My thinking seemed to have stagnated, and I digested the impact of Jiang Laiyue's words on me in disbelief, just looked at her like this, and shook my head slowly for a long time, and said, "I don't understand, what are you expressing, are you telling me the story of Bai Fumei's online novel falling in love with a little clerk?" ”

"Existence is reasonable, and novels also have documentary!"

"But we really can't play such an exciting game, I've known you for so long, and I haven't had this thought once, how can you like me?"

"You're pretty stubborn!"

"I just can't believe that you, such a successful business elite, would like a little person in the workplace like me who has nothing to do."

"If I were to give up the workplace, would you still think so? Although I don't dare to say that this is a great understanding, at least it is also a kind of comprehension, money it can't replace the feelings between people, it will only hold me in a higher and higher place, every day in the ups and downs of joy and sorrow, now I have nothing but relaxed, at least I haven't stayed up late for a long time to deal with things that can't be handled, last night I thought about what you said to me, I think you are right, I am willing to change my stubbornness, at this moment, I finally feel that I can breathe the air of this world, although it is so cold, But it makes me extremely sober and glad that you have made me see new hope in this world. ”

"But I already have someone I like, even though she's far away, maybe she doesn't know ...... yet"

"I'm not a woman who is willing to meddle in other people's feelings, this confession is based on listening to you and Lin Ke talk about the trip to England a few nights ago, I don't know if she will come back in the future, but you also know that you and her have not confirmed their relationship, so I don't think I've done anything out of the ordinary......"

"But you should know that I have feelings for Li Shi, even if we don't have much possibility."

Jiang Laiyue held my hand, full of sincerity, and said: "Yu Hang, this is the first time in my life to confess, or so active, I know that my behavior is not social, nor is it glorious and decent, but I don't care about these anymore, so many years, no one has ever really cared about me, I still remember when I was a child, I was almost abandoned to grow up, after the material is not so scarce, my requirements for material things have gradually decreased, and I have more energy to pay attention to those who are good to me, and you have known you for a short time, I see your changes, and I know your temper, maybe in your heart you will feel that there are so many impossibilities between us, but I think two people don't need any subjective judgment when they are together, it is enough to have each other's sincerity, promise me, give me a real home, and we will start living an ordinary life......"

I felt the strength of her hand, and knew that it was a decision for her after summoning up countless courages, and although I didn't understand what forces ruled her to like me, I knew that she had never been a materialistic woman, and that love and hatred might become her armor, but it could also become a spear piercing her heart, and I could become that sharp weapon at any time......

I nodded at her and said, "I'm sorry, I'm still too ordinary." ”

Jiang Laiyue smiled, but tears flowed down, and she choked up and said: "Then I will accompany you to be an ordinary person, as long as you nod and agree to associate with me, I can really let go of everything without hesitation, because I know very well what I want at the moment." ”

I just looked at her like this, listened to her all the time, and had no doubt that she would really give up everything for love.

She said: "Yu Hang, for me, there are really too few brave days, in the past, I always felt that I could only fight against Jiang Wen in terms of economic strength, and suppressing the pleasure generated by him was what I was pursuing, but now I gradually found that I have to try to live for myself, not affected by emotions, and the woman who got drunk and made a fuss at the wedding will never come back." And my wish is to give myself eight months of money every year, and then the remaining four months, one month per quarter to travel, there are too many good things in this world that I have missed! ”

This is the first time I have seen her with a smile and imagine the future since I met Jiang Laiyue, and it is also the time she loves to talk the most, her decision shocked me, this is a peaceful life that can no longer be calm, it is my dream, and I also know that she is catering to the lifestyle I pursue......

My thinking seemed to become smooth in an instant, and I replied without thinking: "You are such a good girl, you shouldn't pay for an impulsive relationship, I think you should spread your eyes away, there are many elites in the business circle, even if you have nothing, your talent, your execution ability is beyond the reach of ordinary people, I don't want your future to be dark because of me." ”

"Yu Hang, in your eyes, only economic strength is equal to have a relationship? If so, what do you think are the odds of you and Li Shi? And you have been dealing with problems with such a way of thinking, do you also value the so-called material, so why do you persuade me to let go? ”

Jiang Laiyue's series of questions once again made me speechless, although I once thought that material things were not so important, and persuaded her not to take material things too seriously, but after experiencing many recent events, I changed this view, people don't need to be too rich, but they can't be without money; Money should not be taken too seriously, but the role of money must not be underestimated.

After a moment of silence, I finally said to her, "I'm in a different situation than yours, and I can't be mixed up. ”

Jiang Laiyue's tone was a little joking: "Yo, you are really a black heart and ready with both hands, while teaching me a lesson, while convincing yourself!" ”

Her somewhat sarcastic words made me a little disappointed, and it seemed that we could no longer get along as before, and said to her for a long time: "I think: you should carefully consider the decision to like me, of course ......"

"Of course what?"

"If you can handle your current life and feel that this is what you want, even if I didn't say that to you last night, I will definitely respect your choice!"

The depression in my words may have touched Jiang Laiyue a little, and she finally relaxed her tone and said to me: "Obviously I am confessing to you, such a pure thing, why do you want to mix so much right and wrong, it was originally quite transparent space, but now it is made into a miasma by bad moods." ”

At this moment, I could feel Jiang Laiyue's tiredness, and said to her: "Don't think about it too much, it is precisely because I know that you should be happy, so I let you choose more carefully." ”

After a long period of silence, Jiang Laiyue spoke: "But what I want to hear is not that you say this to me, you go, I have to leave." ”

"Where are you going?"

Jiang Laiyue didn't answer, but said, "Don't ask, you can go, I'm going to leave the hostel." ”

"You tell me where else you can go but the hostel?"

"Whatever, I'm used to wandering around this city anyway, and I can settle down anywhere."

Her words reminded me again of the days when I was kicked out of the hostel, those days when I had nowhere to go, I was alone in the scenic spot in the middle of the night, I was so lonely and helpless, the loneliness in these memories made me helpless again, and I looked at her a little dumbfounded.

"Since the division is so clear, you can take a taxi back by yourself later, don't take my car."

After saying that, she found a trash can and threw away the gourd I gave her, and just disappeared from my sight, I finally closed my eyes and engraved the image of her departure deeply in my mind, because I had heard that only by remembering the scene when you refused can you avoid making mistakes in the future.

After Jiang Laiyue left, this afternoon became boring again, recalling the way she just blushed and said that she liked me, and couldn't help but sigh, it turns out that love can really make me lose all my hard shell and show people in the softest posture!

Bored thoughts, finally helped me dilute some melancholy, before I could catch my breath, the mobile phone rang without warning, "Yijian" coffee shop Xiao Sun hurriedly called, telling me that the coffee shop was on fire......