Chapter 195: The so-called eternity is just an extravagant hope to drill 2193 more.
When the little guy was young, when he saw other children with their fathers, he also asked him why he didn't have a father.
At that time, her heart was sad. She originally grew up in a single-parent family and knew her children's desire for motherly and fatherly love.
She wanted to escape, but faced with the innocent eyes of the little one. She knew there was no escape.
She could only tell him with a hard heart that his father would not be there in the future, and only his mother would accompany him.
The little guy always asks why at first, and after asking a few times, he gradually stops asking.
At the same time, he has no concept of the word father. probably thought that he would play with him, it was Dad. So after a certain time, he began to call Guo Shu Guo's father.
She knew that his heart longed for the existence of such a father. I didn't try to correct him, let him scream.
But although he likes Guo Shu, he is not as intimate as Cheng Rongjian. With Cheng Rongjian. It was as if he had something to say. This is probably the power of blood.
It is probably difficult to have a person who can truly take the position of a father.
Jiang Guangguang was in such a trance, he didn't even know what Cheng Rongjian and the little guy said. Until Cheng Rongjian hung up the phone. Hand her the phone to her, and she came back to her senses.
Probably because her face was not very good-looking, Cheng Rongjian wanted to reach out and touch her forehead, but in the end she didn't stretch out her hand, just asked, "Is there something uncomfortable?" ”
Jiang Guangguang said no in a dumb voice. She didn't know what she was running away from, so she immediately stood up and said, "I'll go to sleep first." ”
After saying this, without waiting for Cheng Rongjian to speak again, she quickly walked in the direction of the bedroom. It wasn't until she closed the door that she stopped, just leaning quietly against the door. Close your eyes tightly.
Jiang Guangguang went to sleep after a long time, and she forced herself to close her eyes. Probably the brain is too tired. I slowly fell asleep in a daze.
She woke up in the middle of the night, and she occasionally had the habit of drinking water at night. In the past, the little one would pour a glass of water and put it aside at her. When she reached for the glass and didn't touch it, she got up. Opened the door and went to the living room.
The light in the living room was on, and when she looked over, she saw Cheng Rongjian swallowing something with a glass of water.
Suddenly moved in with someone, she was a little unaccustomed. I haven't walked past yet. Cheng Rongjian looked over, and he was not surprised to see her get up, and said, "Drink water?" ”
As he spoke, he put down the glass of water in his hand. casually took another cup and poured water for Jiang Guangguang.
He couldn't tell if he hadn't slept or just gotten up, Jiang Guangguang snorted, glanced at him, and asked, "Has the fever subsided?" ”
Cheng Rongjian stretched out his hand and touched his forehead, his brows furrowed slightly, and said, "I don't know, I should have retreated." ”
What does it mean to be retired?
Jiang Guangguang didn't say a word, drank half a glass of water, then turned around and found a thermometer from the medicine box and handed it to him.
Cheng Rongjian took the thermometer. But they didn't measure it. After looking at it for a while, he looked at Jiang Guangguang and said, "I won't look at it." ”
Jiang Guangguang was somewhat impatient. He said, "Can't you read and learn?" ”
She didn't care about Cheng Rongjian as she spoke, and walked to the bathroom. Cheng Rongjian looked down at the thermometer, sat aside and measured it.
Jiang Guangguang still didn't shake his hand away in the end. came out of the bathroom and motioned to Cheng Rongjian to give her the thermometer. Just at this glance, her brow furrowed.
Cheng Rongjian's body temperature is still the original number, 37 degrees 5. The effect of the drug has not passed at that time, so it should be lowered a little more. But it didn't come down at all.
She looked at Cheng Rongjian and asked, "Don't you feel uncomfortable?" ”
Cheng Rongjian reached out and touched his forehead again, and said, "It's okay." ”
Jiang Guangguang didn't speak, but just re-checked the medicine box and found the medicine, frowned and said, "Eat these and take a look." If so, go to the hospital. ”
Cheng Rongjian sighed, took the medicine, nodded and said hello.
Jiang Guangguang didn't speak. I poured him another glass of water. Cheng Rongjian said thank you. Jiang Guangguang still didn't speak, flipped through the medicine box, and asked, "Are there any other symptoms?" ”
If there are other symptoms, taking antipyretic medicine alone is not a cure for the symptoms, so you have to find other medicines to take together.
Cheng Rongjian sighed and said, "No, it's just a little fever." ”
Jiang Guangguang didn't know if he had a cold or something, and said, "I'll go to the hospital tomorrow." ”
The lines on Cheng Rongjian's face softened and said, "It's okay." It's cold at night, you go to sleep. I took the medicine and went to sleep. ”
Jiang Guangguang hummed at this time, didn't say anything more, and went back to the room.
Cheng Rongjian stood in place for a moment, looked at the medicine in his hand, and took out a few white pills to add. Ate together.
He must have been in some pain, and some sweat was breaking out on his forehead. He drank half a glass of water, exhaled softly, and then put down the glass and turned off the light and went back to the room.
After Jiang Guangguang returned to the room, she couldn't fall asleep over and over, and inexplicably, she suddenly remembered that Cheng Rongjian was injured and hid in the cellar.
He has always been very tolerant. At that time, the injury was not light, but he never spoke.
Once the floodgates of memory are opened, many memories come flooding back. An inexplicable bitter feeling came to my heart.
She and Cheng Rongjian are together, and they have never really thought about it for a long time. Because at that time, I knew that neither she nor him were people who might not have tomorrow. But somewhere in my heart, when I was in love, I may have hoped for it.
But I thought about it for a long time, and I remembered it after separation. Undoubtedly, it is just a futile sigh. Feelings are the most perishable and fragile things. For a long time, in fact, from beginning to end, it is just a luxury.
Jiang Guangguang sat on the bed with his knees in a daze, looking out of the dark window, and after a long time, he lay down on the bed.
The next morning, Jiang Guangguang got up very early and cooked the porridge at eight o'clock. When Cheng Rongjian got up, she was already cooking side dishes in the kitchen, and Cheng Rongjian looked at her thin and busy figure, and was in a trance. It was as if the figure was unreal and illusory.
Jiang Guangguang seemed to notice his sight, put the cucumber on a plate, and said without looking back: "Go wash and eat it in a while." ”
Probably because it was early in the morning, her voice was slightly hoarse. Cheng Rongjian came back to his senses, said a good word, and went back to wash.