you understand? ”
Hearing this, Gu Qiqi just smiled mockingly and didn't say anything.
Now Gu's mother has become a stranger to her, and she doesn't want to have any hope for her anymore.
"I know you're blaming me for beating you just now, but Qiqi, if you think about it carefully, you will find that what your mother said is not wrong, and what your mother did is not wrong!" Gu's mother is still trying to make her understand her "good intentions" in a serious manner.
Gu Qiqi looked at her expressionlessly, unmoved.
Gu Mu was suddenly angry, and the expression on her face changed completely in an instant: "I tell you, don't look at me like this, my mind won't change, if you want to watch me die in front of you, you can go and be with him again!" ”
Hearing this, Gu Qiqi felt as if his heart had been pulled up by something. Unexpectedly, in order to prevent her from being with Lu Shen, Gu's mother would not hesitate to force each other to death.
Seeing that Gu Qiqi didn't speak for a while, Gu's mother was instantly anxious, and she didn't know where to take out a fruit knife, and quickly picked it up and put it on her wrist: "Do you agree!" ”
Gu Qiqi only felt that her heart was skipping a beat, and she couldn't imagine what would happen to her if the knife cut her artery in the next second?
Why is this happening, and why is everyone trying to force her? Why can't there be a way like this, why can't things end well?
"Gu Qiqi!" Gu's mother shouted at her loudly, and when Gu Qiqi looked over, she found that a blood stain had already appeared on her wrist.
It turned out that she was serious, not just to scare her, if she didn't speak, she would really do it.
"Okay, I promise you." Gu Qiqi finally spoke, and at the same time closed his eyes, hiding the despair and pathos in his eyes, "I promise you whatever you say, don't force me anymore, count me as a begging ......"
Gu Qiqi's voice was already hoarse, but Gu's mother didn't feel the slightest distress, but instead forced it even harder: "Tonight's blind date, you have to go!" ”
It turned out that even if she was unwilling and resisted in every way before, Gu's mother never stopped letting her go on a blind date.
Therefore, it has always been her who overestimated her status in her heart.
Gu Qiqi, you are really a joke!
"I'll go."
This time, Gu Qiqi agreed very simply, just two short words, but it contained all her sadness. Isn't it just a blind date, and it's not like I haven't been there, and it's not a big deal, isn't it?
"Okay, Gu Qiqi, you remember what you promised me, if you regret it tonight, I will really die in front of you!" Gu Mu was still not at ease, and stared at her eyes again.
Gu Qiqi didn't want to say anything anymore, so he dragged his extremely tired body and turned away.
Really, there has never been a moment when she was so tired as now, she even had an idea just now, that is, to snatch the fruit knife from Gu's mother's hand and put it on her wrist.
She thought that if Gu's mother insisted on disagreeing, she could really cut it off.
The longer you live, the more you understand that it is not difficult to die, because it is much harder to live in comparison.
As the sky gets darker, the streetlights light up and the city's nightlife begins again. It's still the same bustle, it's still the same bustle, and it won't change because of someone's despair and confusion.
Gu Qiqi sat on the edge of the bed in his room, facing the window, and looked out of the window silently.
There was no light in the room, and Gu Mu couldn't help but be startled when she opened the door, and immediately raised her hand to turn on the switch on the wall.
The top light was on, and Gu Qiqi's eyes couldn't adapt for a while, so he subconsciously closed it.
Then I heard Gu's mother's voice ringing in the room: "The time is almost up, it's time for you to change your clothes." ”
"What time is it?" I hadn't drunk any water all afternoon, Gu Qiqi's voice was even more hoarse than before, and the moment she spoke, Gu's mother was shocked.
But soon his expression returned to normal, and he glanced at the time and said lightly: "There are still forty minutes." ”
Gu Qiqi naturally knew that what she was talking about was the time before the blind date began.
That's it, everything is like this, her resistance is meaningless, Gu Qiqi stood up like a puppet without a lifeless soul, dragging heavy steps towards the wardrobe.
One hand blocked her movement of holding the T-shirt, Gu Qiqi paused, the corners of his mouth curved but it involved a cracked wound on his lips, and the next second, his hand reached out to a skirt without hesitation.
This time, Gu's mother didn't stop her, and it was a coincidence that this mature dress happened to be bought for her by Gu's mother when she went to the mall before the last blind date.
At that time, she was still sighing, but she didn't expect Gu's mother, who hadn't personally bought her clothes for many years, to do this again, or for a blind date.
"Hurry up and change it, time is running out, remember to put on light makeup, your face is not good-looking." Before going out, Gu's mother whispered, "Also, cover up those traces on your body, how can there be a blind date with this, what will people think of you?" ”
Her words really sounded like she was caring about her daughter, Gu Qiqi did bend the corners of her mouth mockingly when she heard it, and a trace of blood seeped out of her lips.
A rusty smell spread in my mouth, and coupled with the fact that I hadn't eaten all day, I suddenly felt a feeling of nausea at the moment.
As if he was about to vomit in the next second, Gu Qiqi quickly rushed into the bathroom, and retched while lying on the edge of the toilet.
But after several minutes, nothing came out.
Gu Qiqi supported the edge of the toilet with both hands, and stood up with difficulty, his hands trembling faintly, the whole person seemed to be stepping on cotton, very vain and weak.
I couldn't help laughing at myself, thinking that my body was really squeamish by Lu Shen. It's just that I haven't eaten for a day, and it's reached this level.
Thinking of Lu Shen, and thinking of the next blind date that he couldn't hide, Gu Qiqi's sadness in his heart was even worse.
Suddenly raised her eyes and saw herself in the mirror, Gu Qiqi was taken aback, and finally understood why Gu's mother asked her to wear light makeup just now, and now her appearance is really ugly than she has ever been.
The face is not only colorless, but more dull yellow, the skin has also lost its luster, and there are two huge dark circles under the eyes. The face that was originally a little baby fat was deeply sunken due to lack of water at the moment, and the lips were also chapped and chapped, and the whole person seemed to be several years old in an instant.
She really wanted to go on a blind date with this face, because then maybe she didn't have to speak, and the blind date would be scared away by her.
But she knew that this was nothing more than her delusion. In order to avoid waiting for Gu's mother to threaten her with her life again, Gu Qiqi obediently washed her face and put on light makeup.
Changed into that skirt again, she has a good foundation, and when she dresses up a little, she looks good. Moreover, perhaps because of the emaciated cheeks, or because of the sudden change in dressing style, she now looks a little less innocent and a little more charming than before.
When she opened the door, the moment Gu's mother saw her, her eyes lit up: "Well, that's right, look at it, how beautiful it is, tonight's blind date will definitely go well!" ”
Gu Qiqi let out a faint "um", and walked to the entrance to change his shoes.
But as soon as I put on a high-heeled shoe, I saw that Gu's mother also came over and was slowly changing shoes.
Gu Qiqi's movements slowly stopped, and she looked at Gu Mu in confusion.
And the latter also noticed her gaze, and after all the changes were made, he urged in a dark and frank voice: "Hurry up, there is really not enough time, although it is better for women to be late than men, but it is always the first time to meet!" ”
Gu Qiqi didn't speak, she knew that Gu's mother could understand what she meant.
Sure enough, after a moment of stalemate, her smile slowly disappeared: "Doesn't I often don't know the way, I'll send you over, and I'll leave when I get there." ”
It makes sense, why change shoes, because she's going out. Where to go out, to the place where she went on a blind date. What to do, but not for fear that she would not find the location, but for fear that she would not go, to see her in person.
Gu Qiqi thought desperately, when did the mother and daughter start to become so calculating?
That's it, if she wants to follow, let her follow, otherwise she will be at home alone, and she should be restless.
Changing into another shoe, Gu Qiqi pushed open the door and walked out.
The footsteps behind him kept coming, Gu Qiqi arrived at the blind date restaurant, and Gu's mother also followed, but sat down at another table.
It turns out that I don't just want to watch her come in, but I also have to watch her go on a blind date.