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Su Han looked at Wu Bing blankly. His eyes are so timeless. It seems to be full of the deepest tenderness. Wanted to tell her more stories.
Why did he suddenly mention his emotional experience? It feels a little weird.
But. Wu Bing didn't intend to speak in the end. As a matter of fact. Every conversation between Wu Bing and her is like this. It's a bit unbelievable. Some are intriguing. It always comes to an abrupt end......
Wu Bing turned around quietly. He waved his hand to her behind him: "Go ahead. My dear. How to choose. You know that."
Subsequently. One-step. One-step. He drifted away.
Su Han looked at Wu Bing's back as he gradually moved away. until it turns into a blurred dot. At last. His figure completely disappeared from her sight.
Wu Bing always seems to choose to leave in this way. But this time. Su Han felt inexplicably sour in his heart. It's as if his words are still echoing in my ears.
Now. Su Han looked at the boundless railroad tracks. Alone. She had no idea where she was going. It's going to be. Yes to stay. It's all wrong......
Su Han turned around lonely. In the split second of raising your head. She saw a tall figure standing at the top of the steps at the entrance to the station.
It's him. He's still here.
In the blink of an eye. Su Han's eyes were filled with tears. I don't know if it's joy or sadness.
Ye Junxuan stood there quietly. Hands in pockets. Motionless staring at her beside the railroad tracks. The stairs around it were empty. It seems that his figure is more depressed.
His eyes are lonely. Very helpless. With a longing sadness. Slowly spreading down the stairs. Nearly annihilated her. But. There was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth... This pair of contradictory eyes and lips. She couldn't guess what he was thinking.
硁.. 硁..
Ye Junxuan walked down the steps with deep steps. Every step of the way. It's all so clear.
Su Han subconsciously took half a step back. Facing him coming on. She didn't know where else she could escape. She felt like a deserter. I don't have the courage to face it. So I wanted to run away.
He must be complaining about her...... Su Han closed his eyes slightly. Waiting for his arrival.
Finally. He walked up to her.
He didn't speak. There was no action. Just standing there with a blank face. Looking at her quietly. Su Han slowly opened his eyes. An inadvertently. He already had the deepest intersection with his gaze.
It was a visceral loneliness. Hopeless. With worries...
I don't know when. He hugged her tightly with his arms.
There are no words. There was no communication. In the midst of this noisy noise. They. There are only two enthusiastic heartbeats left. Even if it's a hurried wind. Nor can they separate their attachment to each other.
"I found you." Ye Junxuan said in a low and slow voice.
Su Han was still being hugged tightly by him. Just a slight wink. Tears poured out of her eyes.
Why would there be such an opening statement between them... He could have been tougher. A little more domineering. Complain fiercely about her naivety. Her goodbye. Such. She'll feel a little better, too.
But. He didn't.
Silence and gentleness become the sharpest blades. Stabbed hard in her heart.
I found you... A prosaic word. But behind it. I don't know how painful the search is. What a long wait.
Just think about it. She already regretted it.
"Why don't you say a word and leave.." Ye Junxuan's voice suddenly became irritable. I became anxious too. Obviously there is no gentleness. But full of tenderness...
He was genuinely worried about her. I'm afraid that after this parting. He really won't ever see her again. If she's gone. What's the point of him continuing to live here.
"I'm sorry...", except I'm sorry. She couldn't have answered better. She cowered into his arms and whimpered. Original. Only to the moment of parting. Only then did she truly understand how reluctant she was.
She couldn't live without him.
Ye Junxuan hugged the woman in his arms a little tighter. He kissed her hair gently. As long as you can retouch that familiar taste. All the pain before it was worth it. And most importantly. He found her.
"Why are you leaving......" his tone was sad. The voice is also trembling. I don't know if this sentence is asking her. Or is he talking to himself.
Su Han was just silent. Because she can't answer this question.
Why did she go. Obviously still love him deeply. Why go. Because they have no future. Because their love is not recognized by others. Because. They don't deserve ......
"You don't love me anymore." His tone was full of compassion. There is even fear. A sharp question. I don't know how deep the loneliness is hidden in my heart.
Su Han sobbed. Shaking his head very slowly: "No..."
How could she not love him anymore. He will be the love of her life. Someone she will never forget...... Precisely because of this. That's when she had to choose this step.
"Then why are you leaving.." Ye Junxuan's questioning became more and more intense every time. He couldn't accept this fact. That sense of panic just now in the crowd desperately looking for her. That kind of incomparably anxious. He'll probably remember it for the rest of his life.
He can't afford to lose her. Life without her is gloomy. He'll be confused. Will hesitate. You won't find the meaning of your existence. He's had enough of living like this. Don't want to repeat the same mistakes again......
"I'm sorry. Really." Su Han didn't have any explanation. Just apologize to him again and again. Express your heart to him. That's the only way. She was able to barely make it through.
She really regrets it now. She simply couldn't face this ending. Everything is confident. It's all because she imagines herself to be too strong. She thought she could walk away in style. It doesn't hurt. Don't want to. Let time slowly dilute it all. But when he actually appeared in front of him. She realized how vulnerable she was.
She can't fool herself after all. She didn't want to leave him at all. nor can they leave him.
In retrospect. How long have they been together. These are either poignant or touching days. It seems like centuries have passed. It turns out that their love has become incomparably deeper. are inseparable from each other. They have not been together for thousands of years. Otherwise. How can you be so attached to each other's breath.
"That. Are you still ready to leave. Are you going to leave me for another city? Do you want to forget me......" Ye Junxuan kissed her ear. Asked in a magnetic voice. He has a great voice. The last time I listened to it, I was deeply intoxicated. But now. There is a deep sadness in that gorgeousness.
Su Han's eye sockets were always drifting. She didn't speak. Just shook his head.
"You're not saying anything to give you another chance. You must choose not to know me?" Ye Junxuan actually laughed. His laughter was bitter. It's so sad." All right. We don't know each other. I never knew you. I've never met you. There was never love......"
"Xuan. You don't say any more. I beg you..."Su Han was already crying uncontrollably. His words like these. Let her originally broken heart bear it.
She thinks everything is too simple. It only takes a minute to fall in love with someone. And forget about a person. But it will take a lifetime. Or a few lifetimes.
"It's me who is not good. Everything is bad for me." Su Han really regretted his decision. The weight of this injury. She can't bear it." I'm no longer willful. Never to leave you again......"
Listen to her finally say that she doesn't want to leave. Ye Junxuan's eyebrows spread a little delight: "Really."
"Really." Su Han hugged his waist tightly with both hands. Bury your head deep in his arms." I love you. Xuan."
I love you. How much weight do these three words carry.
"I love you too. Hanhan." He whispered softly in her ear. Gently caress her soft skin with your fingertips. and stared intently into her eyes. Say affectionately: "Only love you. I love you the most."
A breeze blows. A ray of sunlight showed a smiling face from the clouds. With a whistle. The train to another place has departed. And the way to his heart. He. Always open to her.
He hugged her. Kiss her deeply. Two pairs of lips in love with each other have been reluctant to leave for a long time. Let the train rush past them. In this life. He was already determined not to let go of her hand.
***
Leaf house courtyard. Luxury is still the same. Beneath the palace-like exterior. Over here. It's a bit deserted today.
Along. Su Han felt that cold sweat had been breaking out in his palms. For Ye Junxuan's decision. She was always hesitant.
"Xuan. I'd better not go." Looking at the western-style buildings that are getting closer and closer. Su Han clenched Ye Junxuan's hand a few times. She's sure she's nervous right now. I'm worried." I'm afraid..."
I'll see Uncle Ye in a moment. What should she say. Or simply not say anything. Bow your head and be silent....
Ye Junxuan gently hugged her shoulder: "Don't worry. There I am."
After some careful consideration. Ye Junxuan still decided to take this step.. He took Su Han back home. I want to convince my father to agree with them.
He just wants to be with the woman he loves. Such a simple wish. It has been opposed and cold-eyed by countless people.
He felt tired. Very helpless.
Thankfully they are firm with each other. Such. It also gave him a lot of courage. He must strive for their future happiness.
Ye Junxuan admitted. He was really impulsive in choosing this approach. It's because they don't have a better way. If it goes on like this. He knew that sooner or later he would break down.
Actually, he wasn't completely sure. But he's going to give it a try anyway.
"Let's go." Standing in front of the black iron gate of the Ye Mansion. Ye Junxuan turned his head and smiled at Su Han. His smile is easy-going. It's warm. I don't see any anxiety or uneasiness at all.