My original personality is a bit extreme and withdrawn, and since it's all in trouble, it's naturally impossible for me to turn back. I retracted my gaze, twisted the throttle slightly, and the car drove off. At this time, Mr. Xu's crying voice came from behind him, "Ouyang, if you really leave, I hope you don't regret it." ”

Hearing this, although I wanted to turn around and go back, my reason and dignity kept telling me, "Ouyang! Are you fucking a man or not? If you go back, you won't be able to hold your head up in the future. ”

My heart was so hard that the car swooped out. I rode out of the community, and then I couldn't help but let out two roaring sounds, wanting to spit out the grievances and discomfort in my heart. Teacher Xu and I are finished, and the first love in my life is over.

But there is one point, I wonder a little, has Mr. Xu ever liked me? Why did she seem to want to keep me just now? Doesn't she have a new love?

I couldn't figure it out when I thought about it, so I said to myself, "Don't think about it. Think of it as a dream, and I'm going to look forward. ”

I rode back home, it was quite late, I thought my dad and Ye Yunyi must have rested, but I didn't expect that as soon as I opened the door and went in, I was startled when I opened the living room. There were two men sitting in the living room, one was my father, and the other was facing away from me, and I didn't know who it was.

I called my dad and was about to go back to my room, but my dad said, "Come here." ”

I walked over with a sigh, and then I saw clearly the person sitting opposite my dad, this person had some white hair on his temples, his face was resolute but with thick vicissitudes, and his chin was slightly green and bearded, especially those eyes, which were bright and bright, seemed to be full of wisdom, and could see through everything, giving people a feeling of not being angry and self-assured.

When he saw me, he smiled at me, and his voice was very magnetic, "The young man looks like a talent, not bad, not bad." ”

My dad said, "Call it uncle." I called out to my uncle respectfully, and he smiled and said, "Well, well, very good, it's a good material." "I didn't know him at all, and I didn't remember having such an uncle.

My dad looked at him and said, "Big brother, now you can rest assured, right?" The man shook his head, and my dad seemed a little anxious and asked, "What?" Don't you think it's okay? ”

The man gave my dad a calm gesture and said, "The time is not ripe enough, we don't have a chance to spare, and we can't afford to fail once." Without 100% certainty, it is impossible to fully launch the plan, I came to you this time, mainly ......"

I pricked up my ears and listened, and although I didn't know what my dad and uncle were saying, I vaguely felt a very unusual smell. My uncle was halfway through speaking, but suddenly stopped. My dad seemed to understand what he meant, and said to me, "Go back to your room and go to bed." ”

As much as I wanted to hear it, I didn't dare to go against my dad's wishes, and I knew they were definitely talking about something very important. When I got back to my room, I couldn't help but wonder, could my dad be doing something bad?

I secretly chewed on the words of my mysterious uncle, the time is not ripe enough, I can't fail, start the plan, this sentence reveals the information that it seems that my dad is planning a particularly important thing, very risky, I can't help but think, is it a bank robbery? Or is it murder?

It's no wonder I think so, after all, my dad used to be a mixed society, it is said that my dad hacked people to death, although I didn't see it with my own eyes, but I also know that there is no wind, I vaguely remember that sometimes my dad came back from outside in the middle of the night, there would be a lot of blood stains on his clothes, my mother always cried, and then one day my mother said to me, she really couldn't stand this kind of life, and the next day she didn't say goodbye, leaving only a signed divorce agreement.

I couldn't fall asleep tossing and turning in bed, and after my mom left, my dad was very sad at first, and often got drunk, but then he slowly got better, and he seemed to be out of that circle. I don't say it in my mouth, but in my heart I like this quiet and ordinary life, if I had done this earlier, maybe my mother wouldn't have left.

I don't want my peaceful life to be broken, and I don't want my dad to get involved in the underworld again.

I don't know when, I fell asleep in a daze. The next morning, he was called up by Ye Yunyi for breakfast. My dad was still the same, with no expression on his face, and Ye Yunyi asked me a lot of questions about school.

After breakfast, Ye Yunyi cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, and my father said, "You go out with me." "I don't know where he's taking me, I've been following him. My dad didn't drive out, but on foot. On the way, I couldn't help but ask, "Dad, who was that person last night?" ”

My dad said, "Your uncle." I said, "He's your big brother?" My dad said, "No." But it's closer than the big brother. ”

I continued, "I heard what you had planned last night, would you be involved?" My dad stopped and said, "Don't ask what you shouldn't." So saying, he walked forward, my father's pace was fast, but it was very disciplined, at first I could barely keep up, and then I had to trot to catch up.

My dad took me to the small park where I last met Ye Yunyi, found a random place to sit down, asked people to make two cups of tea, threw out a cigarette and said, "Why didn't you get up and run this morning?" ”

I didn't dare to speak, I slept too late last night and couldn't get up in the morning. My dad smoked a cigarette and continued, "Do you know why you were arranged to go to the sea of books? I said, "Didn't you let me go to school?" ”

My dad smiled and said, "Reading? I gave you nine years to study, and what test scores did you give me? Reading is not for you. I was a little puzzled, I didn't know what my dad meant, and I asked confusedly, "Then what do you mean?" I promised you that I would be the first in the sea of books, and I would never break my promise. ”

My dad took a sip of tea and said, "You want to be the first in the sea of books, but not in academic performance, but in order to be the king of the sea of books." ”

If I don't understand what my dad means, then I'm really a big fool. I said, "Isn't the sea of books known as the king of the sea of books since the founding of the school?" You made me do it, it's ......"

My dad pointed at me and said, "This shouldn't come out of your mouth." You are my detached son, so you can't say such things. If anyone else had done it, I wouldn't let you do it. ”

I looked at my dad, he said a lot today, and everything he said was very imposing, and I suddenly felt a lot heavier on my shoulders. I lowered my head and didn't speak, and my dad continued, "Then, I'll give you a chance to choose now, to be my son, you can't be ordinary, you can't retreat, because there is no road behind you." If you want to be ordinary, if you want to retreat, I will not have you as a son. ”

I suddenly looked up, my dad said this very seriously, meaning that if I didn't do what he wanted, he wouldn't recognize me as a son.

After my dad finished speaking, a pair of eyes flashed at me, my mind was a little messy, all this came too suddenly, the change was too big, so I couldn't adapt for a while. My dad suddenly stood up, patted me on the shoulder and said, "Think about it yourself." Choose the former and you'll be able to come back. If you choose the latter, you are not allowed to step into the house again in the future, and the farther you go, the better. ”

My dad left with that, leaving me alone in the park, my dad's words still echoing in my head. I'm 100% sure that the reason why my dad said this to me all of a sudden had something to do with the mysterious man last night. Of course, maybe my dad has been testing me for a long time, otherwise he wouldn't have ignored me all the time in the past few years, and even arranged me to go to the sea of books.

At the beginning, he wanted me to be the first king of the sea of books and unify the sea of books!

But as my dad said, no matter what I choose, there's no going back. If you choose the first one, it is estimated that you will face a lot of difficulties and bloody rain in the future, and if you choose the latter, you may be able to live an ordinary life.